"... That's why I had a falling out with my father, and then I met you, took Xue Chi as a student, and married you as a wife."
For Gu Juefei, this is a long story.
He started from the beginning of the story, breaking up the ups and downs of the past few years and telling Lu Jinxi to listen to it.
From dawn to dawn.
The snow-white window paper shone brightly, but the candles burning in the room were no one to care, and they were already burning to the end.
Lu Jinxi stared at him, feeling in a trance.
This is the first time that Gu Juefei has mentioned to her all his youth and youth, from high-spirited to full of anger, from upright to unscrupulous...
When he was young, he was a genius who was well-known in Beijing; later, he traveled around the world, and he was a well-known and elegant son.
Kind, gentle, and talented.
But that year's floods, that year's famine, that year's epidemics were like a sharp claw sticking out of thin air, tearing apart the hypocritical paintings of the prosperous world, allowing him to see the decayed flesh and blood under the prosperity. Hundred holes!
Change starts from there.
He is no longer the elegant son in the eyes of the world, the gentle gentleman in the eyes of his companions, or even the filial son in the eyes of his father...
He has become a monster in the eyes of those who know, and a fallen person in the eyes of those who don't.
In the rainy night, he ran away in anger, and Xue Cui Ding could not hide. It was the six years he suffered for the ignorant people who couldn't see the truth. The golden palace forced a marriage proposal. Goodbye Xue Kuang after the three and a half years of hard work.
A little ten years in the blink of an eye.
Time has buried these old things, and even those dark wounds are hidden in the gaps of time, and they are easily invisible.
But he finally waited...
Xue Kuang is back!
When it comes, the day when all the hidden truths will finally be revealed to the world, the day when all the injustices suffered will be finally washed away!
"So, if he had died in Hanshan Pass, I would have been the culprit behind his death. I should have been your husband's enemy, Xue Chi's father's enemy, and I should have left you deserted and widowed for nearly six years. The mastermind behind the years. When I first approached you, in addition to liking and being attracted, I also harbored evil intentions. I want to marry his wife and teach his son. If he lives, I will teach him to suffer and be mad. He is good at it. Counting, the old lady and I are separated, and I will let his wife and son be separated, and the family will not be a family!"
The hoarse voice seemed to have been rubbed on a rough stone, and the blood was rubbed out, soaking in the wound over the years, and covered with a thick layer of ashes.
Gu Juefei spoke word by word, clearly and viciously.
He cut open the most insidious and despicable self in front of her without reservation, including the possible impure scheming and scheming.
No one knew how much the word "home" was in Gu Juefei's heart. He can love the world at the same time, but he can't protect his small family in the torrent of misunderstanding.
His father, who raised him from a young age, punished him on his knees in the ancestral hall and expelled him from the house.
Xue Kuang was the loyalty in his eyes, the blood of his colleagues in the world. He believed in Xue Kuang, but doubted him.
How can you not hate
How can you not hold revenge
Gu Juefei has always been a man who will pay revenge. The motivation that initially drove him to do all this was indeed the word "hatred"—
He wanted Xue Kuang to feel the same pain.
Just didn't think of it...
His eyes flickered slightly, he lightly clenched Lu Jinxi's fingers, lowered his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and finally said in a low voice, "But I like you, I love you, and it's true that I don't marry you. "
Lu Jinxi noticed a slight tremor in his fingertips, and only felt that he had heard a long, long story, and every detail in it seemed to confirm his first guesses when he saw the records of Xue Kuang's military exploits.
She was silent for a moment as she lay on her side on the couch.
His eyes flowed like water, and he finally asked him, "What are you afraid of?"
When he first came back, he opened his mouth and said "don't be afraid" to her, but at that time she just felt very confused, and she couldn't judge what kind of difficult situation she needed to face, and she couldn't predict how the road ahead would be. .
She is not afraid.
But at this moment, Gu Juefei, who had confessed everything to her, was frightened, and she could feel it.
What are you afraid of
Gu Juefei also asked himself like this, then raised his eyes and looked directly at her, as if he wanted to look into the deepest part of her heart.
"I'm afraid you are the Lu family."
"… "
It may be the most inexplicable sentence that falls in the ears of others; but when it falls in the ears of Lu Jinxi, it is like a stormy wave hitting the embankment and crashing into pieces of broken waves.
He really guessed it.
Lu Jinxi looked back at him, finally leaned in and kissed his chapped and cold lips, then smiled and revealed his biggest secret: "But I'm not."