Luo Qin did not tell Lin Zhixia what he was doing abroad, and Lin Zhixia did not ask. Luo Qin still sent him a message every day, reminding him of the weather, and reporting his whereabouts. It was more frequent and bolder than in China.
Lin Zhixia watched sometimes, sometimes not.
Starting on the third day, Luo Qin suddenly stopped sending messages to him without warning. Lin Zhixia originally thought he wouldn't care, but after two days he still didn't hold it back and went to inquire with Qi Mingyuan.
"I’m not responsible for this. My boss helped Luo Ge. I don’t know." Qi Mingyuan scratched his head, "I knew he was looking for someone, and it’s been a long time. looks."
Find someone? Lin Zhixia was confused, "Do you know who he is looking for?"
"I don't know, it seems very private. No one knows except our boss," Qi Mingyuan shook his head, "The file you sent last time seems to be related to this matter."
Why did this become more and more mysterious, Lin Zhixia lowered her voice, "It shouldn't be dangerous, right?"
"What can be dangerous to find someone? My Luo brother is doing serious business, don't make up for it," Qi Mingyuan was pleased to see Lin Zhixia cautiously, "Oh, how come you care about him all of a sudden, I Pinching a finger, Xiaoxiazi, you are springing up!"
"What nonsense are you talking about," Lin Zhixia glared at him and explained, "He used to send me messages every day, but he suddenly broke off, so I was worried if something happened to him outside alone, so he had these two days. Did you contact you?"
"I'm such a little guy who is worthy of Mr. Luo to send me a message. At most, he greets me when he has work. How could he contact me? You think he treats everyone like you do," Obviously he cares. , I don’t admit it, the duplicity of each one is really uncomfortable, and the same name laughs, "You can relax, Luoqin is not as useless as you think, he has been busy for these two days at most. Contact you, don't worry, when he is free, he will definitely report to you as soon as possible!"
"I don't like to chat with you," Lin Zhixia sneered, "Yin and Yang are weird, you don't have your share for lunch today."
"What!? I swept the land all morning, and you told me not to give me food! Lin Zhixia, you are the dinosaur!"
Although Qi Mingyuan said so, Lin Zhixia was still not at ease.
He still felt that with Luoqin's temperament, if there was nothing wrong with him, he would not stop contacting him without saying a word.
No matter what the relationship between the two is now, he does not hope that Luoqin will have any accidents. So he sent Luoqin anxiously: How are you
Luo Qin never responded.
Lin Zhixia had to go to Qi Mingyuan again. Seeing that Qi Mingyuan cared so much, he had to call his boss and ask Luoqin what's going on.
The phone call was over soon, and the famous name was far away from Lin Zhixia and said OK, "Okay, I asked, it's okay, I'm fine."
Why didn't Luo Qin reply
Lin Zhixia suddenly jumped up with an anger, and silently left the same name and went to the back kitchen.
You shouldn't take what Luoqin said seriously!
You shouldn't worry about him either. People are fine, and they don't need to care about him at all.
Lin Zhixia thought bitterly, just because her character is too soft and easy to talk, he is always bullied by him.
The breath remained stuck in her chest until she went home. After having dinner and taking a bath with her cuteness, Lin Zhixia felt a little refreshed when she lay down in bed.
But not long after he lay down, the door of the room was knocked.
The knock on the door was very soft, it should be thinking of the little guy who has fallen asleep.
Lin Zhixia tiptoed to the door and opened it gently.
He originally thought it was Sister Li, but he didn't expect that it was Luo Qin who made him angry during the day standing at the door.
Lin Zhixia looked at the man in front of him in shock. After a few days, Luo Qin seemed to have changed himself, with hair covering his eyebrows and eyes recklessly, with blue stubble on the corners of his mouth, tired face, and a strong smell of alcohol on his body.
He had never seen Luo Qin in this state, and described Luo Tuo, with the frustration and sadness clearly visible between his eyebrows, Lin Zhixia involuntarily lowered his voice.
"How are you..."
Before he finished speaking, Luoqin was suddenly pulled into his arms.
Luo Qin's unique piercing aroma mixed with the alcohol, and wrapped his whole person tightly.
They had never tried such an intimate act between them.
Lin Zhixia was frightened by this sudden embrace. He subconsciously wanted to break free, but was held tighter by Luo Qin. Then, he heard Luo Qin whisper in his ear, "Let me hold it for a while. A little while."
Luoqin begged him.
Thinking of his fragile look just now, Lin Zhixia sighed and let him hold it obediently.
After a long time, Luoqin whispered suddenly.
"He died. Before I could call him, he died."
With his low murmur, Lin Zhi Xia suddenly understood, he knew who Luo Qin was looking for, and suddenly understood why Luo Qin became so abnormal.
He patted Luoqin's back gently like Lin Keai was soothing the awkwardness.
"I saw my elementary school, high school, and heavy snow when I was in the place where he lived. There were so many pictures. I knew he had been secretly looking at me for so many years. He didn't want me. Why didn't he ever meet me? It turned out that among the people who passed me by, there are people I have been looking for, but why didn’t he tell me, I have been looking for him, I thought he didn’t want to see me, I thought he was very annoying I… "
Luo Qin's voice gradually choked, and finally turned into the sobbing sound of a sleepy beast.
Lin Zhixia sighed deeply in her heart. Luo Qin, who was said to be as cold as ice cubes by outsiders, was actually just a poor person who was hitting a wall everywhere in the family relationship and longing for nothing.
Like an iceberg, it looks dangerous and scary, but in fact it is nothing but duckweed floating on the surface of the sea.
He had no choice with such Luoqin.
Lin Zhixia said softly, "At least, you are sure that he loves you. He must have been very reluctant when he left you at the time. He must be very worried about you for so many years."
"I don't blame him, I'm just sad. I finally found him, but I still couldn't see him. If I find him sooner, it will be fine. I want to see him and sit down with him. Fan, tell him I don’t blame him for leaving me, tell him I have missed him for so many years..."
"He knows, he knows you won't blame him."
"But I didn't say a word to him," Luo Qin forcibly resisted the tremor in his voice, "If I could find him earlier, why should I find him..."
Lin Zhixia didn't know how to comfort him, so she continued to gently pat Luoqin's back until he was completely calm.
Luo Qin loosened Lin Zhixia with his red eyes.
It's a bit embarrassing.
He didn't expect that he would cry in front of Lin Zhixia, and he cried so gagged.
Lin Zhixia saw his embarrassment, deliberately changed the subject, and asked with a straight face, "So why don't you return my information?"
Luoqin froze and didn't know how to say it.
Should he tell Lin Zhixia that he is in a particularly bad condition these days, and can only hide and drink, desperately wanting to see Lin Zhixia but dare not, and then rushed back from thousands of miles away as soon as he received the information
Luoqin felt ashamed of himself.
Seeing that he finally got out of his grief, Lin Zhixia was relieved, "Go take a bath, you are full of alcohol."
Luo Qin said in a low voice, then took the change of clothes and went to the shower room.
When he came out, he thought that Lin Zhixia had fallen asleep and would not care about him anymore, but saw Lin Zhixia still standing at the door, looking down at the floor in a daze, hearing his footsteps, and immediately regaining consciousness.
"Is it better now?"
Luo Qin looked at Lin Zhixia in a gentle and calm manner, thinking that when he hugged him just now, the soft, very small one made all his defenses unstoppable.
"Um."
Although he said "Yeah", Lin Zhixia could see that Luoqin's condition was not very good. His face was sullen and the tip of his hair was dripping with water, but he didn't seem to know it at all.
"Are you going to sleep now?"
Luo Qin nodded.
"wait for me."
Lin Zhixia turned around and went back to the room, took a hairdryer, and gave it to Luoqin, "dry her hair before going to sleep."
Luo Qin still had that expression. Lin Zhixia was suspicious that he would numbly take his words to ears. He sighed, took the hair dryer, pulled Luo Qin, and went to his bedroom.
After moving back, Lin Zhixia had a lot of room for activities, but only the study and this bedroom had never been in again.
Lin Zhixia turned on the light and looked at the unchanging installations in the house, feeling that life is really wonderful.
The same place, the same person, but a completely different state of mind.
After not much thought, he retracted his thoughts, took Luoqin to sit by the window, and then stood beside him and helped him blow his hair.
Because cute takes a beautiful bath before going to bed every day, and usually halfway through the soak, he will start to get sleepy and sleep. In order to prevent the little guy from catching a cold, he always has to give him a whistle, so Lin Zhixia's recent hair blowing skills are increasing. Proficient.
He fiddled with Luoqin's hair, pressing his scalp from time to time.
Luo Qin's hair is very soft, which is different from Lin Zhixia's imagination.
He said to himself, "Didn't you say that people with weak hair have a good temper?"
Luo Qin didn't hear clearly, and looked up at him, "What?"
"nothing."
Luo Qin did not lower his head, but maintained this slightly upward face posture, looking straight at Lin Zhixia.
Originally, I didn't think that the action of helping to blow the hair was ambiguous, but only to comfort a fragile person, and Lin Zhixia, who had no distractions, suddenly felt that the atmosphere had become weird.
Lin Zhixia pursed her mouth, and casually fabricated an excuse, "If you don't lower your head, water will splash into your eyes."
Luo Qin still raised his face, looking at him with the kind of eyes that made Lin Zhixia's face hot.
Lin Zhixia's eyes flickered and her movements slowed down.
"Zhi Xia," Luo Qin said, "If you hadn't sent that message, I might not have come to see you today."
"why?"
"It's not a happy thing. Telling you about it might make you bored. I think I'm pretending to be pitiful." Luoqin looked at him. "But I received that message. I think Zhixia, in fact, you care about it. Mine, so I came, I didn't think it was wrong, did I?"
He gently held Lin Zhixia's wrist, and the hot wind from the hair dryer made Lin Zhixia's face and heart hot.
"I'm afraid you have an accident abroad and can't come back. What about the trouble you left me?" Lin Zhixia said grimly, "You really think too much, so I don't care about you."
Luo Qin smiled faintly, "No."
This smile is an eyesore.
"I think you are so sad today and won't quarrel with you," Lin Zhixia angrily threw the hairdryer into his arms, "Blow it yourself."
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