I Was Wrong, Please Don’t Leave Me

Chapter 114: Past events (4)

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She took the basin of water from the bathroom and wiped the woman's face clean little by little. Xu Shilin didn't say a word from beginning to end.

The drug addiction has not completely subsided, Chen Shan shivered from time to time while lying on the bed.

The dark eyes lined the pale face, like a female ghost.

"Why didn't you call the police?"

Xu Shilin: "I'm not a nosy person."

Chen Shan looked at her expressionless face, sneered and didn't speak, but closed her eyes tiredly.

Xu Shilin didn't go to the cake room that day, but carried Su Li to the woman's place and took care of her for a whole day.

Since this incident, the relationship between the two women has undergone subtle changes. Chen Shan will occasionally come over with something to drink to eat, and Xu Shilin will tacitly make more of her share. The two didn't talk too much, and they kept their secrets, but they were able to live in strange harmony.

The days went by like this, and Xiao Su Li also grew up day by day.

On the baby's first birthday, in addition to the old couple downstairs giving a safe lock, Chen Shan also gave a jade pendant.

The jade pendant was unusual at first glance. Xu Shilin didn't accept anything, but Chen Shan waved her hand to accept it.

The woman was standing at a height of twelve centimeters and her mouth was painted bright red. She was so glamorous that it was almost mean, but her eyes looked at the child on the bed with an imperceptible tenderness.

"Keep it, go to the temple to ask for it, the master has opened the light, and you can keep it safe."

Hearing her say that, Xu Shilin couldn't refuse any more, so she had to say thank you.

Chen Shan stretched out her manicure finger and gently poked Xiao Su Li's cheek, and a pack of saliva flowed from the corner of the child's mouth.

The silly look made the woman couldn't help but slightly hooked the corners of her lips.

Xu Shilin would take Xiao Su Li to the hospital for examination every month. Every time she looked at the bean-sized tumor in the child's head, the woman could only secretly turn around and wipe away her tears.

The tumor hasn't progressed, and the only thing doctors can be sure of is that it won't press on the child's nerves for a short period of time.

This is good news for both them and their children, at least they still have time.

Xu Shilin lived with anxiety every day, for fear that one day if she didn't pay attention, her children would leave her.

Xiao Su Li may also know her mother's worries, so she worked hard to grow up healthy. Until the age of five, he was as healthy as other children of the same age.

Xu Shilin looked at her son who grew up healthy day by day, and she began to have a fluke in her heart. Perhaps, it wasn't that bad.

However, the disease still did not let them go.

When she watched helplessly holding a watermelon for a second and said obediently that the baby her mother ate, fell down in front of her with a pale face in the next second, Xu Shilin collapsed directly.

Outside the lit operating room door, Xu Shilin leaned weakly in Chen Shan's arms, watching the doctor come out with the critical illness notice for her to sign.

"I don't sign... I don't sign..." The woman turned pale, looking at the doctor in the white coat in front of her, shaking her head mechanically, her eyes red and swollen. Signed her baby is leaving, don't want her anymore...

The tumor on Su Li's head suddenly grew larger, which was not even expected by his attending doctor. It was clear that everything was normal when he had the last checkup.

Chen Shan took the critical illness notice from the doctor and calmly wrote Xu Shilin's name.

The woman broke down and cried again, but Chen Shan just said coldly: "Why are you crying, the master said that you will meet a noble person at the age of ten, and the shadow of the noble person has not appeared yet. If you really want to cry, you have to wait until Ali is ten years old. Cry later."

In one sentence, Xu Shilin's tears were successfully stopped.

The operation was a near miss, and Xiao Su Li, who had not yet passed the anesthesia, lay on the hospital bed and was pushed out of the operating room by the nurse.

Such a small one, not even occupying one-third of the hospital bed, Xu Shilin looked at him, and tears came out again.

When Xiao Su Li woke up, her first reaction was to touch her shaved head, then look at Xu Shilin, who was looking tired and haggard, and said in a milky voice, "Mom, Ali's head has become smaller. ."

Chen Shan on the side laughed unceremoniously, Xu Shilin curled the corners of her lips, and her eyes turned red before she could speak.

"It's okay, it will grow soon." The woman comforted her child softly.

Xiao Su Li replied obediently, her soft little hand gently grabbed her mother's little finger, and asked her, "Then am I still my mother's cutest Ali?"

Xu Shilin bent down and took the child into her arms, preventing the other party from seeing the tears on her face, her voice choked: "Yes, Ali will always be mother's cutest little Ali."

Su Li obediently let her mother hug her, and after a while, she said, "Mom, I'm hungry and want to eat tomato and egg noodles."

"Okay, mom will buy it for you." Xu Shilin patted her son's head and asked Chen Shan to take care of the child before leaving the ward.

"Aunt Shanshan, has my mother been crying for a long time?"

Chen Shan looked at the child who had been paralyzed since Xu Shilin left, raised her hand and pinched the other person's soft face unceremoniously: "How many times have I said that you want to call my sister."

Xiao Suli frowned, "Aunt Shanshan."

"Hey!" Chen Shan raised her eyebrows, getting angry.

"Yes, your mother has been crying since you fainted, and she couldn't even persuade her." The woman pulled the stool aside and sat down with Erlang's legs crossed, and the freshly dyed waves swayed gently with her movements.

Xiao Suli wrinkled her nose, the expression on her face a little distressed.

Chen Shan looked at the little kid in front of her, bent her fingers and flicked on the manicure she just made, and said curiously, "Little Ali, did the tumor in your head really come from your mother's womb?"

"It's a tumor. Auntie, you need to read more." Xiao Su Li corrected her, and then said, "Yeah, didn't my mother tell you?"

Chen Shan: "Your mother is a stuffy gourd with a sawed mouth and didn't say anything."

"Then I take back what I just said, and I don't say it."

Chen Shan: "..."

"I heard from the doctor that you can't cure this disease. Even if you want to cure it, it will cost a lot of money."

Xiao Su Li: "I don't want my mother to be too tired."

"Aunt Shanshan, I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid that if I leave, my mother will be very sad."

A five-year-old child said these words in a calm tone, Chen Shan's heartbeat suddenly suffocated, and then she felt that something was choked in her heart, which made her uncomfortable.

This unfamiliar emotion came so suddenly that when Xiao Su Li on the bed asked her why she was crying, she still couldn't react.

"The wind has lost her eyes." The woman raised her hand indiscriminately to wipe away the tears and wiped off the makeup on her face.

She raised her hand and held the child's hand, saying every word with an unprecedented serious expression: "Don't worry, the doctor will definitely cure you."

Xiao Su Li raised her eyebrows: "But it will cost a lot of money."

Chen Shan: "Don't be afraid, your mother doesn't have enough money, and your sister Shanshan."

"Does Aunt Shanshan have a lot of money?" Xiao Su Li asked.

Chen Shan: "Of course, there are too many, all of which are saved for my son to get his wife."

Xiao Su Li never knew that a woman had a son. He asked in surprise, "Does Aunt Shanshan also have a child?"

Chen Shan blinked and looked at the child in front of her, but she was thinking of the child who was abandoned by herself at birth.

"Yes," she said.

"Then Aunt Shanshan saved so much money for him, she must love him very much, just like my mother loves me very much." Xiao Suli didn't see the expression on the woman's face, she just came to a conclusion on her own. .

love

Chen Shan asked herself in her heart, but the answer was she didn't know.