Su Jinyu let the man hold his hand, his eyes were hot.
He sniffed, his voice a little dull: "It's not cold."
Gu Peilang glanced at him without speaking, and wrapped his other hand.
"Pei Lang, aren't you mad at me?"
The cold hand gradually became warm, and the temperature spread all the way to the heart along the place where the two touched.
Su Jinyu raised his head slightly and looked at the person in front of him.
Gu Peilang paused, and saw unease in those beautiful eyes.
He sighed, his heart softened into a piece, bloated and uncomfortable.
Holding the man's hand to his lips and kissing gently, the man's voice was hoarse: "I'm not mad at you."
Su Jinyu curled the corners of his lips, but almost cried.
The voices of Butler Zhang and Auntie chatting in the kitchen were vaguely heard, and Su Jinyu rushed forward into the man's arms and hugged him tightly.
Gu Peilang raised his hand and lightly placed it on top of his head, silently saying nothing.
"I didn't mean to make you angry," Su Jinyu's voice muffled through the fabric of the suit jacket, "I just, just..."
Gu Peilang lightly touched his head, raised his eyes to look at the murals on the wall of the living room, his eyes were calm, and he said, "I know, I know, let's get up and eat first."
Su Jinyu shook his head.
The meals on the table were as rich and nutritious as ever, but neither of them had an appetite.
Seeing the man put down his chopsticks after taking the order hastily, Su Jinyu pursed his lips, and the food in his hand became difficult to swallow.
Gu Peilang noticed his depressed mood, but didn't know how to speak.
He wasn't angry with Su Jinyu, but he couldn't give him the answer he wanted.
After washing, the two lay on the bed, separated by an impenetrable moat.
The hand under the quilt was suddenly grabbed, and then a warm body slowly approached. Gu Peilang stretched out his hand and embraced the person, groping in the darkness, and gently fell on the bright and warm forehead. The kiss was silent the whole time.
"Pei Lang..."
"I'm here." The vibration of his chest fell numbly to his ears, and Su Jinyu held his hand tightly, as if to convey his thoughts and ideas to the other party in such a way.
"I think… "
He opened his mouth softly, but was interrupted by the man.
"Ayu, you know my answer. If you really want to listen to his lecture, I can ask Liu Qi to send you there, but I..."
"I want you to accompany me," Su Jinyu said with urgency and trembling in his voice, he was not covering up his thoughts, "Let's go and have a look, just take a look, in case the doctor really has a solution, listen. People say he's great."
The thin lips of the man in the dark made a sharp line, and he slowly let go of the man in his arms.
Su Jinyu's heart gradually sank.
"You still hate me, don't you?"
A low self-deprecating voice suddenly sounded, Su Jinyu in the dark widened his eyes, his pupils were full of unease.
His heart was twisted into an indescribable mass, and the pain made him tremble even when breathing.
"No..." He trembled as he tried to grab the man's hand, but was waved away forcefully.
The night concealed the embarrassing pain on Gu Peilang's face, he closed his eyes and let the boundless darkness swallow him up.
"In my whole life, I am destined to be with a wheelchair only. As I said, if you want to leave one day, you can just leave..." Kai.
The unfinished words disappeared in the dull pain of the lips.
With his lips and teeth entangled, Gu Peilang tasted the fishy sweet taste.
There was a constant drip of hot and humid liquid on his face, one by one, like sulfuric acid, hitting his heart, corroding his soul.
When he completely fell into the whirlpool of desire, Gu Peilang heard the man's trembling and choked voice, hitting his ear through the layers of clouds and mist, like a spell.
"For the rest of your life, don't even try to run away from me..."
The result of one night's absurd sinking was that Gu Peilang once again received a terrifyingly hot stove.
Even though the person in his arms was so burned that he started talking nonsense, he still hugged him tightly, like a boiled octopus.
Gu Peilang looked at his chapped lips, and the self-blame in his eyes almost drowned himself.
Liu Lan, who came in a hurry after receiving the call, looked at the messy bed, lowered his head and stared at the delicate patterns on the ground with interest.
Gu Peilang was leaning on the head of the bed, wearing only a black pajamas, and the wide open neckline was full of ambiguous marks.
The person in his arms kept holding him and wouldn't let him go, and Gu Peilang's slight movement was exchanged for the other party's dissatisfied humming.
He had no choice but to put on a pair of pajamas with difficulty and wait for the family doctor who arrived in this posture.
The process of seeing a doctor was particularly difficult. The sharp needle pierced into the blue blood vessel, and before it could be fixed, it was swept away by the comatose person.
The needle tip came out with dark red blood beads, Gu Peilang was startled, and hurriedly grabbed the opponent's hand.
The familiar feeling made Su Jinyu give up the struggle, he opened his eyes in a daze, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot.
When he saw the man frowning and looking at him with a sullen face, he grinned stupidly.
Su Jinyu stubbornly held onto Gu Peilang's hand, her voice weak and weak: "I've caught you..."
Gu Peilang looked at him so distressed that his voice became hoarse.
"Don't move, the doctor will give you an infusion."
Su Jinyu's head was dizzy, and Gu Peilang didn't know if he heard it clearly, but at least he didn't move anymore.
Liu Lan pricked the needle, and skillfully placed a tube of ointment on the bedside table beside him.
"After Mr. Su's fever has subsided, Mr. Gu remembers to rub the medicine for him three times a day, and keep his diet light. It will be fine in two days."
Gu Peilang nodded and asked Butler Zhang to escort him out.
Young people are in good condition, and the temperature dropped almost the same afternoon after the infusion.
Gu Peilang was worried and took a day off to take care of him at home.
Su Jinyu was lying on the bed after drinking the white porridge cooked by her aunt. She opened her eyes after hearing the sound of the wheelchair, and saw a man walking towards him with a tube of ointment in his hand.
In the past, the person who had to roll around and sell cuteness had no lower limit and asked Gu Peilang to apply medicine to him this time, but this time he buried himself in the quilt and did not move.
Without lubrication, or even expansion, injuries are inevitable. Gu Peilang saw the dried blood on the sheets.
"Ayu." The man looked at the bulging bag and softly called his name.
But no matter how much Gu Peilang coaxed him, the person in the quilt just wouldn't come out, and he wouldn't take the medicine. Seeing that he was about to get angry, that person just said, "If you don't apply the medicine, it will heal on its own."
For two days, because of Su Jinyu's uncooperativeness, the high fever kept going back and forth. Liu Lan ran to Gu's house with a medicine box every day. The cold air, he almost lost his temper.
On the 10th day, Gu Peilang's company had to deal with urgent matters. After watching people take the medicine and fall asleep, he called Liu Qi to come pick him up.
However, when he came out of the conference room after the meeting, the man received a call from Liu Lan.
"Mr. Gu, Mr. Su is gone"
Gu Peilang's hand holding the phone clenched tightly, his face became a little ugly, and the managers of various departments who followed him instantly froze.