Hearing these words, Ning Xi's expressionless face finally showed a momentary fluctuation.
She almost thought she had heard it wrong.
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She simply couldn't understand the thinking of the man in front of her.
After all that had happened, and when he and Ning Xueluo had been married for a year, how on earth could he say such things to her
The girl's gaze made Su Yan feel a chill in his heart.
The man said in a dry voice, "Xiao Xi, I know that what I said may sound ridiculous and absurd to you..."
"Isn't it?"
"Did you hear that I..."
Su Yan took a deep breath, "I've thought about this for a long, long time... I didn't say this to you on impulse... I really... I really regret it... And I finally understand... who I really like... who I really love..."
Ning Xi looked at the man in front of her who had entrusted her with the most beautiful love in her youth, the man who had once torn her heart and broken her lungs...
Listening to him finally speaking to her, he regretted it.
Listen to him say that the person he truly loves is her.
There wasn't even a single feeling in my heart.
If there is, it is just downright chill.
"Xiao Xi, I was wrong about what happened back then. I was the first to betray our relationship... But at the beginning, I really never thought of breaking up with you... Until I met Xue Luo...
Xueluo’s character was too simple and weak, and she suddenly encountered such an incident. She often chatted and complained to me, and I gradually... I don’t know since when... this kind of relationship has changed... "Su Yan's expression was full of pain and regret.
Ning Xi's mind was clear.
Yes, everything was her fault. She didn't have Ning Xueluo's skills to act pitiful, cry and complain, and satisfy his desire to protect her as a man.
She was wrong in that she always reported good news but not bad news, fearing that he would worry about her. She was wrong in that even though she was embarrassed, excluded and isolated time and time again, she never said a word to him...
"Until later... I had sex with Xueluo on impulse... It was her first time... I am a man... I cannot help but be responsible for her... I have been hiding it from you... because I really don't know how to face you..."
Oh, responsible... When he was responsible for a third party, did he ever think about her, his girlfriend
Ning Xueluo’s first time was precious, but she was an unclean person who had lost her virginity inexplicably and was pregnant with a bastard. How could she be worthy of the noble eldest young master of the Su family
"But, it wasn't until later that I realized that I had always been concerned about Xueluo, but never thought about your feelings. You left your hometown for me, but in the end I left you alone. I even let you go abroad alone after what happened to you. After you returned to China, you ventured into the entertainment industry alone...
In fact, I have always wanted to help you and make amends... but you are too stubborn..."
Su Yan stared at the girl in front of him without blinking, "You disappeared for a whole year, and I missed you for a whole year, until you appeared again..."
After a moment's silence.
Su Yan took a deep breath and continued, "Xiao Xi, I have deceived myself for too long... I don't want to continue deceiving myself! I don't want to deceive myself for the rest of my life!"
Ning Xi's lips curled up in mockery, "So?"
"I know that I am not qualified to say these things to you in my current situation, and I definitely don't mean to insult you. I will... regain my freedom..."