"Grandpa Feng, I..."
Ji Nanxi said awkwardly and stopped, because he saw Wall coming down from the stairs. Shu Lian Zhuoliu
Wall fumbled down the stairs and stood not far from the sofa: "Ji Nanxi, even if I don't love you, do you want to marry me? Even if I think of others in my heart, don't you care? ?".
"Er, do you really have no place for me in your heart? I know it is my fault that will make us miss three years, so I will not pursue you, everything is my own responsibility, but... If you lose you , I don’t know if I can keep going...".
As long as he thinks that she doesn't belong to him, his heart hurts and he can't breathe. That feeling makes him worse than death.
"Nan Nan..." Wall yelled: "We are in the past tense, now I love the love in my heart, there is only one person who wants to live a lifetime, you know...".
"Er" Ji Nanxi interrupted Walter: "Are you telling me to let go? But... I can't do it, really can't do it, what should I do? Er, you tell me, what should I do? Will it make the heart not hurt?".
Ji Nanxi was holding her chest, her face was very pale, dense beads of sweat emerged from his forehead, and large drops of sweat dripped down from his face, and his breathing was getting more and more. rapid.
The vision in front of him gradually blurred, and his whole body was shaky. Suddenly, his eyes went dark and his whole body fell softly on the sofa.
"Son..."
"Xiao Xi...".
The unpleasant smell of disinfectant filled the nasal cavity, and Wall was a little uncomfortable, but he was leaning against the wall anxiously, taking advantage of others not paying attention to secretly glance at the red light in the operating room.
Ji Nanxi's mother kept sitting there wiping tears, while his father kept comforting.
Suddenly, Mama Ji got up from the chair. She walked to Wall and looked at her with tears: "Can we talk?"
Although it was a strong nasal voice, Wall still heard worry and blame in her tone.
Wall nodded softly.
Mother Ji helped her to come to a lounge and closed the door. She walked to Wall and looked at this girl who made her son such a girl. She really didn’t know whether she should hate her or be grateful. She gave her son the courage to live.
"Nan Xi loves you very much!".
"I know, but I'm in love with someone else." A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Huaer's lips. If she hadn't met Mo Tianqi, she might have accepted Ji Nanxi again. But now Mo Tianqi is her favorite person.
Mother Ji wiped her tears: "Do you know how he came over the past three years?".
Walter hadn’t spoken yet, and Ji’s mother said to herself: “Every time he was operated on, he was pulled back from the ghost door. I remember that when the first operation was performed, his heart stopped beating at that time. Uncle Liu kept talking about Er Er, Er Er, these two words in his ear, and then he survived, and after that, the operation became more and more difficult. Every time he escaped from the dead, you gave it to him. For his courage, you gave him the faith, and you gave him the chance to live.
When I returned to China this time, his father and I didn’t agree with him. His health is not good and he just underwent surgery. How can we rest assured, but he told us that you are his heart. If the heart belongs to someone else, he can still Keep alive? So we let him come back, and sometimes I am very jealous of you, jealous that my son is only you in his heart, but I am very grateful to you, thank you for letting him survive.
Er, I know you are a good boy, and I also know that you used to love each other. Nan Xi left only because he thought that he would definitely not be able to live anymore, so he wanted long-term pain rather than short-term pain. He wanted to make you live better. One point, Ull, will you save him? I only have this child, I really can't lose him, auntie please."
Mother Ji said, kneeling down to Wall.
Huaer had already burst into tears, she hurriedly helped her mother Ji: "Auntie, I can't use my feelings and my happiness to save others, I'm sorry!".
"Wall, how can you be so cruel, he is lying there now because of you, how can you be so cold-blooded, if he never..." Mother Ji pointedly accused, saying, she couldn't cry.
"I'm sorry..." It's not that she is cruel, but... Feelings are not charity. If she marries Ji Nanxi, it is not only her that suffers, but Mo Tianqi as well.
My thoughts are out of control, and my tears are like peeled pearls, falling one by one.
Before she fell into a coma, she vaguely saw scenes from that year...
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In June, the clear sky was cloudless, and the weather was very hot. The leaves hanging on the branches and curling up the leaves listlessly, the cicadas kept crying on the trees, and the noisy people were upset.
On the playground of Zhiyang High School, a girl wearing a white casual T-shirt and loose harem half pants was particularly eye-catching in a team of all boys. If she hadn't left a hair that was much shorter than that of boys and girls, I guess. Everyone thinks that the very cool and handsome student who hit the three-pointer is a teenager.
"Wall, the head teacher called you to the office..." A beautiful girl stood under the shade of the tree, shouting with her shrill voice. If you look closely, you will find a flash of disgust in the eyes of the beautiful girl. .
"Come here!" What responded to her was a refreshing voice, like a clear spring flowing into people's hearts, bringing a breath of coolness to this hot summer.
Wall handsomely threw the ball in his hand to the teammate of the same team, and walked to the delicate girl: "Mu Qing, do you know what the head teacher called me?".
Standing under the sunlight, Wall grinned, revealing a mouthful of white teeth, his brilliant smile was dazzling, and the sweat on his face radiated dazzling light under the sunlight.
Mu Qing glanced at her, resisting the depression in her heart, and said in a harmonious voice, "How do I know, you can go over now.".
Huh? Wall was taken aback for a moment and looked at Mu Qing with a weird look. This girl usually ignores everyone. She just found a topic casually and didn't want Mu Qing to answer. She didn't expect this girl to answer. Explained, it made her feel very strange.
"Aren't you hurrying to go?" Mu Qing's delicate face flushed, I don't know if it was because of the heat or because of anxiety. Although her mouth was a hundred thousand eager, but she didn't have any eager actions at all.
Walter said, "Oh...", wiped the sweat off her face, stepped from the sun into the shade of the shady trees, walked past Mu Qing, and walked forward, before she took a step, she Stopped.