If Life Were Only as It Was at First Meeting

Chapter 103

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Ruan Nian and Su Yun had never realized that their daughter had such organizational and leadership abilities.

You have to do the whole act.

The actors are in place.

Ruan Yihan bought a bucket of popcorn for her parents and stuffed it into their arms. She told Yueyue and Wangwang, "Occasionally, you can talk loudly."

It is really a reproduction of the original scene.

Everyone:… … …

Everyone take your positions.

Ruan Yihan walked in holding Xiaohai's hand. Xiaohai was usually a person who could handle things well and would not panic when things went wrong. But now, she pinched the soft flesh around Ruan Yihan's waist: "You do this... You do this..."

How will they hold their heads up in front of their parents and friends in the future

Yueyue and Wangwang are okay, but uncle and aunt... Ah Han is so shameless.

Ruan Yihan smiled and dodged, saying happily: "This is exciting. Mr. Qin is usually under so much pressure at work, he is so strict and can't ask any questions. Why don't you relax a little by coming out with me?"

Xiao Hai's face really turned red. She was pulled by Ruan Yihan to the last row. As soon as she sat down, clothes covered her legs.

Anticipate what's going to happen next.

Xiao Hai held the seat handle tightly, as if he was enduring it, but also with a hint of expectation.

Ruan Yihan chose a romance film. Although there were no restricted scenes in it, there were still some kissing scenes.

Ruan Nian and Su Yun's old parents were eating popcorn in the front row, looking hopeless. Su Yun even reminded them, "Your blood sugar is high, eat less."

Ruan Nian sighed: "We were romantic when we were young, but we were younger than them..."

Suyun smiled and raised her chin, "I don't mind you kissing me here, old man."

Ruan Nian: … … …

It's over, even the dignified lady was infected by the kid.

But... now that it has come to this, wouldn't it be bad if he didn't kiss her

The most unlucky ones were Jiang Zhenyue and Wangwang who were caught in the middle.

Wangwang is fine. He has been a naive kid since he was young. He drinks Coke and watches movies happily.

Jiang Zhenyue was fidgeting. She couldn't help but complain, "Damn it, are they treating us like a sandwich? The Ruan family is amazing. They are so rich, they have the ability to go to a hotel!"

Wangwang was very understanding: "How can there be such excitement in a hotel?"

Yueyue: … … …

It is indeed exciting.

Xiao Hai's nails turned white, and she clenched her hands again and again. Because of sweating, the hair on her forehead stuck to her cheeks, and her whole body looked like it had been washed by water.

I don't know how long it took, but Ruan Yihan got up from under the clothes covering her. Her face was also red, and her eyes were bright and she stared at Xiaohai with a hint of wickedness: "You are so quick today, so sensitive."

Xiao Hai almost bit his lip.

Ruan Yihan smiled, picked up the tissue next to her and began to wipe her hands.

Xiao Hai tensed up, "You, you..."

Ruan Yihan covered her freshly wiped hands with clothes. She looked into Xiaohai's eyes and said, "Boss Qin, if you want me to stop, just tell me. I will listen to you once I hear you."

This damn bastard.

Are you bullying her on purpose

Why do you have to call Mr. Qin in this kind of situation? ?

And wiped his hands in front of her.

In Qin Haiyao's life, from birth to growing up, she has always been very well-behaved, except for Ruan Yihan, who was an accident to her.

But this accident now rashly broke through her reserve and revealed her most primitive side as a woman.

In front of your lover, why should you be cautious, and why should you push him/her away? Everything is just a futile attempt to refuse, which can only add to the affection.

Although she had not experienced all of this, she would accept it as long as Ahan gave it to her.

When she was happiest, Xiao Hai was happy no matter what Ruan Yi Han did to her.

As long as it's her.

Her Ahan.

A movie ends.

Xiao Hai almost collapsed in Ruan Yihan's arms. She really had no strength left, her legs were weak, and her breathing had not yet recovered.

Just now, she had tried her best not to make any sound, but Ruan Yihan seemed to be bullying her and was determined to make her collapse.

In the end, Xiao Hai whimpered like a bullied kitten, and she was satisfied.

Xiao Hai is trying hard to recover. She can't not be able to walk out. If she does that, her uncle and aunt, Wangwang and Yueyue will laugh at her.

But Ruan Yihan smiled and whispered in her ear: "I've heard that Mr. Qin has an extraordinary memory. Can you tell me what happened in the movie?"

Xiao Hai weakly hit her, and Ruan Yihan hugged her and kissed her, "Can you still stand up? Aren't we still going to the amusement park to ride the Ferris wheel?"

That was Xiaohai’s dream when he was young.

Ruan Yihan had said several times that she would take her to make it happen, but she never had the time.

Now, my wish has finally come true.

President Ruan was quite generous this time and bought the entire place. Before leaving, facing the complicated looks of his old father and mother, and the speechless stares of Jiang Zhenyue and Wangwang, Ruan Yihan waved her hand and said, "I won't take you with me this time. I won't let you get involved with us."

Mix

OMG.

The conscience of heaven and earth.

Mr. Ruan is really heartless.

They were busy at their respective posts, but Mr. Ruan called them in a hurry to recruit them as extras. Now they are not even given a box lunch. Can these scarecrow actors go home? What a cold-blooded capitalist!

The drive to the amusement park was not far, and since it was night, the road was smooth.

Mr. Ruan is also very considerate to Xiaohai.

Just like when they were young, she carried Xiaohai on her back and walked step by step in the amusement park full of bright lights.

The amusement park is very beautiful at night, with many dreamy lights decorating the trees, buildings and even the sky.

Xiao Hai had missed out on a childhood, and she watched all this with tears in her eyes.

Ruan Yihan carried her on her back, walking slowly step by step: "I will carry our Xiao Hai on my back for the rest of my life."

Xiao Hai hugged her neck tightly, "Ah Han, am I dreaming?"

Ruan Yihan smiled. Under the bright lights, her facial features were so gentle and charming: "Dream? What dream? Could it be that in a dream with me, your legs would also go weak?"

Xiao Hai smiled. She hugged Ruan Yihan tightly and pinched her nose with her hand: "You are the only one who can make trouble."

The air at night was especially good. Xiao Hai lay on Ruan Yihan, feeling her warm back and smelling her fragrance. "I often dream about you and me. We always want to love each other but cannot be together for various reasons. You hate me, that kind of hatred. I will be very scared when I wake up."

Ruan Yihan listened and thought for a moment, "What a coincidence, I also often dream about us, but my dreams are different from yours."

The two of them became interested at once.

When they got to the Ferris wheel, Ruan Yihan carefully put Xiao Hai down. She looked at her and said, "I often dream of you and I in a sea of blue flowers, laughing and chatting. In my dreams, you are a little older than you are now." She gestured with her hair and said, "Your hair is so special here... well, it's charming."

It was the only adjective she could think of.

Although Xiao Hai is very charming and feminine now, she is nothing compared to the one in my dream.

Xiao Hai in the dream was really like a ripe fruit. She often leaned in his arms, as if she was dependent on him, but also as if she had no strength left.

The smile on her lips and the charm in her eyes are enough to make people die with just a flick of her finger.

The two of them talked for a while and both felt incredible. Later, Ruan Yihan kissed Xiao Hai and said, "My parents know an old mage in Lingguang Temple. Let's go ask her later, okay?"

Xiao Hai nodded and looked at Ruan Yihan: "Whether it's true or just a dream, Ah Han, you promised me that you will never leave me."

Ruan Yihan hugged her and kissed her forehead: "I promise you."

The Ferris wheel slowly rises.

Following the moonlight, it rises little by little to the highest point.

Xiao Hai was so beautiful under the moonlight. She looked at Ruan Yihan with a smile on her face. The starry sky became her back, and she looked like a fairy in the Moon Palace.

Ruan Yihan's heart was beating violently, and the happiness in her heart was about to overflow. She raised her hand in the air, and her voice was choked with excitement: "Xiao Hai, do you know? As long as it is what you want, I want to pick the stars and the moon for you."

Xiao Hai looked at her softly, his eyes full of love: "I know."

Her Ahan had always doted on her and always treated her differently.

The Ferris wheel reached its highest point.

The fireworks in the distance suddenly bloomed.

In the dark night, there burst out galaxies flowing with warmth and love, all of them are the blue that Xiaohai likes.

Under Xiao Hai's gaze, Ruan Yihan half-knelt in front of her. Qin Haiyao's heart was beating fast and she looked at her without blinking.

The ring that Ruan Yihan had secretly hidden away long ago was now pinched by her until she was sweating. She was so nervous that she could hardly speak.

She looked up at Xiao Hai, deep love flowing in her eyes, "Xiao Hai... I love you, marry me."

Ruan Yihan swore.

The woman in front of her is the one she has chosen for her whole life.

She can't live without her.

Maybe she is not good enough, maybe she is not mature enough, maybe they will encounter many difficulties tomorrow.

But as long as the person who holds her hand and spends the rest of her life with her is Xiao Hai, she will definitely go forward without hesitation.

Qin Haiyao, I love you.

Xiao Hai looked at Ruan Yi Han tenderly. On that cold night, warm tears slowly slid down her cheeks like fireworks in the sky.

She nodded gently, her voice trembling.

"I do."

Ah Han, I am willing to marry you.

She loved her for a long time.

She finally waited for it.

Under the witness of the moonlight and stars, Ruan Yihan slowly placed the ring on Xiaohai's ring finger.

The next moment, Xiao Hai gently grabbed Ruan Yi Han's collar, pulled her close to him, and closed his eyes: "Ah Han, kiss me."

They kissed under the starry sky.

The bright moonlight once again bears witness to their love.

—Xiao Hai, do you believe in past lives and present lives

Ah Han, I didn't believe it before, but because of you, I believe it now.

What happened between the two was expected by their parents and relatives.

All the messages sent by everyone are blessings.

Qin Qin did not object this time, but patted Ruan Yihan on the shoulder and said, "It's fine."

She also hugged Xiao Hai, and said softly with red eyes: "Xiao Hai, I wish you happiness. Mom... I'm sorry."

From childhood to adulthood.

Qin Qin rarely treated Xiao Hai so emotionally. Xiao Hai's tears flowed down and she hugged her mother back.

The two children performed well and had been contributing to the family since college. Now that they were about to get married, Ruan Nian and Qin Haikun discussed giving them some vacation time.

Ruan Yihan accidentally saw a sea of blue forget-me-not flowers in the newspaper. She excitedly grabbed Xiaohai and said, "This is the flower. This is the flower. It is exactly the same as the one in my dream."

Xiao Hai looked at the flower and felt an inexplicable surge of excitement in his heart.

The two decided to go and have a look together.

Before leaving Beijing.

Ruan Yihan took Xiaohai to Lingguang Temple, and they knelt down devoutly and made wishes to the gods and Buddhas together.

There were smiles on their lips and their eyes were full of happiness and piety.

At this moment, this scene, for some reason, Ruan Yihan always felt like she had seen it before, as if it had appeared vaguely in her dreams.

But at that time, it seemed as if she was kneeling alone on a large cushion, looking up at the Buddha and Bodhisattva, her face full of tears, and said something that left a deep impression on her.

—Buddha, why do you save me but not her

"Amitabha."

As the two walked out side by side, a nun in a gray monk's robe stood at the door with her hands clasped together and looked at them with a smile. On her right hand was a string of white Bodhi beads.

Ruan Yihan was very excited and quickly introduced Xiaohai: "Xiaohai, this is the Master Huiguo I mentioned to you."

Xiao Hai clasped her hands together, nodded slightly and bowed. She stared at Master Huiguo and felt like she had seen the master somewhere before.

Master Huiguo's eyes were gentle and kind. She looked at Xiao Hai and nodded: "It's complete."

Xiao Hai was stunned, and Ruan Yi Han was also a little stunned, but they didn't ask any more questions.

The old wizard is an expert, and there are some things he sees through without agreeing.

The two went to the Zen room in the backyard and had a cup of tea.

A winding path leads to a secluded place.

Master Huiguo's meditation room is very simple, hidden deep in the temple, and you won't find it unless you walk carefully.

Xiao Hai was chatting with a young nun at the door. Ruan Yihan went to ask Master Huiguo: "Master, I want to ask you a question."

Master Huiguo fiddled with the Buddhist beads in his hand and nodded.

Ruan Yihan thought for a moment and said, "It's Xiaohai. Hmm... Although it's a coincidence, I still want to ask you, why is it that every time we quarrel, she feels unwell or something unexpected happens?"

Although they had quarreled only a few times over the years, Xiao Hai always got caught, without exception.

That comminuted fracture was the most serious.

After that, I only had a minor cold or fever, but never had a fever again.

Ruan Yihan was a little scared. Even the elderly people in the family knew that Xiaohai was usually strong and worked day and night without any problem, but he would be like this once he got upset with her.

Master Huiguo silently moved her Buddhist beads. After a long while, she said softly, "Donor, have you ever heard that fate is determined in three lifetimes?"

Ruan Yihan nodded. Although she didn't understand Buddhism, the older generation in her family practiced it, and she was influenced by them since she was a child, so she understood a little bit about it.

Master Huiguo raised his head and looked at Xiaohai outside the door: "I have a connection with that child. If she gets sick again, you can come to the mountain to find me. As for the rest, your dream has already told you."

Ruan Yihan was stunned. She had never told Master Huiguo about her dream.

Leave the meditation room.

Ruan Yihan held Xiaohai's hand, feeling very worried. Xiaohai turned his head to look at her and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

The sun sets.

Ruan Yihan looked at Xiaohai's delicate profile, and suddenly an inexplicable sadness surged in her heart. She shook her head and said softly, "It's okay."

Everything is self-evident.

No matter what happened in the past, she knew that she would treat Xiaohai well in the future.

She is her wife.

The person left.

The young nun came in to help the master clean up the tea set. She couldn't help but ask, "Master, those two female donors just now have a deep connection, right?"

She has spent little time in Buddhism and still has a child's playful heart.

Master Huiguo nodded, and the young nun asked, "What kind of relationship do they have?"

Master Huiguo looked at the sunset outside the window, and moved his Buddhist beads one by one. "Their love should have ended after three lifetimes, but it has never been truly fulfilled."

"Ah..." The young nun was filled with regret and confusion after hearing this: "Then why are they together again? Was it because of that little donor Xiao Hai who asked for it?"

Sometimes people’s power of wishes is incredible.

Little nun: "What's the price?"

Master Huiguo sighed softly: "She gave her entire soul to another person, who lived for her, died for her, and everything was decided by her."

If life is a gamble.

Then Xiao Hai gave everything she had to Ruan Yihan.

So no matter how much pressure there is from the outside world, no matter how hard Qin Qin has been training her since she was a child, she can withstand it.

Only Ruan Yihan.

Every small action or quarrel she made would tear her soul apart.

Before you know it.

Ruan Yihan and Xiaohai drove to the blue sea of forget-me-nots.

Both of them were wearing long skirts. When the wind blew, the skirts fluttered with the sea of flowers, which was so beautiful.

Ruan Yihan and Xiaohai walked into the sea of flowers holding hands. She found a flat place in the middle, took off her coat, and sat down with Xiaohai in her arms.

There is the fragrance of flowers all around and the scent of grass in the air, which is very comfortable.

Ruan Yihan looked around, "It's right here, Xiaohai, it's exactly the same."

Xiao Hai huddled in her arms, "I feel like I've seen this before, too."

Ruan Yihan smiled. She held Xiaohai's hand and kissed her lips. Xiaohai threw herself into the kiss. The wind blew her hair. She hooked her hands around Ruan Yihan's neck and offered herself to him.

I don’t know how long it took.

Ruan Yihan gently rubbed Xiaohai's nose with her nose tip, "It really is a repetition of the dream."

Xiao Hai nodded and leaned against Ruan Yihan: "We are very happy, right, Ah Han?"

Ruan Yihan nodded vigorously.

Yes, happiness.

I feel so happy that it feels like my heart is being caressed by thousands of sunshines.

She really wanted to grow old with Xiaohai.

The sunlight from the clouds not far away shone on the two people, giving them a layer of gold. In the countryside, a thousand pink paper cranes, perhaps dropped by a child while playing, floated in the wind and landed at Xiaohai's feet.

Xiao Hai picked it up and looked at it in surprise and delight, "It's so beautiful."

Ruan Yihan took a look and said, "Open it and see, maybe there are words on it like the message in the bottle."

Xiao Hai couldn't bear to part with it, she liked it very much. Ruan Yihan pinched her nose lovingly and said, "Don't worry, I will fold it and fold it for you later."

Ruan Yihan once folded one for Xiaohai during class when she was in high school.

All right.

Xiao Hai opened the paper crane and saw a few small lines of words written in the middle of the pink crane, where the heart should be.

It seems to be two people's font.

One is a bit tougher and is a bit similar to Ruan Yihan's handwriting.

What it says is: If life could always be like our first meeting.

The other one, delicate yet with a hint of dominance, Xiao Hai pointed and read softly: "You are my good time, and I am your beautiful scenery."

After reading it, the two smiled at each other, and they raised their heads together. The morning sunlight was just right, shining on the earth. The sun had just risen, and it was so warm.

Ruan Yihan smiled. She promised Xiaohai to restore the pink paper crane, and together with Xiaohai, they released it into the wind.

Red spider lily,

Open for a thousand years

Fall for a thousand years,

Flowers and leaves never meet.

Love is not a cause and effect, fate determines life and death,

(Quoted from the Lotus Sutra, "Mahamandara Flower Manjusaka")

October 9, 2020 If Life Could Just Be Like Our First Meeting, written by Ye Shi, the full text is finished

The author has something to say: No matter how reluctant I am, I have to say goodbye to everyone.

Ye Zi would like to bow first and thank you for accompanying me all the way to the end.

This article has many flaws and shortcomings, but Ye Zi tried her best to write it with emotion, shed many tears, and invested a lot of energy.

All the gains are because of you. Every article is like a child of the author. This article can be said to be my favorite one in these years. I hope you will accompany me next time.

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The next pre-collected article is "I heard you still love her", everyone should come and read it, it is an article that makes Ye Zi excited just thinking about it.

In the first year of high school, when he was fifteen years old, Xiao Ruoyan fell in love with the school beauty Yan Zhilan.

When he was sixteen, Xiao Ruoyan kissed Yan Zhilan under the moonlight.

The love of a young man is vigorous and burns everything.

At the age of 18, before the college entrance examination, they came out unexpectedly. Amid their parents' heart-wrenching cries, their dominance and pleading, the two were separated, looking at each other from afar with red eyes, and were forced to break up.

Ten years of separation.

She heard that she had a boyfriend, was successful in the business, and was planning to get married.

She heard that she had become a piano teacher as she wished, and the children she taught were all successful and happy.

She also heard that she was drunk at a class reunion, singing "Fleeting Time" while holding a bottle of wine.

She heard that she almost committed suicide...

Twenty-eight years old.

Xiao Ruoyan suppressed his sharpness and transformed from a proud young man into a taciturn and successful director.

Yan Zhilan is still as elegant and beautiful as ever. She is alone, with a pair of hands and a piano, but she cannot express all the sorrow in her heart.

They met again at a good friend's wedding banquet.

When they met again, their eyes were all red.

Until this moment, Xiao Ruoyan realized that the so-called hearing and letting go were not as good as her one sentence: "Ayan, are you doing well?"

They cut through the thorns, they are independent and hold up the sky.

Just to meet again.

ps: The main text starts from the reunion, light up, he! he!

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