It is better to forget each other than to support each other.
Under the settled moonlight.
Ruan Yihan and Qin Haiyao looked at each other for a long time, and both of their eyes turned red.
Yes, there is no going back, never going back.
A line of tears rolled down her cheeks, and Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan: "Is it time to say goodbye?"
After this period of time, what stood between them was no longer deception and betrayal, but a deep hatred.
Even though these few days of getting along were a deception, the feeling from it was enough for her to savor for the rest of her life.
Ruan Yihan tried hard not to let her tears fall. She bit her lip and said, "Xiao Hai, don't you blame me?"
She has already told Qin Haiyao clearly that all this is a lie. Shouldn't she be hysterical, distressed and angry
"Strange?" Qin Haiyao's voice was so soft that it seemed like it would be crushed if she exerted too much force. "I really want to, but Ah Han, you are right, this is our final outcome, isn't it?"
It's destined.
No matter how hard she tried, she could never change the fact.
The tears finally fell, Ruan Yihan lowered her head, and her body trembled slightly.
It turns out that sometimes, deceiving is more painful than being deceived.
Now, standing in this position, she can finally understand her past self.
Qin Haiyao slowly walked to Ruan Yihan's side. She stretched out her arms and gently hugged her. Ruan Yihan's body stiffened. "Shh, don't move, Ah Han, let me hug you for a moment, and again."
After this time, let alone such an intimate hug, it might be a farewell forever.
Qin Haiyao finally didn't have to hide her feelings anymore. With a tear still hanging on her face, she murmured, "I tried my best. I really tried my best."
The first time, she came back for her mother and wanted to turn things around, but what was the final result
Qin Qin no longer loved her, she hated her heart, and her desire for revenge was greater than anything else.
Then, this time, she came back to save Ahan.
The answer I got was the same.
Ruan Yihan's desire for revenge is greater than her love for her.
It turns out that after all the twists and turns, all the talk of changing her destiny, fighting against heaven and earth, was ultimately just her foolish fantasy.
Mom loves Dad more.
But Ahan loves her grandma more.
She was like a duckweed, drifting to and fro, and was eventually abandoned by all of them.
He deserves it.
Qin Haiyao rested her chin on Ruan Yihan's shoulder, tears streaming down her body: "Ahhan, let me sing a song for you."
Ruan Yihan's body was tense and her tears fell one by one.
An intimate hug can pull at hearts that are thousands of miles apart.
Qin Haiyao closed her eyes, enjoying this last bit of tenderness, sniffing the familiar scent on her body, and humming softly: "The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you, and when we are old and can't go anywhere, you still treat me as the treasure in your hand."
It's heartbreaking.
Tears were streaming.
What happened to them and why did they end up like this
Qin Haiyao hugged Ruan Yihan's neck, and whispered in her ear as she had done so many times before: "Ah Han, in my dreams, I have had many times when our hair turned gray all at once. We walked together with hunched backs, holding hands and watching the children running and jumping in front of us, laughing happily."
That was the picture of her who had been on the brink of pain, regret and collapse countless times, and used it to support herself and stay strong.
Now, it has finally been broken.
"Ruan Yihan, I love you."
The last words left in her ears were Xiao Hai's broken murmur.
The door was opened, and Qin Haiyao walked out slowly against the wind and rain. She took out the pink paper crane in her hand, put it to her lips and kissed it, then finally held it up in both hands and let it fly away with the wind.
She was tired, very, very tired.
She didn't know how much longer she could hold on.
If possible, she wished she had never been born into this world and had never met Ruan Yihan.
once Upon a time.
She once asked Ruan Yihan: "If there is an afterlife, do you still want to meet her?"
At that time, Ruan Yihan used silence instead of answering.
Now, Qin Haiyao looked up at the wind and rain. Her tears mixed with the rain and a wailing sound like a trapped beast came from her chest.
Don’t want to think about it anymore.
She didn't want to encounter it again.
pain.
it hurts…
…
—When a person dies, it is like a light going out, or like boiling water poured on snow.
If you want to return to the soul, fish for the moon in the bottom of the sea.
…
The strength in her knees was fading away, and Qin Haiyao slowly knelt on the ground. She looked up at the sky, at the dark sky, and scenes of the past, either painful or happy, flashed before her eyes one by one.
It was not until this moment that she realized that maybe she was really wrong.
What is the point of bringing everyone back with such strong obsession
It just makes everyone feel pain again.
Qin Haiyao's body, which had been strong for a long time, could no longer hold on. She tilted her body and fell into the heavy rain and muddy soil.
…
It was late at night and there were very few people on the road, only the occasional passers-by coming and going in twos and threes to avoid the rain. When they passed by Qin Haiyao, they would take a look, and some even stopped to take a look, but no one dared to step forward to help.
Until a black car stopped.
A woman got out of a car. As soon as she got off, a pink paper crane with black edges floated past her high heels.
She bent down to pick it up, and quickly walked to Qin Haiyao's side.
"Xiao Hai...Xiao Hai???"
******
It was already noon the next day when Qin Haiyao woke up again.
In a daze, her head ached terribly. She wanted to open her eyes, but she couldn't.
Was it Ah Han? Was it Ah Han who saved her
Her dead heart moved.
The sound of high-heeled shoes was heard, mixed with the familiar scent of soap, and Qin Haiyao's heart, which had just ignited a little hope, was completely extinguished.
Not her.
Qin Qin flipped through the medical report in her hand and looked at Doctor Chu: "Incompetent, you can't find the cause after a whole day of investigation?"
Although Qin Qin has abdicated, her former majesty is still there. Doctor Chu replied timidly: "Boss Qin, the eldest lady's heart is indeed not in good condition, but the color Doppler ultrasound can't show any problems. When she wakes up, maybe we can check the angiography."
"You've been researching for a day and you're telling me this?"
Qin Qin's eyes were full of fire, and Duan Zi behind her was also staring at Doctor Chu with eager eyes. Doctor Chu was sweating on his forehead. "I really can't see any organic disease, but... the only thing I can be sure of is that the young lady's mental state is very bad. She was in a coma yesterday and kept yelling in pain..."
Waving her hands irritably, Qin Qin sat down in front of the bed. She touched Qin Haiyao's face and sighed softly.
Duan Zi stood behind her, like a statue, motionless.
To maintain ventilation.
The window is open.
A cool breeze swept into the humid air. Qin Qin looked at the fragile Qin Haiyao and said softly, "Duan Zi, she is becoming more and more like her father."
People say that daughters take after their fathers, and Qin Haiyao really looks more and more like Qin Haikun.
Duan Zi's voice was hoarse and unclear: "The eldest lady's outline is like you."
Xiao Hai inherited the advantages of both Qin Qin and his facial features are relatively sharp, but his facial lines are much softer.
Qin Qin grabbed Qin Haiyao's hand and placed it on her face: "We, mother and daughter, haven't been together like this for a long time."
Once upon a time.
Still in the hospital, when she had just given birth to Xiao Hai, Qin Qin was very happy at that time. She ignored the pain in her body, ignored the doctor's advice, and held on to the window railing, trying hard to see her daughter.
The joke is silent.
Qin Qin said quietly, "I guess I have explained everything. Duan Zi, I have been thinking lately, if I really leave this world, will there be anything left for me to remember?"
Her eyes softened for once, "Actually... I also wanted to let Xiao Hai go, but I..."
She really didn't know what was wrong with her.
When she was speaking rationally, she would miss Xiaohai very much. Qin Qin knew that once this was done, the old lady and the second brother would never show her any mercy. Would she be imprisoned for life? No, she would not choose to live like that. She would go to accompany her husband. What about Xiaohai? Ruan Yihan would not forgive her. She might suffer in her life just because she was her daughter. She was the only bloodline left in this world... She knew better than anyone how painful it felt. But when her emotions came up, she felt that it was all because of the Ruan family. Why should she let Xiaohai go? She had her and Haikun's blood in her bones. Without them, there would be no her. When she was born, she was destined to live for revenge all her life.
Qin Haiyao couldn't sleep well and tears unconsciously flowed from the corners of her eyes.
Duan Zi saw it, he lowered his head, and persuaded Qin Qin for the first time: "Let her go."
Like Qin Qin, he has been living for revenge for all these years.
Although Qin Qin asked him to leave, Duan Zi had never made such an intention. He was a member of the Qin family in life and a ghost of the Qin family in death. It was impossible for him to leave Qin Qin at this time.
He knew better than anyone how Qin Haiyao grew up.
She had no childhood and no parental love. Even though Qin Shan and Huang Lan treated her as their own daughter, she was not their biological child after all.
Even Xiao Hai would be worried about gains and losses. After failing a fighting test, Xiao Hai, who was less than ten years old, burst into tears. For the first time, she hugged Duan Zi's legs and looked up at him beggingly: "Uncle Duan, please, don't let my mother send me away, wuwu, please..."
At that time, Duan Zi couldn't bear it anymore, so he told Qin Qin about it, but all he got was a scolding.
Qin Qin turned her head and looked at Duan Zi: "Duan Zi, don't tell me you still don't know that your voice and chin were made by Xiao Hai."
The scar on Duanzi's face looked a little hideous under the light. He was silent for a while and looked into Qin Qin's eyes: "If... it wasn't the eldest lady, it would have been someone else. I deserve it."
His hands were once stained with countless blood.
There are many innocent people among them.
He had already been a sinner who had fallen into the eighteenth level of hell, and even his soul was guilty of something, so he could not be forgiven at all.
Without staying any longer, Duanzi gave the mother and daughter some time alone, then he turned around and left, closing the door behind him.
Gangzi came over from not far away and looked at him timidly: "Brother Duan, are we going to take action?"
His family's lives were threatened, so he had to obey.
He lit a cigarette, pinched it between his fingers, and took a deep puff. "Wait a little longer."
etc
Gangzi looked at the joke and wanted to ask, what are you waiting for
Duanzi stopped talking and stared at the rain outside the window in a daze.
In the room.
Qin Haiyao's body began to twist and sway. She seemed to be in great pain. She kept covering her chest with her hands. Her whole body curled up in pain, and tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes.
This was the first time Qin Qin had spent the night with her daughter in all these years.
She looked at the scene in shock.
Qin Haiyao seemed to be in great pain. Although she didn't open her eyes, her hands were groping slowly. Qin Qin reached out her hand, and Qin Haiyao grabbed it. She moved her dry lips, as if she had used up all her strength, and murmured: "Kill me, please... Kill me... It hurts, it hurts so much..."
This world is fair.
If you want to get something, you must pay for it.
Even if it is a strong love, how can it be so easy to be reborn
Once upon a time.
Qin Haiyao knelt in front of the statues in the hall, tears streaming down her face: "Please... please... I'll do anything to get them back."
She clasped her hands together and placed them in front of her chest devoutly: "If I can... I am willing to go for them."
Time was torn into pieces at that moment.
Everything passed by quickly before my eyes like a movie scene.
Qin Haiyao seemed to be pulled by some force, and the first place she came to was the scene of her first life, where Qin Qin and Ruan Yihan were facing each other with guns.
Before she could see clearly, her body seemed to be split in half by something.
Qin Haiyao watched helplessly as another version of herself split apart from her heart. She looked at herself sadly and walked in front of Qin Qin to block her.
Then she watched the bullet pierce her heart.
At that moment, she convulsed in pain.
But she couldn't speak, as if her mouth was sealed by something.
Another dizzy tremor.
She came to the edge of the cliff.
Another of her split from the soul.
She looked at herself with the same despair. She pushed away Ruan Yihan who was standing on the edge of the cliff and jumped down without hesitation.
He was shot again and again.
Jump off the cliff again and again.
People have three souls, and she gave two of them to the gods, accepting the punishment for defying the will of heaven.
In the darkness.
Qin Haiyao seemed to be walking in front of a huge black hole. The two souls of her mother and lover looked at her sadly and questioned her quietly.
—This is your choice.
Now, do you regret it