In the ward, Uncle Qin stood aside and looked at Xiao Hai silently.
Before coming in, Dr. Wang Wei told him that Qin Haiyao was basically in a coma in the hospital.
Although Doctor Wang Wei explained to him that this was a self-protective emergency response of the human body, Xiao Hai was too tired, and this could avoid too much energy consumption, which was actually a good thing for her now.
But Qin Hailong's heart was still dark.
In the past, he always felt that Xiao Hai was a person with great energy, who wished she could be split in half every second. But now, she was probably tired. What was the difference between this kind of self-protection and being a zombie
Ruan Yihan walked in. Master Qin looked at her and moved his lips without saying anything.
After all, the two families were separated by a feud, although in front of the old lady they still acted as if they were friends and never showed anything unusual.
But Ruan Yihan really didn't want to have any contact with anyone from the Qin family, and Qin Hailong and Qin Yi could sense that.
He watched Ruan Yihan walk to the bedside, watched her slowly squat down, watched her raise her hand to touch Xiaohai but put it down halfway.
Finally, he saw Qin Haiyao, who had been in a coma, suddenly burst into tears.
Just smell that familiar smell...
She knew she was coming.
Ruan Yihan also seemed to be exhausted. She was such a clean person, but she actually sat on the ground next to the hospital bed, looking at Qin Haiyao silently.
At that moment, Uncle Qin was shocked by the shock he felt for the rest of his life.
He is a rough old man who has focused his entire life on his career. It's not that Mr. Qin disdains feelings, he just doesn't take them that seriously. He has always believed that things like "life and death" only exist in novels and that they are just a lie. But now, looking at the two people in front of him.
Even if one is awake and the other is asleep, they are still in sync.
They... seemed to be able to sense the pain in each other's hearts.
Slowly exit from the ward.
Mr. Qin stood in front of the window and lit a cigarette. Grandma Ruan looked at him and asked, "How is it?"
Master Qin took a puff, the wind ruffled his hair, and he said calmly: "Old lady, they are probably what people call destiny."
Grandma Ruan stared at Master Qin. You know, Master Qin has always had a calm personality and rarely says such emotional words.
"They can't let go, and they can't break away. Even if they separate, there will never be anyone else in this life."
…
Ruan Yihan had been staying by the bed. She hadn't been with Qin Haiyao like this for a long time.
She has lost weight.
The thin cheeks are sunken.
There were dark circles under his eyes, his long hair was messy, and his lips were dry and pale.
In a few days, she seemed to have aged into a teenager.
Isn't she the same
Ruan Yihan looked at her without taking her eyes off her. Only when Xiaohai was asleep could she look at her so unscrupulously.
Half an hour later.
Qin Haiyao woke up slowly. She had been dreaming. In her dream, she saw Ruan Yihan.
Like many times, she told Xiaohai that she was going on a business trip.
Qin Haiyao smiled evilly, her hands around her waist, her body pressed against her, and said deliberately: "Ah? Going on a business trip again, can you bear to leave me?"
Ever since they got together, they've been like conjoined twins.
Not to mention a week, I just want to be together for every minute.
Ruan Yihan pinched her nose and said, "Don't seduce me. Wait for me to come back."
…
Wait for her to come back.
When Qin Haiyao opened her eyes and looked at Ruan Yihan, her mind was still a little confused. For a moment, she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.
Ruan Yihan looked into her eyes, and when their eyes met, she knew what Xiao Hai was thinking, "You are awake."
She understands her.
Because she had seen Xiaohai by her side in her dreams many times before.
Many times, she would shake Qin Haiyao in her dream and ask, "Is it true? Xiaohai, is this true?"
Then, the dream would bite her back mercilessly, waking her up instantly.
For a moment, tears filled the air.
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan. For the first time in these days in the hospital, she was no longer like a piece of wood, and tears were streaming down her face.
She is coming...
She came to see her.
Ruan Yihan gently wiped away her tears and murmured, "Xiao Hai, it's your birthday."
It’s Xiaohai’s 25th birthday.
They had actually spent more than half a year in this life so quickly.
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan, and Ruan Yihan smiled at her: "The dean said that I can take you home, and we will celebrate your birthday outside tomorrow."
Qin Haiyao stared at Ruan Yihan with a straight gaze. After a moment, she reached out and rubbed her eyes.
As if to confirm again... whether this is true.
Xiaohai has been wearing this hospital gown for a long time.
Ruan Yihan took them off for her and replaced them with her old clothes.
She combed her hair.
She wipes her face.
In all this, they are like an old married couple, with a special tacit understanding.
But in the end, Qin Haiyao finally spoke as she looked at Ruan Yi fixing her clothes in the mirror, "Ah Han..."
Ruan Yihan hummed and looked down at her.
Qin Haiyao held her hand and asked softly, "Is this the last one?"
Her voice trembled with a hint of understanding.
Her life may really be a tragedy. From childhood to adulthood, she will lose everything she wants.
Ruan Yihan's tears fell, and she choked up: "Xiao Hai, I tried my best."
Now they may be able to get a moment of peace, but when those painful memories come back, will they still be the same as before
Ruan Yihan was afraid that they would kill their love because of the hatred in their hearts.
Once you have seen the sea, you will never be as proud as the water...
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan in the mirror and said, "I have tried hard too."
She tried very hard, even spending everything she had, but in the end, it was still like a dream.
"You said, tomorrow is my birthday."
Qin Haiyao looked into Ruan Yihan's eyes. Her voice was very soft, as if it would be crushed by the wind: "One day, just one day tomorrow, Ah Han, let's put aside our hatred, put aside everything, and spend a good day together, okay?"
Okay
Ruan Yihan's tears fell in a row. She smiled with tears in her eyes: "Okay."
one day…
Just think of it as fulfilling their dreams and putting a perfect end to their love.
When the two came out of the ward, Grandma Ruan and Master Qin both breathed a sigh of relief.
Ruan Yihan looked at them and said, "You guys go back first."
She promised Xiaohai that she would not think about anything on her birthday.
She wanted to spend a good day with her.
Everything, put it all aside for now.
Grandma Ruan asked doubtfully, "What about you?"
She was frightened by what happened last time and was afraid that her granddaughter would do something unexpected again.
Ruan Yihan looked at Qin Haiyao and said softly, "I want to have a good birthday with Xiaohai tomorrow."
What they had hoped for most was to live in a paradise away from home, to find a place with beautiful scenery and where they could live out their lives without being disturbed by anyone.
Now, love and hate are about to be cleared, even if it is just a dream, let it end well.
Grandma Ruan wanted to say something, but Uncle Qin looked at her and said, "Let's go, old lady."
Grandma is old, and if it were based on her personality when she was young, she would definitely be worried. But now, she doesn’t have too many demands on Ruan Yihan. Her only wish is that her granddaughter lives well.
Xiao Hai spoke very little and she spent most of her time looking at Ruan Yihan.
But when she was signing the discharge form, the attending physician Wang Wei looked at her with eyes full of disbelief.
Maybe others can't notice Xiaohai's changes, and may even be worried about her silence.
But he had been taking care of her for these days and knew Qin Haiyao too well, and he actually saw the light in her eyes.
Ruan Yihan was walking in front. She made a phone call and Jiang Zhenyue soon came over in her red SUV. She was dressed very seductively today, with a long skirt, a shawl, and heavy makeup. As soon as she got out of the car, Jiang Zhenyue smiled when she saw Qin Haiyao, "Mr. Qin." Just like before.
Qin Haiyao smiled at her, just like before.
Get in the car.
Jiang Zhenyue looked at Ruan Yihan and couldn't help complaining: "I just came back and I'm already acting as your driver. Don't you know it's going to rain tomorrow? What if the mountain road is slippery?"
Ruan Yihan lit a cigarette and said, "At worst, I can just replace your broken car."
"What's that car?"
Jiang Zhenyue snorted coldly, "By the way, do we need to buy a cake?"
Ruan Yihan: “No need.”
She was ready to do it herself.
She looked at Qin Haiyao. Qin Haiyao looked very empty when she came out of the hospital. She looked straight ahead. Although she looked a little dazed, at least she didn't look as lifeless as she was in the hospital.
The car drove for several hours before reaching the villa area in the southern district.
Most of the people living here are local villagers. The living conditions are very average, but the local villagers are simple and honest. When they see a strange vehicle coming in, they all turn their heads and look at it curiously.
Jiang Zhenyue yawned while holding the steering wheel, "Everyone must be looking at this beautiful woman from somewhere and falling for me."
Ruan Yihan rolled her eyes. She had just arrived at the place. If it were according to her old personality, she would have definitely chatted with Jiang Zhenyue.
But now, she is no longer in that mood.
Jiang Zhenyue is Jiang Zhenyue, she is different.
Ruan Yihan promised her that she would tell her everything when the matter was over.
After she told Yueyue about her experience of rebirth, she originally thought that Jiang Zhenyue would be stunned, or simply not believe it.
But that day, Jiang Zhenyue just took a sip of wine and smiled at her lightly: "I once had a master in Tibet." Her eyes were deep, as if they could carry the vast starry sky: "She told me that the respected Dharma King Karmapa in Tibet once said that this world is actually just a dream. The children you cling to for a lifetime are just a fate. The family you can't let go of for a lifetime is just a stop in life. All the emotions and fame and fortune that people pursue are just an illusion of self-consciousness. When you wake up from the dream, there is nothing. The whole world is yours, and the whole world is empty."
After she finished speaking, there was no response from Ruan Yihan, so she turned her head to look. Ruan Yihan lowered her head and tears fell to the ground.
Jiang Zhenyue reached out and hugged her shoulders. "Ah Han, since you can't let it go, why don't you let it all go? You lost your parents, but so did Boss Qin. That's the hatred from the last life."
Ruan Yihan choked up, biting her lip and whispering softly: "Yueyue, I know, I know everything. But... I don't know what's wrong with me..."
Everyone understands this simple truth, but how many people can really let go
…
"It's just that being a human is so hard. If there really is an afterlife and reincarnation, I beg you not to be a human anymore."
"She once asked me if I wanted to see her again in the afterlife."
"I want to be a butterfly landing on Xiaohai's fingertips, just to look at her and know that she is happy."
"The rift between us is too big. I am afraid that one midnight, we will recall the torture we once inflicted on each other and our love will collapse together when we see the broken things..."
"It is better to forget each other than to support each other. I will let her go."
…
Jiang Zhenyue got out of the car. She chatted with Ruan Yihan for a few words and went to move the luggage. Qin Haiyao got out of the car. It was already dark at this time. In the distance, there were curling fireworks, barking dogs, country roads, and starry sky. The air was filled with the fragrance of earth and grass, and there was no longer the hustle and bustle of the city and the smell of car exhaust.
It was not until this moment that she let out a sigh of relief and finally admitted that this was not a dream.
In the car, she didn't dare to make a sound, for fear that speaking would break the dream.
Because she had dreamed this so many times, she didn't know whether it was real or not.
Jiang Zhenyue helped them take down their luggage, and then took a quick look around. She went to the courtyard next door to chat with her neighbor’s grandmother.
Ruan Yihan bought all four connected courtyards here.
Jiang Zhenyue was quite surprised at the time and asked her, "Mr. Ruan, are you planning to open a farm stay?"
Ruan Yihan remained silent, but her eyes gradually became moist. Seeing her like this, Jiang Zhenyue immediately understood.
In this world, there is only one Qin Haiyao who would let her do this.
Xiao Hai had once leaned on her arms and acted like a spoiled child on her 25th birthday in her previous life. Ruan Yi Han kissed her lips and asked, "Do you want to make a wish?"
Xiao Hai curled his lips, put his arms around her waist, and sniffed the mint scent on her body: "If possible, I hope that when we have time in the future, we can find a village and buy four small courtyards."
"Four?" Ruan Yihan pinched her nose, "Isn't it enough to have me? You are so greedy."
Qin Haiyao smiled foolishly and kissed Ruan Yihan on the lips. "With you, a few good friends, grandma, mom and dad, and Momo, we will never be separated."
…
Ruan Yihan promised her at that time but kept delaying payment, and it has been so long since she paid it.
Nights in the countryside are much cooler than in the city.
It feels especially comfortable when the wind blows.
Ruan Yihan and Qin Haiyao walked in together. Although they didn't communicate with each other, they got busy in tacit understanding.
Since it's the last day.
We agreed to put love, hate and vengeance aside.
Qin Haiyao no longer restrained herself. She took off her coat, put on an apron, and started to work.
Where there are fireworks, that is home.
Where there is love, there is home.
Although it was their first time here, both of them got busy and comfortable.
Ruan Yihan put the beer in the ice bucket and put an ice cube in it. Qin Haiyao tied her hair up, revealing her slender neck, which still had the platinum necklace with R on it.
This scene made Ruan Yihan's eyes seem like there were sands in them. She lowered her head and soaked her hands in a bucket full of ice, trying hard to freeze her tears from flowing down.
The first thing Qin Haiyao made was fried mantis shrimp with garlic, which was Ruan Yihan’s favorite. She also made sweet and sour pork ribs, and later made a cold dish.
In the hospital, she just drank porridge all the time and seldom ate anything. It was not that she didn't want to, but Qin Haiyao was drowsy and had no appetite.
Now, she also smelled the aroma of food and felt Ruan Yihan's gaze. Qin Haiyao turned her head and looked at Ruan Yihan with a smile: "Ah Han, we are very happy, right?"
Don't cry.
Ruan Yihan bit her lip, her eyes reddened, one hand grasping her trouser leg, trying her best to hold back: "Yes."
They finally lived the life they wanted.
At night.
Qin Haiyao also put on some light makeup. She didn't want Ruan Yihan to remember her haggard appearance.
When the two of them were sitting in the courtyard and were about to start eating three dishes and a soup, Qin Haiyao, holding the wine bottle in one hand, suddenly spoke.
It was this opening that made Ruan Yihan feel wet.
Under the moonlight, Qin Haiyao looked into Ruan Yihan's eyes and asked pleadingly and softly: "Ah Han, can we count another day until twelve o'clock?"
Although a day is not long.
But she still had hope.
This dream, even if it lasted a minute or a second longer, would make her extremely happy. It would be enough to leave it for the rest of her life, to savor it bit by bit.