If life could always be like our first meeting, why would the autumn wind paint the fan with sorrow
See you again.
Another first encounter.
One has lost all his memories, while the other has changed a lot.
They seemed to have walked in a circle, with time and space intertwined, mixed with love, hate, pain and happiness. They wanted to separate but never really let go, and would eventually meet at the starting point.
Whether it is pain or happiness, now everything returns to dust.
Ruan Yihan looked at Qin Haiyao. Under the moonlight, her Xiao Hai was still as beautiful as when she first met her.
She didn't know how many times a relationship could be tempered by reincarnations.
At this moment, Ruan Yihan had tears in her eyes and in her heart. She wanted to hug Qin Haiyao tightly.
She wanted to cry and kiss her like she used to and tell her all the sadness and pain she had felt in these days.
She wanted to look into her eyes and say, "Xiao Hai, I miss you. Every day and night without you, I miss you like crazy."
"I regretted it and figured it out. Life is so short. Even if our initial meeting was a mistake, even if you have hurt me before, whether I am happy or sad, as long as it is given by you, I am willing to bear it."
"Perhaps, from the moment I met you, my life no longer belonged to me alone. My love for you, my obsession with you, and my fascination with you have long been imprinted in my soul, and even pain and hatred cannot erase it."
She also wanted to kiss her and tell her.
"Xiao Hai, I love you. I love you so much. I don't want to leave you again."
And the sentence she owed her for a long time: "If there is an afterlife, I want to meet you again."
…
But Ruan Yihan can't.
Qin Haiyao stared at her for a moment, then suddenly realized that she was crying. She touched her cheek in a daze, feeling the wetness, and looked at Ruan Yihan: "You are..."
Qin Haiyao didn't dare to confirm, she felt that she was the person in the photo.
How bitter, yet how comforting...
Ruan Yihan did not respond directly. She sat side by side with Qin Haiyao, and her slender fingers lightly tapped the piano keys. A series of tunes that Qin Haiyao had just played were played in the same way.
She was very focused, with her head down, playing every note carefully.
Qin Haiyao looked at her, and suddenly a lot of emotions surged in her heart. This was something she had never experienced before. Since she woke up from her injury, no one could give her this.
The song that Ruan Yihan played was as painful and sad as she was, as if the grievance, sadness and loneliness in her heart that no one knew about, not even herself, was all under her control.
She is happy.
She is happy.
She is in pain.
She suffers...
Qin Haiyao looked at her, just looking at her, and felt that she was the happiest person in the world.
Under the dim light of the courtyard, she was as beautiful as a fairy, yet shrouded in a layer of faint sadness, familiar yet strange.
Who... is she
Unconsciously, Qin Haiyao's hands also started playing. Surrounded by the moonlight, the sad music, mixed with past memories, gushed out bit by bit and madly.
Ruan Yihan was afraid that she would collapse, so she looked at the piano keys intently, putting all her emotions into them.
Just like when they first met, the two pairs of hands worked together seamlessly.
In the room, Jiang Zhenyue was awakened by the sound of the piano. She walked away in a daze, rubbed her eyes, looked outside the yard, and was stunned.
Under the moonlight.
Ruan Yihan and Qin Haiyao seem to be a perfect match.
They sat side by side. Although they didn't speak or communicate with each other, the melodious music was composed vividly by their mutual understanding.
Finally, Qin Haiyao glanced at Ruan Yihan, and the light in her eyes was finally completely illuminated by this person.
Jiang Zhenyue was certain that she had really lost her memory.
But at that moment, at that glance, Jiang Zhenyue's tears welled up.
Qin Haiyao's eyes are full of love... love that has never changed.
they…
Why can’t God help lovers to be together
They had cheated on each other and hurt each other... but they truly loved each other...
The song is over.
Ruan Yihan turned her head and looked at Qin Haiyao. She wiped the tears from her face, stretched out her hand and smiled slightly: "Hello, Xiaohai, I'm Ruan Yihan."
Ruan Yihan...
He was really the person in the photo that she couldn't forget at first sight.
She called her Xiaohai.
Qin Haiyao stretched out his hand and looked into her eyes, "Hello."
The moment their skin touched and their hands held each other, Ruan Yihan choked up and swallowed down the sorrow in her heart.
At this moment, at this time.
She finally understood the pain of reincarnation.
How much love and persistence does Xiaohai have to have the courage to come back again and again
She has endured too much...
The wind is cool at night.
Lazhen also woke up from her dream. She was surprised to see Ruan Yihan, her eyes wide open, but she didn't dare to say anything.
Ruan Yihan changed her coat and put on a casual shirt with her sleeves rolled up lazily and the top button of her collar undone. She still wore the R necklace.
This was her only thought after leaving Qin Haiyao.
Qin Haiyao looked at her, looked at the necklace on her collarbone and pursed her lips.
Such a familiar feeling...
But I can't tell where it is familiar.
Jiang Zhenyue didn't want to make the atmosphere too bad, so she kicked Ruan Yihan and said, "Hey, Mr. Ruan came all the way here, didn't you bring anything with you?"
Ruan Yihan smiled slightly and of course she brought it.
Many, many...
Xiao Hai's previous clothes...
Xiaohai’s favorite daily necessities and cosmetics...
Xiaohai’s favorite snacks before…
She brought all the books she liked to read...even her favorite pillow.
Jiang Zhenyue was stunned. Did Ms. Ruan have to be so exaggerated
Ruan Yihan couldn't tell Qin Haiyao directly, so she could only move all the things in. She glanced at Jiang Zhenyue and said, "Yueyue, I brought all these. You can distribute them as you like."
Jiang Zhenyue rolled her eyes. She didn't want to be a tool. What assignment? Why not just move to Xiaohai's room later
Qin Haiyao looked at everything in front of her, at the clothes that fit her very well. She had never seen these clothes before, but as she became more familiar with them and read about them in books, she realized that many of the brands here might be something she could never afford to wear in her lifetime. Her eyes gradually swept over the clothes and finally landed on a shirt.
That shirt once had the scent of both of them.
Whether it was a painful or a joyful night, Xiao Hai usually wore it to seduce her.
There were so many clothes of her own, but Xiao Hai didn't choose any. She held the shirt in her hand and looked at Ruan Yihan: "Mr. Ruan..."
Her eyes were filled with - I want it.
Without the love-hate entanglements of the past, Xiao Hai seems to have become much cuter, with soft eyes.
And... she is even more feminine, as if she is just standing there, without saying anything, her smile and frown can completely charm people away.
Ruan Yihan looked at her, the tenderness and doting in her eyes almost flowing out, "Okay."
Give it to her, give it to her, give it all to her.
Ruan Yihan would give her whatever she wanted.
Lazhen tugged at Jiang Zhenyue, who was packing her things on the ground, and whispered, "Sister Ruan has a light in her eyes."
It really is light.
Lazhen felt that she was not exaggerating at all. It turned out that what was written in the book was not false. When a person looks intently at the person he or she deeply loves, his or her eyes will indeed shine.
Jiang Zhenyue's body stiffened for a moment. She looked at Ruan Yihan in silence.
At this moment, I really let go.
She protected her lover for her.
Now that she is here, Xiaohai is no longer alone, and she can finally let go completely.
At night, Ruan Yihan felt a little tired, but she was reluctant to leave Xiaohai. She also knew that she shouldn't get too close to her at the beginning so as not to stimulate her.
I want to say goodbye but I can't bear to.
If she didn't leave, she felt that staying in the home of a "strange" girl whom she met for the first time at this time would be impolite and would not make her feel safe.
Qin Haiyao usually seemed gentle but kept a distance from everyone. Now, she looked at Ruan Yihan and asked, "Boss Ruan, you've been on a long journey, are you hungry?"
Ruan Yihan looked into her eyes and nodded, "Yeah."
Qin Haiyao smiled slightly: "Then I'll go make you a bowl of noodles."
Lazhen pulled her neck and was about to say that she wanted to eat too, but Jiang Zhenyue kicked her from behind and dragged her out directly, "Will you come with me to enjoy the moonlight?"
"No, I want to eat too."
"What are you eating? Look at your belly."
"Senior sister, you are so annoying."
…
The person left.
Qin Haiyao and Ruan Yihan looked at each other.
The air was filled with the scent of flowers and the fragrance of two people.
That was the smell that often appeared in Ruan Yihan's dreams.
The two were silent for a moment, and then Qin Haiyao smiled slightly. She smoothed the hair on her forehead and tilted her head, but secretly glanced at Ruan Yihan out of the corner of her eye.
She said she would give him the lower part, how come she forgot
The kitchen is not the same kitchen at home.
But Qin Haiyao still made it clean and warm. She kneaded the dough for Ruan Yihan and said casually, "How about egg and tomato noodles?"
After saying this, she was suddenly stunned. It seemed as if some images flew through her mind and passed by quickly. When she wanted to look at it, it had disappeared.
"good."
Ruan Yihan tried hard to act normal. She remembered that a long time ago, when she occasionally stayed up late, Xiaohai would always cook egg and tomato noodles for her. Sometimes she would act like a spoiled child and curl up in Xiaohai's arms and let him feed her. In the end, the two of them would always roll into a ball while feeding each other and do something more tiring.
…
The world has changed dramatically.
So much time has passed.
Under soft lighting.
Ruan Yihan looked at Xiao Hai with almost greedy eyes.
Xiao Hai's complexion has improved a lot, and the previous confusion and pain are no longer in her eyes. However, her body is still as thin as before. She is wearing a coat and exudes femininity.
Since she was injured, Ruan Yihan’s family cell phone has never been turned off.
She was like a neurotic person for 24 hours, and a slight vibration could wake her up suddenly from her dream.
She was afraid... to hear bad news again... afraid to get some bad news again.
Ruan Yihan also went to see a psychologist herself. The psychologist said that her excessive anxiety was already within the range of depression. She prescribed a lot of medicine for Ruan Yihan, but Ruan Yihan took the medicine, but it didn't work.
Many nights.
She sat alone on the rooftop, looking at the stars in the distance, tears streaming down her face.
Her medicine.
The only person who could heal her left her long ago.
A bowl of noodles.
Qin Haiyao made the taste of home, and she felt a little embarrassed: "Just have a bite."
She had heard Jiang Zhenyue talk about Ruan Yihan's identity and status, and knew that she was a child of destiny and a mythical existence.
Ruan Yihan reached out to take it. The moment their hands touched, their faces turned a little red. They looked at each other and then quickly looked away.
Jiang Zhenyue was cracking melon seeds while scolding Lazhen for her lack of tact. She saw all the little movements of the two and couldn't help but sigh.
sure.
It doesn't seem so painful at all.
Even... the two of them have a bit of a pure youthful campus love feeling.
Jiang Zhenyue had heard a lot about President Ruan's previous misdeeds and the cruel methods he used on Xiao Hai after becoming a secretary. She had never believed it, but later...
Love can make a person.
Hate can destroy a person.
What about forgiveness? Perhaps it can make everything disappear.
This bowl of noodles.
Ruan Yihan ate very slowly, chewing every bite carefully.
Xiao Hai was looking at her with a smile. In fact, Qin Haiyao knew that it was not a good idea to do so. It was very impolite to stare at someone she had just met on the first day.
But she couldn't control it.
Ms. Ruan is so beautiful, even more beautiful than the ones I saw in the previous photos.
Moreover, she didn't look as resolute, fierce and strong as in the daily work photos that Jiang Zhenyue sent her. On the contrary... Qin Haiyao felt soft-hearted when she saw her. She felt that the way she ate noodles was a bit like a cute little hamster. She really wanted to pinch her soft face like pinching dough.
Jiang Zhenyue felt sorry for Ruan Yihan. Seeing that Ah Han was about to bite her lips to hold back her tears, she called out, "Xiao Hai."
Qin Haiyao agreed, and Jiang Zhenyue pointed towards the yard, indicating that he had something to say to her.
Xiao Hai nodded, she looked at Ruan Yihan again and followed Jiang Zhenyue out.
This is not the mentality she should have.
Qin Haiyao actually felt worried about someone she had just met once. She didn't even want to go out and talk to Jiang Zhenyue. She just wanted to stare at her, afraid that she would suddenly disappear.
Qin Haiyao felt it herself without anyone telling her.
She is not normal.
It's so abnormal.
As soon as someone leaves.
Ruan Yihan lowered her head, and ripples appeared in the noodle soup.
When Lazhen saw this, she felt a little sad, but she also felt that what her master said was true. Love does not last long. Love is not a good thing, but many people long for it and want to use their lives to possess and protect it.
The night wind gradually picked up.
Jiang Zhenyue looked at Qin Haiyao under the moonlight.
She couldn't help but want to ask.
What exactly is love
Can it make people live and die, die and be reborn again
Perhaps Qin Haiyao didn't even notice that her eyes changed from the moment Ruan Yihan came in.
Although she used to love to laugh, be gentle and be beautiful, she always seemed as if her soul had been sucked out, with a hollow look in her eyes.
But as soon as she saw Ruan Yihan, the blank space in her eyes was filled.
She doesn't even know how gentle her smile is...
Jiang Zhenyue exhaled lightly, and she looked at Xiao Hai: "Boss Ruan may stay for a few more days this time."
Qin Haiyao's heart skipped a beat when she heard this. She looked into Jiang Zhenyue's eyes. Jiang Zhenyue sensed her anticipation and smiled slightly: "Lazhen and I are both leaving. She doesn't know anyone here. Can you accompany her?"
Qin Haiyao nodded subconsciously. She didn't know what was wrong with her. Why was her heart beating so fast? Even her palms were sweating because of nervousness.
Jiang Zhenyue was silent for a moment. She looked at Qin Haiyao and couldn't help asking the question she had always wanted to ask: "Xiao Hai, how do you feel when you see her?"
She naturally knew that even if Xiao Hai gave a blank answer, she should answer "like" or feel "very good".
But after being together for such a long time, Jiang Zhenyue also knew Xiaohai's character. She was a person who was used to forbearance, not good at expressing her feelings, and was more accustomed to keeping everything in her heart.
She might be too embarrassed to say that.
And... although Jiang Zhenyue is not a worldly person, isn't this how the world is
Qin Haiyao has now lost her memory. In her heart, she is just an ordinary woman in the mountains, while Ruan Yihan is a wealthy president.
The balance between them is no longer equal.
Qin Haiyao turned her head, and under the moonlight, she glanced at Ruan Yihan, and whispered softly according to her own feelings: "I feel... I feel that she should be mine."
Jiang Zhenyue: … … …
After Qin Haiyao finished speaking, as if wanting to confirm, she looked into Jiang Zhenyue's eyes and asked, "Really?"
Jiang Zhenyue: … … …