—I feel... I feel like she should be mine.
Is that so
The domineering tone in Qin Haiyao's words, coupled with the affirmation in her eyes, if Jiang Zhenyue had not been with her for so long, she would really have thought that Xiao Hai had not lost his memory. This is the real Qin Haiyao.
How should she answer this
Jiang Zhenyue coughed and said, "We...we were not very familiar with each other before."
She wasn't lying.
She and Qin Haiyao were indeed not familiar with each other before.
Didn't even say a few words.
Qin Haiyao looked at Jiang Zhenyue and nodded: "Oh, you two are not familiar with each other."
For some reason, Xiao Hai felt relieved when she heard Jiang Zhenyue say that she was not familiar with Ruan Yihan before.
Jiang Zhenyue:
I think Miss Jiang has always been domineering and generous since she was a child, and she has always set traps for others, and there has never been a time when others set traps for her.
Today she... was successfully killed by Xiao Hai.
This night.
Many people suffer from insomnia.
It was the first time that Qin Haiyao slept soundly, and she seemed to be dreaming.
Dreams were something she had never experienced before.
Although there were no pictures in her dream this time, she smelled a familiar mint scent. She felt as if her body had fallen into a mint forest. Her tense cells were enveloped by that familiar and safe atmosphere, which made her sleep particularly comfortably.
The next morning.
Ruan Yihan got up very early. She sat alone in the yard, staring into the distance in a daze.
She didn't sleep last night.
During this period, insomnia has become the norm for her.
See you again...
She really had all kinds of emotions surging up in her.
She and Xiao Hai... are inseparable in this life, but... Ruan Yihan will be worried and uneasy. She thinks about what Master Huiguo said to her: "Don't take off the Buddhist beads."
As long as Xiao Hai doesn't take off the Buddhist beads, she will definitely live a peaceful, stable and happy life.
If she took it off...
After Qin Haiyao woke up, she saw Ruan Yihan sitting in the yard. She wrapped her coat around her and walked over.
The sound of soft footsteps.
A familiar taste.
Without looking back, Ruan Yihan knew it was Xiaohai. Her heart suddenly tightened and she became nervous.
Very subtle feeling.
Once upon a time...
She was filled with hatred towards Qin Haiyao. Tortured by pain, she always lost her mind when facing Qin Haiyao, did some extremely cruel and beastly things, and said extremely harsh words.
At that time, Qin Haiyao was like a frightened bird when facing her.
But now, the two people's positions seem to be reversed.
One was hesitant and fearful, the other wanted to get closer.
"Is Mr. Ruan still used to it?"
Qin Haiyao handed the hot milk to Ruan Yihan. Ruan Yihan took it. She didn't dare to look at Xiaohai: "I'm fine. Thank you."
She didn't dare to look at Qin Haiyao, but Qin Haiyao's gaze fell on her face wantonly.
Ruan Yihan has a fair complexion, her cheeks are pale, and there are dark circles under her eyes, which is a typical sign of long-term poor sleep.
For some reason, Qin Haiyao felt as if her heart was pricked by a needle, causing her to feel sore and uncomfortable.
"What do you want for breakfast? I'll make it for you?"
Qin Haiyao restrained her emotions and asked softly. Ruan Yihan smiled and said, "Just eat a bite."
The word "casual" can well summarize her life state after Xiaohai left her.
Jiang Zhenyue was awakened by the aroma of breakfast.
Yesterday, she put her worries to rest and drank so much wine that she slept very well.
As she stretched and walked out, she saw that the table was already filled with side dishes.
Golden freshly made egg pancakes, chewy hand-rolled noodles, oily millet porridge, and exquisite side dishes are served on plates.
Jiang Zhenyue raised her eyebrows: "Oh my God, this distinguished guest is really different."
Ruan Yihan sat there a little awkwardly. The people in the village loved to watch the fun, and they knew that this family had guests, or they were from the city and must be very rich. They drove an unnamed car into the village. The adults were better, at least they watched from a distance, but at the door, little heads popped up to look inside.
Ruan Yihan has tried her best to keep a low profile. Her clothes are very casual, but her demeanor and the elegance between her eyebrows cannot be concealed.
Everyone watched secretly. Ruan Yihan had no resistance to children. She thought about it, went into the house, and took out a big bag of candy from the box.
When the children at the door saw the candy, they all started drooling.
Ruan Yihan opened the bag and asked, "Do you want to eat it?"
Of course!
Several children looked at Qin Haiyao, and Qin Haiyao nodded, and the candy was divided up instantly.
The sunshine in the morning is just right.
Sprinkled on Ruan Yihan's body, her skin seemed to be translucent.
In the distance, several young men blushed when they saw her. They secretly asked where Ruan Yihan came from. Looking at her temperament, no one dared to approach her, but people have a natural liking for the things they love, which does not affect their appreciation and love.
Ruan Yihan's attention was attracted by the old and fat dog at the gate of the courtyard. Just as she was looking at the dog for a while and wanted to ask something, there was a "bang" and the door was locked.
Ruan Yihan looked up in surprise, while Qin Haiyao said expressionlessly and coldly: "It's so noisy."
She suddenly felt panic, helplessness and out of control.
What's wrong with her
At that moment just now... she actually felt like twisting off the heads of those guys who were hiding in the distance and talking about Ruan Yihan and using them as bowling balls.
This... is so abnormal, this is not like her.
Lazhen held the bowl and asked in confusion, "Is it noisy? Sister Qin, don't you often let them come in to eat in the morning?"
Jiang Zhenyue grinned, "That was your sister before. From now on, she is no longer your sister."
Oh my god.
This was not the first time she had seen Xiao Hai like this.
That possessiveness...
Tsk tsk.
Look at Ruan Yihan again.
Ruan Yihan, who usually had a gloomy face at work, was now bending over and trying to touch the big dog tentatively. The big dog was usually very ferocious and showed no mercy to a beauty like Jiang Zhenyue, let alone a stranger.
Jiang Zhenyue raised her eyebrows: "Be careful, this broken dog—"
Before she finished her words, the dog actually wagged its tail at Ruan Yihan and automatically put its head into Ruan Yihan's hands.
Qin Haiyao:
Jiang Zhenyue:
Lazhen:
Ruan Yihan smiled. Although the dog was ugly and old, it was kept very clean by Qin Haiyao. It still smelled of shampoo. She touched it and couldn't help but look back at Qin Haiyao and asked, "What's its name?"
Qin Haiyao: "Soft."
Ruan Yihan: … … …
What a harmonious morning.
In the morning, Qin Haiyao was going to work at the town's clinic.
Ruan Yihan wanted to go and take a look. She wanted to know her living environment, work environment and the people around her. Just take a look... just to make herself feel at ease.
Just know that she is fine.
If she is destined to leave one day, at least before leaving, Ruan Yihan will arrange everything around Xiaohai.
Let her be happy and no longer suffer any pain.
Jiang Zhenyue saw Ruan Yihan's thoughts and raised her eyebrows: "Boss Ruan, why don't you go with Xiaohai to have a look? Although we are in a remote area, the doctors here are very skilled and may be able to cure your illness, don't you think?"
Ruan Yihan stared at Jiang Zhenyue, but Qin Haiyao, who was changing her coat, turned around and stared at Ruan Yihan in surprise: "Boss Ruan, what's wrong with you?"
Look how worried she is.
Ruan Yihan's eyes were moist.
Xiaohai, I don't feel well anywhere.
I feel so miserable.
…
Ruan Yihan was very calm: "I'm fine."
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan seriously.
Jiang Zhenyue: "After all, she has been in the city for a long time and is under so much pressure. I guess our President Ruan is not feeling comfortable anywhere, and—" She poked her chest: "I guess she is not feeling normal here either."
Are you suffering from a heart disease
Qin Haiyao pursed her lips, and her heart ached a little, "Then come with me."
Ruan Yihan nodded and looked around. How should she get there
She didn't let the driver follow her, as she wanted to be with Xiaohai alone during this time.
The village probably isn’t very big. Are they going to walk there
Qin Haiyao walked straight to a corner of the yard. She stepped on the ground, shook her long hair behind her clothes, put on her helmet with both hands, and raised her eyebrows coolly: "Come up."
Ruan Yihan: … … … …
The wind blows and blows.
Qin Haiyao rides her motorcycle very wildly.
This motorcycle was bought by her and Jiang Zhenyue together. It was not a big brand, but it had plenty of power. Jiang Zhenyue bought a pure red one, which was very cool. Xiaohai's was white. They rode it together once, but Xiaohai thought it was too eye-catching and never rode it again because of the onlookers in the village.
But today.
She took Ruan Yihan with her, stepped on the gas, and drove around the village before arriving at the clinic.
At first she was worried that Ruan Yihan was scared, and Ruan Yihan was also surprised, but later, when she sat in the car seat, looking at Qin Haiyao's back and her Xiaohai's happy face, Ruan Yihan felt a pang in her heart. She used the reason of riding in a car to indulge herself, wrapped her hands around her waist, buried her head in her back, and wiped her tears on her clothes.
Familiar lemon scent...
Familiar temperature...
Ruan Yihan kept crying in the back. Qin Haiyao couldn't see it, but she felt happier than ever in her heart. At this moment, she finally didn't feel lonely or wronged. At this moment, she could even use Yueyue's words to describe her mood.
—She is the most beautiful girl in this village!
The mornings here are beautiful, with the fields shrouded in mist and a faint fragrance floating in the air.
This is the simple enjoyment they have always longed for.
The neighbor next to him asked Jiang Zhenyue in surprise: "Who is the person that Doctor Qin is riding? She looks so weak, curled up into such a small ball. How can Doctor Qin ride so fast? Isn't this dangerous driving?"
Jiang Zhenyue smiled but said nothing. She was actually quite surprised in her heart. She was not surprised at Xiaohai's madness, but at Ruan Yihan's... softness.
She remembered that before she left, President Ruan had already grown into a very decisive person. A single look or a stern face could make his subordinates uneasy.
Now, why is she so maternal in front of Xiaohai
Lazhen gently tugged at her: "Senior sister, don't you think Sister Qin is abnormal?"
Lazhen has a simple mind.
She was afraid that Mr. Ruan's arrival had some influence on Sister Qin, which caused her to react so abnormally.
Jiang Zhenyue saw through her thoughts at a glance. She pinched her face and said, "Little fool, you don't understand adult love."
Lazhen: …
What's the meaning
Jiang Zhenyue smiled, she crossed her arms, the wind ruffled her long hair: "Your sister Qin is declaring her autonomy. She wants all the friends in the village to know that the person behind her is hers."
Lazhen: …
She really doesn't understand.
The hospital is located at the foot of a mountain.
The whole area is full of overlapping mountains, gurgling springs, and the beautiful scenery is particularly vast.
There are not many patients coming to see the doctor.
Ruan Yihan didn't disturb Qin Haiyao and just watched from the side.
Most clinics follow the traditional Chinese medicine route.
Patients came to see the doctor intermittently, and Qin Haiyao started to get busy. She put on a white coat and hung a stethoscope around her neck. Like before, she would habitually rub her hands with alcohol over and over again.
She didn't change even those little movements.
Ruan Yihan's eyes were filled with moisture and her heart felt softer than ever before.
Her little sea...
Right before my eyes, so alive... happy.
Qin Haiyao treated patients very gently, no matter whether they were old or young. During the treatment, there was a young man with a broken bone and his tone was obviously different when he spoke to her.
Ruan Yihan saw it, she took a sip of water and looked into the distance.
Qin Haiyao smiled helplessly. She simply checked him and said, "You need to rest well for your fracture. Don't come tomorrow, okay?"
The young man is so sad.
He heard news this morning that Dr. Qin, who was extremely cool and domineering, drove a motorcycle with a little girl on a wild tour of the village. That girl might be her mysterious lover.
He still doesn't believe it, but...
It has been so long, and Dr. Qin never chased her away when he came here even though he had a fracture. Why did he chase her away today
Why…
I only see the new people laughing but not the old people crying.
It was almost noon.
The village chief's son Xiao Gao came over. He was wearing a white shirt and jeans today, looking clean and fresh. He came with a bunch of roses in his hands that he had bought specially in the town.
His face turned a little red, and he didn't dare to say that the flowers were specially given to Qin Haiyao. Instead, he put them in the vase in the clinic.
He was so nervous that his hands were shaking and he almost knocked over the vase.
Qin Haiyao cried out softly and hurried to help him. Their hands touched and Xiao Gao's face turned red.
When Ruan Yihan saw this, she suddenly wanted to smoke.
Outside the clinic.
The sky is blue, with a purity that cannot be found in the city.
Ruan Yihan lit a cigarette, leaned against a tree, and smoked quietly.
In fact, she had made all kinds of preparations before coming.
Xiaohai now remembers nothing.
No matter the love or hate in the past, it is all passing clouds to her.
She no longer belonged to her.
She had even forgotten about her.
In this case... she can start her new life and say goodbye to the past completely.
Then it is natural for her to fall in love with someone else.
Although she had comforted herself countless times, Ruan Yihan still felt like there was a breath of foul air pressing on her chest. She pinched the cigarette between her slender fingertips and took puffs.
Until Qin Haiyao walked up to her and stared at her intently.
Ruan Yihan was stunned, and almost subconsciously, she put her hand holding the cigarette behind her back.
After doing this guilty action, Ruan Yihan felt a little embarrassed. What was she doing
Doctor Qin seemed to have just washed her hands. She was rubbing her hand cream and staring at Ruan Yihan: "Boss Ruan, is there anything that makes you unhappy?"
Ruan Yihan shook her head, "No."
She couldn't even believe what she said.
Qin Haiyao smiled slightly, her eyes shining, "Can you give me one?"
"cannot."
Ruan Yihan instinctively blurted out, "How can Xiaohai smoke? She was once so badly injured."
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan in surprise. President Ruan turned his head away stiffly and babbled, "This is the only one I have left."
"Really?"
Doctor Qin smiled, and her slender hand moved. Before Ruan Yihan could react, the cigarette between her fingertips disappeared.
Mr. Ruan: …
Doctor Qin held the cigarette between her slender fingers, took a puff very calmly, and exhaled slowly. She looked extremely sexy while smoking.
President Ruan's face instantly turned red. What is she doing? ? ? ! ! !
Qin Haiyao's gaze was long. She looked at the smoke curling from her fingertips and said, "So this is the smell."
She had smoked before when she watched Yueyue painting.
I also saw many people gathered together at the entrance of the village, smoking.
She never moved.
Jiang Zhenyue even asked her if she wanted to have a cigarette. She had seen President Qin puffing away at the cigarette before. Qin Haiyao smiled and shook her head.
But now, watching Ruan Yihan smoking, she really wanted to know what it tasted like.
Ruan Yihan's heart was beating so fast as if she was about to have a heart attack.
The two of them were standing right in the wind's vent, and Qin Haiyao's long hair was blown up, "Boss Ruan, we knew each other before, right?"
Ruan Yihan looked at Qin Haiyao, her thundering heartbeat suddenly felt like it was punched into the abyss by a heavy punch.
A cold wind blew, bringing back her sanity.
Ruan Yihan put her hands behind her back and said calmly: "Yeah."
She thought for a moment and said in a very calm tone, "We've only met occasionally, but we're not very familiar with each other."
In this case, it really doesn't sound like a lie at all.
Qin Haiyao remained silent after hearing this. She quietly finished a whole cigarette before turning her head to look at Ruan Yihan: "You lied to me."
Her deep eyes seemed to be able to see through everything. Ruan Yihan tried hard to suppress her guilty conscience. She said calmly: "Why would I lie to you? Why does Doctor Qin feel that I am lying to you?"
Qin Haiyao stared at Ruan Yihan's eyes for a while, and said bluntly: "The first thing you did when you came home yesterday was to take a shower. Today, when you came to the clinic, do you know how many times you washed your hands?"
Ruan Yihan was stunned.
Qin Haiyao smiled slightly: "Seven times."
Ruan Yihan was so surprised that she didn't even notice it.
Qin Haiyao met her eyes and said, "You are such a germaphobe. I just took the cigarette from your hand and you didn't say anything. You just blushed slightly. I know that people in the city are open-minded, but you don't look like that. On the contrary, you look very old-fashioned."
Ruan Yihan: … …
The world is bright and clear, the sky is blue and the sun is bright.
Mr. Ruan was actually teased and plotted against by a "village woman".
She took a deep breath, "I just haven't had time to lose my temper yet."
She didn't understand. Since he had lost his memory, couldn't Qin's IQ drop as well
"Really?"
Qin Haiyao smiled faintly. She took a step forward. Ruan Yihan instinctively stepped back. Qin Haiyao looked at her with burning eyes: "Boss Ruan, how are you going to lose your temper? Are you going to hit me?"
Ruan Yihan: … … …
She crossed her arms, strong yet gentle: "You do it."
Ruan Yihan: … … …
There was deathly silence for several seconds.
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan who didn't do anything at all. She curled the corners of her lips and said, "You are lying to me."
This series of temptations and tactics made it impossible for President Ruan to come. She asked stiffly: "Then what kind of relationship do you think we should have?"
What kind of relationship should it be
Qin Haiyao was silent. The scent of soil from afar wafted over, and her white coat fluttered in the wind.
"I don't remember anything since I woke up."
Qin Haiyao said in a very soft voice, "I don't even remember a single person. Facing a room full of people, I was at a loss and panic... I didn't know what to do, and I didn't know why this happened."
Qin Haiyao still remembers that when she just woke up, she felt like an abandoned little animal, and she didn't know why.
"Later, I saw Yueyue and Master."
Ruan Yihan's eyes were red and she bit her lips tightly.
"I feel like they are familiar and reassuring, and I think I can trust what they say."
Because she couldn't remember anything, Qin Haiyao relied more on her feelings.
The word "feeling" is too subtle to be explained by any principle.
"As time goes by, I know Yueyue is indeed a good person. Maybe we have known each other for a long time." Qin Haiyao's eyes were filled with tears. "There are too many blanks in my mind, so after waking up, I don't have much time to learn things again. Everything is instinctive and all feelings."
Women's sixth sense is very accurate.
For Qin Haiyao, it is especially accurate.
It was like meeting Qin Shan and Huang Lan. She knew that they would not lie to her and were truly her close adoptive parents.
Qin Momo was the same. She had an inexplicable desire to get close to that cute little girl.
"But I always feel like something is missing, like I'm waiting for something."
Qin Haiyao's eyes gently fell on Ruan Yihan. To her, they did have a sense of familiarity... But that feeling was always a little off, not what she desired most in her heart.
She can tell the difference.
Ruan Yihan's throat seemed to be choked.
Qin Haiyao's eyes fell on her. She looked at Ruan Yihan and said softly, "Until I saw you last night."
Not the same.
It is an indescribable feeling.
It was a familiar feeling that should have been strange, but was not strange at all. I even wanted to cling to it madly and bury my head in her arms.
Qin Haiyao looked into Ruan Yihan's eyes: "So, I think we probably knew each other before. As for what Mr. Ruan asked, what kind of relationship do you think we should have." She smiled, her eyes shining: "Mr. Ruan, do you really want to know the answer in my heart?"
Ruan Yihan took a step back, and Qin Haiyao stepped forward and pushed her against the tree. She stared at her lips and her panicked eyes: "I feel... at least we have kissed."
Ruan Yihan raised her head suddenly, her face flushed pink: "No!"
She was going to be driven crazy.
Given her current status and position, it has been a long time since anyone dared to speak to her in such a coercive manner.
She was very uncomfortable, but she couldn't resist.
Qin Haiyao's eyes were burning. After hearing Ruan Yihan's denial, she said "Oh?" with a lecherous look in her eyes, licked her lips ambiguously, and asked, "Is it deeper than kissing? What is it? Mr. Ruan, can you tell me?"
Ruan Yihan: … … …