—Can you help me, Mr. Ruan
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan with half her clothes off, and made the most poisonous and soul-tempting invitation in the world with the weakest and most pleading voice.
Can...
Mr. Ruan's heart felt like it was being roasted on fire.
Reason told her not to go, as going would mean eternal damnation.
But emotion drove her legs to move forward step by step.
Even if it was a snare or a trap, as long as it was given by Qin Haiyao, she would be happy to accept it.
The moment the trembling hand touched her skin, Ruan Yihan's face turned red instantly, and even her ears turned pink.
It's been a long time.
Tormented by pain, she thought that the two of them would never be so close again in this life.
I thought... their three-life entanglement had completely ended.
Many misfortunes and pains are the result of their love.
Ruan Yihan even thought about what would happen if she and Xiaohai had never fallen in love.
Then no matter how she retaliates or how she schemes, she may just feel the same as when she found out that Ali had deceived her. It hurts at first, and then it feels like cutting flesh off her body. After a long time, the wound will eventually heal.
…
But now, the scar on Qin Haiyao's body has become very light, and only a pink scar remains on her white jade shoulder. It was left because of her.
If she kept her mind after cindy came out.
if…
"You cried."
Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan's tears and said softly that she had not expected Mr. Ruan's reaction. It was so unexpected that it made her feel heartbroken.
Ruan Yihan turned her head and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes to cover up: "I have trachoma, it happens when the wind blows."
Qin Haiyao stared into her eyes, "But this is indoors and the windows are closed."
Ruan Yihan: …
Doctor Qin still reacts so quickly and leaves no chance of survival.
From Qin Haiyao's perspective, it was the first time she was so close to Ruan Yihan, so close that she could see her long blinking eyelashes, the darkness under her eyes, and the tenderness and tenderness in her eyes when she applied the ointment.
Isn't this unfamiliar
Seeing Ruan Yihan's distressed look, she felt that their relationship must be more than just a kiss.
"Does it hurt?"
Maybe she was too engrossed in the whole process, Qin Haiyao actually forgot that Mr. Ruan would apply medicine to her. She felt pain every time she moved just now, but now she doesn’t feel any pain when Mr. Ruan applies medicine to her. Is she giving herself away a little
"Um… "
Qin Haiyao frowned and groaned, her eyes glued to Ruan Yihan, her breath was as sweet as orchid: "It hurts a little, but it's okay... Mr. Ruan's technique is very good."
Ruan Yihan's legs went limp and she almost collapsed on the spot. She quickly put Qin Haiyao's clothes on her and said, "The medicine is ready. Lie down for a while."
She was about to run away when Qin Haiyao called her, "Boss Ruan."
Ruan Yihan turned her head to look at her. Qin Haiyao stared into her eyes and asked faintly, "Is this injury of mine caused by you?"
A word that goes deep into the soul.
Ruan Yihan looked at her in shock, thinking she had remembered something.
Qin Haiyao looked into her eyes and took in her reaction: "I... When I woke up, everyone told me that I had an argument with my neighbor while harvesting wheat and was stabbed by a sickle."
Her eyes were a little vague. "But I tried it with the sickle, and the marks don't seem right."
Although Xiaohai has lost his memory, his extraordinary IQ is not to be underestimated.
She murmured, "I thought of many possibilities, but they were all rejected. Then I thought... this injury might be God's punishment for me. Maybe I did something wrong in the past, and this wound cleared my mind, right?"
Ruan Yihan's hands were shaking and her heart was filled with tears.
No, Xiaohai...
It’s not your fault…
Qin Haiyao bit her lip, "Is this also the reason why you are avoiding me?"
…
Finally, he escaped from the room.
Ruan Yihan had no idea how to answer Qin Haiyao.
She sat alone in the next room for a long time. Finally, she went to find Jiang Zhenyue: "Yueyue, I..."
Jiang Zhenyue had just finished grilling a few skewers of meat. Through the smoke, she looked Ruan Yihan up and down and said softly, "Ah Han, don't leave. It's the holiday season. Please stay with her. She's lonely too."
One word cuts my heart.
Ruan Yihan had thought about this.
With such injuries and so much blood lost, he almost died.
How did she struggle to get through the pain and confusion
"Are you still worried about the beads?"
Jiang Zhenyue looked into Ruan Yihan's eyes. The feelings between them were not like love or family affection, but went beyond much.
She knew Ruan Yihan too well and understood their past experiences.
Ruan Yihan choked up and said, "Back then, she could have chosen to forget me."
Who would be willing to go through this cycle of pain over and over again
If Xiao Hai had not had such a strong will and persistence in any of the last two times of following her, she would have been freed long ago.
Ruan Yihan was scared.
Maybe it's because I've been suffering for too long.
She always felt that beauty was not permanent, like a dream, which lasted only a moment and then left.
But after it leaves, the pain it leaves them with is everlasting.
It's like she...
Although she has no memory of her first life, Qin Haiyao will not lie to her.
She killed someone, went to jail, and was left with endless pain.
What about the second life
Her grandmother was crushed to ashes, and she jumped off a cliff in agony and despair...
In this last life...
Her Xiaohai was finally happy.
If anything happens to her again...
Ruan Yihan couldn't bear it. Her heart was already broken. She thought about letting go, but the love for so long had already been imprinted in her soul. She just wanted to watch Qin Haiyao from afar and protect her silently.
But the relationship between them was never decided by her alone.
Xiaohai is so strong and so persistent.
Just like now.
She knew at first sight that her relationship with Ruan Yihan was not a simple one.
She was determined to know why, but Ruan Yihan was afraid that her determination would destroy her.
"If you feel inconvenient, come and rest here."
Jiang Zhenyue's tone softened. She knew how bitter Ruan Yihan felt. Ruan Yihan said faintly, "Okay, it's the same wherever you are."
"Still can't sleep?"
Jiang Zhenyue's heart tightened, and Ruan Yihan lowered her head with a bitter smile.
"Ah Han, you are punishing yourself."
Jiang Zhenyue's voice was very gentle, "The past is over, the dead are gone, and the living should live well, isn't it good?"
Is it not good
Nature is good.
Ruan Yihan understands all the principles.
But people who have experienced the same psychological trauma also understand her. Every morning and every day, Ruan Yihan tells herself again and again to let go, move on, and say goodbye to the past.
But every night, the dark memories would not let her go, drowning her again and again, suffocating her.
She had no choice.
She had no choice.
When eating kebabs in the evening.
Qin Haiyao watched in silence as Ruan Yihan pulled her luggage to the next room. She smiled and explained to Xiaohai, "Yueyue's side is a soft couch. I'm more used to sleeping there."
Qin Haiyao looked into her eyes and said softly, "Really?"
She lowered her head and smiled faintly.
Ruan Yihan was familiar with that smile, and she knew that Xiaohai was sad.
During the barbecue that night, except for the heartless Lazhen who was enjoying the meal, everyone else was preoccupied.
What Jiang Zhenyue is worried about now is not Xiaohai. Xiaohai's health has improved. Although he still feels sad occasionally, most of the time he is much better than before.
On the other hand, Ruan Yihan was very much like the original Qin Haiyao, with a lot on her mind and unable to sleep night after night.
In this puzzle between the two of them.
As a bystander, Jiang Zhenyue feels that the person who knows the most is always the one who has suffered the most.
If only life could be like the first time we met.
It would be great if everyone could do this.
That night, not only Ruan Yihan, but Qin Haiyao also suffered from insomnia.
She sat under the grape trellis, gazing at the white Bodhi beads on her wrist in the moonlight.
The beads seemed to emit a faint light. Qin Haiyao's hand gently touched the Buddhist beads, thinking of what the master said.
—Don’t take it off easily, Xiaohai, never, ever.
For a moment, Qin Haiyao had an impulse in her heart. She wanted to take off the Buddhist beads in her hand, as if maybe by doing so, she could think back to the past and understand the reason why Ruan Yihan was so painful and sad.
Jiang Zhenyue, who was jumping over the wall with wine in his hand, was stunned when he saw this scene. With a "clang", the gourd filled with wine in his hand fell to the ground.
Qin Haiyao was startled, and Jiang Zhenyue looked at her with wide eyes: "Xiao Hai, what are you doing?"
She finally understood Ruan Yihan's worries.
…
Early the next morning.
Qin Haiyao went to the clinic as usual, but this time, Ruan Yihan did not follow her.
She went to the village school, talked to the school cadres, and finally sat in the principal's office.
When the principal heard Ruan Yihan's funding plan, his mouth opened so wide that he couldn't close it.
Jiang Zhenyue smiled slightly beside her. She and Ruan Yihan hadn't seen each other for a while.
Mr. Ruan was serious when talking about serious matters. Although what he did was good, his decisive and swift manner was really domineering.
Yueyue suddenly felt a little sad.
She remembered that Xiao Hai had previously helped villagers with free medical treatment, and looked at Ruan Yihan again.
Not only did she promise the school to build the surrounding roads and provide strong financial support for the school, she also reduced tuition fees for poor students. She also arranged for people to make arrangements in advance with the Education Bureau and other relevant departments at all levels.
In Ruan Yihan's view, helping local children improve the quality of education is the most important thing, which is much better than directly subsidizing local villagers. It is better to teach a man to fish than to give him a fish.
At the campus gate.
Young boys and girls wearing red scarves passed by and looked at the two of them curiously.
Jiang Zhenyue tilted her head and said, "It was arranged so quickly. Did you have a plan in advance?"
Ruan Yihan stood at the door, the wind ruffling her hair. She said calmly, "The children are still young. I hope that they can work hard to get out of the village and escape poverty. They will be able to have the life they want and the people they want to love."
Her voice was a little hoarse.
Maybe I am destined not to have happiness.
In that case, seeing others happy is also a very happy thing.
—The world kisses me with pain, and I respond with song.
Maybe one day, God will be moved and treat her Xiao Hai better.
…
During this week, Ruan Yihan deliberately avoided meeting Qin Haiyao. Even if she had to meet her, she would just smile and nod.
That polite look and the slight distance really made it seem like he was treating a stranger.
Qin Haiyao didn't say anything, but when she was cooking lunch or dinner, she would often put too much salt in the mantis shrimp or other dishes that President Ruan liked, which made people choke to death, or too much vinegar, which made people's hair tremble after taking a bite. In short, she never felt comfortable.
But President Ruan couldn't say anything. What about Doctor Qin? She would look at Ruan Yihan with a gentle smile, picking up food for her with chopsticks: "President Ruan, you are so tired, eat more."
Ruan Yihan: …
Jiang Zhenyue and Lazhen looked at each other, and no one dared to speak for fear of innocent people being hurt.
In the evening, Jiang Zhenyue went to see Xiaohai first. She and Lazhen were about to leave, so she wanted to ask her if she needed anything else.
Qin Haiyao combed her hair and smiled slightly: "Yueyue, when you go back, spend some time with your uncle and aunt. Thank you for all this time."
Jiang Zhenyue tilted her head and looked at Qin Haiyao: "You are so polite." She raised her eyebrows: "I see that you seem to have figured it out?"
Have you figured it out
Qin Haiyao raised the Buddhist beads on her wrist and took a look. "I have come to some understanding, Yueyue. I always felt that this string of Buddhist beads restricted me, even bound me. Even without Ruan Yihan, I thought about taking it off. But if you think about it from another angle, it is helping me regain happiness."
Maybe her past was really too hard, so she forgot it.
She didn’t want to accept it before, but in the past few days, she has figured it out.
"The past is past, and I have no way to make up for it. All I can do is seize the present." Qin Haiyao and Jiang Zhenyue have been together for so long that they no longer hide anything from each other.
"Now..." Jiang Zhenyue murmured. She felt that Xiaohai had already noticed it.
Qin Haiyao nodded, looked in the mirror, picked up her lipstick and gently applied it, looking determined: "At least, you have to come back and live here first."
Jiang Zhenyue: … …
She always has a feeling that the moon is full and the fairy is ready to seduce the handsome scholar
She is pitiful and weak, Mr. Ruan who is still struggling...
It seems that President Qin's patience is running out. Will he resort to the same overbearing methods he used on her in the past
Jiang Zhenyue suddenly wanted to stay for a while longer, even to eat some melons.
The nightlife in rural areas is also good now.
As the festival is approaching, the village organizes various activities for everyone in the evening.
Older people naturally do square dancing, yangko dancing and the like.
In order to give young people some exercise, a masquerade ball was held in the village.
Ruan Yihan is simply... She usually attends all kinds of parties, and she is fed up with all of them, including those that can be postponed and those that cannot be postponed. Today, she said she would not go no matter what.
She prefers to admire the stars under the night sky. Although she can't sleep, she feels much better just looking at the stars.
She and Qin Haiyao haven't spoken much for several days.
Ruan Yihan felt uncomfortable, but she could only keep it to herself. Next week, Yueyue and Lazhen would leave, and they would be alone at that time, which was what worried her the most. Although she had been in the fields recently, in order to numb herself, she shifted her attention to work, remotely controlling the company's people day after day, and her subordinates were so tired that they cried, and they prayed devoutly to God: Let their perverted bss have love soon, and stop torturing them.
Sometimes, once two people cross that line, it is really difficult to erase the memory of the relationship and pretend it never existed.
Jiang Zhenyue was still the same. She got a robe from somewhere, put on a mask of a gangster, and carried a knife on her right side, directly dressing up as the Eastern Patriarch.
Because she was wearing a mask, her voice was muffled: "Girl, why aren't you dressing up yet?"
Ruan Yihan rolled her eyes, and Lazhen also walked in from behind. She dressed up as a little Buddha, which was quite cute.
"I'm not going."
Ruan Yihan rejected it outright, and Lazhen asked unwillingly, "Are you really not going?"
Ruan Yihan was very determined: "I won't go even if you kill me!"
Lazhen was very disappointed because Sister Ruan’s mask was specially chosen for her by Sister Jiang, and it was Snow White.
I also picked out a snow-white long dress for her, which was particularly beautiful, gorgeous and noble.
Jiang Zhenyue was too lazy to pay attention to her. "Come on, Lazhen, let's go find your sister Qin. If she doesn't go, we won't be able to see the beautiful Jiangnan cheongsam."
Wait… what
What beauty
When Ruan Yihan turned around, Jiang Zhenyue had already dragged Lazhen away and disappeared into the moonlight, and slammed the door on her with a brutal "bang".
Ruan Yihan: …
It's a beautiful night tonight.
The empty field was decorated everywhere, with colorful lights flashing and neon lights everywhere.
A very magical feeling.
All kinds of Superman, Batman, Smurfs, Thanos, and even Peppa Pig gathered together.
It was true that almost all the young people in the village dressed up and went out.
Jiang Zhenyue was dressed like this, and all the seven dwarfs were around her, and everyone was looking at her.
People gathered together to chat.
After a while, a faint mint scent wafted over. Jiang Zhenyue curled the corners of her lips and looked back.
The "never come" Princess Ruan Baixue sat beside her and said expressionlessly: "Give me a cocktail, thank you."
Jiang Zhenyue giggled. She pulled off Ruan Yihan's mask and covered her mouth in surprise: "Wow, whose Snow White is this?"
Lazhen took off her mask in surprise, "Sister Ruan, didn't you say you would never come even if I killed you?"
Ruan Yihan: … … …
Brat or something.
Sometimes it's really annoying.
Grabbing the mask expressionlessly, Ruan Yihan put it on and asked, "You didn't tell her that I'm wearing this mask, right?"
"Of course not, then what's the point?" Jiang Zhenyue smiled evilly and raised her eyebrows: "But, Mr. Ruan, didn't you say you wouldn't come? Why did you come here so eagerly?"
Before she could answer, there was a commotion among the crowd.
The three of them turned around to look.
Not far away, under the moonlight, heaven and earth seemed to merge into one.
Qin Haiyao was wearing a cheongsam, her back was slender and graceful, and she was holding a green umbrella in her hand. There was light and smile in her eyes. She quickly scanned the crowd and finally fell on Princess Ruan Baixue.
Qin Haiyao smiled sweetly, like a lotus in the water, graceful and full of temptation.
She didn't wear a mask, but this umbrella might be her mask.
Be original.
This outfit made all the masked "monsters" stare blankly, but Qin Haiyao, holding an umbrella, walked straight towards Ruan Yihan with a smile in her eyes.
With every step she took, Ruan Yihan's heartbeat quickened.
Jiang Zhenyue took a sip of wine and sighed, "Love is really terrible."
She has lost her memory though.
Lost all the memories of the past.
But the love in my bones never disappears.
Naturally, Qin Haiyao, like a master, was able to poke a hole in Mr. Ruan's aesthetic taste.
Fortunately, he had on a mask, otherwise Mr. Ruan’s flushed face and eyes wide open in disbelief would have been seen by others again.
Jiang Zhenyue was still the same, grabbing Lazhen and leaving.
The theme of tonight is the mask party.
Naturally, no one knew who the other was.
This is the excitement I want.
There are too many older men and women in the village, which is a headache for the village chief. Holding a mask party is actually a disguised blind date party.
Step by step.
Qin Haiyao approached Snow White and stood beside her, her graceful waist pressed against the wall. She looked at Snow White and smiled slightly: "Hi, Princess."
Ruan Yihan's throat was blocked.
She turned around and was about to leave, but Qin Haiyao grabbed her waist with one hand, pulled her into his arms, and stuck close to Ruan Yihan, staring into her eyes: "I'm not the evil queen, why are you running away?"
Princess Ruan Baixue: ??? !!!
Does she know who she is
Doctor Qin, President Qin, when did she become so casual
"open."
President Ruan changed her tone. The heir of the Ruan family was no pushover. In the past, when she was joking with Xiao Hai, she could even imitate the voices of more than a dozen people, which scared Xiao Hai.
Qin Haiyao's hand did not loosen, it kept on her waist, and he looked down at her.
She was not as tall as Ruan Yihan, but today, she deliberately wore ten-centimeter high heels.
From this perspective, Snow White looks a little bit like a little bird.
Ms. Ruan was anxious. Logically speaking, Qin Haiyao's outfit looked like a Jiangnan lady. She lowered her voice and said, "Auntie, do you feel comfortable dressing like this?"
How can she have the nerve to dress so reservedly, maturely and like an auntie
That’s right.
Many eyes were cast over, all staring at Qin Haiyao.
Qin Haiyao held up the umbrella in her hand, blocking most of the sight. She lowered her lips to Ruan Yihan's ear and whispered softly, "Auntie is not only wearing a cheongsam."
Ruan Yihan: …
What's the meaning
Qin Haiyao's hair touched Ruan Yihan's earlobe. She sniffed her scent and curled her lips: "I also wore black stockings."
When President Ruan was paralyzed by these words, her hand slowly moved up and touched Ruan Yihan's mask, as if she was touching her face.
She is not a simple aunt.
She is a bad aunt.
Ruan Yihan: …
She, Qin Haiyao, actually applied bright red nail polish, and the red on her slender, snow-white fingers was simply amazing...
"Princess." Qin Haiyao breathed out: "Do you want to go home with your aunt tonight?"
Ruan Yihan was going crazy, "What are you going home for?"
Qin Haiyao smiled charmingly, and she clung to her tightly, "Do whatever you want~"
Tear the cheongsam.
Tearing stockings or something.
She has no objection.
After all, the two of them hadn't spoken to each other for the past two days, and Aunt Qin's inner violent instinct was already roaring and indulging.
Who cares if you're the president
Step into this land.
That's the people in her territory.
The night was dark and windy.
Just the two of them.
Can a weakling like Mr. Ruan beat her
Besides, would she be willing to hit her
Ruan Yihan reached out to push Qin Haiyao away, but Qin Haiyao held both of Ruan's wrists tightly with one hand like a pair of pliers. She stared at Ruan Yihan with a hint of anger in her eyes: "Mr. Ruan, are you challenging my patience?"
Ruan Yihan: … … …