—You bastard pretending to be asleep, turn around.
After hearing these "straightforward" scoldings, Ms. Ruan's body stiffened and she curled up into a ball, not moving.
"Are you really asleep?"
In the darkness, Xiao Hai sighed softly when he said this. Ruan Yihan didn't know if it was an illusion, but she actually heard some taste of love and desire in the sigh, as if it was sighing in her heart.
That's it.
No matter how long it has been, no matter you remember it or not.
Love engraved in the soul exists forever.
Ruan Yihan had even thought more than once whether she and Xiaohai would meet again after this life.
If they meet again, without their memories, will they fall in love again after getting to know each other again
Ruan Yihan's body was somewhat out of control. Just as she was wrestling between her reason and desire, the hair behind her was lifted up by cold fingers, and Qin Haiyao slowly approached her. She did what she had wanted to do for a long time.
A hot kiss fell on Ruan Yihan's shoulder, covering the scar.
When she first saw the scar, she felt sad and wanted to touch it gently, but at that time Ms. Ruan was like a loyal heroine, so she didn't dare to move.
Now, in the darkness, she was sleeping beside him, in her bed.
Qin Haiyao felt like she could indulge herself a little more.
Who asked her to stay with me, right? And let me sleep in the same bed with her.
Mr. Ruan was obviously looking forward to it, but he was just pretending to hold up that layer of window paper called "reservation" and waiting for her to break it.
Ruan Yihan gritted her teeth, her body trembling slightly, and continued to pretend to sleep.
Qin Haiyao raised her eyebrows in surprise: "Sleeping so soundly? Then can I do something else?"
She turned around immediately and looked at Qin Haiyao angrily.
I didn’t expect that she was such a Dr. Qin!
What else does she want to do
Is this still the Xiao Hai she was before? Is this still the Xiao Hai who would be so confused and at a loss after being kissed by her
In the darkness.
Qin Haiyao's smiling eyes glowed like black gemstones: "Ah Han."
Ruan Yihan snorted coldly and rolled her eyes.
If she behaved like this in the company, her subordinates would be scared to death.
But there are animals in the eyes of lovers.
Qin Haiyao just felt that she was like a proud and awkward cat. She couldn't help but leaned forward to kiss her again, but Ruan Yihan dodged her.
Qin Haiyao's eyes were filled with hurt. She looked at Ruan Yihan and said, "Ah Han, what are you afraid of?"
This question really surprised Ruan Yihan, she stared into Xiaohai's eyes. How did she know that she was afraid
Qin Haiyao grabbed her hair with one hand, entwined it around her fingertips, and whispered, "Do you know what book I read most often after waking up in the past six months?"
Ruan Yihan stared at her. In fact, she really wanted to know how Qin Haiyao had been getting through the past six months and what she had done, but she didn't dare and was afraid to ask.
Qin Haiyao said dimly: "Ah Han, I am more professional than those psychologists you see."
She read a lot of psychology books.
You can be called a half-expert.
Although Ruan Yihan has always been dissatisfied with Mr. Qin's "business" and learning ability, she has always been suppressed.
"Let me guess."
Qin Haiyao's voice was very pleasant and soft, as if it was lingering on Ruan Yihan's heart. Ms. Ruan thought that this profession was different. Xiao Hai was much more reliable than those psychologists she had met who let her pour out her heart as soon as they met. If she could really express the pain in her heart, why would she need to see a doctor
Qin Haiyao took advantage of Ruan Yihan's relaxation, put his hands on her waist, and leaned his head against her neck gently: "You are afraid of losing me."
Although Ruan Yihan did not answer, her body tensed for a moment, which made Qin Haiyao confirm her answer.
"How do you know that?"
Ruan Yihan's voice was trembling with surprise. Qin Haiyao leaned against her and listened to her strong heartbeat and smiled slightly: "Because I feel the same way."
After waking up, her world was blank.
Don't even mention being scared.
Even living is a kind of confused existence for her.
Sunset, sunrise, she lived her life day by day, as if she were alive, but also as if she was just living.
Until I met Ruan Yihan.
At that time, Qin Haiyao saw a passage when she was reading a book, which could perfectly describe her feelings for Ahan.
—There are three thousand people in this world, and I love three.
The sun, the moon, and you.
The sun is for morning, the moon is for evening, and you are for every morning and every evening.
…
She just wanted to be with Ruan Yihan day and night.
"You want to push me away and ask me to go back. You just said that I like the slow life in a paradise." Qin Haiyao's voice was extremely tempting, making people give up resistance and just want to follow her thoughts. "But I think, even if I really told you that I like that kind of life, the premise is that we are together, right?"
Ruan Yihan's eyes were moist. She didn't want to cry, but this bad woman, even though she had lost her memory, could always move her unexpectedly.
Yes, Xiaohai is right.
The premise is that they are together.
"Am I a little different now than before? Do I make you a little disappointed?" Qin Haiyao looked into Ruan Yihan's eyes and asked very directly. Ruan Yihan's eyes flickered and she hid for a moment.
In fact, she herself admitted that when it came to her lover, Ruan Yihan was a bit of a womanizer.
She liked to see Xiao Hai submit to her, liked to see her blushing under her teasing, and liked to see her burying her head in her arms and leaning on her.
Ruan Yihan even always thought that her Xiao Hai was like this, and this was simply her ideal type.
But later on, she understood more.
Qin Haiyao is an independent, autonomous, and strong woman who is stronger than many men.
And she... actually loves him so much and can't escape from him.
Qin Haiyao leaned close to her ear, and Ruan Yihan's heart was burning, thinking that she was going to say something to comfort her again.
Qin Haiyao almost kissed her and said, "You must adapt to me now, otherwise I have a bad temper and I don't know how long I can tolerate you." She clasped her hand, bit her lip and breathed like orchid: "When you get used to it, you will know that you actually like me to suppress you, restrain you and love you like this. It's not that you don't understand me, but you don't know yourself, President Ruan~"
The two words "Mr. Ruan" were almost whispered into Ruan Yihan's ears by Qin Haiyao with an ambiguous tone, burning her whole face, her whole body, and her whole heart.
Ruan Yihan: …
Is she crazy???!!!!
Qin Haiyao, Doctor Qin, does she know what she is talking about
Just when President Ruan was about to get angry, Qin Haiyao smiled and changed the subject: "Let me think about it, if you love me so much, why do you push me away?"
She is really going to become a spirit.
Completely in control of the situation.
She knew how to hold her just right, seduce her, and entangle her, and when she wanted to resist, she would defeat her with her charm in one fell swoop.
Ruan Yihan became a defeated general on the battlefield. His hands holding weapons became limp, and he threw away his armor and was completely defeated.
The air was filled with the scent of their two bodies. At such a distance, Ruan Yihan really couldn't bear to kick Qin Haiyao away.
And, she was right.
Ruan always liked the previous Xiao Hai.
But now Aunt Qin, who is a little bit strong and a little bit perverted, also makes her unable to stop.
Qin Haiyao's voice was serious. Her hands went from playing with Ruan Yihan's hair to circling her chest. "As our feelings grow stronger, I might gradually start to think of the past. Even this string of Buddhist beads can't suppress it. If I can't suppress it, what will hurt me? My body?"
Apart from this, she couldn't think of any other reason why Ruan Yihan couldn't help but push her away even though she clearly loved her.
Ruan Yihan lowered her head suddenly, her whole body tense. If Qin Haiyao hadn't been resting her head on her, she would have jumped up from the bed in shock.
Seeing her like this, Qin Haiyao smiled and patted her on the back: "Okay, I'm just guessing, I don't really remember anything."
Really
Ruan Yihan stared into her eyes. How could she guess so accurately
Qin Haiyao thought about it, analyzing everything in her heart.
First, although Ruan Yihan loves her now, she can still remain rational and try hard to think of ways to push her away. What she wants most is to cut off their contact. If her grandmother hadn't spoken up today, she would really have been kicked out of the hotel.
Second, Ruan Yihan loved her. Although she resisted verbally, her heart and body were longing for her to be close to her.
Third, Ahan’s physical condition is very poor and her mental state is extremely tense. She should be suffering from depression. She resists treatment and no one helps her. The only one who can cure her is herself.
Now, I'm afraid we can only use a delaying tactic.
First let her relax her guard and let you get closer. After buying time, trap her and make it so that she can't push away when she wants to.
Qin Haiyao analyzed calmly, and her hands changed from drawing circles to drawing turtles.
Ruan Yihan was surprised and thought, is this woman plotting against her again
"Mr. Ruan."
After finishing her thoughts and calling Qin Haiyao again, she withdrew her hand and lifted up her head which was pressing on Ruan Yihan's shoulder.
Ruan Yihan was stunned and looked at her blankly.
She had a guess in her heart, which was what she had always wanted, but it made her suffer.
—Xiao Hai will leave her.
Qin Haiyao leaned against the head of the bed. She lit a cigarette and smoked it quietly.
Ruan Yihan: …
Women are really so fickle.
Qin Haiyao held the cigarette in her slender hand, put it to her lips and took a slow puff. As the smoke rings came out, a layer of mist appeared in her eyes.
Before she could open her mouth, Ruan Yihan's heart felt like a stone sinking to the bottom of a valley, growing colder little by little.
"I don't know if it's really as you said. As we get closer, I will think about the past and it will make you lose me." Qin Haiyao looked into Ruan Yihan's eyes: "I only know that if I really leave now, I will not be willing."
Ruan Yihan was silent.
Qin Haiyao said softly: "Let's set a deadline."
Her tone had some of the demeanor of former President Qin, and Ruan Yihan nodded slightly as she spoke.
yes.
Given Xiaohai's personality, she should know that things won't depend on what she does.
She is so strong-willed and decisive.
"Until one month after the New Year, by then, if one of us is tired of each other, the other should stop bothering us, okay?"
Qin Haiyao's words were obviously a trap. She deliberately said "you and me" instead of saying "you" to refer to Ruan Yihan alone.
Ms. Ruan was silent. Her heart was far from being as strong as her appearance. There lived a little princess in a white dress in her heart.
Qin Haiyao saw this and continued, "You know that too." She leaned forward and blew a smoke ring at Ruan Yihan skillfully, curling her lips and saying, "I'm the most popular girl in East Village. I'm very popular."
Ruan Yihan felt heartbroken.
She knew it and saw it with her own eyes. The suitors were blocking the door to her house day after day.
"What do you want to say?"
Ruan Yihan looked at Qin Haiyao coldly: "I don't care at all, and I won't be sad."
After saying this, tears unconsciously flowed from the corners of her eyes.
Qin Haiyao: …
Ruan Yihan reached out and wiped it off, saying coldly: "Your cigarette is too pungent."
After putting out the cigarette, Qin Haiyao looked at Ruan Yihan and said, "In the future, if President Ruan really chooses to leave, I will not spend the rest of my life alone. The person I find, whether male or female, may not be as good as President Ruan, but I can control her firmly. In the future, my daily life—" Xiao Hai thought for a moment and said calmly, "Probably just eating, sleeping, and beating my lover."
Ruan Yihan: … … … … …
Qin Haiyao really hit the nail on the head.
Her plain description immediately made Ruan Yihan imagine the scene in her mind.
In the small mountain village covered with wild flowers, Qin Haiyao rode a horse, smoking a cigarette and holding a whip in his hand. He looked at his lover with a baby and a hoe on the ground and said angrily, "Hurry up, work faster!"
…
Even so.
Ruan Yihan was still about to collapse because of the scenes she imagined in her mind.
She can't stand it.
She was mad with jealousy.
Just thinking about it now made her want to strangle Qin Haiyao to death.
"Don't worry, when the time comes and you want me to leave, I will never cling to you like I am now. I will leave cleanly and neatly."
Qin Haiyao's tone was very calm, as if she had really made up her mind.
Ruan Yihan's heart and eyes were filled with moisture. She choked up and sarcastically said, "Doctor Qin is really amazing. Not only does he cure the patient's physical pain, he also helps heal the patient psychologically. Thank you so much."
She was almost killed by Dr. Qin's words.
"That's natural." Qin Haiyao admitted openly, "Boss Ruan must have seen a lot of psychologists before, so it's natural for him to make some comparisons."
Ruan Yihan: …
So shameless.
Qin Haiyao: "But President Ruan doesn't have to blame you blindly. In their hearts, you are the high and mighty President Ruan, and you are the financial sponsor who has the final say."
Ruan Yihan sneered, "Then what am I in your heart?"
Can you bully and abandon people at will
Qin Haiyao stared at her with dark eyes: "In my eyes? You are just that weird little cutie who blushes all the time, clearly longs for me to death but pretends to be able to handle it, knowing that you will be abandoned, cursing me in your heart while secretly wiping away tears."
Ruan Yihan: … …
Why didn't you suffocate her to death
Qin Haiyao stretched out two slender fingers and did what she had always wanted to do but had not done. She pinched Mr. Ruan's soft face and asked, "Mr. Ruan, at least I helped you complete a psychological treatment. Your gratitude is not just verbal, right?"
hehe.
Doctor Qin wants money now.
Ruan Yihan slapped her hand away, her brows cold, "Just speak up."
hehe.
She is not much better than those country men who pursue Qin Haiyao.
Money is like a piece of white paper to her.
Look at how secular Dr. Qin is now.
The gentle and weak Xiao Hai is gone. Now she has become the cruel, harsh, and powerful Aunt Qin.
Qin Haiyao smiled, "That's what you said."
Before Ruan Yihan could figure out what she meant by this, Qin Haiyao had already held her chin and happily kissed her on the lips.
Soft lips with a familiar taste.
At the moment when Ruan Yihan tensed up and was about to push her away, Qin Haiyao murmured something familiar.
—Ahan, kiss me.
These were the words Qin Haiyao said to her when they first kissed on the Ferris wheel.
It's like hypnosis coming from the depths of the soul.
Ruan Yihan's tears flowed out. She reached out and pressed Qin Haiyao's neck. She no longer cared about her fear and panic, and kissed her deeply and forcefully.
Sometimes.
A kiss speaks.
A person's eyes and body movements may be deceiving, but a kiss cannot.
Love someone deeply.
Just a kiss can make her whole body hot and tremble.
The painful past was covered up by sweetness. Ruan Yihan firmly grasped Qin Haiyao's waist with both hands and kissed her regardless, as if venting the pain that had lasted for so long.
Qin Haiyao was caught off guard by such a strong President Ruan, but she enjoyed it.
As they kissed, many images flew through her mind.
In the kitchen, in the bedroom, on the Ferris wheel, in the restaurant, on the rooftop, in the park, even... right under grandma's nose... as the fireworks go off...
It seems like they all have kisses and more...
The touch of reality and the blow of memories made Qin Haiyao's body soft and weak. She completely collapsed in Ruan Yihan's arms and surrendered to her lips.
A long, long time passed.
Ruan Yihan let go of Qin Haiyao, and the moment she let go of her, her mind went blank.
What is she doing
I had restrained myself for so long just to keep a distance from Xiao Hai, but... how did she kiss her
This... But Qin Haiyao also said that this is a reward for treatment. She wouldn't just rely on her like this, right
Qin Haiyao's hands slowly wrapped around Ruan Yihan, and she said in that nasal voice that no one could resist: "Mr. Ruan, you know that I have lived in the countryside since I was a child. I am very conservative. I am almost thirty years old, but I am still a virgin. This is also my first kiss, so you must be responsible for me."
Ruan Yihan:
Qin Haiyao continued: "Originally, I don't want to put such private matters in the open, and I don't want to use them to control you, but who made you disobedient? Well, today is the first day of your psychological treatment. Now you immediately close your eyes and sleep well. I am tired too." She yawned, rubbed her head against Ruan Yihan's neck, and said something that was enough to make President Ruan's heart break: "Tomorrow will start the second day of treatment, be good."
Seeing Qin Haiyao falling asleep in her arms, Ruan Yihan was so angry that her teeth were itching but she could do nothing. She reached for her phone and sent a message to Jiang Zhenyue.
—When did Xiao Hai learn psychology? ! ! !
Didn't I tell Yueyue everything? How could such important news be omitted
Jiang Zhenyue was smoking and painting at home at the moment. After receiving Ruan Yihan's message, he replied very quickly.
—Bullshit, Xiao Hai has never studied psychology during this period. Why are you telling me about the holiday in the middle of the night? Do you want me to tell Xiao Hai and let her kill you? !
Ruan Yihan: … … …