If Life Were Only as It Was at First Meeting

Chapter 80

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Ruan Yihan’s method of cold war is very simple.

—That means I pretend not to see it even if I see it, and I pretend not to hear you when you talk to me.

When they were little, she and Yueyue had a cold war like this. It seemed that the quarrel was caused by fighting over a doll. However, Miss Jiang had such an arrogant personality that she was blocked at the door and beaten up, and then she became obedient.

But Yueyue is Yueyue, and Xiaohai is Xiaohai.

After she figured out why Ah Han was in a bad mood, on the one hand, she felt happy and relieved that the stubborn guy finally came to his senses. But on the other hand, she felt uncomfortable.

During this year, she had long been accustomed to Ruan Yihan, accustomed to falling asleep in her arms, accustomed to seeing her mumbling while sleeping on her legs, and accustomed to bullying her and being bullied by her.

It was like a touch of brilliant color in her black and white life.

And now, that color was throwing a tantrum and she had no way to deal with it.

Military training accommodation is in a four-person room.

For the three of them plus Xiao Hai, the two bunk beds would have been perfect.

Moreover, Ruan Yihan's upper bunk had been idle since she came over, with a bunch of miscellaneous items thrown on it. She was used to sleeping with Xiao Hai, and the two of them always squeezed into one bed.

During the morning training, Ruan Yihan didn't look at Xiaohai. She was half a head taller than Xiaohai and was at the end of the team.

Ruan Yihan really stood out in the team with her looks, her temperament, and the hint of indifference between her eyebrows.

It wasn't just Xiao Hai who couldn't help but secretly go and see. From time to time, people from other classes would ask about Ruan Yihan, but when they heard that she was the daughter of Ruan's boss, everyone kept silent.

Ruan Yihan is a very sullen person. When she is in a bad mood, she will naturally look sullen.

But it is like this, with a little more charm than usual.

Her facial features are naturally a little cold, with her eyebrows raised and her impatient look, which can charm anyone to death.

Originally, she had agreed to join the basketball club. The club president Shen Ruoxi had come to Ruan Yihan several times, but Ruan Yihan was firm in her attitude: "No, no, no!"

There was no way she could play basketball in the same club as Xiaohai's boyfriend.

She was just there to join in the fun, why was she making herself unhappy

Just kidding, she wanted to play basketball, and all she had to do was make a phone call and so many people would accompany her.

Does she deserve to endure that

Shen Ruoxi wanted to keep her, but Ruan Yihan got angry and left with the ball without saying a word, leaving her alone in embarrassment.

And very strange.

Since Ahan stopped going to the basketball club, Xiaohai also stopped practicing basketball. Although her skills were noticed by the school team, she still declined.

There is no Ahan.

What was she going there for

When she was young, her mother forced her to learn many of her skills and abilities.

But as he grew up, Xiaohai's study path unknowingly turned into a path to eliminate his love rivals.

During rest time.

Xiao Hai sat there alone with his head down. Jiang Zhenyue and Wangwang saw him and felt a little distressed.

Ah Han has such a bad temper that she must be allowed to react on her own.

Ruan Yihan has never lacked friends, even without a trio. She is also good friends with the sports committee member Zhang Tian.

Zhang Tian was a special student recruited for sports. She was a rare girl who had to lower her head in front of Ruan Yihan. She was quite mature. She looked at Ruan Yihan while smoking a cigarette: "What's going on? Did you have a fight with Xiaohai?"

Apart from Qin Haiyao, Zhang Tian has never seen anyone who can move Ruan Yihan.

Ruan Yihan was cold and in a bad mood. Besides the fact that Xiaohai was in a relationship and didn't tell her, there was another reason.

She fell into inexplicable panic and guilt.

She felt... that her feelings towards Xiao Hai seemed a little off... that possessiveness...

It seems to have gone beyond the boundaries of ordinary sisters.

The Qin family and the Ruan family have always been on good terms.

Just like her and Qin Yi, although they didn't play together since childhood, she still treated her as a younger sister.

I heard that she would help anyone who bullied her to vent their anger.

And Yueyue.

That was her childhood friend who grew up with her, and they really treated each other like sisters.

But she is getting along well with others, so she doesn't feel that bad.

Why is it different when it comes to Xiaohai

Ruan Yihan began to think deeply about this issue these days, and the vague reasons she had sensed made her uneasy.

Zhang Tian raised his eyebrows: "If you are unhappy, let's sneak out and have a party at night. I will call some beauties for you."

Ruan Yihan was speechless, "Can you please stop being so social?"

Zhang Tian was happy. She patted Ruan Yihan on the shoulder and said, "No way, Ah Han, you are the future President Ruan after all. Why are you acting so pure? Don't you like older sister types? There are several young artists who want to meet you."

High school is indeed quite different from junior high school.

Especially in private high schools like theirs, there are many vested interests involved.

Zhang Tian felt that Ruan Yihan was really an oddity among them.

Rich girls, what kind of people are there in their circle

Zhang Tianke had seen many people who wanted to get close to Ruan Yihan, either because of her background or because of her beauty, but what about her? She was like a blind person who was not moved at all.

Zhang Tian and several other friends began to suspect that there was something wrong with Ahan.

If you don’t fall in love during your prime youth, are you really going to use it to study every day

They are all family businesses, and when they reach the second year of high school, they will generally receive education as heirs. By that time, it will be difficult for them to have a passionate and unrestrained love affair.

A wealthy family, how could it be as good as imagined? What matters is that the family is well matched.

But if they are really a good match, the other party must be a young lady or a rich boy, and who knows how proud and arrogant he might be.

How could it be better to talk about things as freely as we do now without any scruples and considerations

Ruan Yihan didn't care, but that didn't mean she didn't understand anything. When she heard Zhang Tian say that, she waved her hands irritably, "What a sister-type nonsense."

Zhang Tian took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it to Ruan Yihan: "Are you still pretending?"

Ruan Yihan doesn't know how to smoke at all, and she doesn't want to smoke. But Xiaohai is so obsessed with mysophobia that he would be unhappy if he smelled it.

Zhang Tian raised her eyebrows and looked at the people who were looking over from a distance. She smiled with a bit of evil in her eyes, "Ah Han, tell me the truth, are you so chaste and self-disciplined for the sake of your sister Xiao Hai?"

Ruan Yihan's face suddenly turned red, and she looked at Zhang Tian angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Zhang Tian looked at her and laughed non-stop, "What do you mean by nonsense? Xiao Hai is your serious "sister."

Zhang Tian pronounced the word "sister" very heavily.

Those words seemed to have piercing power, rumbling on the eardrums of the prickly Ruan Yihan. Her brain was roaring, as if something was pierced, piercing her heart accurately and forcefully.

she…

Almost panicked.

Ruan Yihan snatched a cigarette from Zhang Tian, lit it and put it in her mouth.

She was so panicked that her hands were shaking even when she was lighting the fire.

This scene.

The whole view was captured by Xiao Hai.

Her expression changed, and Wangwang was also surprised: "Ahhan is still smoking?"

Jiang Zhenyue knew Zhang Tian well. She was speechless: "It's that Zhang Tian who doesn't teach well. He goes out to have fun every day and takes all kinds of people to check into hotels."

ah

Wangwang was relatively innocent. She couldn't believe it: "But we are only in the first year of high school."

What happened to the first year of high school

Jiang Zhenyue looked at Xiao Hai. Xiao Hai stared at Ruan Yihan. She saw her look at her and then quickly turn her head away. She bit her lip and took a deep breath.

It's time to rest at night.

Ruan Yihan was even simpler. She just pushed the things on the bed with her hands and piled them all under her feet, then carried the basin to take a shower.

During military training, she sometimes had to take a bath three times a day. Her cleanliness obsession was unmatched.

Xiao Hai had been sitting on the chair looking at her, his gaze was direct and hot, without any hesitation.

But Ahan acted as if he didn't see her, and even turned a corner when passing by her.

Xiao Hai said nothing and just watched Ruan Yihan leave. She sighed softly, stood up and climbed onto the bed.

She folded her clothes one by one and put all her small items like lipstick and mascara into her makeup bag.

Jiang Zhenyue looked at Xiao Hai: "You've spoiled her too much!"

Look at Ahan, he is just like an old man.

Xiao Hai didn't say anything. She knew that if she didn't come over to help Ruan Yihan clean up, she would have to make do with this for the night.

After taking a shower, Ruan Yihan stared at her clean and tidy bed with changed sheets for a long time. She lowered her head to look at Xiaohai who was sitting on the lower bunk.

Xiaohai was reading an English book. The orange light shone on her body, giving her a layer of warm gold.

Ruan Yihan's heart beat faster. She had just finished taking a shower and suddenly felt a little dry in the mouth.

Once something sprouts in your heart, many details that once made you smile become different.

Xiao Hai knew that Ahan was looking at her, and also knew that she was swallowing her saliva. She couldn't help but feel her face slightly hot and her heartbeat quickened.

She knew Ruan Yihan's awkward and arrogant personality, and knew that she would be in a bad mood for several days.

She originally planned to just keep waiting silently until one day, Ah Han would come to his senses.

But now, the situation seems to be much better than she expected.

Ruan Yihan lay in bed, unable to fall asleep. She felt that Xiao Hai must have put something on her bed. Why did it smell like her

Xiao Hai went to take a shower. Looking at Ruan Yihan's clothes, which were still covered with detergent foam after she washed them herself, he silently pulled them off for her and washed them again in warm water.

Jiang Zhenyue was brushing her teeth beside her. "You really dote on her too much."

Although Ruan Yihan thinks she is lazy, she has high demands. She likes her clothes to have the scent of lavender.

The laundry detergent Xiao Hai chose also had a lavender scent. She said softly, "I'll need to wear it for training tomorrow."

Like someone.

Give it your all without regrets.

Xiao Hai has gotten used to it. Perhaps it is because she has been lonely for too long since she was a child. She doesn’t know how to be nice to someone, and she doesn’t know what to say. She can only do it silently.

The next day was still a day of cold war.

There is still one day left until the end of military training.

The training also gradually became loose.

At night, there was even a party, with a group of children laughing and playing.

Ruan Yihan was holding a guitar in her arms. She had drunk some fruit wine, her voice was hoarse, and her eyes were glowing under the light.

Whatever she learns is different from Xiaohai's, she always studies it with a playful attitude.

Although I have mastered it, I am not proficient in it yet.

She held a guitar, her long hair dancing in the wind, looking a bit unruly and chic.

With her height, sitting on a high chair and playing the guitar, she really looked a little more charming than usual.

In the past, Ruan Yihan sang love songs just for fun or to relax according to the trend.

But now, she actually understood what was written in it.

It was not the first time that Xiao Hai saw Ruan Yi Han singing with a guitar, but this time, she actually saw a hint of sadness in her eyes.

The song is over.

Everyone followed suit and applauded.

Ruan Yihan, however, seemed a little drunk as she staggered towards the basketball court. Zhang Tian had already told her over the past few days that Xiaohai was not in a relationship and that the rumors on the Internet on campus were indeed just gossip.

Logically speaking, now that the misunderstanding has been resolved, she should be happy, right

But for some reason her heart was still rolling up and down and couldn't stop.

Especially Xiao Hai...

Xiao Hai she...

In Ruan Yihan's previous heart, Xiaohai was her elder sister. She was weak and docile, she often cried secretly at night, and she needed her protection.

But tonight, looking into her eyes, Ruan Yihan felt something strange in her heart.

She is no longer herself.

And Xiaohai is no longer just a simple sister.

She couldn't even help but slap herself in the face. She didn't know why she had such a feeling. It was inexplicable and turbulent, and she couldn't stop it at all.

At night, when she returned to the dormitory, everyone turned off the lights.

Yueyue also drank quite a bit of wine. It was said that a bold boy confessed his love to her tonight and even pulled her back, causing her to kick him into the gutter and almost hurt his leg.

Now, it really seems like what Wangwang and Zhang Tian said.

In the carefree first year of high school, the pressure of academics seems not to have arrived yet, and the fear of the future is still far away from them.

What they need to do is enjoy life to the fullest.

What is the definition of enjoyment when one person enjoys something

Ruan Yihan grabbed the railing and climbed onto the bed. Xiaohai had been waiting for her to come back. Seeing her staggering, he was afraid that she would fall, so he wanted to help her up. Ruan Yihan pushed her hand away again: "Don't touch me."

Xiao Hai just grabbed her hand, but she felt something was wrong. This feeling was so torturous that she was about to go crazy.

What's that little bit of fruit wine

Ruan Yihan felt as if she was drunk, with a fire burning inside her body that was about to tear her young body apart, as if a monster would run out of it and grab Xiao Hai tightly.

That was the first time in my life.

Xiao Hai saw Ruan Yi Han staring at her with red eyes.

There was no longer a smile or tenderness in her eyes, but a suppressed fire and a faint... desire.

The gaze was so intense that Xiao Hai's heart beat faster. She withdrew her hand as if it was burned. Ruan Yihan lay straight on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.

Ahan is a person who has always been vain when it comes to eating, drinking and having fun since he was a child.

Nowadays, once people are infected with desire, the addictive and suffocating feeling will spread like water and penetrate every pore.

Ruan Yihan was dreaming.

In her dream, she seemed to have returned to her home with Xiaohai.

The two of them were still lying on the big bed, and she was holding Xiaohai and chatting about daily life as usual.

But gradually, the moonlight lingered.

Ruan Yihan's hand, which was originally patting Xiaohai's back, changed position. She leaned under Xiaohai, staring at her with burning eyes.

Xiao Hai has also changed.

Her long hair was loose, and she looked helpless and fragile.

Ruan Yihan looked at her with a wicked smile on her face. She even saw Xiao Hai crying and sobbing, "Slow down, please, slow down."

Wake up.

It's not daybreak yet.

Ruan Yihan picked up her phone and saw that it was only twelve o'clock. She took a deep breath, thought about the dream, and felt like she was going crazy.

What on earth is she doing?!

That's Xiao Hai! What did she do? !

Staring at the ceiling and relaxing for a while, Ruan Yihan stood up, feeling that she needed a cold shower.

At this point, everyone has just fallen asleep.

Ruan Yihan climbed down from the bed carefully. She almost subconsciously looked at Xiaohai. Xiaohai was also sleeping, but he didn't seem very sound, with a frown on his face.

Ruan Yihan's heart skipped a beat and her breathing became a little disordered.

Xiao Hai like this... If it were any other time, she would definitely gently smooth her eyebrows.

But now, her mind was filled with the sound of her crying and trembling.

"Slow down, please, slow down..."

Shaking her head to get rid of the impure thought, Ruan Yihan tapped her phone. She originally wanted to use the light to go out, but unexpectedly she saw a WeChat message.

It was sent by Zhang Tian.

—Come out and have fun, Ahan. I have set up a team for you.

Zhang Tian has always wanted to get Ruan Yihan into their team, but has never succeeded. She feels that Ruan Yihan has been in a bad mood recently, so this is a good opportunity.

Ruan Yihan lowered her voice so low that only she could hear it. She replied irritably with two words, "No." After taking a deep breath, Ruan Yihan turned around and was about to leave. Suddenly, her waist felt tight and someone hugged her.

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