If Life Were Only as It Was at First Meeting

Chapter 86

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—Your first kiss is mine.

Xiao Hai stared at Ruan Yihan. Although he was still angry, after the kiss, he seemed to have calmed down a lot.

Ruan Yihan touched her lips and looked at Xiaohai in disbelief and shock.

She...she kissed herself

Xiao Hai was so jealous that he lost his mind and dared to kiss Ruan Yihan. Now, her heart was beating wildly and her eyes were sore.

Why was she so surprised? Didn't she like herself

If you don't like her, why do you keep being jealous

Ah Han...

There was a long silence.

After an unknown amount of time, Ruan Yihan turned around stiffly and said, "Let's go home."

Her heart was beating as fast as mashed eggplant with garlic, and it felt like it was going to rot. She had no idea how to face Xiao Hai.

This... is not quite the same as what she imagined her first kiss to be. Shouldn't she be the one taking the lead and pressing Xiao Hai down, or kissing him over and over in a particularly romantic environment

How did it become Xiao Hai who suppressed her

She felt a little unhappy, but...she had to admit that Ruan Yihan felt a little secretly happy in her heart. If Xiao Hai hadn't been right behind her, she would have jumped up!

She just knows that her charm has no limits!

Xiao Hai would never like that pretty boy!

The one she likes is herself, Ruan Yihan!

Xiao Hai looked at her, "Ah Han..."

Ruan Yihan said coldly: "Go home."

She really had to try hard to control her facial features and not laugh. Today's incident was already a bit embarrassing, and Ruan Yihan felt that she had to show some dignity.

After returning home, Ah Han called Uncle Wang Lin.

After all, both of them had been drinking, so they had to find a driver to pick them up or take a taxi or something, which she felt was not very clean.

The car window was rolled down, Ruan Yihan felt the cool wind and hummed a little tune in her heart.

Her Xiao Hai likes her... With her personality, he still forced the kiss on her. How cute must she be to make her like him so much? Isn't she afraid that she will lose her temper with him

Should she tell him right away that she likes her too

Wouldn't that mean they were in premature love? Would it affect Xiaohai's studies

Oh, that shouldn’t happen. At worst, she can just study hard like she did during the high school entrance exam and become a good student together with Xiaohai, right

So... this is what it feels like to be in love with someone.

Ruan Yihan touched her lips, her heart bursting with joy, that feeling just now... the real touch was much better than the one in the dream.

Xiao Hai looked at Ruan Yihan from time to time, feeling mixed emotions.

Ahaan sat on the right and she sat on the left.

There was a distance between the two of them.

In the past, when they got in the car, they always sat together, either holding hands or she leaning on Ahan.

Looking at her cold expression... Is she angry

How could a proud person like her allow herself to be kissed by force

If it weren't for the feelings we've had since childhood, maybe... she wouldn't even say another word to me, right

Two children, completely two mindsets.

After returning home, Ruan Yihan went to take a shower. She smelled of cigarettes and alcohol, and she felt she couldn't stand it.

Xiao Hai waited silently. She was so depressed at this moment. She imagined that Ah Han went into the bathroom and took a shower, perhaps just to wash off the traces on his mouth.

But she doesn't regret it.

Xiao Hai took a deep breath.

Maybe it's still too fast.

Ah Han couldn't accept it all at once.

But she can wait, even if... he clings to her shamelessly, she will not leave.

Xiao Hai was so upset in the bedroom that he felt like he was going to explode.

Ruan Yihan was humming a little tune in the bathroom while applying slippery bubbles all over her body, making herself smell good. While washing her face, she touched her lips for a long time.

It's amazing. If the bathroom hadn't been so fast, Ruan Yihan would have danced a samba in there.

oops.

Xiaohai really likes her.

I love it so much.

Ruan Yihan covered her face. After washing, she looked at herself in the mirror and touched her lips. What was that smell like? Jelly

Ah Han was too excited about what happened tonight, and she had all kinds of little plans in her mind, which she couldn't sort out for the moment. She didn't know how to treat Xiao Hai, so she just continued to keep a cold face.

Xiao Hai came out of the shower and blow-dried his hair. He looked at Ruan Yihan lying on the bed with her hair wrapped, walked over, and blow-dried her hair as well.

A little tired, a little excited.

The thing that had been on her mind for a long time was suddenly broken by something that no one expected. Under Xiao Hai's massage, Ruan Yihan fell asleep. She was even mumbling something as if she was blowing bubbles.

Xiao Hai stared at her for a while, she tucked the quilt in for her and spoke softly beside her.

"Ah Han, I like you. I like you so much, so much, so much, so much..."

She should have confessed her feelings first, and shouldn't have kissed her without her permission.

It's just... she can't control herself.

She remembered that her father once told her that her mother had a strong possessive and controlling desire in her bones, and even he was afraid of it.

She didn't understand at the time and even felt a little disgusted.

Now look, she is like that too.

The careless Ruan Yihan has already met Xiaohai in her dream.

She dreamed of a sea of flowers again.

In the middle of the flowers, Xiao Hai was lying there. She was wearing black stockings and a super sexy ruby red dress. When the wind blew, the peach blossoms in her eyes blossomed. She hooked her finger and smiled sweetly: "Ah Han, come~"

Ahan died once in his dream.

This time, it is probably a spring dream in the true sense.

The voice in the dream, her frown, her low moan, her hands clasped on my back...

Ruan Yihan saw it clearly, she was fascinated by it, and her movements rose and fell with her.

I have no idea.

Xiao Hai didn't sleep that night. He looked at Ah Han over and over again, gently tracing her eyebrows with his fingertips.

She is worried about gain and loss...

She was afraid that Ahan would really ignore her forever.

The next day Jiang Zhenyue went to the house for dinner.

Seeing that Ah Han and Xiao Hai were still the same and had not recovered, she was a little puzzled and kicked Ruan Yi Han: "What's wrong? Are you still angry?"

It can't be that serious, Ah Han, are you that jealous

Ruan Yihan was lying lazily on the chair, seemingly unconcerned, but actually she was looking through some knowledge.

Ever since she met Xiao Hai, she has never been able to hold her back straight.

Let’s talk about studying first. They are definitely not on the same level. No matter how hard a rookie works, he can never catch up with the talented masters.

What about other skills? Xiao Hai knows everything she knows, even to a high level, and she also knows everything she doesn't know.

Speaking of physical fitness and stamina...

She used to think she had good physical strength, so how come Xiao Hai made her unable to move last night

Her current page is all checked.

What is t and what is p.

What is the top and what is the bottom.

What is 1 and what is 0.

After searching for a long time, Ruan Yihan was confident that her WeChat nickname could be changed.

—The attack is so powerful.

Ruan Yihan was still immersed in her own little thoughts. Seeing her arrogant look, Jiang Zhenyue didn't bother to pay attention to her. She walked over to look at Xiaohai and asked, "Why didn't you go to class?"

Xiao Hai didn't say anything. She looked at Ruan Yihan and her eyes turned red.

I haven't spoken to her for a whole day. She has been holding her phone and looking at it. I don't know if she is chatting with some girl.

Jiang Zhenyue sighed, feeling a little distressed when she saw Xiao Hai like this, "Let's go, let's go for a walk."

Xiao Hai nodded. She didn’t want to stay in the room anymore. It was too uncomfortable.

Yueyue took Xiaohai to the coffee shop.

Xiao Hai had been feeling better along the way, but after ordering a cup of kumquat, she looked at the drink and remembered something, and she almost cried again.

Ouch.

Jiang Zhenyue looked at Xiao Hai and said, "This relationship is really not a good thing."

She used to look at Xiao Hai coldly and silently, keeping her distance from everyone, and it seemed that nothing could concern her. Even when she was bullied, she had no reaction and looked indifferent.

But now, it was because of Ruan Yihan that she became so vulnerable.

Xiao Hai lowered his head: "She is angry."

She also couldn't tell Yueyue that she had forcefully kissed Ahan.

angry

Jiang Zhenyue took a bite of French fries and said, "You just have to get used to it. She has a typical spoiled second-generation rich personality. She's angry about 300 days out of 365 days a year."

Xiao Hai: …

"I grew up with her naked ass." Jiang Zhenyue looked at Xiao Hai: "She is just like that. She is a soft and cute girl, but she has the self-confidence from nowhere and thinks she is the most powerful woman in the universe."

Xiao Hai: …

Although she didn't want to say it, she felt really satisfied and relieved when she heard Yueyue scolding Ahan.

"Oh, okay, Xiao Hai, isn't it just a small matter? Just let Ah Han worry about it herself. Her feelings for you are obvious." Jiang Zhenyue waved her hand, "Don't worry, don't worry. During the time you were injured, she was so affectionate and served you so carefully. What are you worried about? Don't say she is jealous. Even if you really like someone else, she will only cry. How can she really bear to give up on you?"

Xiao Hai looked at Jiang Zhenyue, and at that moment, she really felt that there was no place on Yueyue's body that did not shine.

Sometimes, people are just like that.

No matter how smart a person is, he will get confused when he falls in love.

A bystander sees more clearly.

Yueyue saw it much more deeply than her.

The two of them felt better.

Jiang Zhenyue also told Xiaohai about her views on love: "Although I have never been in a relationship, Xiaohai, my friends have been in relationships over the years. People say that campus romances don't last long. I feel that we are all too naive and don't know how to treat relationships."

Xiao Hai nodded. She suddenly felt like she had gotten to know Yueyue again today.

In the past... she had some thoughts about Jiang Zhenyue.

She felt resentful because of that time when Jiang Zhenyue looked at Ah Han with such a burning gaze after she came back from rescuing a stray kitten during that rainy day.

"Ahhan is a good girl, she's just a little awkward sometimes, give her some time."

After going out with Yueyue, Xiaohai relaxed a lot and his nerves were not so tense anymore.

They shopped for quite a while and even went to see a newly released movie.

And Ruan Yihan at home.

She sat on the bed, furious.

Zhang Tian and Wangwang both called her to ask her out to play, but she hung up on them all. She was so furious.

Where is Xiao Hai?? ! ! !

Where are the people

Is it so irresponsible

He forcefully kissed her and now he goes out and leaves her alone at home? ? ?

Doesn’t her conscience hurt

Was it because she was too nice to her in the past??? That’s why Xiao Hai had the illusion that she was a soft and weak girl who was easy to bully

Ruan Yihan was very angry.

She spent the entire afternoon increasing her anger.

When Xiaohai came back in the evening, she was carrying several bags in her hands. She also bought gifts for Suyun and Ruannian.

Ruan Yihan started to become proud again and said she would never go to the living room to meet Xiaohai on her own initiative.

She sat on the cold floor waiting for Xiaohai to come and coax her.

I waited for a long time, but no one showed up.

Instead, from the living room, there came the laughter of a family of three.

Xiao Hai has a good eye. She picked a silk scarf for Su Yun. She chose this scarf for a reason, because she had seen the strawberry marks on Aunt Su Yun's neck for several mornings, and she felt that this could cover it up.

She bought a fountain pen for Ruan Nian. The pen was not very expensive, but it was convenient and easy to use.

The two were so coaxed that they couldn't stop laughing. Xiao Hai looked into the house. Su Yun knew what she was thinking. She pouted at her and lowered her voice: "Go and coax him."

Isn't it to coax

Xiao Hai was holding a necklace in her hand. She had designed it some time ago and had it custom-made. When she and Yue Yue went to pick it up today, Yue Yue was so envious: "Xiao Hai, your girlfriend is so awesome. You even designed a token of love for her yourself?"

Token of love...

When he pushed open the door, Xiao Hai's heart beat faster.

A few seconds before she came in.

Ruan Yihan heard the footsteps and hurriedly got up from the floor. She ran to the windowsill, bent one foot, and looked out the window.

She struck a pose that was both melancholy and beautiful.

When Xiao Hai came in and saw Ruan Yi Han like this, she felt a little uncomfortable. She walked over slowly, "Ah Han."

With his empty hand, Xiao Hai tugged at the corner of Ruan Yihan's clothes.

When they had quarreled before, Ah Han promised her that he would never abandon her no matter what, and would never leave her alone no matter how angry he was.

Sure enough, it was a soft cry.

Although Ruan Yihan's face was still stern, the curve was much softer. She looked at Xiao Hai expressionlessly: "What are you doing?"

Xiao Hai stared at her for a while and said, "Close your eyes."

Ruan Yihan:!!!

Shit, he's going to kiss her again, right? She won't agree to that!

Who did Xiao Hai think she was? He wanted to kiss her just because he wanted to? She was still angry!

After thinking this angrily, Ruan Yihan slowly closed her eyes. Because of nervousness, she subconsciously licked her lips and swallowed her saliva.

Xiao Hai looked at her cute appearance and suddenly smiled, and his tense heart relaxed.

Yes, she was afraid of something.

This is Ahan.

It was Ah Han who never shed tears but could be sad and heartbroken for her all night long.

It was Ah Han, who had never asked for food from her since she was a child, but took care of her day and night without even closing his eyes because she was injured.

It was Ah Han, who couldn't stay idle for even a day but didn't go out for half a year just to accompany her.

Ruan Yihan was expecting it with her heart pounding, but after waiting for a long time, there was no movement on her lips, but she felt a slight chill on her neck.

She opened her eyes and looked down.

Xiaohai put a necklace with an "r" on it on its neck.

This necklace is very delicate, and the r is a bit of an artistic font.

Ruan Yihan's mouth almost curled up when she saw this, but she immediately turned stern again: "Hey, hey, hey, what are you doing?"

Is she the kind of person who would be promiscuous just because she is rich

Xiao Hai stared at her with her dark eyes, and the light in her eyes simply rippled into Ah Han's heart. She stared at her for a while and then reached out to hug Ruan Yihan: "This is a token of love, Ah Han, I love you."

At this age, few people use the word "love" to express their feelings.

Most of them use the word "like".

Ruan Yihan was originally full of pride and was still holding her head high, but when she heard the word "love", she was completely stunned.

Xiao Hai hugged her, put his head against her cheek, and whispered, "Ah Han, actually, I have never been very happy since I was a child."

This was the first time she told someone about her feelings.

Ruan Yihan felt a pain in her heart and reached out to hug her.

Xiao Hai said faintly, "I once read a quote by Hayao Miyazaki, he said there will always be someone who will make you forgive all the hardships that life has dealt with you before. Ah Han, you are that person for me."

Don't leave her.

Don't leave her either.

You are not allowed to kiss others.

Ruan Yihan's heart was filled with moisture. She hugged Xiaohai tightly. Xiaohai's bent posture was really uncomfortable, so she simply sat on Ruan Yihan's lap. She looked into her eyes and asked, "Do you... like me?"

Do you like it

Ruan Yihan stared at her for a moment and said softly, "Close your eyes."

The author has something to say: Well, having written this, Ye Zi thought about what happened between them in the past, and she really felt a little sorry for Xiao Hai.

Before I knew it, it’s already chapter 15 and I’m just about to enter my second year of high school.

Well, Ye Zi was thinking, should I just write until I graduate from high school.

Today is Saturday and we have a day off. Should Ye Zi take a rest or continue with the second update