Xia Yi didn't leave, he looked at her worriedly, and said: "Cen Ning, if you have any difficulties or unhappy things, you can tell me, I want to know, really."
Cen Ning's mind became muddled, she raised her eyes to look at Xia Yi, and said in a low voice: "Senior brother...you don't have to be so nice to me."
"I didn't treat you very well, I just wanted to help you."
Cen Ning shook his head: "This is my own problem, and there is nothing I can do to help. Besides, you have already helped me a lot, thank you."
"Don't tell me thank you." Xia Yi's complexion changed slightly, "I never asked for your thank you for everything I did to you."
Cen Ning was stunned for a moment, although he couldn't bear it, he still said: "Brother, I... can't give you what you want."
Xia Yi: "Don't be so sure, I said it before, let's understand and get in touch first, and then..."
"Don't delay." Cen Ning interrupted him, "Don't waste time either."
Xia Yi was very kind to her, and he was also a very good person. She also thought that if she knew him a lot, and if she got in touch with him a lot, she would slowly open her heart and fall in love with him.
She really tried to make herself like this, but, she couldn't seem to do it.
Cen Ning was a little disheartened. It turned out that liking it was really out of his control. When that person appears by your side, you can't ignore him no matter what.
"Cen Ning, are you, do you have someone you like?" Xia Yi asked with reddened eyes.
Cen Ning hesitated, nodded, "Yes."
"Then... is that the person just now?"
The images in my mind flashed one by one, and finally only the appearance of the man driving away remained. Cen Ning clenched his fists, although he didn't want to admit it was him, but at this moment he wanted to give Xia Yi an affirmative answer, a clean end.
"yes."
**
Cen Ning decided to quit the photography club. Of course, the main reason was not Xia Yi, but because she chose the Eternal Camera Club, and she really didn't have the energy to attend the activities of the photography club.
If you didn't go to the photography club, then in such a big campus, the chance of meeting Xia Yi would be close to zero.
And after they left each other that night, Xia Yi sent her a message. He said that he really liked her, but since she had a choice, he also wished her happiness.
Cen Ning's eyes were almost stung by such words, life is so short, there are very few people who really like you.
Such a warm and kind boy, she never had the chance to be with him. But she doesn't regret the decision that night, and she always believes that in the future, he will always meet the person who likes him wholeheartedly.
In the next few days, Cen Ning devoted all his attention to photography.
One day, Dabei told her that Eternal Camera Club had an extracurricular activity in Tibet recently, led by a professional teacher, and asked her if she was interested.
Cen Ning is naturally interested, so he has been making pre-departure preparations recently, and has to go through the leave process for the counselor.
During this period, she never called Yan Xingzhi.
She thought he must have been mad at her for not coming home with him that night.
Although she knew that what he said was right, and that Wei Pinfang was her mother, she had to make it clear and untie the knot in this matter, and it wouldn't do anything to keep dragging her head back.
But that day was too sudden, and her subconscious reaction was to refuse.
Now that she realized it, she felt cold for no reason.
"Hello, Ningning."
After class, Cen Ning stayed in the dormitory and called Zhang Ziyi, "What are you doing?"
"There is class in the afternoon, at school."
"Oh...by the way, how are you and Tang Zheng doing?"
"Him? What can I do with him, besides, I can do whatever I want now."
Cen Ning was about to be dazzled by her: "What are you talking about?"
"I mean this guy is missing again, and he can't even find him, what can he do?"
"Missing?"
"Oh, it's just a mission. I don't know where it is."
"Yeah… "
"you do not know?"
Cen Ning: "... how would I know."
"Words and deeds must have gone, how could you not know."
Cen Ning was speechless, and finally said in embarrassment: "We... quarreled."
Zhang Ziyi turned pale with shock: "Arguing?? When did you become so courageous, Cen Ning!"
Cen Ning: "Well, it's not considered a quarrel."
Cen Ning roughly told Zhang Ziyi about the camera, and after she finished speaking, Zhang Ziyi also advised her to go home and take a look. If she really wanted to choose photography, she had to let Wei Pinfang accept it.
After hanging up the phone, Cen Ning struggled for a while, and finally decided to pack up his things and go back to Yan's house.
When I was going downstairs with a backpack on my back, I happened to meet the dormitory auntie wandering around the door.
"Hello, Auntie."
Auntie in charge: "Hey, hello, where are you going?"
Cen Ning said, "Go home."
"Oh, then your boyfriend didn't come to pick you up today."
Cen Ning: "Huh?"
The auntie in charge said with a smile: "It's that handsome young man who helped you with your luggage last time. Auntie is very impressed. Your boyfriend is looking for you! You have a good eye!"
The person who helped her carry her luggage last time did what he said.
Cen Ning smiled at the corner of his mouth: "Auntie, what are you talking about, isn't that..."
"No? That kid told me last time that you are her girlfriend and you have too much luggage, so I came here to help you carry it."
Cen Ning froze, and instantly felt her heart beating so fast that she almost couldn't bear it.
"No... Auntie, did you hear me wrong?"
Auntie Suguan clicked her tongue and said dissatisfiedly: "Auntie is not old, and there is no problem with her ears."
**
Cen Ning was in a daze on the way home by car, girlfriend? He said she was his girlfriend
How is it possible, didn't he say that he was talking about his sister that day...
Cen Ning raised his hand to touch his face, his cheeks were hot.
While she was terrified, she calmed down and thought again, presumably he just said it casually, just for the convenience of going upstairs.
Cen Ning didn't dare to continue to think wildly, because she saw through some things too early and was hurt, so she was very afraid of repeating the same mistakes.
Before he knew it, he arrived at the door of the house. Cen Ning put away his messy emotions, took a deep breath, and entered the door.
"Oh, Ningning! You're back, Auntie misses you so much." Aunt Chen came out of the kitchen and rushed over to hug her without drying her hands.
Cen Ning's eyes became hot: "I'm sorry, Aunt Chen..."
"Silly boy, I understand what you say sorry to me."
Cen Ning looked around: "Where is Grandpa?"
"Grandpa is in the study, go in and say hello."
"Um."
Cen Ning put down his backpack and knocked on the door of the study.
Yan Guofeng also felt sorry for her, and after comforting her back and forth, he asked her to go back to the small building and tell Wei Pinfang well, if it still didn't work, he would make the decision for her.
Cen Ning was so moved that he planned to go back to the small building after he came out. "Ningning, wait."
Cen Ning turned around: "What's wrong, Aunt Chen."
"this is for you."
Cen Ning looked down at the black square bag in Aunt Chen's hand, and was taken aback for a moment: "This is..."
"It was left before Xingzhi left, he said, if you come back, I will give you this."
Cen Ning was very familiar with this kind of bag, her heart trembled, and she slowly opened the zipper.
Inside was a new type of professional SLR. Cen Ning knew this one, and she had seen it several times in the store, but because of the high price, she never thought of buying it.
"camera… "
"Yeah, as you said, it's better to keep the camera your father left you, or it won't be worth it if it's completely damaged someday."
Cen Ning didn't expect that his words and deeds would help her think of this, or that he had already planned it that day when she sent the camera to be repaired. For a moment, Cen Ning didn't know what the right reaction was, but he felt a little guilty about what happened between the two of them at the school gate that day.
"When did he buy it?"
"I don't know about it. Anyway, I came back before the mission and told me these things." Aunt Chen stuffed the whole camera bag into her arms, "You can take it first, Xingzhi bought it for you specially. .You, just listen to him and put your father's away."
Cen Ning slowly hugged the camera bag tightly: "Thank you, Aunt Chen."
"Thank you, tell me when Xingzhi comes back." Aunt Chen said with a smile, "He loves you so much, Xingyao doesn't even know how jealous he is."
Cen Ning showed an ugly smile: "Then I'll go back first."
"Okay, let's go."
I don't know why, holding the camera given to her by words and deeds in her arms, the moment she walked in the door, all the panic she was full of was gone.
Cen Ning changed his slippers just as Wei Pinfang came out of the room.
The two looked at each other, and the air was a little awkward.
"I'm back." Wei Pinfang finally spoke first.
Cen Ning nodded, speechless.
Wei Pinfang glanced at her, and then at the things she held in her hand. Cen Ning noticed her gaze, summoned up his courage and said, "Mom, I want to clarify what happened last time."
"Make it clear? I haven't come back for so long, now I finally want to make it clear?"
Cen Ning lowered his eyes: "I just want both of us to calm down before we talk. I know that you have misunderstood the photography industry because of Dad, but I want to tell you that everything is not what you think. This is not It is a kind of work, a kind of ideal, I can make money and live by it, I like it, mom, can you...can you not stop me. "
Wei Pinfang sat on the sofa. After listening to her, she was silent for a long time: "You never disobeyed me before."
Cen Ning raised his throat with all his heart, but insisted: "People will grow up, you are right. But if you still stop me, I will not give up."
"you-"
"I agree!"
Wei Pinfang was startled, and finally shook his head weakly: "You are just like your father, stubborn."
Cen Ning's eyes lit up: "You won't stop me, will you?"
Wei Pinfang sneered coldly: "You didn't say it yourself, and you won't give up if you stop you. Heh, I'm old, and with my current body, I can't make you angry a few times."
Cen Ning: "Mom..."
Wei Pinfang got up, walked to the room, turned around before entering, and asked coldly: "I just came back now, have you eaten at noon?"
Cen Ning nodded: "Eat."
"Oh." Wei Pinfang didn't say anything, walked into the room and closed the door.
Cen Ning stood stupidly for a long time, until her hands were a little sore, she slowly realized, and finally a very happy smile appeared on her face.
Although Wei Pinfang still hated it, her behavior just now meant that she would not stop her anymore.
Cen Ning happily ran into the room, took out his phone and pressed a dialog box for a person.
After writing a paragraph eloquently, he belatedly remembered that he couldn't bring his mobile phone with him when he was on mission, so he fumbled back and deleted it.
Cen Ningyang lay on the bed, laughing at his behavior.
When there is something worth being happy, the first thing she wants to share is still words and deeds.