If The Moon Won’t Hold You

Chapter 41: moonlight

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General Hospital of the Tibet Military Region of the Chinese People's Liberation Army.

"Doctor! Doctor!" In the ward, a man ran to the door impatiently after ringing the bell, "He moved! He seemed to wake up!"

Doctors and nurses came in one after another, and after a checkup, they said, "If you're awake, you'll be fine, don't worry."

"Thank you doctor."

Tang Zheng sat by the bed, his chest heaving violently: "Brother Yan, brother Yan, are you alright? Brother Yan?"

Words and deeds slowly opened his eyes, and the shadows gradually became clear where he entered his eyes.

"Tang Zheng."

"I, I am here!"

"Where is she?" His words and deeds looked sideways slightly, his voice was clearly faint, but his eyes were trembling violently.

Tang Zheng immediately realized who she was referring to, and hurriedly said, "Brother Yan, don't worry! Cen Ning is fine, she is in the next room."

Seeing her frowning, Tang Zheng immediately explained: "She has skin injuries all over her body, but she was shocked and frightened by the explosion. The doctor said she had a slight concussion and her body is relatively weak."

Words and deeds stretched out his hand to press his abdomen, struggling to get up: "It's nothing..."

"You can't get up, you can't get up." Tang Zheng and a few teammates around him held him down.

The veins on the forehead of words and deeds popped up: "Let me see her."

"Brother Yan, that girl is really fine." A team member on the side said, "You have been lying in bed for two days, and she came to see you in the morning."

There was a pause between words and deeds, and his expression finally calmed down a bit.

Tang Zheng: "Why don't I ask her to come over and show you!"

"Stop." Words and deeds gritted their teeth in pain, "Let her rest."

Tang Zheng sat back again: "Oh..."

"Speaking of which, isn't this girl a little too brave?" The team member on the side sighed, "An ordinary man would be scared to death, let alone a delicate little girl."

"Yeah, when we arrived, she was still hugging you tightly, covered in blood, I almost thought..."

"Shhh!" Tang Zheng glared at the man, "I almost missed something, what nonsense."

After speaking, he looked at Yan Xingzhi: "Brother Yan, this time, you owe someone your life."

The heart of words and deeds twitched violently, and looked at the ceiling without saying a word.

During the period of coma, he had a very short dream. But although the dream was short, it kept repeating.

She was injured, she disappeared, she died... over and over again, repeated over and over again, how many times he was lingering in the dream.

one life...

she wants

Can take away easily.

**

It was dusk when Cen Ning woke up.

"Ningning, you're awake." Xixi and Dabei came in from outside with dinner, "Let's eat."

Cen Ning nodded.

Xixi: "Everyone else has gone back today, but don't worry, Dabei and I will wait for you to feel better before we set off together."

Cen Ning: "Xixi, I don't need you to take care of anything, you and Dabei can go back first."

"How can you do this? You are a patient now, and even if Dabei and I go back two days earlier, we have to bury our heads in front of the computer to make photos, so it's the same here." Xixi handed her the chopsticks, "Besides, I like Lhasa very much, and it would be nice to stay a few more days."

Dabei: "That's right."

Cen Ning was touched and said, "Thank you..."

"We are colleagues and friends, what's the matter." Xixi said while eating, "And you are a hero this time, you saved Brother Bing!"

Cen Ning: "..."

"Cen Ning, you all know each other, right?"

Cen Ning lowered his eyes. Now that things are up to now, they are no longer on the mission in terms of words and deeds, so they can naturally say something.

"Well, I didn't deliberately hide it from you before, but I think they seem to be carrying out a secret mission, so I..."

"Oh, I understand, I understand, but..." Xixi smiled meaningfully, "How familiar are you? It can't be... a boyfriend!"

Cen Ning: "No."

"Then you must like him."

"..."

"Don't deny it. If you don't like it, how could you try your best to save him?"

After eating, Dabei and Xixi told her that Yanxingzhi was awake, and Cen Ning got out of bed in a hurry, and forced out of the ward under the obstruction of the two.

At this time, in the next ward, apart from his words and deeds, there was Tang Zheng.

Tang Zheng got up when he saw her coming: "Well, I'm going to buy some fruit."

With that said, he slipped out of the ward very wittily.

There were only the two of them left in the ward, Cen Ning looked up at him, and he was also looking at her.

There was a distance between the two, and suddenly neither of them spoke in a tacit understanding.

After a long time, he lightly raised his hand before speaking and doing. His posture seemed to be waiting for her to put her hand in his.

With hot eyes, Cen Ning walked over slowly.

"Does it hurt?" The first sentence of words and deeds.

Cen Ning sat down beside his bed, and said in a low voice, "It's okay." After a pause, he added, "It's not as serious as you."

Words and deeds frowned: "How do you compare with me?"

Cen Ning: "..."

"Cen Ning, I don't know when you became so courageous." The tone of words and deeds was sharp, with a tendency to teach others.

Cen Ning gritted his teeth: "But, do you want me to watch you die?"

Words and deeds: "Then you don't look at the situation at that time, do you know if it is later, or if you can't hold me back, we will die there together!"

"Then let's die there together!" Cen Ning said suddenly.

He was stunned for a moment: "What did you say?"

Cen Ning's hand holding the bed sheet was trembling slightly, she looked at the words and deeds with red eyes: "I said, let's die there together, how can you let me live a normal life when you die in front of me, instead of being entangled in nightmares forever , rather than go back and don’t know how to explain, it’s better to die together!”

"Cen Ning!"

"You...don't go too far." Cen Ning couldn't bear the tears anymore, big tears flowed down and dripped on the back of his hands, instantly soaking them all up.

His words and deeds froze, and his heart felt like a knife was twisted in an instant.

"You shouldn't have gotten in the car in the first place." He reached out to wipe her tears, softly.

But Cen Ning couldn't hear anything. When he came to wipe her tears, she seemed to wake up suddenly from the thrilling life-and-death battle, and cried bitterly. It was the first time she cried so badly in such a big age.

Words and deeds pursed his lips tightly, stretched out his hand, and pressed her to his chest.

Cen Ning leaned against his arms through the quilt, crying uncontrollably.

"Sorry..." he said.

Cen Ning froze for a moment, then buried himself in the quilt and shook his head.

She has never regretted getting in that car, and she is extremely glad that she got in that car.

She still has reservations about what she said just now, she is afraid of being entangled in the nightmare, and afraid of going back to explain to Yan's family, but in fact, what she fears most is that she will never see him again, if there is no more words and deeds in this world...she actually I think it's nothing to remember.

What a horrible thought.

Words and deeds stroked her hair, letting her cry on his chest. When she finally had the tendency to stop, he said hoarsely: "Don't cry, she's not dead yet."

Cen Ning froze, and stared at him with red eyes.

The little girl had never shown such a ferocious expression before. After she was stunned by her words and deeds, she felt her heart soften a lot, "Thank you."

Cen Ning sniffed, turned his head angrily and said, "No, I will contribute to the country."

In words and deeds: "Huh?"

"It's not easy to train someone like you. If you die, it will cause a lot of loss to the country." Cen Ning took a tissue and wiped away his tears casually, "So you don't need to say thank you."

He laughed at his words and deeds: "Well, yes, then I won't say it myself, but I have to thank you for the country and the people."

Cen Ning: "..."

Words and deeds took the paper in her hand and wiped it for her: "Then tell me, thank you."

Seeing that he was really serious, Cen Ning curled his lips speechlessly.

Looking at her without blinking in words and deeds, he said slowly: "Thank you for giving you this life for the country, how about it?"

Cen Ning blinked his eyes, his voice was not so smooth after crying: "What do I want your life for?"

He smiled at his words and deeds: "You can do anything."

**

A few days later, her words and deeds improved, and she had to be transferred from this hospital to get better treatment.

So, Cen Ning returned to Beijing with them.

The task of words and deeds was meritorious, and he was seriously injured for it, so the organization approved a long period of rest.

When words and deeds arrived in Beijing to go to the hospital for tests on various physical indicators, Cen Ning went back to school.

"Ningning! You're back, are you alright?" The roommates swarmed after seeing her come back, "You said you were injured in Tibet and couldn't come back, you scared us to death."

"Yeah yeah."

Cen Ning: "I'm fine, don't you see that I'm fine now?"

"Hey, that's good."

"How are things going in class these days?"

Because her time limit for asking for leave has passed, her roommates have to sign in for classes these days, and the teacher also asks them to roll the roll. In fact, she could also choose to explain the situation to the counselor, but she was worried that the teacher would inform the family about this, so she didn't do that. "It's okay, it's okay, I'm all fooling around!" Chen Miao smiled, "I'm going out, I can't solve anything, but I have homework recently, it's due the day after tomorrow, so hurry up."

"Well, okay, thank you."

"It's easy to talk, remember to buy a cup of milk tea."

"Of course."

After the afternoon class, Cen Ning wanted to go back to Yan's house, because she expected to go home to cultivate after her words and deeds.

When going downstairs, Cen Ning ran into the housekeeper's aunt again.

"I haven't looked at you these days, are you going to play with your boyfriend?" The housekeeper's aunt looked very understanding, Cen Ning responded casually, and hurried out.

After she came out, she suddenly remembered what her aunt had said before. She said that what she said when she helped her with her luggage was to help her girlfriend with her luggage.

Cen Ning stood at the door of the dormitory building, his face suddenly burning again. In Lhasa Hospital, she always felt weird after he said that, and it caused weirdness for the next few days.

Is he going to make a promise with his body, or...premeditated

Cen Ning trembled, frightened by his own bold thoughts. Because no matter what it was, it was enough to give her goosebumps.

hum—

The phone vibrated suddenly, and Cen Ning took it out to have a look, it was precisely because of her words and deeds.

"Hello-"

"where."

"School." Cen Ning said, "But, but I'm going home now."

"Don't go back."

"ah?"

"The car is at the door, come here."

Cen Ning was puzzled: "Where are you going?"

Words and deeds: "I don't want them to know about my injury, so I live outside during this time. In my current situation, it's not convenient to be alone."

Cen Ning was stunned: "Then me?"

"Live with me."