If The Moon Won’t Hold You

Chapter 45: moonlight

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In a daze, there was a sudden chill on the back of his neck.

Cen Ning subconsciously wanted to turn around, but he stretched out his hand and patted the back of her head in words and deeds: "Don't move."

Cen Ning sat upright, his hands on his thighs tightened his grip on the fabric.

There is no distraction in words and deeds, and the painting is very careful and serious. He dipped his fingers in the ointment, and stroked her skin carefully.

"The next time you encounter any danger, run first, you know."

Cen Ning remained motionless, and responded in a low voice when he heard the voice from behind.

After painting the neck, Yan Xingzhi pulled down the clothes a little more, and there was also a thin scar on the left side of the shoulder blade, but fortunately, this one was much lighter than the one on the back of the neck.

His face remained unchanged in words and deeds, his eyes flicked over the pink tape, as if he didn't see it, and continued to apply the medicine.

Cen Ning's face at this moment should be described as tomato red, his left shoulder was pulled down, and his entire shoulder was naked. Exposed outside, a pink inside. The belt was ambiguous and embarrassing in the air.

She pursed her lips tightly, and could feel his fingertips sliding over her skin, causing tremors.

"What else?" He stopped talking and asked.

There are also two spots on the waist and abdomen. If you want to apply medicine, you will have to take off the whole nightgown to the end. Cen Ning couldn't bear the situation now, let alone that.

"It's gone!" Cen Ning immediately jumped up from the sofa, but before standing for a second, he was pulled back by the man behind him.

She slammed into his chest with inertia, and Yan Dezhi stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, pushing her a little away, "Be careful, don't rub all the medicine you just applied on me."

Cen Ning: "..."

Who is to blame? You didn't give me a hand.

"Really gone?"

The posture at the moment completely embraced her in words and deeds, and as she spoke, heat sprayed on Cen Ning's ears, she was startled, shrank as if she had been shocked: "It's gone..."

"lie."

Cen Ning kept silent.

Words and deeds smiled, and pinched her wrist: "Cen Ning, do you know that it's very obvious when you're lying?"

Cen Ning followed his arm and saw his fingers tightly locked together, he was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly let go.

"Where else?" This time, his voice was serious and cold.

Cen Ning turned his head to look at him, and his eyes fell into his eyes.

It's too close, it's so close that she's in a daze, it's so close that she doesn't want to listen to her cowardly heart, and it's too close that she doesn't want to carry out Zhang Ziyi's nonsensical but somewhat reasonable suggestion...

Maybe, just let it go.

She pulled his wrist away, took his fingers again, and led him to the back of her waist. He looked down at his words and deeds, understood, and reached out to get the ointment.

"Brother Xingzhi." Cen Ning said suddenly.

There was a pause between words and deeds, looking at her: "Huh?"

"In my first year of high school, you and grandpa were arguing in the study." Cen Ning said suddenly, "I was afraid that grandpa would beat you, so I secretly went to look out the window."

A stagnation of words and deeds.

Cen Ning lowered his eyes and said softly: "I heard you say that the relationship between me and you is just a promise from grandpa. You don't want grandpa to control you, let alone let him decide your future and your marriage. My existence... Just barely."

Putting down the ointment in words and deeds, he turned his head slightly, and looked at Cen Ning, as if he saw the scene she was talking about.

That day, the wind and snow were very heavy, and he and his grandfather had an argument about the special forces...

"So, I don't want to be your reluctance and burden. I, I decided long ago that I don't like you anymore. I don't know why you said you like me."

Cen Ning didn't intend to say these things today, maybe it was because of the environment, maybe it was his breath and body temperature in words and deeds, maybe it was his gentleness that could melt her, maybe these made her say it out of nowhere.

The variety show was still playing on the LCD TV, with laughter, applause, music... Zhizhi took a deep breath, his heart seemed to be pulled hard by someone suddenly, and he felt a sudden sharp pain.

He didn't know that there was still her in the snow outside the window that day.

"Cen Ning, what I said to grandpa that day hurt you unintentionally." Words and deeds frowned and didn't know how to explain it, because he didn't remember that day very deeply. All he remembered was that he wouldn't let grandpa interfere with his future. As for Cen Ning , Maybe when he saw her at first, he thought that grandpa's promise was ridiculous, but he never regarded her as reluctance.

"I just hope that grandpa won't interfere with my affairs by his means. I don't want him to interfere, but I can do it myself. It's not contradictory."

Cen Ning's pupils shrank slightly: "You—"

"So because you heard those words, you think I don't like you?" Words and deeds hooked their lips in a self-deprecating manner, "It seems that I have loved you for nothing since I was a child."

Cen Ning was startled suddenly, and in the end he had no choice but to call out instinctively, "Brother—"

"Hmm..." Words and deeds raised his brows, and suddenly interjected, "Hearing you call that at this time really feels a bit corrupt."

Cen Ning: "..."

With serious words and deeds, he stretched out his hand to hold her cheek, his eyes were dim and unclear: "After talking so much, can you give me back your heart?"

There was too much information tonight, and Cen Ning was completely stuck: "What's the matter?"

There was a sharp look in the eyes of words and deeds, and he almost gritted his teeth: "Xia, Yi."

Cen Ning came to his senses: "Him? I have nothing to do with him..."

"Really." The way of words and deeds, "Didn't you like him very much before?"

Cen Ning was very sincere, after listening to it, he pondered for a while, and said, "I was trying to like him—"

"Don't try."

"..."

The hostility in the eyes of words and deeds was prominent, and the hand stroking her chin slowly tightened: "Don't try."

Cen Ning blinked his eyes, just trying, but didn't start... He didn't let anyone finish the sentence.

"Did you hear that?"

Cen Ning hesitated, then nodded.

It was already over, let's talk about trying.

He breathed a sigh of relief in words and deeds, he didn't expect that he had cheated himself from the beginning to the end. But having said that, back then, his thoughts on her were not so clear. She was young at that time, and he just wanted to protect her.

Back then, Xin Zechuan said for a long time that he favored her. At that time, he himself still felt strange, did he prefer it, he just took care of it a little more.

Later, he didn't know when he had obvious thoughts on her, maybe he had ambushed a long time ago, so when he came back and saw her walking with another man, he would have those unspeakable depressions in his heart .

In the end, Cen Ning still let him continue to take the medicine, it had nothing to do with ambiguity, it was just a concern for solving the crux of the problem.

But after returning to the room at night, Cen Ning suffered from insomnia all night.

For some reason, she kept repeating things from her childhood. Especially the training space in the compound, there are too many memories there, there is always a person in her mind, he is sitting on the railing, the moonlight spreads a layer of crystal white light on him, he looks down at her, his face With a smile on his face.

"Child, do you know what a wife is?"

**

There was still morning class the next day, and Cen Ning listened to the teacher's lecture with two dark circles under his eyes.

As the end of the term approaches, every class is extremely important.

Cen Ning chose to major in English, which had nothing to do with photography, because of Wei Pinfang. Although she thought it was useless for taking pictures at first, she later felt that language might be very useful for her future photography.

After class, Cen Ning and his roommates went to eat together, and then they took books and went to the library together.

Cen Ning has put a lot of energy into photography recently, so he has to pay close attention to the final review. During dinner time, Cen Ning also went to the bakery downstairs in the library to buy a piece of bread to eat, and went back to his seat to read after eating.

While reciting a large volume of complex and difficult-to-remember professional words, the phone vibrated.

[What time will you be back?]

Out of words and deeds.

Cen Ning unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, and replied: [It will be late, I have a final exam, and I am in the library now.]Words and deeds: [Well, tell me if you are good, and I will pick you up.]Cen Ning:[I'll go back by myself]

Words and deeds: [It's too late, I'll pick you up]

"Oh, Cen Ning, what are you laughing at?" Suddenly, the roommate next to him came over and said.

Cen Ning quickly put away the phone: "Nope."

"Tsk tsk, look at this little expression," Chen Miao called the other two roommates to look over, "It must have been sent to you by a man, you are right."

"Yes, yes, yes, from the truth, do you have a boyfriend?"

"Reading." Cen Ning glanced at them, "Keep your voice down, and be careful of others complaining about you."

After all, it was in the library. Although the roommates wanted to make fun of it, they could only endure it.

At around eight o'clock in the evening, Cen Ning packed his schoolbag and got up to leave.

As soon as she left, several roommates hurriedly followed.

Cen Ning didn't notice it at first. After she walked out of the library, she saw the words and deeds waiting for her under the steps.

Cen Ning was stunned for a moment, then trotted down.

"Aren't you waiting at the school gate? Why are you here?"

Words and deeds reached out and took her schoolbag: "I'm idle and bored, just take a look."

Cen Ning has seen too many boys who came to pick up his girlfriend in college, and he passed it after seeing it in the past, and sometimes even thought that kind of sweetness was a bit unimaginable.

It wasn't until today when she saw the words and deeds standing there that she suddenly realized that the joy of those men and women was so real, that there was really a kind of joy that could be felt by every cell in the body.

"Have you finished reading the book?" He asked in words and deeds.

Cen Ning shook his head: "There are a lot of professional terms, which are very difficult to remember."

"Go home, I'll review for you."

Cen Ning chuckled lightly: "How can you help me review."

With a slightly warm complexion in words and deeds, he stretched out his hand to pinch the tip of her nose: "Spot check the words."

Cen Ning made a bitter face: "Ah..."

As she said her words and deeds, her eyes suddenly fell behind her: "Who are those, your classmates?"

Hearing this, Cen Ning turned around and saw three roommates sneaking around. Seeing that she found out, several girls came out with playful smiles, "Oh, I'm just going back to the dormitory, I didn't expect to meet you..."

Chen Miao followed suit and said, "Hey handsome guy, we meet again."

Cen Ning: "What are you doing?"

Chen Miao: "Go back to the dormitory, the door is here, you must let us out."

The corner of Cen Ning's mouth twitched slightly, helpless.

"Handsome guy, I was very optimistic about you when you came to our dormitory last time." Chen Miao narrowed her eyes, "Seriously, what is the relationship between you two?"

Cen Ning coughed softly, and pulled Yan Dezhi's arm to the side: "Then what, let's go first—"

"Girlfriend." He took Cen Ning's hand and said calmly and sincerely, "She is my girlfriend."