This night, Cen Ning was pressed on this small bed and begged several times.
I don't know if what happened to her before made him angry, or if he was bored by her imminent departure, his words and deeds this night were extremely ruthless, and the skin on Cen Ning's body was rubbed and bitten, one piece was bruised and one piece was purple, ambiguous and scary.
"Um... ah..." In the middle of the night, he pulled her to linger again. Cen Ning couldn't bear it, and bit his shoulder fiercely the moment he was entered.
The whole body of words and deeds was tense, he got up suddenly, pinched her waist, and fell into it mercilessly.
Cen Ning couldn't stop whimpering, she was extremely tired, but her body was like a demon, burning at any point, as if she was completely under his control.
"Don't..." Her eyes were dim with tears, and her already oversensitive body was stirred up in waves, and the momentum seemed to engulf her.
But tonight, no matter how much she begged for mercy, how she acted like a baby, how much she cried... none of it was of any use. He is like an impregnable wall, with unabated strength, and even a tendency to intensify...
When she woke up the next day, Cen Ning's whole body seemed to be falling apart. When she moved, the swelling pain in her lower abdomen and somewhere was transmitted very clearly. She frowned tightly, and she burst into tears in an instant.
"Brother Xingzhi..." The voice was hoarse, and Cen Ning called out a few more times, but there was no response outside.
Cen Ning wanted to get out of bed, but in the process of moving, her leg rubbed against her. The burning pain made her stop. At this moment, Cen Ning's anger suddenly flared up.
Feeling wronged and uncomfortable, she threw the pillow to the ground at once.
"Brother of action! Hey—words and deeds? Words and deeds!"
Yan Xingzhi came back from the outside while talking on the phone, but he heard a voice from inside before he even entered the room. The person on the other end of the phone heard it too, hesitated for a moment and said, "All right, is it Cen Ning?"
The kindness of words and deeds.
Xin Zechuan: "Huh? Really Cen Ning? What is this little girl doing? She's so angry."
There was a pause between words and deeds, and it was rare to feel a little guilty: "I should have lost my temper."
Xin Zechuan: "Oh? Cen Ning will lose his temper. The sun is coming out from the west. I said, what are you doing? People lose their temper so much. Look at the name, is it going to eat you?"
Words and deeds are a bit embarrassing: "Okay, I won't tell you, hang up first."
"Okay, okay, go and coax me first." Xin Zechuan murmured, "You are also capable—"
Words and deeds: "..."
After Cen Ning yelled angrily, no one came in, so enduring the pain, he wanted to get out of bed and go to the bathroom. But as soon as her feet hit the ground, someone opened the door and came in.
When she looked up, she saw a person in a clean suit walking over with a small bag.
"Why did you wake up?"
Cen Ning stared at him with red eyes: "I still want to go to school."
He coughed lightly in his words and deeds: "Then I won't go today, and it's the same at home reading a book."
Cen Ning turned his head: "I can't even go if I want to."
Looking at her in words and deeds, I still feel distressed. Yesterday I let go for a while and didn't know the severity. Today I woke up and reflected on it and felt that it was too much.
"Come here and let me see."
"don't want."
"I'll give you medicine."
Cen Ning froze for a moment, then looked at him in shock, "Did you go out to buy medicine just now?"
"Um."
Cen Ning's face turned red: "I, I don't want to take this medicine..."
He softened his voice between words and deeds: "Isn't it hurting, be good, come here."
"I'm not going."
"Then you want me to call a doctor."
"No!"
"That's it, come here obediently."
Cen Ning hesitated, then slowly stretched out his hand: "I'll do it myself..."
Words and deeds are helpless: "Ning Ning."
Cen Ning pursed his lips, and said miserably: "Don't touch me, I'm afraid."
Words and deeds: "..."
There was a stalemate for a while, and finally words and deeds helped to get the medicine.
Cen Ning covered his head under the pillow, and when he felt his fingers dipped in the ointment, he was so ashamed and angry.
Why is it still possible to do this...
Next time, never let him succeed next time! The kind that can't be coaxed!
**
A few days later, Cen Ning passed the thesis defense, and then took the TOEFL perfectly. On the day she learned of the results, Tang Zheng also had to leave the hospital. A few days ago, Tang Zheng insisted on rehabilitation under Zhang Ziyi's supervision, and now he walks like a normal person.
Yan Xingzhi took Cen Ning to pick Tang Zheng out of the hospital, and after sending him back to the compound, the two returned to Yan's house together.
During this period of time, Cen Ning often went back to Yan's house, but she often came back for dinner and left when she met people, and never stayed overnight. Yan's family didn't stop her either, because they all knew that she would fall in love with each other.
"Ningning, are you really planning to study abroad?" At the dinner table, Aunt Chen said reluctantly.
Cen Ning nodded: "The preliminary things are all ready, and the application has also been submitted."
"Hey, that's great. Who will take care of you when you are so far away alone in the future?"
Cen Ning: "Aunt Chen, don't worry, I can take care of myself."
"But you, a little girl, are so reassuring. Besides, you must be very busy with your studies and work in the future. If you can't see each other, what will you do?"
Yan Guofeng, who was eating at the side, said, "It's good to go abroad. Ningning is capable. If you study hard, you will be more promising in the future. As for the long-term love interest here, no one can take it away."
"Old man, that's not what you said..."
"What should I say? Who dares to fight Ning Ning." Yan Guofeng looked at Cen Ning and said, "Ning Ning, don't worry, if this happens, I will order it to be cut."
Xu Wanying smiled sullenly: "Dad, if this is the case, it seems to be no wonder, if it is to blame, it is because the girl has no eyesight."
Yan Guofeng frowned, and said very seriously: "Why don't you blame him, you have to blame him for attracting bees and butterflies."
Cen Ning: "Grandpa..."
Words and deeds: "Grandpa is right."
Cen Ning: "..."
There was a slight smile on the lips of words and deeds: "I hope grandpa can supervise well."
Yan Guofeng: "That's up to you."
Cen Ning: "..."
That night, Cen Ning did not leave. This was the first time she stayed in the small building after Wei Pinfang's death.
In the dead of night, she was sitting on the sofa in a daze, when the doorbell rang. Cen Ning glanced at the door, and saw behind the glass window by the door, the words and deeds hooked her.
"Why aren't you asleep yet?" Cen Ning opened the door, looking at the words and deeds in surprise.
"I can't sleep, probably because I'm used to you hugging me next to me."
Cen Ning glanced at him, his eyebrows curved: "I'm not a pillow."
"You're better than a pillow."
"..."
"What are you doing standing at the door, let me go in and sit down."
"… oh."
Sitting alone on the sofa turned into two sitting on the sofa, hugging Cen Ning contentedly in words and deeds, finally feeling a little sleepy.
"What are you doing sitting here at night?"
Cen Ning: "I miss my mother."
The words and deeds looked down at her, and saw the little girl curled up in his arms, and said softly: "I never knew her, I always thought she was a selfish person, but when she died, I Only then did I realize that the selfish person has always been me.”
"Ningning..."
"Really, I always take her for granted. Brother Xingzhi, you know, I used to think that she knew embroidery every day without doing anything, but I didn't know that she was doing it for me. Embroidery is not her hobby. Doing those things uninterruptedly, it turned out that I just wanted to save me more money."
"At that time, she smashed my father's camera angrily. I felt that she would never correct her thoughts, so I ignored her and didn't talk to her. I thought she was a stumbling block in my photography journey. But I didn't know , in fact, she has already understood me, she secretly watched my film exhibition, and prepared for me the tuition and living expenses for the first year of studying abroad... "
"Sometimes I feel that I am really too bad. I have never tried to understand her. In this world, I have you, Ziyi, and many friends, but she, from the beginning to the end It was just me, and I chose to distance myself from her, and I blamed her until she died."
Seeing Cen Ning's hollow and self-blaming appearance, he hugged her tightly in distress: "Cen Ning, I can't blame you, everyone has their own temperament, your mother never said anything, so how would you know. "
"But I—"
"What you have to do now is not to blame yourself, but to live well. I believe that Aunt Wei wants to see you become better. She is willing to send you to study because she believes in the path you chose. You should do it for her See, you can be a very successful person."
Cen Ning's eyes were hot, she sniffed and showed a faint smile: "Well, I will."
The two chatted on the sofa for a while, and then Yan Zhizhi got up and dragged her to the room.
Cen Ning: "Aren't you going back?"
In words and deeds: "I haven't slept in your room yet."
Cen Ning was slightly embarrassed: "No, what if Aunt Chen sees it tomorrow, I'm sorry, you go back..."
His words and deeds raised his brows: "The relationship between you and me, they will only have fun while sharing the same room."
Cen Ning: "..."
"Come in, I'm sleepy."
In the end, Cen Ning let him stay in the small building according to his words and deeds. He was "arbitrary" in this regard, and it seemed that she could never say "no".
However, it's better to stay for a while now, after she leaves, there will be a Pacific Ocean between the two of them.
**
A few months later, Cen Ning fully embarked on the journey to the United States.
This year, Cen Ning was twenty-two years old.
It has been nearly ten years since she came to the Yan family from having nothing before.
Compared with the past, she gained love, friendship, and dreams, but at the same time, she also lost the person who brought her into this world and was connected with her blood.
The departure this time means the end of many things, and it also means that her life journey has a new beginning.
Once, she was cowardly and timid, not confident in doing anything. But now and in the future, she will be strong and courageous, taking full control of her life.
And the person she loves the most, she believes that they will be better together in the end.
"Brother Xingzhi, do you remember the first time you saw me?"
"Well, I remember."
"What did you think then?"
"Me, I seem to be thinking... where is the ugly girl from?"
"So you must have hated me then?"
"Hate you? What about your conscience? I hate you and I help you get back the camera. I hate you for waiting for you to go home together every day. I hate you for teaching you your homework when you are so stupid? Do you think I am short-hearted? .”
"Oh... Then you just like me."
"If you think about it, it will like you? Don't label me a pedophile."
"I grew up later, not a child!"
"Is that so?" He said with a smile, "Why do I feel that you have always looked like a kid."
"Always??"
"Oh, not anymore." Yan Xingzhi glanced at her and smiled meaningfully, "It's grown up."