For many things, once you think about it in another place, it feels completely different.
With two obvious dark circles under her eyes, Xia Rou glanced at Cao An that morning.
With regard to his separation and reunion with He Chengzhe, she was on Cao An's side in her previous life. Although he would also feel guilty towards He Chengzhe because of Cao An's actions.
But now, she tried to look at it from He Chengzhe's perspective, and her back felt cold.
He Chengzhe, although excellent, came from a grassroots background. There is no way to make up the difference in status between him and the fourth young master of Commander Cao's family.
Because of this gap, in ten years, Cao An changed lovers like a lantern, with men and women, as he liked.
He Chengzhe, can't fall in love, can't get married.
Because everything will be destroyed by Cao An.
In ten years, no matter man or woman, can't he meet someone who truly loves each other
What about the woman he almost married
It was only when Xia Rou put herself in another place that she truly realized He Chengzhe's powerlessness and pain, and... Cao An's horror.
But this is the fourth brother who is closest to her and talks about everything.
She looked at the empty chairs at the dining table.
Cao Xing has always been romantic. When she died, he was still unmarried, claiming that he hadn't played enough.
She had heard that a few times, a woman approached him with her belly outstretched. Cao Xing said in one sentence: "Born, DNA test. If it is my seed, I will keep it."
He only raised children and did not promise any title to women. If the mother has no title, the child is an illegitimate child.
Those women disappeared later, whether they were alive or not. Xia Rou doesn't know either. When a woman meets such a man, she can only knock out her teeth and swallow her blood.
And this is the third brother who will fill her room with plush dolls, take her skiing, and try to train her to play extreme sports with him.
Her gaze moved to another empty chair.
The second brother Cao Bin... he is fine.
Of course, for Xia Rou, he is the one who has the least relationship with her among the four brothers, and the one she doesn't know the least. There is always a smile on his face, which makes people unable to figure out his thoughts.
But he married a well-matched, intelligent wife. The two did not live in the old house after they got married, but in Cao Bin's house in the government compound.
Probably because he is a person who is going to be an official and cherishes his feathers, but he leads a much more traditional married life than Cao Xing and Cao An.
Finally, she couldn't help but look at Cao Yang.
Cao Yang had noticed her two panda-like eyes a long time ago, and found that she was in a daze early in the morning, frowning at her all the time.
Xia Rou moved her gaze over and saw the familiar "Chuan" between his eyebrows. In a trance, as if returning to the previous life...
He always looked at her with a serious sullen face and frowning.
She was afraid when she saw him, but she also felt at ease when she saw him...
Cao Yang: "..." What's the matter looking at him in a daze
"Hey!" He stretched out his hand and waved in front of her eyes, "Why are you in a daze?"
Xia Rou came back to her senses: "Well, big brother?"
"What happened to the eyes?" Cao Yang asked. "Didn't sleep well?"
"A little insomnia..."
Insomnia at a young age...
All three men at the table looked sideways.
Xia Rou's scalp couldn't help but tingle, she quickly lowered her head and drank the porridge.
"Just now you looked at me in a daze, what were you thinking?" Cao Yang asked again.
Xia Rou held the bowl and looked up at him.
Like a little squirrel, Cao Yang thought.
Xia Rou hesitated and asked, "Brother, do you have a girlfriend?"
"No." Cao Yang said without thinking, "Why do you suddenly remember caring about me?"
Xia Rou tore the small pancakes, and said hesitantly: "No... I just think... you are so old, why are you still not married..."
You are so old...
so old...
so old...
It was like a lightning strike on Cao Yang's head.
Cao An squirted a mouthful of soy milk with a "poof"! Pounding the table and laughing wildly.
Even the corners of Cao Xiong's mouth twitched a few times.
Cao Yang gritted his teeth and smiled: "Xiaorou, do you think your elder brother is very old?"
What nonsense, he's only thirty-one! For men, it is the golden age when both physiology and psychology are at their peak!
The low air pressure made the back of Xia Rou's head sweat: "No, no, I just said it casually..."
It’s rare to be smart once: “Ah! I have to take a random test in English reading this morning! I, I’ll go first! Uncle Baibai! Fourth brother Baibai!”
He didn't even have the courage to tell Cao Yang that he was in vain, so he grabbed his schoolbag and ran away quickly.
Girl movie!
Cao Yang let out a "hum". My heart is so stuffed that I can't even drink the porridge.
"Brother!" Cao An looked at him seriously, "You are so old, why are you still not married? Fuck hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!"
Laughing lying on the table...
Cao Yang: "..." It's fucking ill again!
"Your brother will beat you later, don't cry and howl." Cao Xiong said.
The youngest son was not taught well, he is weak, and his mouth is cheap. Having been beaten up by several older brothers since childhood, he couldn't get over this problem.
Cao An was not stupid, seeing his elder brother's face as dark as the bottom of a pot, he also ran away like Xia Rou.
Only his father and his elder brother were left at the dinner table.
"Xiao Rou is right." Cao Xiong looked at his eldest son.
This is the son he is most proud of in the family, and also the son who resembles him the most.
"You're not young anymore, take it easy, it's time to think about starting a family," he said. "I'm at this age, when do you plan to let me have a grandson?"
Parents all over the world want their children to get married as soon as possible so that they can have grandchildren, and children all over the world are annoyed by their parents urging them to marry, no matter what kind of family it is, there is no exception. Even Cao's father and son are not exempt from customs.
"Don't listen to the girl talking nonsense, I'm only thirty-one!" Cao Yang said meaninglessly.
Cao Xiong snorted: "When I was thirty-one, my fourth child was born. Where is my grandson?"
"What era were you in?" Cao Yang peeled a salted egg for his father, "Look now, let alone men who are thirty-one, women who are thirty-one and two are not married, it is very normal."
"Besides, if you want me to get married, I have to find someone who can get married." Cao Yang said.
Cao Xiong lightly tapped the table with his finger: "Your daughters from Uncle Li's family and Uncle Zhao's family are all good."
"I don't feel it." Cao Yang said lightly.
The social circle is only that big, and there are only so many people, Cao Xiong thought for a while, and said: "That Wang Man is not bad."
"She is indeed excellent." Cao Yang praised.
But that's just a compliment.
In fact, he has no idea of starting a family at all. He had never met a woman who gave him the idea of wanting to get married.
"Don't be too picky." Cao Xiong said dissatisfied, "What do you want to find? Tell me."
"I have no idea." Cao Yang refused.
"You have to think about what kind of home you want. You should think about it at your age," Cao Xiong said.
What kind of home do you want
Isn't he at home now
Cao Yang just felt that he didn't have a family yet. But when Cao Xiong said this, he couldn't help but draw a picture in his mind...
In the sunlight coming in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the quiet woman reading saw him come back, put down the book happily and threw herself into his arms. Her face is blurred in the light, but the touch of her embrace is slender and soft...
The image flashed through his mind and then disappeared.
Then he thought with great concentration that Xia Rou, a dead girl, has no gender awareness towards him.
Could it be... because... In her heart, he is already an old man
Cao Yang: "..." No way
I was still so stuffed that I didn't have a good breakfast.
I didn't go home after two days, and went to spend the night with a female companion, and asked in a strange way: "Am I getting old?"
The woman stroked his well-defined abdominal muscles and said coquettishly, "If you are considered old, how can you let other men live?"
Wrapped up like a water snake...
This answer made Prince Cao very satisfied, and he tossed and tossed happily for half a night, until the woman was so exhausted that she couldn't even lift her fingers.
Look, he really is not old.
Just rely on the small shop for the girl's film! He thought bitterly.
Xia Rou observed quietly, but she didn't see any signs that Cao Yang had a formal relationship with anyone.
She didn't dare to play Cao Yang's tone either. Her IQ is in front of Cao Yang, so it's better not to dig a hole for herself.
Later, I couldn't help but ask Cao An.
"Brother? Didn't I hear that he had a serious relationship with anyone?" Cao An said. "Women do. I haven't heard of girlfriends."
Xia Rou covered her ears and didn't want to hear: "Don't tell me these things!"
She didn't want to know about Cao Yang's affairs at all.
After Hu Xuan talked to her on the phone, she realized that in her past and present lives, she actually... never really knew Cao Yang at all.
She had only seen him in front of her.
Elder brother—it was the label on his head that defined his entire existence.
Because of the love, respect and guilt for him, these two words were gilded with a layer of golden light in Xia Rou's mind, and they were infinitely magnified and beautified by her.
But Hu Xuan tore this layer of golden light apart, and told her a completely different Cao Yang.
This made her feel that Cao Yang had been pulled down from the altar.
Before Hu Xuan left, he told her some things in bits and pieces. And every time she knew more, she felt that Cao Yang was getting farther and farther away from the big brother in her heart.
She is scared.
She fears that if this continues, she will not be able to find her elder brother from her previous life.
That... the eldest brother who is always serious, always sullen, always scolding her with a frown, but always keeps her in his heart!
This made her feel as if she was about to lose him, and what she was facing was...another Cao Yang that made her feel strange.
"Is there anything you can't say?" Cao An sneered, "You will be eighteen next year! You should be an adult! Know what you need to know, so as not to be cheated by men in the future."
He thought about it, and then said: "But, it's okay. If a man dares to lie to you, the brothers will kill him!"
After thinking about it again, he said worriedly: "Hey, hey! But don't let the man fool you just because of this!"
In the end, I turned to the topic of not falling in love before the college entrance examination, but studying hard and making progress every day...
Turning around, he sighed to Cao Yang: "The girl is getting older, it's really worrying. I want her to be pure and innocent, and I'm afraid that she won't know anything and be deceived by men."
"That's right. She doesn't like to listen to your business. It seems that as long as she doesn't listen, you can become a saint who doesn't shit, fart, has flaws, doesn't get dirty, has no desires, no desires! Hahahahahaha, little girl It was so much fun!"
The little girl is going to put him on the altar
Cao Yang raised his eyebrows.