"Also, what happened yesterday..." Thinking that no one would be able to tell Xia Rou about these things again, Cao Yang's scalp was numb, so he could only bite the bullet and go into battle.
"It's a normal thing between adults... Don't leave any psychological shadow because of this, but don't just imitate us just because of this." Cao Yang racked his brains to find the words, "We are men, you are different..."
Brother, is this... to give her sex education
No, no way...
Xia Rou raised her forehead and hurriedly said, "Stop talking! Stop talking!"
"I understand..." She scowled.
"... really understand?"
"I really understand."
Cao Yang breathed a sigh of relief. It feels like a big burden has been lifted.
It's just big brother...
I would ask her if her period is menarche...
I'm worried that she will have a shadow on the relationship between men and women...
It's not just that she is fed, clothed warmly, and has a house to live in. It's true, caring about her, worrying about her.
Treat her like a real sister. He is like an elder brother, but also like a father, and even... also acting as a mother.
Xia Rou's heart is slightly sour...
Put your head down to hide.
After a while, gently... said the secret that no one can tell that I had accumulated in my heart for several years: "I... I just... don't like others to touch my body..."
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Cao Yang's breath became sharper.
"Who moved you?" There was coldness in his voice. "Hu Xuan?"
Xia Rou was taken aback: "No! Of course not!"
"I just... I just... don't like boys getting too close to me..." she whispered. "I can't accept physical contact. I can't bear the skin, limbs... I can't stand it. I feel very resistant..."
Only then did Cao Yang relax slightly, and frowned, "What's wrong with you?"
Xia Rou lowered her head and said, "I don't know either..."
That day, through the door, she heard Liang Zihuan laughing with another woman in his arms.
"Why are you not nervous at all when such a big event happened?" the woman said angrily.
"It's okay, isn't there Xiarou here?" Liang Zihuan smiled.
Probably the same as women, it is inevitable that things will hurt their kind. Even the woman felt aggrieved for her: "Speaking of which, you are a fiancee who is beautiful and can help you. How can you treat people like this with a conscience?"
Liang Zihuan gave a "tsk" sound: "That's a wooden person! You don't know, I've been engaged to her for so long and I haven't slept with her yet! Damn it! She's sick!"
There was a problem with the municipal project that the Liang family won through her connections with the Cao family, so she had the cheek to beg Cao Yang to wipe Liang Zihuan's ass.
Because of this, Cao Yang was furious.
She knew it wasn't even the engineering problem that annoyed him the most. He was angry that under such circumstances, the Liang family pushed her out in front.
But she knew in her heart that she had to solve this matter for the Liang family. If she can't do it, it will be useless to the Liang family. Liang Zihuan lost the meaning of being engaged to her.
She can only give up her face and don't want it. Once again, he was embarrassed in front of Cao Yang.
That was the last time she saw Cao Yang in her previous life, but she left him such an unbearable appearance. Every time I think of it, I regret it like I can suffocate.
Cao Yang finally agreed to her. Just look at her eyes, very gloomy. Make her feel scared.
She left Cao's house. He specially rushed to Liang Zihuan's apartment, wanting to personally tell him that Cao Yang had agreed. But in front of her fiance's bedroom door, he heard him tell other women that she was sick.
She is sick.
Is she really sick
She has been forcing herself to accept Liang Zihuan's increasingly excessive intimacy. Because she knew that she would marry this man sooner or later, and these things were inevitable after all.
She can only try her best... to delay things until after she gets married.
"Brother," Xia Rou raised her head, "I'm like this...is it sick?"
There was a trace of bewilderment, a trace of desolation.
If he meets an adult woman who resists physical contact with a man, Cao Yang certainly feels that there is something wrong with her.
But his double standard was fully reflected at this time.
This is a girl from my own family, only seventeen years old, not yet an adult. What a disease!
"Of course not!" Cao Yang raised his eyebrows and said, "It's normal for girls to be clean and self-respecting."
"Really..." With Cao Yang's affirmation, Xia Rou relieved herself of a burden, and couldn't help but let out a long breath. Even the shoulders relax.
Actually... there is a bit of a problem. Cao Yang knew it well.
But... she is still young, not yet an adult. In another two years, make a few boyfriends, Zhizhi will be fine.
Cao Yang knocked the soot on the edge of the cup and glanced at Xia Rou.
Suddenly reached out and touched her face: "Is that so?"
Xia Rou was slightly taken aback. Before she could react, Cao Yang's hand had already touched the back of her neck and stroked her twice: "How about this?"
Only then did Xia Rou react.
Slightly embarrassed.
"No..." she said softly.
"Don't you feel repelled?" Cao Yang raised his eyebrows.
"In your case, definitely not." Feeling the hot temperature of his palm caressing the back of her neck, she even felt a little nostalgic. "You don't count as a man to me."
It was the first time in Cao Yang's life that a woman said he wasn't a man.
Just want to laugh angrily.
He withdrew his hand and took a deep breath.
Spit it out long.
"Xia Rou, you have to understand." He turned his head to look at Xia Rou, feeling that this kind of thing is unbearable, "No matter what you think of me, I'm still a man."
"I know." Xia Rou's ears turned red.
In fact, after experiencing yesterday's embarrassing incident, the recognition that Cao Yang is a "man" has never been stronger than before.
But after Xia Rou was depressed all night, she also figured it out.
In his previous life, Cao Yang must have been such a man. It's just that his side as a man has never been shown in front of her.
In front of her, he is always serious enough to be scary, but... an elder brother who can always be relied on with confidence.
A person, in front of another person, maintains a fixed and single image for many years.
It was only last night that Xia Rou figured out that in her previous life, Cao Yang must have been very hard in front of her...
She looked at the man in front of her apologetically.
How much trouble, effort, and worry did she make him worry about
"I know..." she said, "but...it doesn't conflict with you being my big brother."
"To me, you are the big brother."
"Just big brother."
"Brother, yesterday's..." She even dared to ask, "Who is it? Is it your girlfriend?"
Cao Yang looked at Xia Rou speechlessly, and deeply felt that this girl...
After all, he still hasn't grown up!
Just now she was blushing with embarrassment, but in a blink of an eye, she was actually gossiping.
"No." He said depressedly.
Not really. Xia Rou was a little disappointed.
Has he and Wang Man not started dating yet? probably. If he started a formal relationship, he probably wouldn't be with messy women anymore.
Xia Rou is actually a double standard.
If it was any other man, she would have to call him "nasty". But this is Cao Yang, so she spontaneously excused him in her heart.
It is taken for granted that before dating Wang Man, Cao Yang was free to be as flirty as he wanted.
"When will you have a serious girlfriend?" she muttered.
"You still care about me?" Cao Yang gritted his teeth.
"No... dare not." Xia Rou shrinks her neck.
Her city is not deep, and that thought has been held back in her heart for a long time, and today she opened her heart to Cao Yang again...
I couldn't help it for a while, and finally asked: "What do you think of Wang Man?"
"What do you think of Wang Man?" Cao Xiong asked Cao Yang.
Cao Yang remembered that Xia Rou asked the same question that day. Why do you care about Wang Man
"How about what?" he asked back.
"This time I went to the capital for a meeting. Along the way, I chatted with her father about the family life. Wang Man is single now and doesn't have a boyfriend yet." Cao Xiong took a puff of cigarette, "Wang Tingang praised you both inside and outside, as if he meant it you."
"I'm not familiar with her." Cao Yang said truthfully.
A yamen with a background like Cao Yang would not easily associate with a rich man like Wang Man.
Because they are different from the women they usually deal with, their equal family background prevents them from being treated casually or treated with contempt. Once there is a real relationship, the parents of both parties will stare at it.
Something is really wrong, maybe she will be forced to get married.
So when Cao Yang and his friends had no intention of getting married, and wanted to play for a few more years, they respected these daughters at a respectful distance.
"You're thirty-one, you should calm down." Cao Xiong said dissatisfiedly as he tapped his fingers on the desk. "Sooner or later, you have to marry a wife and go home. I looked around, but I haven't seen anyone who can compare to that girl Wang Man. Do you have to miss it and marry someone who is not as good as her?"
This is not the first time Cao Xiong has discussed with Cao Yang about starting a family. Since Cao Yang turned thirty, it is true that some thoughts are different from when he was in his twenties.
Moreover, he felt that what Cao Xiong said made sense.
"Give it a try, then," he said.
Nothing is impossible.
At the end of the summer vacation, Xia Rou was promoted to the third year of high school. Start to hang the beam with the head, and stab the strands with the cone. She also asked Cao Yang to help her hire a teacher to give her extra lessons on weekends.
The further you go to the back, the more you can see the difference in IQ level. No matter in her previous life or in this life, there is no doubt that her brain is not enough to study.
If she lives a new life, even if she can't become a winner in life, she can't live up to the second chance God gave her. More or less, it must be better than the previous life.
Even if you will fail, thinking that you have worked hard, at least you will not regret it.
Therefore, she has to make up for her weakness with diligence.
Cao Yang was a little worried that she was acting stupid.
"That's about right," he said. "Don't put too much pressure on yourself."
Life is more than just a degree. Besides, the family really didn't expect much from her. Since they regard her as a child of the Cao family, they will naturally arrange her future path.
Although I like that she knows how to be diligent and self-motivated, I don't want her to be under too much pressure and make myself stupid.
Girls, there is no need to be too motivated. It's almost enough to get a degree. Dress yourself up every day, be happy, healthy, and that's fine.
When she reaches the right age, help her find an obedient husband.
With the back of the Cao family, she will never let her marry too badly.
With the Cao family around and him watching over her, let her live a life of happiness and peace.
fine.