Cao Yang didn't enter Xia Rou's room that day. He stood in front of the big window in the corridor and smoked for a long time.
Through an open door, I heard Xia Rou whispering to the boy. Listening to her being comforted by him, she gradually calmed down.
Taking care of her, protecting her and comforting her, he always thought that these things should be done by him. But now, he felt something slipping through his fingers.
He has lived for more than thirty years, and it is rare for him to feel this kind of powerlessness that cannot be grasped.
"Brother?"
Cao Yang turned his head when he heard the sound. Xia Rou pulled the door of the room and was about to come out. The expression has calmed down a lot, but the eyes are red and swollen.
"Is it better?" He changed his hand and touched her head.
"Yeah." Xia Rou nodded.
Cao Yang looked at her red eyes, suddenly lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, and said in a low voice, "Don't think too much, you are already a child of our family..."
Xia Rou felt that Cao Yang was a little too close to her, and kissing her forehead was a little too intimate.
But she liked being so close to him. She thought that in Cao Yang's heart, she would probably always be a child who couldn't grow up. That's why he pampered and protected her so much that there was no distance between him and her.
She likes to be close to him as a child, which makes her feel safe to rely on him.
Although she knows that this... is wrong...
She blushed slightly, lowered her head, and gave another soft "hmm".
Cao Yang patted her head, slid his hand along the hair to the back of her neck, and then let go.
His habitual movements are exactly the same as in his previous life, Xia Rou thought silently.
Cao Yang asked, "Where are you going?"
Xia Rou blushed: "I'm hungry again, I asked Uncle Zheng to cook some noodles for me..."
Before Cao Yang brought food to her room, but she couldn't eat it at that time. When she calmed down and her stomach growled, the food was cold.
Cao Yang accompanied Xia Rou downstairs to the restaurant.
Smoking a cigarette, watching her eat noodles. Seeing how delicious she was eating, she was really hungry.
"You smoke less." Xia Rou looked up at him and said.
Cao Yang just laughed: "You are not used to it long ago."
"You smoke too much, what if your lungs break down in the future?" Xia Ju said.
Cao Yang looked at her with a smile, his eyes were strange.
Xia Rou vaguely remembered that kind of look... It seems that she had seen it in her previous life...
Eldest brother... Very occasionally, he would look at her like that.
She has been puzzled.
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When Cao Yang woke up in the morning, he could still vaguely remember the scene in his dream.
Slender waist, thin shoulders, smooth palms. Entanglement and pleasure, all like the real thing.
Ridiculous dream.
It is clear intellectually, but in such an early morning, people's willpower is always weak.
Cao Yang suddenly wanted to hear Xia Rou's voice. He then dialed her phone. The phone rang several times before it was picked up.
"Brother?" Her voice was a little hoarse, with a feeling of trance.
Just like in his dream.
"Why aren't you up yet?" He asked her lazily.
"There is no class on Thursday morning, did you forget?" Xia Rou yawned big, closed her eyes and turned over, half asleep and half awake, muttering, "Why so early in the morning?"
Cao Yang closed his eyes and imagined her lazy appearance. The body is tense.
"It's okay." He said, "Tomorrow is Friday, and I will pick you up at night."
Xia Rou said "ah..." as if she just remembered, and said, "I forgot to say, I won't go home for dinner tomorrow..."
"Wei Qi just came back tonight, and he wants to have dinner with me tomorrow." She seemed to be awake and explained. "I'll go home after dinner."
Those distracted and absurd scenes suddenly disappeared. Cao Yang also seemed to wake up and returned to reality.
"Oh..." He opened his eyes and said, "Okay, got it."
After hanging up the phone, he lay on the bed staring at the ceiling for a while, lifted the quilt and sat up, and went to the bathroom.
The dirty underwear was thrown in the laundry basket, and he took a cold shower.
That day, he kissed her forehead. After such an intimate behavior, she still looked at him with such clear eyes, without any distracting thoughts.
Her eyes are full of love for him, full of... the respect and love of her younger sister for her elder brother. Trust him completely, rely on him with all your heart. He never doubted that he would have fond memories of her.
What should he do in front of such an innocent her? what can he do
If she knows, I'm afraid... she won't be able to accept it...
Cao Yang raised his head to let the cold water hit his cheeks. After a long time, I wiped my face and felt calm.
He is still, just be a big brother...
However, on Friday, Xia Rou called again.
"I won't go back today. Zhuang Xiao and the others want to go shopping tomorrow. I don't want to make trouble in the morning. I'll go back on Saturday," she said. "Anyway, the second and third brothers are not coming back today."
Cao Yang had no choice but to agree.
I went home and changed into casual clothes, and made a few phone calls to ask someone to come out to play. But my heart is in a slump.
A few people went to a nightclub and asked for a box on the second floor. The wall on one side is floor-to-ceiling glass, and you can see the scene of demons dancing on the dance floor below.
Everyone could see that Cao Yang was not in high spirits. The companion brought a few girls, and everyone consciously left the one with the thinnest waist to Cao Yang, but Cao Yang lost interest after seeing the heavy makeup on the girl's face.
He bit his cigarette and looked down, his eyes were suddenly attracted by the dance floor below.
A girl is lifted onto the podium by a man.
The waist is very thin, the legs are very long, the hair is undyed, long and curly, very young. At first glance I thought it was...
Cao Yang took a few more glances.
Huo Yao just sat next to him, followed his gaze, and said with a smile: "What? You like playing with amateurs recently?"
Cao Yang smiled, noncommittal.
He drank a round of wine and glanced down through the glass wall. The girl who looked a bit like Xia Rou was still writhing on the lead stage. Her figure was quite enchanting, which caused a lot of men to gather under the stage.
He glanced at his watch. At this time, Xia Rou should have finished eating with that Wei Qi. About time to go back to the dormitory, he thought.
But for some reason, he suddenly became irritable.
He got up and went out of the private room, wanting to call Xia Rou. But the music in the nightclub was too loud, and it was impossible to talk in the corridor. He went to the bathroom.
A young couple hugged each other outside the bathroom, making love to each other.
Cao Yang glanced at them.
Ever since Xia Rou had a boyfriend and met such a young couple outside, Cao Yang couldn't help but take a second look. I don't know what's wrong.
He went into the bathroom, and the noise finally became quieter, so he called Xiarou.
I just want to see if Xia Rou has arrived in the dormitory, who knows that Xia Rou's side is also noisy, and the music is playing in a mess. You can tell it's not a restaurant.
Cao Yang's face sank, and he asked, "Where are you? Why haven't you returned to school yet?"
Because of the noise, he had to amplify his voice, which sounded a bit fierce.
Xia Rou was obviously taken aback, and stammered, "No, no. I'll be back later!"
"Where is it?" Cao Yang asked.
Xia Rou reported a place, which is a bar street in the provincial capital.
She also went to drink
Cao Yang was furious: "Wei Qi took you to drink?"
"No!" Xia Rou hurriedly helped Wei Qi clear up, "We're just here to play, I'm drinking juice."
She drinks juice? What was that kid named Wei Qi drinking
Only wine.
"Don't check what time it is!" Cao Yang shouted, "Hurry up and go back to school!"
"Got it! Got it! I'll be right back!" Xia Rou said quickly.
Cao Yang hung up the phone, his chest still full of anger.
The bigger it is, the more disobedient it is! She had clearly told her that she was not allowed to drink without him, let alone drink alone with a man, yet she still brushed him aside!
She simply doesn't understand how much alcohol can catalyze a man!
Cao Yang stared at the mirror in the bathroom for a long time before he opened the door and came out.
A couple of young lovers who were still in love with each other just now fell out for some reason. The girl was crying and beating the boy. The boy couldn't push the girl away after several pushes. He was annoyed, and suddenly raised his hand and slapped the girl. The girl was caught off guard and was slapped and fell to the ground.
The girl cried and got up and tore up with the boy more intensely. The boy raised his hand, and when he was about to slap him again, his wrist suddenly tightened. Before turning around to see the person behind him clearly, he was punched in the middle of the bridge of the nose and fell out.
Nosebleeds.
Cao Yang was already in a bad mood, so he drank some wine. Seeing this kind of man beating a woman, he couldn't show mercy. He punched him down, and kicked him twice.
The girl screamed and threw herself on the boy to block him, shouting: "Stop beating! Stop beating!" with tears and snot in her nose.
Cao Yang stared at her with a gloomy expression: "He hit you, but you still protect him?"
The girl cried, "He's my boyfriend, I want you to control him! Why do you beat him!" If she didn't see how tall this man was, and his fierce expression, she would have rushed to avenge her boyfriend.
Cao Yang stared at her.
This is a girl!
You have raised her with care! I'm afraid she will be wronged a little! But after she had her own man, she still had to protect that man even if she was beaten!
He wanted to protect her and love her, but she didn't appreciate it!
Xiarou! Will it be like this in the future
Cao Yang only felt a wave of hostility rushing from the soles of his feet to his forehead!
The girl helped her boyfriend up, and the two of them huddled together, looking at the tall man with a little fear.
The strength this man showed just now was truly frightening. Even if the two of them add up, they probably can't beat him.
Cao Yang stared at these two cowards, and the hostility almost burst out from the top of his head.
He took a deep breath, turned and left.
Both boys and girls breathed a sigh of relief. Unexpectedly, Cao Yang took two steps, turned around suddenly, and threw the boy to the ground again with a punch.
Ignoring the girl's cries and screams, he left the nightclub directly.
"I left beforehand." He got into the car and called Huo Yaogang.
"What's wrong?" Huo Yaogang was surprised.
"It's urgent," he said.
Huo Yao just listened to the sound and checked the color, but didn't go to ask. Just say: "OK."
Cao Yang hung up the phone, stepped on the accelerator, and went to the Provincial University.
When he arrived at the Provincial University, he parked his car on the side road outside the gate. In the shadow of the tree, the black car seemed to blend into the night.
He called Xia Rou again, and this time the phone was very quiet.
"Yeah, I'm already on my way, and I'll be there later." Xia Rou said.
Cao Yang just sat in the car and smoked.
He didn't know why he came to school. Xia Rou is very obedient. She said she would go back immediately, so she will definitely come back right away.
She is not the kind of girl who doesn't know how to cherish herself. Although she is weak, she will not let anyone bully her. After all, she has been raised by his side for nearly four years. If he taught her like this, she would still be like the girl in the nightclub, who would protect the person who beat her up, so his surname Cao Yang would be written backwards. .
He was actually just a little bit alcoholic just now, after a while, he calmed down.
But it's all here, and Xia Rou is already on the way, so let's wait until we confirm that she is back safely.
Cao Yang stretched his hand out of the car window and flicked the cigarette ash.
The school is still much cleaner than other places. Even on weekends, at this time, there are basically no people outside the gate. Only the lights on both sides of the gate and the security booth were still on.
Not long after, Cao Yang saw a taxi approaching the gate. The car door was pushed open, and the kid named Wei Qi came out first.
Cao Yang can often see his photos on Xia Rou's phone, and he will not admit his mistake.
He also opened the car door and got out of the car, ready to talk to these two guys. Such a matter of taking Xia Rou to a bar for a drink without permission must be made known to that kid, absolutely not without his permission!
Cao Yang closed the car door, turned his head again, and was stunned.
Xia Rou has also got out of the car. The taxi has already left. Outside the antique gate of Provincial University, it was empty, just the two of them stood there.
stick very close. ... too close.
Wei Qi held Xia Rou's hand and looked down at her tenderly, not knowing what to say. Xia Rou raised her head slightly, looked at him and smiled.
From a distance of twenty or thirty meters, Cao Yang standing in the shadow of the tree could feel the tenderness flowing between the young lovers.
He watched Wei Qi touch Xia Rou's face. Instead of evading, Xia Rou accepted it calmly with a smile in her eyes.
Wei Qi looked at Xia Rou with such gentle eyes that water would flow out.
Cao Yang looked at Wei Qi a little bit, slowly lowered his head... and kissed Xia Rou's lips.
At that time, it appeared in his dream, lips as delicate as petals...
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Cao Yang already knew that such a day would come sooner or later.
A little girl grows into a big girl, and a big girl goes through a man and becomes a woman. This is the most beautiful moment for a girl, this is the beginning of her transformation from a girl to a woman.
Cao Yang knew that, as an elder brother, he should step back at this time and give her room to grow and mature.
But what he couldn't control was the surge of energy and blood in his body that seemed about to explode!
At this point, it is no longer possible to lie to yourself. Those occasional glimpses of reveries, those absurd dreams, those desires that pop up every now and then!
People want to deceive themselves, sometimes it is easy, sometimes it is difficult.
I don't know when, he began to feel that he owns Xia Rou. He thought that he could have her like a father or an elder brother. But now, he can no longer deceive himself.
In his heart, he longed to own her like a man owns a woman!
He stood in the shadow of the tree, watching Xia Rou being gently embraced by another man, watching her being kissed by another man.
He has lived for more than 30 years and has never experienced such suffering.
After the kiss, the sweet young couple looked shy and looked at each other with smirks.
They pushed each other, said something, and finally, the two stood on the side of the road holding hands, and stopped a taxi.
Xia Rou watched Wei Qi get into the car, waved goodbye to him, and left in the taxi before turning around to go back to the dormitory.
Until now, there was a gentle and sweet smile on her face.
Until she heard a familiar voice, she called out: "Xia Rou." Both names and surnames.
She turned her head in surprise: "Brother?"
Cao Yang was wearing a black shirt, standing in the shadow of the tree. In the night, he was pitch black, with only a pair of eyes, as if two clusters of flames were burning in the black pupils.
Under the cover of the night, Xia Rou didn't notice it at all.
She called him, ran towards him happily, and asked, "Why are you here?"
Suddenly, she realized that she had just kissed Wei Qi outside the gate. Thinking that Cao Yang might see it, she suddenly felt embarrassed.
Although she has actually lived for nearly twenty-nine years in the two worlds combined, and often protests against Cao Yang's various tyranny/government that she has grown up, but in fact... what she loves the most is to be a girl by his side A little girl who doesn't grow up.
When Cao Yang saw the intimacy between her and her boyfriend, she felt uncomfortable.
She wanted to ask Cao Yang if he saw it, but she was so embarrassed that she didn't know how to speak.
While hesitating, Cao Yang, who had been staring at her all the time, suddenly stretched out his hand.
He squeezed her chin, bowed his head...
A faint smell of alcohol lingers in the nose.
The powerful arms tightened, encircling her body in his arms.
The lips were kissed hard and fiercely.
Xia Rou opened her eyes, unable to understand what happened.
It was obviously her familiar breath. It was obviously a breath that made her feel at ease and safe.
At this moment, she was overwhelmingly engulfed, as if trying to snatch the air around her, suffocating her.
Until the man couldn't be satisfied with plundering the two pink lips, he pried open her teeth with his dexterous and powerful tongue, wanting to go deeper...
Xia Rou finally reacted.
She just felt her brain "buzzing"!
Mess!
It's all messed up!