Just when Xia Rou ran towards him with a sweet smile as usual, Cao Yang was thinking, why did he endure all this time
He has a capable father and a background mother. From his youth, he lived a wanton life. After becoming an adult, even if you only rely on yourself, the people you want and the things you want are all within your grasp. Never, don't be patient.
What's more, his character has never given up without trying.
However, that face with a sweet smile gave him the answer.
It turned out that he endured and restrained... because of her.
Afraid of scaring her, afraid of hurting her, afraid that she would not accept it and alienate him.
But all these worries were defeated by the strong feeling that he was about to lose her this evening.
He watched her running towards him as briskly as a bird, but her steps gradually slowed down, with a shy expression on her face, and she stopped a step away from him.
Xia Rou always ran to him, took his arm, raised her head and smiled at him. Today, because of another man, she took a step away from him.
This half-arm-length distance made him intolerable. And he knew that if he didn't pull her back, in the future... the distance between her and him would only get bigger and bigger.
He stared at her.
Her lips were already delicate and pink, but they were slightly swollen just after being kissed, making them look more plump and attractive.
This added allure was born because of another man!
Cao Yang felt that he couldn't bear it anymore!
His blood was surging, and if he endured it any longer, he would probably explode.
He made a sudden move, pinched her chin, lowered his head and kissed her fiercely!
As tender as he thought it would be. As sweet as he had tasted in his dreams.
Cao Yang bit that lip lightly, sucking and licking.
Those suppressed desires, boiling blood, those restlessness that could not fall asleep thinking about the people in the room downstairs seemed to have a place to go.
He tightened his arms and locked her slender and soft body in his arms.
Although he and her were intimate, they had never been so intimate in physical contact.
Her body was petite and soft, as if no matter how hard he tried, his slender waist would be broken if he was not careful. Although he hugged her tightly, he was also cautious.
But she seemed to freeze, her body lost its response.
When he opened her teeth, looked for her tongue, and entangled with it... the girl in his arms began to struggle.
Cao Yang froze for a moment, then tightened his arms and hugged Xia Rou even tighter so that she could not resist.
He sucked her soft tongue hard, licking her lips. The fragrance and sweetness between her lips and teeth, like sweet spring, moistened his thirsty and burning throat.
He wallowed in it until... he felt wetness on his cheeks.
Cao Yang froze, left Xia Rou's lips, and looked down at her.
Xia Rou never closed her eyes from the beginning to the end. She put her hands on his chest and leaned back slightly. looked up at him.
His shadow was reflected in the black pupils, and tears slid down his cheeks.
In those pupils, Cao Yang seemed to see his collapse.
He froze for a while, then let go of his arms... Xia Rou took a step back and got out of his arms.
Two people are one step away from each other.
Xia Rou's eyes were shocked and dazed.
At a loss.
Then slowly, she stared at Cao Yang, her cheeks began to turn pale.
Cao Yang saw something called "broken" in Xia Rou, and his heart sank.
He moved his lips, trying to call her, but he didn't make a sound.
He took a step forward.
Xia Rou took a step back.
Still one step away.
Ever since Xia Rou called "Big Brother", the world has turned upside down before they even said a word.
Xia Rou's face was frighteningly pale, and her body even began to tremble slightly.
She really hoped that Cao Yang could explain and tell her that he was drunk just now and mistook her for someone. What happened just now was just an embarrassing misunderstanding.
But Cao Yang just looked at her silently.
He told her in silence, no excuses, no explanations, what she saw and felt... was the truth.
That buzzing sound kept ringing in Xia Rou's mind, buzzing and booming, subverting the whole world.
Many memories and pictures flashed through my mind like a flood that opened the gate.
Those eyes that she never understood, those sighs that sounded behind her, those hot warmth in her palms on the back of her neck.
And every ounce of care, care, love, and tolerance he gave her in her life...
Messed up.
I can no longer tell which is the past life and which is the present life.
Which ones are Cao Yang, and which ones... are the big brothers
When the mist is chaotic, it is as beautiful as a fairyland. Once it dissipates, the reality presented... Xia Rou can't bear it.
She turned and ran!
Cao Yang stood silently in the night, watching her fleeing him hastily. Did not go after.
After a long time, he took a deep breath. turn around.
On the side of the road not far away, a girl was holding on to the taxi door and looked at him in astonishment.
Cao Yang ignored her, got into his car, and drove away.
The girl let the taxi go and stood there watching the black Land Rover disappear. She bit her finger, wandering, hesitating.
Xia Rou ran all the way.
The lights are dim, and the shadows of the trees are whirling. On the way to the dormitory, one or two students occasionally looked at her in surprise.
In just a short distance, she ran until her lungs burst.
When she reached the downstairs of the dormitory, she stopped, bent down to support her knees, and panted heavily. He glanced back at the dimly lit campus corridor.
He didn't come after him.
She sat down on the stone chair downstairs, bent over, breathing rapidly.
After taking a few deep breaths, he slowly calmed down. She pushed back her messy hair with her hands, covered her eyes, and then her face.
She was propped on her knees like this, leaning over, covering her face. I don't know how long it took before I let go of my hand and stared blankly in the night...
…
It wasn't until the chill of the night made her body numb that she stood up and entered the building.
None of the roommates have boyfriends yet, and life on weekend nights is as simple and monotonous as usual. When Xia Rou came back, the three girls were lying down and talking with the lamp in the dark.
"Yo, are you back from a date?" they teased her.
Xia Rou forced a smile, took off her satchel and went into the bathroom. After washing up, I heard Zhuang Xiao calling her outside: "Xia Rou, your phone is vibrating!"
Xia Rou went out and took out her mobile phone from her bag. Still shaking, it was Wei Qi.
Xia Rou stared at the photo of the caller's profile picture, swiped through, and walked into the bathroom.
"Xia Rou! Are you okay?" Wei Qi's voice sounded a little anxious.
"It's okay..." Xia Rou tried her best not to sound so fragile. "It's alright… "
"Well... after I leave..." Wei Qi also seemed to be hesitant, and asked tentatively, "What's going on?"
Just now, when he got home, he received a call from Zou Yue.
After hesitating for a long time, Zou Yue decided to call Wei Qi and tell him what she saw.
Between Wei Qi and Xia Rou, she is undoubtedly on Wei Qi's side. But she is a straightforward girl, and she didn't discredit Xia Rou. She just told the truth of what she saw.
"... She didn't seem to want it either. I saw that she was quite frightened, and then she ran back to school without saying a word to the man. Then the man drove away by himself." she says.
"Okay, got it, thank you." Wei Qi said.
In front of Zou Yue, he remained calm.
In fact, in my heart, I was overwhelmed.
Xia Rou is a very eye-catching girl. Even the classmates around her knew about her relationship with him, and they couldn't stop the confession of boys placing flowers and candles in the dormitory building one after another.
But what makes Xia Rou people like is that she never flirts with others, and she never hangs up a spare tire. She always rejects those boys coldly and calmly.
Although Wei Qi is slightly jealous, he is actually proud and at ease in his heart.
But this time, he wasn't so relieved.
He is a smart person, deduced a lot of information from the details described by Zou Yue. He intuitively felt that Xia Rou, the man who kissed her forcefully, was not that simple.
In fact, he really wanted to calm down and ask her about it face to face when he went to see her tomorrow.
But he didn't hold back.
He couldn't contain himself at the thought of another man kissing her just after he'd kissed her. He wanted to hear Xia Rou tell him what was going on right away.
When Xia Rou heard Wei Qi's question, she knew that Wei Qi knew what happened after he left.
She wasn't interested in how he knew.
She looked up at herself in the mirror. A pale face makes a person look vulnerable.
Wei Qi on the phone is still young and impatient. If it was Wei Qi from another life, he wouldn't make this call.
He will wait until they meet, look her in the eyes, and ask her face to face.
No matter how she expresses her refusal, he always has a smile on his lips and bright eyes, letting her know that he will not give up easily.
The younger Wei Qi was... quite different from the Wei Qi she was familiar with.
Xia Rou suddenly felt powerless.
In these years, I don't know how many times, she repeatedly re-examined her previous life and herself. She felt that she had cleared the fog, saw through, and understood.
She completely negates that self-abased, stubborn, silent, and fussy self. Every time when faced with a choice, he would refer to his previous life and make a different choice based on Cao Yang's will.
As it turned out, she was not only doing the right thing, but doing it well. She experienced her girlhood again, and her life became brighter and more generous. Even she was completely different from her previous life.
Not only did she become cheerful and open-minded, but most importantly, she gradually gained self-confidence.
But all of these collapsed tonight.
She thought she understood everything, but tonight, she saw a completely unfamiliar Cao Yang. One tore off the "elder brother" mark, purely Cao Yang as a man.
Wei Qi's voice still rang in his ears.
"Xia Rou? Xia Rou?" He called her.
Xia Rou closed her eyes. "Wei Qi..." she said, "Let me be quiet..."
There was a long silence on the phone, and Wei Qi said a little shyly, "Okay."
Xia Rou sat on the toilet seat, hugging her knees.
She once thought optimistically that she had missed too much in her previous life, and in this life, she would make up for all that she missed.
But now, she wondered in a daze... In the other life she once lived, what exactly... did she miss
Lying in bed at night, she tossed and turned.
Zhuang Xiao helplessly called her in the dark: "What's the matter with you? Don't keep turning over, it's making me sleepless."
She let out a "hmm", turned over again, and stopped moving.
Those messy memories and pictures flooded the brain disorderly, chaotic, silent, but full of noise.
She suddenly remembered that he had appeared at her apartment that day, with a serious expression on his face, and said he had something to tell her.
But because of Cao An who suddenly appeared, he couldn't make it.
That day, he got divorced.
Come to her immediately.
What do you want to say to her
In the end... what do you want to tell her
She no longer, could not know.