Illimitable Until Death

Chapter 1: Hidden flaws deep inside

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"What kind of talent is a normal person?"

This question can be very funny or very philosophical.

The reason for being funny is simple, because most people don't ask such a question for no reason.

If one day someone next to you suddenly asked such a question, then your first reaction would definitely be laughter

After all, normal people certainly don't want to ask such a question suddenly.

The reason for philosophy is even simpler. It's nothing more than that, from an objective point of view, it can also become a connotative debate.

It's just that, such a debate question, if it is not in high school, it will definitely not be raised, and it will be regarded as a homework.

However, Fang Li raised this question to his teacher on the first day of the first grade of elementary school.

Fang Li was only eight years old that year.

It is conceivable how embarrassing and confused the reaction of the elementary school teacher standing on the stage and the surrounding group of ignorant children was when such a question appeared from the mouth of an eight-year-old child.

From this point of view alone, Fang Li is no longer a normal person.

Such a problem should definitely not arise for an eight-year-old child.

However, no matter how you look at it, Fang Li is actually a normal person.

When children of the same age were playing, Fang Li was also playing.

When children of the same age were in trouble, Fang Li was also in trouble.

When children of the same age are innocent, Fang Li is also innocent.

When children of the same age are childishly spanking, Fang Li is also childishly spanking.

In other words, Fangli is neither precocious nor abnormal. He is a normal child both physically and mentally.

However, Fang Li couldn't help asking such a question on the first day of elementary school at the age of eight.

Because Fang Li, who was ignorant, knew the only anomaly that was different from the others.

Fang Li was only seven years old that year.

Before the age of seven, Fang Li had always grown up as an ordinary child.

At that time, because parents had to work all day long to support the family, the person who accompany Fangli most often was grandfather.

Grandpa loves Fangli very much.

When Fang Li wants to play, Grandpa will accompany Fang Li to play.

When Fangli was scolded by his parents, his grandfather would come out to defend Fangli.

When Fang Li hits and falls, his grandfather will comfort Fang Li, who is in pain.

When Fang Li became interested in a toy, Grandpa would also buy that toy, just to make Fang Li happy.

Therefore, Fang Li also liked Grandpa very much.

Even when he grows up, Fang Li can tell the people around him for granted that his favorite person is his grandfather.

How would you react when such a person disappears from your world

Before, Fang Li had not considered this issue.

But when he was seven years old, Fang Li had to think about it.

"woo woo woo woo… "

The sound of crying moved in the entire space.

Some of them are extremely repressed, some are unscrupulous, but anyone can feel the sadness and sadness inside.

Under that cry, the entire vast space was filled with an atmosphere of sadness.

Under the sound of crying, the ignorant children were exaggerated, and they cried one by one.

Fang Li was in such an environment like this, with one hand being held by his mother, and his gaze cast in front of him.

There, a black-and-white photo is being placed.

The person in the photo is Fang Li's grandfather.

Looking at that photo, Fang Li really missed his grandpa.

Fang Li knew that the people around him also missed his grandpa, so he shed tears at this time.

However, Fang Li couldn't even shed a tear.

Even if his parents were crying, and the adults and children around him were crying, Fang Li still couldn't cry.

So Fang Li asked.

"Mom, why are you all crying?"

At that time, the tearful mother answered Fang Li like this.

"... Because, Grandpa won't be back anymore."

Fang Li knows.

Fang Li still knew this fact.

Fang Li knew that Grandpa would never come back again.

But…

"But why do you have to cry like this?"

When Fang Li asked such a question, his mother's expression was a little surprised and a little confused.

Then, his mother answered Fangli like this.

"Grandpa won't be back. Normal people will feel sad, so they cry."

Fang Li didn't say anything again when he heard this sentence.

However, there was a question in Fang Li's heart.

"Should normal people cry at this time?"

Because of this, Fang Li asked the teacher such a question when he was eight years old.

When he grew up, Fang Li knew that it was indeed a matter of course.

The death of a loved one, for a normal person, of course should cry.

Because, will be sad, will be sad, that is a normal person.

From a psychological point of view, when a person's subjective world and objective world have the principle of unity, then it is normal.

Because psychology is a reflection of objective reality, any normal psychological activities and behaviors must be consistent with the objective environment, even in terms of form and content.

When a person's spirit or psychology loses unity with the external environment, then this person must not be understood by others.

At that time, this person will become anomalous.

Therefore, from this theoretical point of view, Fang Li is not a normal person.

Fang Li did not cry that day.

When others are sad, Fang Li's heart is only peaceful.

When others take it for granted, Fang Li only has doubts in his heart.

Fang Li was only surprised when others were crying and weeping.

So out of place, even cruel and ruthless, how can it not be considered abnormal

In any case, the other party raised himself from an early age, has a very good relationship with him, and is his favorite relative.

Such a person has passed away and will never be seen again. It is precisely because he is a child that he should be more sad, right

However, from beginning to end, Fang Li never felt a trace of sadness, a trace of sadness, or even the urge to shed a tear.

At that time, the adults didn't care about this, only when Fang Li really didn't understand the meaning of death, or he was a little precocious, and was not affected by the children around him, so he was exaggerated and crying.

Only Fang Li, in a ignorant situation, understood one thing.

That is…

"I'm different from the people around..."

That was Fang Li's only thought at the time.

After growing up, Fang Li understood why he was like that back then.

Not only because Fang Li became sensible, but also because Fang Li unavoidably experienced the same thing several times.

At that time, Fangli couldn't cry and couldn't feel sad.

Then Fang Li understood.

No matter how important the other person is to him or how close he is to him, once he (she) dies, he will never shed a tear or feel a trace of sadness.

It's not that Fang Li is ignorant, nor that Fang Li is too cold and ruthless.

That is just a flaw.

A Fangli started to be ignorant at the age of seven, hiding his personality defects deep in his heart.

"I can't have feelings for someone else's death..."

So…

"I must have no way to have feelings for my own death..."

This fact was confirmed in the year Fang Li was 18 years old.

"boom!"

It was an extremely loud impact.

At the moment when the impact sounded, Fang Li only felt that the sky was spinning, and when his vision was restored, only a piece of sky entered his vision for the first time.

However, the sky gradually dyed red and was replaced by black bit by bit.

The red appeared because the iris in the square began to bleed.

The black appeared because Fang Li's consciousness began to disappear.

At this moment, Fang Li only felt that his body was no longer his own, he couldn't even move, and he didn't even feel anymore.

The only feeling in Fang Li is-heat.

It's hot.

very hot.

The whole body is feverish.

Around, one by one pedestrians began to come around, appearing in Fangli's blurred vision.

Fang Li couldn't hear what they were talking about.

However, Fang Li was able to perceive a panic and fear in his surroundings.

And his body that was heating up seemed to be losing something important, causing the ground underneath to become wet.

Fang Li turned his head hard, and saw the oil-parking road close at hand.

There, it is gradually being dyed red.

He was dyed red by the blood flowing from the whole body in Fangli.

So Fang Li finally understood.

The important things that are being lost in my body are not only blood, but also life.

At the same time, Fang Li understood what happened.

Car accident.

It was just a sudden accident.

There are more than 100,000 accidents like this in this country every year.

Fangli is just one of the 100,000 car accidents this year.

"I see… "

Fang Li instantly accepted his destiny.

There is no unwillingness, no resentment, or even fear or resistance.

After all, Fang Li couldn't have any emotions about "death."

This is a fact that I began to be ignorant of when I was seven years old.

Now, it's just confirmed.

If Fang Li had any thoughts about his imminent death, there was only one.

"Where will people go after they die?"

With such a thought, Fang Li closed his eyes.

At the moment Fang Li completely lost consciousness, a cold voice poured into his mind.

"Number 11273 entered the main god space."

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