"—"First of all, face my own past"—"
This is what the trial gave.
Yes.
The first challenge of this so-called trial is to face one's own past.
For most people, the past is not a good thing.
Because people are creatures that can do stupid things.
No matter how good people are, they have had a time when they were immature, and there has been a stage called the rebellious period, and they have done things that will make them feel ashamed and regretful in the future.
Therefore, people usually hold a pessimistic attitude towards the past, hate the past self, deny the past, unwilling to look directly at those unbearable past events, but only optimistically acknowledge the present self.
But that is also helpless.
Compared to the past, the present is undoubtedly more important and more meaningful.
Yesterday's self is definitely more ignorant than today's self.
Today's self is definitely more immature than tomorrow's self.
The past has been losing to the present.
Now I have been losing to the future.
This is the truth of this world.
Perhaps, some people also want to go back to the past, thinking that the past is better.
For example, those who fall into the family will miss the glory of the family once, those who have cancer will miss the once healthy self, those who have done bad things will miss the time when they once walked in the sun, and those who have no confidence in the future will miss the past. Nothing needs to be considered, only the childhood of eating, drinking and having fun, so there will be something called "regret".
However, when such pessimistic thoughts appear, they are destined to be cast with contempt by the future self, thinking that they are so immature at this time.
And if people can really go back to the past and face the past, how would people react
Lost
Puzzled
sigh
pain
These are all possible.
However, different people will definitely give different answers.
No matter what the process is, no matter what it will be like, as long as you can cross the past and get an answer, the witch who observes all this and satisfies her curiosity will give affirmation.
Therefore, people who cannot accept their past, are immersed in sorrow and pain, and then withdraw, cannot overcome the trial.
On the contrary, people who can accept the past and even make up their minds to make a clean break can leap the trials.
This is the content of the trial.
And when Amelia was forced to face her past, Fang Li was also facing her past.
"woo woo woo woo… "
The sound of crying moved in this space.
Some of them are extremely depressed, some are unscrupulous, but anyone can feel the sadness and sadness in them.
Below that cry, an atmosphere of sadness filled.
Under the cry, the sad mood was infected.
Even the ignorant children were affected, and all of them burst into tears at the end.
Returning to the Fangli of childhood, I was in such an environment, one hand was held by his mother, and his eyes were looking forward.
There, a black-and-white photo is being placed.
It is the grandfather who has passed away.
Naturally, Fang Li couldn't forget this past.
Because, on this day, Fang Li began to understand his own uniqueness in a ignorant way.
From this day on, Fang Li's life was changed.
It is often said that if one's perspective is different, the world will be completely different.
This sentence is suitable for Fang Li's body.
Being indifferent to death, Fang Li gradually grew into a person who was incompatible with his surroundings.
Unable to feel sad about the death of those around him, Fang Li's personality became calm and decisive.
Unable to empathize with the death and grief of others, Fang Li is gradually seen as cold and ruthless.
Parents think that such Fangli is too precocious, not only confused, but sometimes even scared.
Friends thought that such Fangli was too ruthless, and they all alienated him.
The reason why Fang Li became a squat at home is not unrelated to this.
And the starting point of this life is here.
"Facing the beginning of your life, do you feel sad?"
The witch's voice whispered in her ears.
"Do you feel sad facing your abnormal start?"
The murmur gradually became pleasant, as if he was enjoying Fang Li's reaction.
But Fang Li turned a deaf ear to his ears, just staring at the old man in the nostalgic black-and-white photo before his eyes and looking at his mother beside him.
Mother was still crying, holding Fang Li's hand even a little bit cold.
This made Fang Li couldn't help but start thinking.
"Why didn't you find it before?"
If you find it, you can warm your mother.
That way, it should be able to provide some comfort and ease the grief of those around you, right
"Why didn't you find out until now?"
This is the so-called emotion that must arise when facing the past.
Regret for the stupid things I have done in the past.
Feel unwilling to do good things that I haven't done in the past.
This feeling made Fang Li understand one thing.
"At that time, I was just watching the death in front of me, ignoring the life around me."
Grandpa's death opened a different curtain for Fang Li's life, but it made Fang Li ignore the condition of his biological mother beside him.
In the past, Fang Li always felt that he was a flawed person.
Now, Fang Li knows.
"It's not that my heart is flawed, but that my vision is too narrow."
The self watching "death" ignores "life".
The self who existed in "life" went to "death."
This is Fang Li's past.
"Now, I won't do that again."
Even if death is recorded in the soul.
Even if you can't understand the grief of others.
So…
"I will share happiness with the people around me, and work hard to survive death together."
In Fang Li's eyes, the magic eye that looked directly at death finally appeared again.
Appeared in my childhood self.
Moreover, it was not a cold blue, but a bright rainbow color.
"Beep...!"
In the brain, severe pain began to run through.
"Fuck...!"
In the soul, the ocean began to surge.
But Fang Li has ignored all this.
Just like the present self will have negative feelings for the past self.
"For the sake of my future self, no matter how bad my current self is, I won't have any hesitation."
As soon as this remark came out, heaven and earth fell.
Whether it is the mother, relatives, or the whole mourning hall here, they are beginning to break.
The witch's laughter echoed in Fang Li's ears with immense joy.
"You really are the best..."
In the voice full of love, the world around Fangli collapsed.
Fang Li was thus involved in a void of space.
The body, little by little, returned to the state of adulthood.
Then Fangli was immersed in the darkness.
There will be a direct light.