Ongphop paused, a gentle smile appeared on his face, Krist guessed that he might have thought of the person he likes—the person in the room: "A little bit, a little bit more, I want him to like me a little bit more, I want to I want him to feel my love a little more. Maybe it’s greedy to think this way, but it’s not enough. Then be more cautious. It may look despicable to outsiders, but in order to take care of him and care about him openly, who would Do you care?" Kongphop turned his gaze to Krist who was standing aside. He took the things in Krist's hands, and said softly, "So what's wrong with 'snipping in' for your own happiness? I don't think so. Go, brother Krist, and tell the person you like about your desires. Just give it to me."
With his hands empty, Krist seemed to have finally woken up, and raised his head in a jerk. Kongphop just smiled at Krist, showed him the bento he brought for Arthit, then turned and walked into the laboratory. By the way, he closed the door, as if closing the way for Krist to escape.
But Krist didn't want to escape either. At this moment, he started to run.
That's right, there's nothing to hesitate about.
I want to see him, I want to touch him, I want to comfort him, I want to stay by his side, I am not afraid of being hurt no matter what. If you feel pain and tired, just cry a lot, and then think carefully about whether you want to continue. If the answer is yes, then do it again. Go closer to him and smile at him.
It's not that simple.
-TBC.
Things like feelings are complicated and complicated, and simple and simple.
I heard that some people want to see the Shura field... this should not be counted (((
12.
Singto doesn't know why this lake again.
His mind went blank. Looking at the sparkling water on the lake, he finally regained his senses. He finally gradually realized what he said and did just now. He raised his trembling hands and slowly covered his red eyes.
It turns out that his so-called "love that doesn't need to be known by him" is nothing more than that. It turns out that he is also greedy. He understood why Krist confessed to Arthit even though he knew he liked Arthit, because he couldn't restrain himself. His selflessness, his lack of desires and desires are actually conditional.
The condition for staying aside and not touching is actually that the person he likes does not belong to anyone—including himself. The fear of losing that person outweighed everything.
In fact, he is just a selfish layman.
"Hey Mr. Singto, do you want to sit here and enjoy the cool breeze at night?"
The voice from behind made Singto tremble slightly. He put down his hands, lowered his head and stared blankly at the stones at his feet, pursed his lips and did not make a sound. He didn't want the person who appeared behind him to see this embarrassing appearance, after all, he had made that person so sad. He didn't look back, just whispered: "Kit, can you let me be quiet for a while?"
"Not good." That person was rarely disobedient. He didn't seem to care about Singto's response at all, and sat down next to Singto, but still quietly kept a certain distance. Singto saw it in his heart, and couldn't help secretly blaming himself. How could he have forgotten that Krist had always been cheerful and lively, but in fact he was an actor who was good at keeping bitter emotions in his heart.
Singto forced himself to curl the corners of his mouth: "It's not dark yet, Kit."
Krist looked up at the sky and laughed: "Oh, really."
Singto let out a breath, and finally looked sideways at Krist. Under his intentional avoidance, he hadn't seen Krist from such a close distance for a long time. Krist was still wearing a mask, and her voice was a little hoarse. The sea breeze blew past, blowing out some stupid hairs from Krist's head, making him look cute and silly. Singto thought, the smile on his face finally brought some sincerity: "Then Mr. Krist, what are you doing here at night?"
"Hmm... I want to ask you to eat." Krist turned her head to meet Singto's eyes, smiling so that the corners of her eyes were a little bit starry.
It was the familiar light of Singto, and Krist had always looked at him with such eyes. He used to be stupid to think that Krist was just acting like a baby to his brother in this way, and he forgot that he was also staring at Arthit with such eyes. He cast his eyes on the lake again: "But you know I won't agree, Kit."
"...I know." Krist's voice dropped, "I know. But even if I know, I want to ask Senior Sing for dinner, can't I?"
You don't need to look to know what kind of aggrieved expression Krist has now. Singto felt a pang in his heart, he didn't want to see that expression to treat Krist like this. He wanted Krist to be happy, and he knew he wasn't the one to give Krist happiness.
He clenched his fist and held back a word for a long while. His voice was so soft that it could only be heard by Krist: "Is it worth it, Kit, for someone like me."
"Why are you so unconfident about yourself?" Krist's tone was a little hasty. He picked up a stone and smashed it hard at the lake, as if venting his dissatisfaction with Singto's unreasonable self-pity, "Senior Sing skipped a grade in junior high school, and now he is also a top student in the college. You are the only undergraduate student who has a place in the office. Senior Sing’s photography is top-notch, and the photos he took have won many awards. Even the students of the School of Communication often ask you to help. You know that many students will Do you secretly talk about you behind your back, saying that you are handsome and gentle? Do you realize how charismatic you are?"
Krist paused for a moment, but his voice was filled with determination, "Senior Sing, you don't need to like me, but you can't be so inferior. You are definitely worthy of anyone's love, absolutely."
Singto was silent, rather he didn't know how to answer the question at all. He didn't know that he was such a shining person in Krist's eyes. Obviously, Krist is the one who is as warm as the sun.
Kris sniffed, seemingly trying to calm himself down. When he spoke again, his voice rose slightly again: "So Senior Sing, do you want to go to dinner with me?"
Singto didn't know why he brought up this topic again. He shook his head and couldn't help chuckling: "Did I reject you just now?"
"That's right." Krist had already expected Singto's answer, and replied easily, "It's okay, I'll just try again. If you reject me a hundred times, senior, I'll try a hundred times, and one of them will agree, right? hey-hey."
Singto finally couldn't help turning his head to look at Krist, who was also looking at him. As the sky darkened, Singto couldn't see the emotion written in Krist's eyes clearly, but felt that the person in front of him was also shining in such a dark night: "So confident?"
"Of course." Krist said naturally, "Because I'm Brother Arthit's younger brother. You must be reluctant to make me too sad."
Singto couldn't help laughing at these words: "You are too straightforward, I really don't know if you should be praised for your confidence."
Kris shrugged, the exaggerated appearance made Singto smile even more happily. Krist moved her butt quietly, and moved closer to Singto: "Senior Sing, I have something to tell you."
"What?"
"I want to tell you what I hate the most about you."
Obviously just said a lot of advantages of Singto without taking a breather, now I have to talk about the disadvantages. The smile on Singto's face didn't fade at all, instead he blinked curiously: "You say."
"I hate the fact that you set your moral standards too high." Krist looked at Singto, and Singto could easily imagine Krist's cute look with pouty mouth and aggrieved coquettishness if he didn't wear a mask, "You You like my brother, so you want to get in touch with me. It's only natural. It's because you can't get over the hurdle in your heart that you don't want to see me, and you insist on saying it's for my own good. Why don't you ask me what I think? If you want me to say, I don't care, whether you stab a knife in the heart or be your spare tire, as long as it's for Senior Sing, I'm happy. There's only one thing that makes me so sad that I can't wait to die in the next second."
Krist's tone of saying that word was too firm, but it was Singto who had the illusion of being killed by his determination. He sighed: "Don't say that word lightly, I..."
"Look, you are going to say that you are not worth it again. This is also the shortcoming of Senior Sing. I just said that you are a person worthy of everyone's liking. It's just that you were rejected by the person you like. You don't need to belittle yourself like this." Krist interrupted Singto. He looked straight at Singto, "Whether you like me or not is your own business, and whether you like you or not is only related to me. The only thing that makes me sad is not being able to see you."
Why can this person shine like this? Singto wanted to spit on himself. obviously before