It will snow. Krist in the dream is also beside him, just like in reality. Krist held a cup of hot coffee in both hands, and he wanted to warm his hands more with this cup of coffee than to drink it. He turned to see Singto with a big smile on his face. It was the smile that Singto hadn't seen for a long time, and it really belonged to Krist.
Krist kept smiling and stuffed the coffee into Singto's palm without saying a word. But Singto felt that, compared to coffee, what warmed him more was Krist's body temperature. Kris tilted her head and still smiled at him, as if she didn't have the slightest trouble.
Yes, that's the smile, that's what Singto wanted to see on Krist's face. There is no haze, no forbearance, not to make him feel at ease, but just to show a smile simply because of happiness.
A smile that makes you want to put a kiss on his cheek.
Singto slowly opened his eyes, and felt that someone was sitting beside him and playing with the chair. Finding that Singto had woken up, he kicked the floor and wanted to jump to Singto's side, but he hit Singto directly with too much force.
Singto caught his body dumbfounded, and his mind, which was still a little confused just now, was sobered up by him: "What are you playing, Kit?"
Krist smiled sheepishly: "I'm sorry, Senior Sing."
people in dreams. Singto looked at Krist and muttered to himself. He is the Krist in the dream, but he is not. He is much thinner than that Krist, with obvious dark circles under his eyes, he looks a bit haggard. Krist said it was because he was studying for midterms. Singto thinks this may be part of the reason, but it must be more than that.
Krist seemed a little uncomfortable being stared at by Singto. He lowered his head and coughed twice, then raised his head and looked into Singto's eyes and wrote some reproaches: "Did senior Sing not have lunch? Are you a child, and I won't eat when I'm not around?"
Only then did Singto realize the irrationality of Krist's presence here at this time: "Where's the band's rehearsal?"
"Oh, the lead guitarist said that his girlfriend insisted on having dinner with him, so he simply changed the rehearsal time." After Krist replied, he approached Singto in a serious manner, "So senior Sing, let's go to dinner too! You really, Don't let your brother worry about you!"
Ah, we were worried. What's going on, I obviously want this person to live happily all the time, but it's always self-defeating. The smile in the dream did not appear on Krist's face for a long time, Singto could only watch him suppress the gloom in his heart.
— Don't think too much about it.
The words Off just now resounded in Singto's mind suddenly, and in a rare move, he reached out and grabbed Krist's wrist, who had already stood up, one step faster than thought.
Facing Krist's slightly surprised expression, Singto was a little dazed. In fact, he didn't know what he wanted to do—he only knew that the color of the sun should not be what it is now.
"Kit," so he didn't think about it, but just said the words that were pressed in his heart and lingered for a long time, "Let's date."
If so, it can make his Kit a little more energetic. If so, he could make his Kit smile without any malice. If this is the case, his Kit can get back to its original color.
So, what does it matter if he thinks about it? He just wanted to see Krist happy, and that was enough.
Krist opened her mouth halfway, as if trying to digest Singto's words. His expression looked blank, and Singto couldn't help but think of when they first met. At that time, there was a distance between the two, but they were both staring at each other. Since then, I can no longer look away.
One drop, two drops, Krist's impeccable optimistic smile was melted by hot tears. He stared at Singto blankly, as if he hadn't even realized that he was already crying.
Those tears were like sharp knives, piercing straight into Singto's heart. Singto pulled Krist into his arms so that Krist could sit on his lap, wiping away Krist's tears with his thumb. Carefully and cautiously.
He finally stopped forcing a smile, he finally cried out. Although both of them were in pain, Singto still raised the corners of his mouth: "Cry if you want, okay? I won't let you cry again."
Krist shuddered slightly, as if he had finally regained his senses. He met Singto's eyes, but his expression became more and more aggrieved. He cried convulsively, and spoke intermittently: "Really... really... no... I'm... dreaming... a dream, right?"
Singto holds Krist's face in his hands. His voice was very soft, but just enough for Krist to hear: "If it is a dream, I will stay with you in the dream until you don't want to continue this dream."
Krist whimpered, wrapped his arms around Singto's neck and buried his head in the crescent of his neck. The little head rubbed back and forth, and the tears all over his face hit Singto's collar: "... I must be ugly when I cry."
"No." Singto rubbed Krist's hair, "Kit is very cute." The way she cried was cute, and the way she muttered and complained was also cute.
Is this really the right thing to do? Singto tightened the hand on Krist's waist, still couldn't help thinking this way.
But anyway, at this moment, he would rather believe that there is nothing wrong with doing so.
He didn't want to see Krist's forced mouth trying to smile for him anymore.
-TBC.
Sugar is poisonous, and it's not over yet.
Sing's real problem wasn't low self-esteem. Probably no one will see it, and I will talk about it later.
16.
"... dating?!"
"Hmm." Faced with Gun's surprise, Krist was a little shy. He lowered his head, stirring the drink in front of him once and for all.
"Isn't that great? Why is it still like this?" Gun raised his eyebrows, "Don't imitate your senior Sing's bad habit of thinking about things all day long. No matter how you say it, he is yours now Yes. Wouldn't it be more convenient for you to want him to belong to you completely?"
That is to say, he does not completely belong to me now. Krist didn't say this sentence, he knew he was thinking too much now. He sighed and supported his head with one hand: "What do you think it's like to be in love, Gun?"
"It's hard to say, after all, every couple's way of getting along is different." Gun also imitated Krist's way, resting his chin on his wrist, muttering with a puckered mouth, "I don't think about Daddy all the time, but I feel that even the time of separation is paving the way for the next time I see him. When we are together, we must lean together. Anyway, I feel at ease when I feel his presence... Well, I want to give Dad a clock. After finishing speaking, Gun took out his mobile phone and began to operate.
Although it was her own choice, Krist still gave the loving Gun a contemptuous look. He also took out his mobile phone, and after clicking on the interface of the person on top, he didn't know what to send. Obviously, when he wanted to pry open that person's heart, he didn't hesitate at all.
The phone vibrated suddenly, which startled Krist. Taking a closer look, it turns out that there is an extra dialog box on the interface that has already been clicked.
Singto: Are you still discussing
Really like a boyfriend. Thinking of this, Krist couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.
Krist: Well, a little while.
Krist: Where is Senior Sing? I'll come to the lab to see you later
Singto: My side is over, let me come to you
Singto: see you later
Krist: See you later~
Putting down his phone, Gun sitting across from him was lying on the table looking at Krist with interest. He stretched out his hand and poked Krist's face with a smile: "That's right, that's the right expression."
What kind of expression? Kris reached out and touched his face. Ah, the one who is smiling, laughing until his cheeks are sour and reluctant to put down the corners of his raised lips, just because that person's concern is like being put into a jar full of honey.
However, this seems to be no different from before. Thinking of this, the smile that originally hung on his face gradually disappeared.
Seeing this, Gun sighed softly: "I don't know what's the problem between you and your senior Sing, but Krist, don't think about love so complicated, okay? To put it simply, falling in love is two people staying together to pass the time." It's just time. He's already your boyfriend, just enjoy every minute and every second you have with him." Noticing Krist's distraction, Gun kindly changed the subject, "Uh, wait a while Aren't you going to rehearse? Did you tell Senior Singto?"
"...AH!!! I forgot!!!"
When Singto came, Gun had already left, leaving only Krist sitting cross-legged on a chair with some embarrassment watching Singto approaching him a little bit. He is facing S