It is possible not to be happy. The senior is already his boyfriend, and he already holds his senior Sing in the palm of his hand. Senior Sing would hold his hand, wipe his mouth, and put him in the most special position because of his rare expression. Obviously, I am so happy that I can't express it in words, so happy... I want to cry.
Ah, what's going on, why can't even see Senior Sing's expression clearly. He doesn't want it, he wants to engrave in his heart every moment of Sing-senpai that only belongs to him, those are obviously his treasures. Yes, you have to write it down. Why did he forget to bring his SLR today? That one is the same model as Senior Sing's, and it was the first camera that Senior Sing picked for him. Would it be possible to keep Senior Sing forever with that...
As if in a state of chaos, Krist didn't know what he was thinking about, he only knew that because of Singto's simple action, his mind would go blank.
He felt Singto's lips.
jerky kiss. As if afraid of hurting Krist, Singto dared not make too much movement. He just used the tip of his tongue to draw the line of Krist's lips bit by bit, licking the tears that fell on Krist's lips bit by bit. Tears were salty, but Singto's kiss was so sweet—that strange candy, this time Singto fed Krist's mouth himself.
The kiss didn't last long, and Singto backed away gently. He held Krist's cheeks, leaned his forehead gently against Krist: "I'm sorry, I said clearly that I don't want you to cry anymore."
He is here now. He was speaking the truth to himself. Thinking of this, Krist couldn't help but climbed up Singto's back. I don't know if this way, he can get closer to Singto's heart.
"Sorry Kit, maybe I'm not a qualified lover." Singto moved his hand to the back of Krist's head. He patted Krist lightly, as if he was coaxing a beloved child, "For the first time, someone occupies the position of 'lover', I... don't know how to make you happy. So, if you have any thoughts, you must speak out , okay?" He paused, half-jokingly said, "I heard that kissing when the Ferris wheel turns to the top..."
Singto didn't finish his sentence. He was grabbed by the collar by Krist. I don't have much experience, and I don't even know how to stick out my tongue, because the inertial teeth hit the teeth suddenly, and it hurts a bit. But no matter what, he, and him, have soft lips.
This is the highest point of the Ferris wheel.
-TBC.
When I was writing the part about the Ferris wheel, I was listening to Billy Joel's Honesty, and I almost cried when I wrote it.
20.
"Hey Krist, someone is looking for you!"
The voice of the lead singer interrupted Krist's cranky thoughts. Krist rubbed her face, then put down the paper cup she was holding in her hand and didn't take a sip.
Who will it be this time? Is it Senior Sing? Just thinking about it, the face of Krist, who was a little tired due to the excessive amount of training, became a little more radiant.
He recalled the kiss on the Ferris wheel a few days ago. That was the first kiss between two people. The two of them played happily in the amusement park for the whole afternoon, until they were sent home by Singto at night. Krist, who was red-eyed, didn't recover for a long time after Singto left. When she realized what had happened, Krist couldn't help but hugged the pillow tightly and rolled around on the bed. After rolling, she quickly got up and picked up a red marker to draw several big circles on Today.
Great, he is really Senior Sing's boyfriend. Only he can kiss him, only he can possess him, only he can see his expression of being trapped by love, which is so rare.
They are all Sing seniors who belong only to him.
Just thinking about it like this made the steps towards the door much lighter.
Maybe it was due to having too much expectation, the moment Krist saw the person coming, the joyful expression on Krist's face suddenly collapsed, making the person angry and funny at the same time. He stretched out his fist and tapped Krist's shoulder lightly: "What's your expression? Are you so unhappy to see me?"
"No, Brother God." Now he couldn't argue. Krist immediately put on a well-behaved expression, and blinked at God in an attempt to escape God's scolding, "I'm very, very happy to see you, really!"
"Uh uh uh, it's okay for you to be unhappy when you see me, but you'll definitely be happy when you see this." God raised his eyebrows and gestured to Krist for the guitar case he was carrying behind his back, "The store manager asked me to bring it for you." Yes, it's a surprise for you."
"Already done?!" Sure enough, Krist's eyes lit up. He quickly took the guitar case, put it on the ground and carefully opened it. Inside the box is an acoustic guitar with exquisite workmanship. Just by touching the material of the piano, you can tell that this guitar must be expensive. Krist held the guitar in his arms, lightly plucked the strings to fine-tune his own guitar.
"I was shocked when the store manager told me that you were going to order a new guitar." God stood aside with his arms folded, "Aren't you very precious about the previous one? That one is not cheap, right? You graduated from junior high school Teacher Arthit sent it to you."
"Oh, the finished product is different from the custom-made one." Krist didn't look up, "The tone is different, so you can use both."
God raised an eyebrow. He knelt down and pointed to the line of cursive characters on the body of the piano: "I think your purpose is this."
"...ahem." Krist didn't respond. Sometimes God's personality is really bad. Now that he knows the truth, there is no need to expose it. Krist rubbed the monologue lightly with his fingers, a warm smile gradually appeared on his face.
Peraya. This is between him and his Sing senior, and it is his selfishness. When he went to order this guitar, he and Singto were just ordinary seniors and juniors. Singto is pestered by him to explain the topic to him every day, take him out to take pictures, and he can also monopolize Singto's tenderness—as long as he pretends that he doesn't like Singto, pretends that he doesn't know that Singto likes Arthit.
At that time, he poured his unspeakable love into this guitar. But now, the guitar is really ready and he holds it in his hand, senior Sing has really become his only person. Everything is different and will never be put back where it was before. When I think about it this way, I feel both happy and afraid that all this is just a dream. Open your eyes, the guitar is not done well, he is just senior Sing's junior and teacher Arthit's younger brother, maintaining a close but unreachable distance.
"Then how are you and your senior Sing going?" God simply sat down next to Krist. He poked his chin to observe the change of Krist's expression, and said indifferently, "Have you dated?"
People who seem to be very nervous are actually surprisingly sensitive. Krist didn't answer, just plucked the strings and played on his own.
I won't ask for nothing while I'm gone
Actually I don't want anything
But when I want sincerity
just when i long to be honest
Tell me where else can I turn
please tell me what to do
Because you're the one that I depend upon
Because you're the only one I depend on
Honesty is such a lonely word
The word frank seems too lonely
Everyone is so untrue
everyone wears a mask
Honesty is hardly ever heard
How hard it is to hear the truth
And mostly what I need from you
That's exactly what I want most from you*
A light little piece. Krist seemed to be just staring at the front in a daze, but his hazy eyes seemed to be remembering something.
He didn't know if he had the courage, if he had the chance, to tell Singto that this song kept echoing in his brain when he was kissing Singto's lips on the Ferris wheel. Even now, he still hasn't been able to be honest with Singto, he knows it. Whether it is him or Singto, there are still many things hidden in their hearts that cannot be said.
Should I say it? Can you say that? What happens after you say it? He obviously planned to say it, but was stopped by a kiss, and he didn't know whether it was good or not.
Seeing Krist's flickering expression, God sat aside and couldn't help laughing. Krist stopped plucking the fingers, pouted his mouth and feigned anger, and said, "Why did you interrupt me, Brother God!"
"No, I just don't think you are suitable for such an expression." God smiled and stretched out a finger, poking Krist's cheek, "The Krist I know is obviously a heartless little sun."
Krist grabbed God's hand: "Nonsense again, Ming