Xiao Yuan was lying under the apricot tree, pouring himself a glass of wine, his expression a little hazy.
He still remembered his firm determination in the Taoist platform. Even if he died on the Taoist platform, he would never have anything to do with Emperor Xu.
Who knows that the world can make people, but he is really involved with Emperor Xu.
After he came out of the Taoist platform, he lost his memory, and he couldn't remember anything but common sense.
In the blank time, he had a wife and children.
They live together every day, his wife Hellas is a gentle and kind doctor, and his son is innocent, intelligent and lovely.
At that time, he believed that this should be the happiest life in the world.
But every now and then there was a little bit of emptiness in his heart, which made him panic.
It was from his own memory, and he had a hunch that as long as he regained his memory, such happy days would be gone forever.
At his resistance, his time to regain his memory was extended to five years.
Five years later, he recovered his memory, and sure enough, everything was as expected, such a happy and warm day really does not exist.
His 'wife' was Emperor Xu.
That was Emperor Xu, the master who even killed himself when he became crazy.
His 'son' is not a real son, he cannot have a child with Emperor Xu.
The so-called family of three is just his wishful thinking.
The huge gap and daze made him want to escape, but he was found by Emperor Xu unexpectedly.
That person's rationality and indifference, as always, had dissipated, leaving only a chilling desire for control and a despairing rationality.
If he encountered such a person in the past, he would like to avoid it. As he said in the Taoist platform, he would rather die than be involved with such a person.
But now, he fell in love with that man.
I fell in love with a five-year-old love.
I fell in love with a life that was as simple as water but immersed in each other.
Although Xiao Yuan knew it was fake, even though he understood that what he fell in love with was just a fake phantom.
But his feelings are real.
Emperor Xu stayed behind and left, and his uncompromising determination made his heartache to the point of suffocation.
But he also understands that Emperor Xu can even give up the children he raised, so what is he
After Emperor Xu left, he took Guiyou and stayed in the former house.
The house full of good memories and hopes for the future now makes him miserable all the time.
Gradually, he began to numb himself in the wine, hoping to get drunk and return to the warm days of those five years in a dream.
He ignored Gui Yu's gradually silent figure, didn't notice how long the child hadn't laughed, and didn't care how long they hadn't communicated.
How ironic the former father's kindness and filial piety seem now.
Then the unexpected come is always caught off guard.
Xiao Yuan himself did not expect that the identity of the return would be involved with the Yu family.
The people of the Yu family found their reunion, and the skirmish that started ended in a battle against each other.
He wanted to protect Guiyou, but the Yu family tried their best to kill Guiyou.
After he kills the Yu family, this grievance has no chance to be resolved unless one party dies completely.
Whenever he was asked about his identity, Xiao Yuan didn't know what to say.
He didn't know anything, and Emperor Xu only told him before leaving that Rong Guiyu would go to Rongguo in fifteen years, and there would be nothing else.
He didn't know what to say, so he faced it in silence.
In the face of the Yu family's all-out pursuit, he was still besieged and severely injured by the monks who owed the Yu family's favor.
He took Gui Yu to hide in Tibet day by day, and the injury deteriorated to the point where he could never recover. He tried his best to hide Gui Yu.
He told Gui Yu that he could go to the other three continents except the Northern Border Region.
He was worried that Gui Yu would go to Rongguo with the troubles of the Yu family, which made Emperor Xu unhappy.
That person is good at calculating, the city is deep, and he is not used to the family.
If there is profit in Guiyou, he is afraid that the person will use Guiyou completely reckless.
Although he was not a good father in the future, the reunion actually called his father for so many years with sincerity.
He didn't want the child to be sad, and he didn't want him to be involved in any calculations.
Later, he told Guiyou that after he was fifteen years old, he could go to Rongguo to find Emperor Xu, where the truth of his identity was found.
It's a good thing to go back to that kid, he listens to whatever he says.
In a trance, Xiao Yuan realized that he hadn't heard the child shouting 'Daddy' lively for a long time.
Before his death, Xiao Yuan regretted a little, why didn't he take good care of this child during that time.
This kind father's heart came too late.
However, his biggest desire is to return to the time when he lost his memory.
Then try your best not to restore your memory, even if you remember everything, you have to pretend you don't know anything.
Wouldn't it be possible to stay with Emperor Xu for a while longer
Is it possible to make your home last longer
Xiao Yuan knew that he would not be able to live, but Kuai was still young, and he was still the child entrusted to him by his beloved, and he couldn't let Kui happen to him.
Xiao Yuan condensed all his remaining strength into a jade pendant, hung the jade pendant around Guiyou's neck, and drove Guiyou out.
"Father." Gui Yu cried out in a hoarse voice.
Xiao Yuan vomited blood, leaned against the apricot tree, and said in a strong voice: "Go, leave Beijiang Buzhou, go anywhere."
The knock on the door rang for a long time, and the child who couldn't wait to open the door knelt outside, biting his lip and not leaving.
Across the door, Xiao Yuan supported his weak body and took a sip of wine.
He smiled bitterly and said, "Get out of here, I won't live long, you can't die here with me. You don't know your background, if you die, not only will I lose my life in vain, your biological parents are now How it is even more unpredictable.”
After returning to listen, his eyes are full of pain.
During this time of escape, he had grown too much, and he guessed that his father was probably no longer able to protect him.
But let him abandon his father and leave, he can't do it anyway.
But if he didn't leave, he would just die in vain at the hands of the Yu family.
Gui Yu gritted his teeth and slammed three heads on the ground. I thank my father for his nurturing, teaching, and sheltering love.
After saying goodbye, Gui Yu turned around and ran away.
The sobbing sound of the child crying in his ear finally faded away.
Xiao Yuan is not worried about the safety of the child. When his life is in danger, all the strength he carries on the child will lead the child to escape from Beijiang Buzhou.
After returning and leaving, Xiao Yuan stretched out his hand and pinched a piece of apricot blossoms, and suddenly remembered the appearance of the woman lying half-lying under the tree reading medical books in the warm little courtyard.
Relaxed and warm.
Even if he knew that it was just the side of the man, he still couldn't see it through and let it go.
Xiao Yuan's heart is full of bitterness, look, it's this time, what he's thinking about is still not retribution.
It was not until his life was exhausted that he suddenly realized that all his thoughts were extravagant hopes.
Because Emperor Xu knew medicine.
That person can let it go for a while, but he won't let him lose his memory all the time.
Unless you have your own plans.
Look, before he knew it, he already knew that person so well.
But even with this understanding, he didn't dare to call out to that person: Rong Xian.
Don't dare to ask that person, can you give him a little love.
Consciousness gradually blurred, and a large area of darkness in his mind eroded his consciousness.
Xiao Yuan struggled to open his eyes and looked at the void, as if among the trees full of apricot blossoms, he saw the woman's gentle smile, relaxed and relaxed.
Facing this false illusion, he used all his strength to raise a smile.
"Rong Xian..." The voice gradually decreased.
"I like you, I like you, I only like you..."
The sound faded away with the wind.
A breeze blew past, and the apricot flowers fell from the branches and fell on the sleeping person under the tree.
But the man never woke up again.
(End of this chapter)