Impossible Lovers

Chapter 49: As I grew up, I realized that actually

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The atmosphere in the ward also became tense. Everyone looked at the grandmother on the hospital bed, and no one spoke for a while.

The air was so quiet that it was a little depressing. Everyone said that Su Mingxi was strong when she was angry, but she didn't know that her strength was inherited from Zheng Baozhu's grandmother.

Su Mingxi glanced at Zheng Baozhu who was standing there, hesitated for a moment, but went to persuade his mother: "Mom, don't be angry, you are not worth it when you are angry. And Yaoyao is still here, don't scare the children. already."

The grandmother took care of the child, so she put down her anger, put on a calm tone and said to Zheng Baozhu: "Baozhu, if you have already filmed the scene, then we will do the filming, and we will not pursue anything, but after that you can't go to film again. already."

Su Ming said happily: "I told her the same, but the child still can't figure it out for a while, you give her more time..."

"I really can't figure it out." Zheng Baozhu's hand on his side clenched slightly, looking at his grandmother, who was half lying on the hospital bed, "grandmother, I know you have always loved me, what happened to me when I was a child, my mother If you want to scold me, you also protect me. But I don't understand the only thing about my aunt. When she just left, it was difficult for you to get out of the grief. This is human nature, and I fully understand it. But this It has been almost twenty years! Twenty years, your time seems to have stopped on the day when my aunt left, and you will never be able to get out. Is this normal?! You put all her things away, you People in the family are not allowed to talk about stars, let alone me being a star, so you can erase all traces of her from your life so you can relax?"

"Baozhu, do you know what you are talking about?" Su Mingxi interrupted her sharply.

Zheng Baozhu turned to look at her: "Mom, have you ever squeezed a pimple? If a pimple becomes pus, it can only be healed by squeezing the pus out. You all know this truth, but you are not willing to do it. I I don't think it's my fault, it's you guys!"

"Enough!" This time it was Zheng Baozhu's uncle who stopped her, "Baozhu, the more you talk, the more outrageous you are! I think your mother is too used to you!"

Zheng Baozhu looked at him, although his heart was a little hesitant, but he didn't mean to give in half: "Uncle, you are the eldest son in the family, I know that my grandparents were busy with work, and my mother and aunt were mostly you helping to take care of me. When I was young, I always thought that my uncle was very powerful, like a superman, and was not afraid of any difficulties. When I was a child, I really wanted to grow up quickly. I thought that when I became an adult, I could be like my uncle, and I would never have any difficulties again. It can stumped me. But when I grew up, I realized that adults are not brave at all, adults will be afraid and run away, and adults will be as cowardly as children."

When Zheng Baozhu said these words, her cheeks were already wet with tears, and even the tough guy, his uncle, had red eyes. He pursed his lips straight, and even though his thoughts were surging, he couldn't say a word.

The grandmother on the hospital bed turned her back and wiped the corners of her eyes, then looked at Zheng Baozhu again: "Baozhu, do you think we won't let you act, just because you are afraid to think of Mingmei? This is indeed the eternal pain in our hearts, but we What's more worrying is that you will become like Mingmei, immersed in the drama and unable to distinguish reality."

"Grandma, my aunt and I are two different people. Her choice doesn't mean my choice." Zheng Baozhu raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face and looked at her grandmother, "I'm afraid of death, this world There are so many beautiful things on it, I can't bear it."

"Then do you think Mingmei is willing to do it!" Grandma finally couldn't hold back her emotions, and said a little excitedly, "Mingmei used to be a person who loves life so much and is so fresh! Before her accident, no one thought of it. She would do something like this..."

When my grandmother said this, she was choked up and could not make a sound. Seeing this, Su Mingxi quickly stepped forward and patted her back to help her breathe: "Mom, don't get excited, pay attention to your body."

Her eyes were also red, and she gave Zheng Baozhu a reproachful look: "Baozhu, let's not talk about this today. Are you really going to make your grandmother angry, so you are happy?"

Zheng Baozhu stood there and didn't speak anymore. Grandma was so angry that she didn't want her to have any accident.

Qu Zhi took a few tissues from the table next to him, glanced at Zheng Baozhu hesitantly, and finally handed her the tissues quietly. Zheng Baozhu took it and silently wiped the tears from her face. Yaoyao looked up at her and suddenly cried with a "wow".

Everyone in the room was startled and looked at her. Children's emotions are always more sensitive. Su Mingxi was worried that the quarrel had just scared her, and soothed her softly: "What's wrong with Yaoyao? Stop crying, let's go home right now?"

"Not good." Yaoyao cried and said, ran to Zheng Baozhu and hugged her leg, "Why do you all bully my aunt, so many of you bully one of her, my aunt is so pitiful, wow-"

Yaoyao cried so earth-shatteringly, Zheng Baozhu wiped away the tears on her face, bent down and hugged her: "Yaoyao don't cry, auntie is fine."

"Auntie Biao's eyes are red from crying." Yaoyao hugged her neck, and her snot bubbles burst out crying. Seeing this, Zheng Baozhu's aunt hurriedly coaxed, "Yaoyao, come to grandma. We are not bullying my cousin, we are all for her good."

Yaoyao looked at her grandmother, but still hugged Zheng Baozhu's neck and didn't let go, crying and accusing them: "Mom told me that you don't like my cousin to act, saying that if she acts, you will be sad, but no Auntie who is acting will be sad. You are obviously trying to keep yourself from being sad, but you also say that it is for the sake of Auntie!"

The crying child's voice had no deterrent effect, but after she finished speaking, the ward fell into a new round of silence. Finally, my uncle looked at Yaoyao's mother who was beside him, and said, "Su Jiaying, is this how you two usually teach Yaoyao?"

The eldest cousin was suddenly called, and her shoulders shook slightly. She glanced at her father, and finally stood next to Zheng Baozhu: "Dad, I think Baozhu is right. Back then, you pretended to be sick and lied to Baozhu to let her give up the art test. I actually disapprove in my heart, but I dare not say it. I have been feeling sorry for Baozhu all these years. I know you have your scruples, but like Baozhu said, it has been twenty years since the affair of Aunt Mingmei. , it's time for you to come out."

Uncle Zheng Baozhu's mouth pursed a bit again, and her aunt hurried to the side to smooth things out: "Jiaying, you know this is very complicated..."

"It's actually not complicated at all." Su Jiaying didn't wait for her to finish, she turned her eyes to the hospital bed, "Grandma, there are two reasons why you are so reluctant to let Baozhu act. One, you don't want to. I can see the shadow of Aunt Mingmei from her. Sometimes I also think that Baozhu is very similar to Aunt Mingmei. If she also becomes a big star, I will definitely think of Aunt Mingmei when I see her. But it should be for us to overcome Instead of directly transferring the price to Baozhu. After so long, we should let go of Aunt Mingmei's affairs. If she was alive, she would not want to see us like this all the time. Second, as grandma you said, I am afraid that Baozhu will follow the old path of Aunt Mingmei. If it is really because of acting that you cannot get out of the way, and you cannot distinguish between reality and drama, then this actually belongs to the category of mental illness, which can be counseled and cured by seeing a psychiatrist. Coincidentally? , Xiaozhou happens to be a psychiatrist."

The Xiaozhou she was talking about was her husband, Yaoyao's father. After Su Jiaying finished the big call, everyone's eyes fell on Xiaozhou.

Xiao Zhou felt a lot of pressure.

Uncle Zheng Baozhu looked at him: "Xiaozhou, what do you think?"

"..." Father-in-law on one side and wife on the other, he didn't want to offend both, but he had to make this choice, "Dad, Jiaying is right, this is indeed a mental illness. This happens to actors more or less. , if the situation is mild, everyone can solve it through self-coaching, and if it is serious, you can seek help from a psychiatrist. This is not a terminal illness, it can be treated.”

After he finished speaking, the grandmother on the hospital bed suddenly hummed: "Okay, I understand today, these young people in our family are not fuel-efficient lamps. You are all highly educated talents. When you talk about it, it's all set. Dare we pay and do our best to train you, so that you can educate us today?"

The juniors didn't say a word. Grandma's eyes fell on Qu Zhi, looked at him and asked, "Qu Zhi, you are the most educated here, tell me what they said, right?"

Qu Zhi twitched the corners of his mouth, but before he made a sound, Su Mingxi said to Zheng Baozhu's grandmother, "Mom, you don't need to ask him, he has already done all morning ideological work for me at home."

If it weren't for the sudden accident of Zheng Baozhu's grandmother, she might have been persuaded by him.

"..." Qu Zhi took back what he didn't say.

The patient in the next hospital bed came back from a walk, and as soon as he entered the ward, he was stunned by the situation in the room. She stood at the door hesitantly and looked at them, then smiled awkwardly at them: "You are... having a family meeting? Then, would it be better for me to go out for a walk?"

"..." Grandma supported Su Mingxi next to her and sat up from the hospital bed. "Let's go back first, and then we'll talk about it when we go home."

Because my grandmother had a cast on her foot, they rented a wheelchair from the hospital and pushed the old man out. Today, everyone drove a car. After some discussion, Zheng Baozhu's uncle and aunt, as well as grandfather and grandma, had a car. Yaoyao's family should have been a car, but Yaoyao kept her arms around Zheng Baozhu's neck and did not let go. Su Jiaying The couple simply let her go with Baozhu in the same car, and they called Su Mingxi to their car to prevent her from having another conflict with Baozhu.

After the vehicles were allocated, Zheng Baozhu hugged Yaoyao and walked out of the hospital with Qu Zhi. Su Jiaying and Xiao Zhou walked behind them, looking at the backs of the two big and one small, their brows moved slightly: "Do you think that the three of them are like a family of three?"

Xiao Zhou looked at their backs and said, "But Mr. Qu, I heard you guys mention it before, didn't you say that the relationship with Baozhu is like water and fire?"

"Yeah!" Su Jiaying couldn't figure it out herself. "The relationship between the two of them was really bad when they were young. If it wasn't for murder, they might not have grown up together!"

"..." Xiao Zhou was silent for a while, "Then what's going on with them now?"

Su Jiaying touched her chin and said, "I suspect that one of the two of them was out of pocket."

"… oh, that's possible."

Zheng Baozhu, who was walking in front, was holding the tissue handed over by Qu Zhi, and wiped away the snot bubbles on Yaoyao's face: "Yaoyao, thank you for helping my cousin today, and I want to buy something for you. "

Yaoyao stopped crying now, looked at Zheng Baozhu and said cheerfully, "Yaoyao don't eat it!"

"Oh, what do Yaoyao want?"

Yaoyao blinked shyly: "cousin, can you ask for Lin Ziqin's autographed photo for me?"

Zheng Baozhu: "…"

After a long time, it turns out that Yaoyao is for the handsome guy. :)

"Oh, Yaoyao helped me because of my little brother?" Zheng Baozhu said sadly.

Yaoyao hurriedly said: "No! Yaoyao knows that it's because I posted a photo in the group that everyone scolds my cousin! Yaoyao really wants to help my cousin!"

"Oh, well then, for Yaoyao's sincerity in helping me, I'll help you get Lin Ziqin's autographed photo."

"Thank you, Auntie!" Yaoyao happily slapped Zheng Baozhu's face, "I want ten!"

"... This little classmate, are you a little too greedy?"

"And Zhou Ting, Huang Weiwei, Feng Yueyue, Xie You..." Yaoyao counted Zheng Baozhu's classmates who still wanted pictures of Lin Ziqin.

Zheng Baozhu interrupted her with a black line all over her head: "Okay, I see, I'll try my best to get ten for you."

"Thank you, auntie!" Yaoyao finished speaking, and then saw Qu Zhi who was walking beside him, and opened two small hands in his direction, "Brother, auntie is tired from hugging, let's hug Yaoyao instead!"

Zheng Baozhu: "…"

No, when did she say she was tired? Although it is really tiring to hold a child, she is the woman who carried Lin Ziqin on the set all morning. What is the weight!

Qu Zhi naturally hugged Yaoyao, Yaoyao hugged his neck with both hands, and looked at his face with a silly smile: "Brother is so handsome, is brother my cousin's boyfriend? ?"

Zheng Baozhu coughed from the side: "Yaoyao, don't talk nonsense."

"That cousin has never brought another little brother back." Yaoyao finished talking to her, and stared at Qu Zhi's face again, "My brother's eyelashes are so long, and his eyes, nose, and mouth look good."

Zheng Baozhu: "…"

Yaoyao's writing skills are on par with her childhood.

Zheng Baozhu listened to her exaggeration, and deliberately teased her: "Does Yaoyao think this brother is good-looking, or Lin Ziqin is more good-looking?"

"Well..." Yaoyao frowned in embarrassment, "Then I'll choose Lin Ziqin. After all, this brother belongs to my cousin, and Lin Ziqin belongs to all of us."

"..." Just when Yaoyao played an outstanding role to help her turn the tide, she should have thought that she was not an ordinary elementary school student.

Qu Zhi was also responsible for driving the journey to my grandmother's house, and Zheng Baozhu and Yaoyao sat in the back row. It was almost time for everyone. Grandma got out of the car by her uncle and put her in a wheelchair.

Because grandma's foot is injured now, she is inconvenient to move. Just now, several elders have discussed taking turns to take care of her, but grandma did not agree.

"Don't be so troublesome, I know you are busy at home, don't I still have your father to take care of me." Although my grandfather had no sense of existence, he played an important role at this time, "It's enough for him to take care of me, Besides, it’s not that I can’t move anymore, I will try my best to do what I can.”

Everyone was still a little worried. My uncle proposed to hire a nurse, but my grandmother refused. Because they couldn't beat her, everyone could only take a step back and said that they would come and take a look every two or three days.

"By the way, I have to buy a useful wheelchair for my mother." Su Mingxi mentioned this. Zheng Baozhu said, "I know a friend who makes medical equipment. I'll ask him to help me buy it."

Su Jiaying said: "Okay, then Baozhu will contact us about this matter, but let's split the money equally, and a better wheelchair is not cheap."

"It's alright, you usually have more time to take care of your grandmother, I'll just give you the money, you don't have to worry about it like that."

When grandma heard her say this, she snorted again: "You also know that you don't have much time to see me? Are you afraid that I will find out about your filming?"

"… "really.

"Okay Mom, let's talk about these things later. I'll help you to rest first. The doctor said that your leg needs to be rested." Su Mingxi pushed Zheng Baozhu's grandmother to the house. Qi, I plan to simply make dinner here, so that everyone can have a reunion dinner together.

Uncle Zheng Baozhu started to take care of children at a very young age. The conditions were quite difficult at that time. In order to coax his two younger sisters to eat well, he did enough research on how to use the simplest ingredients to make the best dishes. Zheng Baozhu wanted to do catering later, and he was more or less influenced by him.

Grandma couldn't cook today, so my aunt pulled my uncle into the kitchen and let him be in charge to show the younger generation. The kitchen area is not large, and a few young people did not join in the fun, just sitting in the living room and chatting.

Zheng Baozhu was playing games with Yaoyao when she suddenly received news from Tan Yao. There has been no news from this person for a long time. Zheng Baozhu thought that he had finally calmed down, but he didn't expect that he would think of sending her a message again today.

Zheng Baozhu opened it and took a look. Tan Yao also saw the fixed makeup photo and ran to ask her in shock.

Zheng Baozhu: Well, it's really me [smiles]

Tan Yao: ! ! It turns out that the side business you mentioned earlier was to go to film?

This is simply out of line!

Tan Yao: Do you plan to develop into the entertainment industry in the future

Zheng Baozhu: Let's see

Tan Yao frowned, what do you mean? It is too easy for her to develop in the circle with her conditions and resources. Take this makeup photo as an example, she is just a small supporting role, and she can also attract the attention of netizens among the crowd of small flowers.

"How about Mr. Tan, are you sure it's her?" One of Tan Yao's friends was holding a billiard cue and leaning against the table to look at him, "I'll just say you have no fate with this Miss Baozhu, so just give up."

"I think so too." Another friend threw the ball into the hole and stood up straight with the club. "Uncle Tan is the person who hates the entertainment industry the most. He can't agree with you looking for female stars in the entertainment industry."

Tan Yao frowned, not knowing how things turned out like this. His father is really disgusted with the entertainment industry. Their Tan family's business has been involved in many fields, but they have never touched any industry related to the entertainment industry.

On Zheng Baozhu's side, after she sent the words "Look at it", she put the phone aside. Yaoyao looked at her and asked in a low voice, "Auntie, are you sending a message to other little brothers behind your back, brother Qu Zhi?"

"..." Zheng Baozhu stretched out her hand and rubbed her little head, "What are you thinking about all day in your head?"

"hey-hey."

Yaoyao laughed twice, and there was a knock on the door. Zheng Baozhu put down the handle, stood up and said, "It should be my dad here, I'll open the door."

Her father went out early this morning, saying that he had to deal with some things himself. The original plan was to come back at night, but after learning that Zheng Baozhu's grandmother was injured at noon, she temporarily adjusted her work and rushed over in the afternoon.

Zheng Baozhu walked up and opened the door, and sure enough, he saw his father standing outside. As soon as she called Dad, she saw another person walking out behind her father.

Zheng Baozhu looked at the person who came, and said in disbelief, "Mr. Ge? Why are you here?"