Shen Han has entered the hospital.
Another inexplicable miscarriage without knowing she was pregnant.
This time there was no stimulation, and his life was very healthy and regular. He suddenly had a stomachache without warning, and then warm liquid gushed out from behind. He had experienced this feeling once, but he was lucky enough to go to the toilet by himself, his eyes were stung by the bright red, Shen Han sat on the toilet for a long time, not knowing what he should do.
The first thing that comes to mind is naturally to contact Jiang Yi, the call was dialed, but no one answered, Shen Han checked the time, Jiang Yi should be training at this point, and wanted to send a message, but when facing the text message editing interface, Shen Han He suddenly panicked, his fingers trembled, but in the end nothing was sent out.
In traditional thinking, Omega's fertility is very important, because there is no pressure from the elders of both parties, Jiang Yi and Shen Han both intentionally or unintentionally ignored the previous miscarriage. Shen Han himself didn't think about how to face it, and subconsciously kept avoiding it. He really didn't know what Jiang Yi was thinking.
Now that this problem was exposed again, Shen Han was really caught off guard. He was so dazed that it took him a while to sort out his thoughts. The reason for the panic can be summed up as one problem. If it really keeps on like this, what should we do
The resentment and inferiority that he hadn't had for a long time surged up again, and he said it was a defective product, he couldn't give the person he liked a complete home, he knew it from the beginning, why he still occupied it so selfishly Jiang Yi
At this point in his thoughts, Shen Han realized that he was controlled by negative emotions, and quickly took a deep breath, forcing himself not to continue thinking about it, he should face the problem instead of avoiding it. The miscarriage was due to pheromone disorder, and I had abused inhibitors before, but it is different now. After being marked, the explosive period has eased a lot, which is similar to the estrus period. As long as his pheromone balance can be improved, it will definitely be fine. Giving birth to a healthy baby…
Sending himself a reassurance pill, Shen Han went to the closet to get a new pair of pants to put on, and went straight to the hospital.
After some examinations, I found out that he was pregnant for less than two months this time, and there was no problem with his reproductive organs, otherwise he would not have been able to conceive so easily. The miscarriage was mainly due to his disordered pheromones, and there was no way to provide a stable pregnancy. breeding environment.
Shen Han concealed the matter of ICDP, and only said that he was born with such a case, and the doctor had never encountered such a case, so he could not give a particularly good treatment method. The conservative treatment plan is to maintain a good and healthy sex life with his partner, step by step , with Alpha's pheromone blending, it should gradually improve.
Although it was the expected result, Shen Han's mood was still very low, and he felt ridiculous when he left the hospital. He has personally developed ICDP for so many years, and he understands better than anyone that the effects of drugs are irreversible. Stupidly running to the hospital was just another disappointment.
Blood gushed out again, Shen Han covered his stomach, and he lost another child with Jiang Yi.
Shen Han didn't go to the laboratory and went home directly. There was Jiang Yi's breath in the room, which calmed his fatigue and confusion slightly. His stomach was still aching. Shen Han lay down on the bed and hid himself in the quilt. He tried to face it, but there was no way to solve it, and he didn't know how to tell Jiang Yi, so he could only choose to escape again.
After all, it was because of his weak body, Shen Han fell asleep with his heart full of worries, half asleep and half awake, he received a call from Jiang Yi, Shen Han heard his voice with a strong nasal sound, raised his hand and touched his face, only to find that it was full of tears. Jiang Yi asked him what's wrong, Shen Han subconsciously concealed it, and used a cold as a prevarication, and was reprimanded for a few words, Jiang Yi urged him to take medicine quickly and get a good sleep, then hung up the phone just like that.
The room was surprisingly quiet, Shen Han was a little at a loss, he hesitated several times, but finally he didn't call Jiang Yi back.
The next day when Jiang Yi was on a mission, Shen Han breathed a sigh of relief. Firstly, he was glad that he didn't say anything last night, which didn't affect him. Secondly, he was lucky enough to escape the videos of the past few days.
After resting in bed for a few days, Shen Han didn't dare to neglect his food, his complexion recovered very well, apart from being a little weak, there was nothing wrong on his face. Shen Han didn't want to hide it from Jiang Yi just like this, he just needed some time to build his mind, so that he would have enough courage to face Jiang Yi's disappointment and sadness. As for what to do next, it depends on Jiang Yi's decision.
Thinking of this, Shen Han felt a sharp pain in his heart, which almost made him groan. It is really too difficult for him to let go of what he already has...
Just dragged on like this, seeing another outbreak approaching, Shen Han was not ready yet. Jiang Yi usually came back early, Shen Han persuaded himself not to hide in the laboratory, and waited for someone at home, when he heard the door ring, Shen Han stood anxiously at the porch to greet him, and habitually pinched his arm.
As soon as Jiang Yi pushed the door open, he was naturally delighted to see him. Without further ado, he came up to give him a hug, then touched his waist and said, "Have you not eaten well recently?"
Jiang Yi just mentioned it casually, but Shen Han was extremely guilty, and his body stiffened unknowingly. Jiang Yi thought that his cold might have dragged on for a while, but he didn't pay much attention to it when he looked carefully. Then Jiang Yi put down his things, took off his coat and hung it up. Looking back, he saw that Shen Han was still standing there without moving. Just as he was about to ask him what was wrong, Shen Han opened his mouth tremblingly, "I have something to tell you..."
Such a serious matter made Jiang Yi's heart skip a beat. His first reaction was to think that Shen Bowen had escaped from prison, and Jiang Yi's expression became serious. He pulled Shen Han to sit on the sofa, and took his hand only to realize that it was all the same. In a cold sweat, Jiang Yi shook it hard, "Don't be nervous, just speak slowly."
Shen Han didn't dare to look at him, his throat suddenly became extremely dry, Jiang Yi gently rubbed the back of his hand with his thumb, comforting him silently, Shen Han closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, "I had another miscarriage."
The rubbing movement stopped instantly, Shen Han's heart skipped a beat, Jiang Yi's reaction was as expected, he blurted out and asked, "When did it happen?!"
"At the beginning of the month."
This time Jiang Yi stood up directly, the air pressure became a little low, Shen Han pursed his lips and dared not raise his head, Jiang Yi walked back and forth for two steps, and asked again, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?!"
Shen Han couldn't answer, he caught a glimpse of Jiang Yi clenched his fists from the corner of his eye, and then he scolded, "You've made a mistake again, haven't you! Did you hear what I said? You don't talk to me about such an important matter. Say?"
Jiang Yi seldom loses his temper so bluntly. Shen Han was so flustered that he stood up. He was not good at dealing with such conflicts, so he hurriedly explained, "I, I'm telling you..."
"You..." Jiang Yi choked on him, and became more and more anxious, so that when Shen Han held his hand, he evaded reflexively, "What happened half a month ago! Don't you think you should tell me then? What the hell am I..." Realizing that he was too loud, and seeing Shen Han's helpless look, Jiang Yi scratched his head, "I'll go out and calm down, you stay at home, you are not allowed to go anywhere!"
Shen Han's uneasiness was magnified infinitely with the "bang" sound of closing the door. This was their first quarrel, and Shen Han was very afraid that this would also be the last time. Jiang Yi asked him to stay at home, but Shen Han didn't dare to chase him out. In his head, the events of just two minutes were constantly replayed in a loop.
Jiang Yi is angry, Jiang Yi is very angry.
Shen Han couldn't calm down, and anxiously scratched the inside of his arm, but he didn't feel any pain. Shen Han waited on the spot, hoping that Jiang Yi would come back soon. He didn't hide anything, and he would say anything, even if Jiang Yi finally decided to Without him, Shen Han didn't want to see Jiang Yi like this.
Under the fluster, Shen Han lost the concept of time, only felt that he seemed to be waiting for a long time, and Jiang Yi didn't push the door open again.
The loss of emotional control brought the explosive period ahead of time, lust and pain emerged almost at the same time, Shen Han fell limp and sat on the ground, he needed Jiang Yi, but Jiang Yi left, helpless Shen Han could only pin his hope on on the inhibitor.
Inhibitors are useless, and will aggravate his pheromone disorder, Shen Han knows, but it is a hint from Shen Han to himself, and it is the only spiritual sustenance for Shen Han during the outbreak period in those years without Jiang Yi. Jiang Yi didn't know that he was addicted to inhibitors, so he never paid attention to them. There were several boxes of inhibitors in the drawer of ordinary medicines at home.
It's useless, it shouldn't be used, but Shen Han couldn't control it, it was as tempting as a drug, Shen Han stumbled to the side of the cabinet, groping around to find the inhibitor, his hand holding the syringe was shaking, and finally Still lost to the burning pain attached to the bones and flesh.
Three shots in a row, the cold liquid was injected into the body, only a few seconds of injection made Shen Han feel calm, followed by a burst of self-loathing, why couldn't he restrain it
While questioning himself, Shen Han picked up another one with trembling hands. There were already three needle holes on his arm, and because of the random injection, big drops of blood oozed out. The bright red color stung Shen Han. Han's eyes reminded him of the intermittent blood flowing from his back acupoint. With a whimper, Shen Han dropped the syringe in his hand, covered his arms and curled himself up, "Jiang Yi...Jiang Yi...it hurts...uh..."
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Jiang Yi felt that he had every reason to be angry. As a registered partner, how could Shen Han not tell him about such a big matter as a miscarriage? It's not that Shen Han can produce a child by himself. As a sperm provider, shouldn't he have the right to know
The most angry thing is Shen Han's old problem, yet another person has to carry it! Does he have the consciousness that he is an Omega? Did you know you already have a husband? What is he to him? A tribute to look at? Or is it a buddy with sex who can get rid of the relationship without delay as long as Shen Han thinks about it at the critical moment
These are just angry words that the brain cannot control when the blood is surging. When angry, it is the easiest to speak out. Jiang Yi has never been a good-tempered person. When he is upset, he usually chooses to vent directly, but he does not want to do this to Xiaomei. , so he had to calm himself down before he could properly communicate with Shen Han.
Jiang Yi lit a cigarette and walked aimlessly in the community. His anger slowly settled and gradually turned into a sense of depression and powerlessness. He knew that Shen Han had always put himself very low in the relationship between the two of them. The mark is enough to prove his sincerity, and Shen Han also knows that he fell in love with him at first sight, but why can't Shen Han give him complete trust after they have been together for so long
Jiang Yi didn't understand what he didn't do well enough.
After a while, he had already lit his third cigarette. It cannot be said that his mentality has been completely adjusted, but at least he can talk to Shen Han relatively calmly. Jiang Yi took a deep breath and walked back.
Opening the door of his own house, Jiang Yi knew that something was wrong. The sweet and soft Omega pheromones filled the whole house. Jiang Yi called out Shen Han's name loudly and started looking for someone. He saw scattered inhibitors on the ground in front of the TV cabinet. , "Tsk" and rushed to the bedroom.
There was no one on the bed, but the pheromone was so strong that he was about to drown him, Jiang Yi panted heavily, heard the sound of sobbing, and found Shen Han curled up and trembling on the floor on the other side of the bed.
This person is really... Jiang Yi didn't know how to feel sorry for him, so he quickly picked him up and put him on the bed.
Shen Han didn't cry beautifully, his face couldn't tell whether it was tears or sweat, and his dull eyes were covered with a disturbing gloomy look, and he kept calling Jiang Yi's name tremblingly.
Jiang Yi devoured all the excess Omega pheromones in the air, and the Alpha pheromones quickly took over. Only then did Shen Han catch his breath, and regained his sanity with sobs.
He opened his misty eyes and saw Jiang Yi's face clearly, but the tears fell more urgently. Shen Han grabbed Jiang Yi's arm helplessly, "I didn't want to hide it from you... I will tell you right away." You called, uh... I didn't get through, and then... Then I got scared... Jiang Yi, I didn't deliberately hide it from you, and then you had a task, I didn't want to affect you... And then, I couldn't find a suitable opportunity... Ugh... Woo..."
Trembling and speaking incoherently, at the end of the speech he developed symptoms of dyspnea. Jiang Yi hugged the person and patted him, mouth to mouth to give him a breath of air. The little pervert who has always longed for him the most can't even be appeased by kisses, and his voice is almost too hoarse, but Shen Han still insists on saying, "Don't want me... woo... Jiang Yi, don't want me ,OK… "
Jiang Yi's heart was so sore that it was about to melt away, as if he was afraid of being alarmed, Jiang Yi softly coaxed, "Okay... I don't want you, don't cry, don't cry, don't be afraid... Shen Han? You It's my little beauty, it's my little pervert, how could I not want you?"
Shen Han was calmed down a bit, but he was still extremely uneasy, so fragile that he would break if he touched it. Jiang Yi knew that no matter what he said, Shen Han would not listen to him, so he had to solve the problem of the outbreak period first. After taking off Shen Han's sticky pants, even his buttocks were wet with lewd water, Jiang Yi didn't have any worries, and took possession of Shen Han as gently and slowly as possible.
"Ah... um... um..." The fusion of pheromones and the sense of fullness in the body made Shen Han moan for a long time, and all the panic and anxiety disappeared in an instant, and Shen Han's face suddenly floated. Flushing with lust, his body is so familiar with Jiang Yi that it can automatically switch to the lewd mode.
The wet, hot pussy contracted and shrank, wrapped in the meat blade and sucked continuously. Jiang Yi frowned deeply, and exhaled hot air. He stared deeply at Shen Han, knowing that he was clearly reflected in the other's eyes, so he straightened his back Pull it up.
Both deep and heavy.
Fiercely opening the genital cavity, entering and exiting mercilessly, Shen Han has no time to care about other messes, and can only transform into an insatiable lecherous beast under him, whimpering and crying out sweet moans, At the beginning, I could call Jiang Yi's name twice, but then I begged for forgiveness without saying a word, "Woo! It's too... ah! It's too deep... woo... don't... it will break... belly... woo... know how to fuck bad… "
Jiang Yi turned a deaf ear, pierced Shen Han's soft and greasy ass with his thick and long penis, and inserted it to the deepest point, squeezing out a puddle of lewd water, and when he pulled it out, the red and swollen flesh was turned outward by him, and it was stuck at the mouth of the hole Wet and lascivious, and then in the blink of an eye, these succulent flesh will be pushed back again, after a few repetitions, Shen Han cried until he lost his voice, and ejaculated convulsively all over his body.
But Jiang Yi didn't stop invading, and maintained the original thrusting frequency while he was climaxing, Shen Han shook his head frantically, pushed his body up to the limit, even his breathing seemed to be choked, he randomly grabbed Jiang Yi's arm, "No... stop... no... woo...! Eee!!"
It didn't take a long time to say why, Shen Han was forced to have a second orgasm just like that, his genitals had just ejaculated, he twitched but didn't ejaculate, but his back acupoints convulsed and contracted crazily, and Jiang Yi, who was deeply buried in it, obviously felt A large stream of hot water gushed out of the genital cavity.
Shen Han stuck out his tongue and rolled his eyes slightly, he was so excited that he would not be able to recover for a while, Jiang Yi let out a long breath, stopped for a while, then straightened his waist several times, then pulled out and shot at Shen Han. cold stomach.
After ejaculating, he inserted his half-hard genitals in, and then hugged the soft and boneless beauty. Jiang Yi lovingly kissed his lips, and it took a long time for Shen Han's eyes to focus slowly.
The inside and outside are covered by Jiang Yi's pheromones. The negative distance contact made Shen Han feel very safe. He didn't cry any more. He looked at Jiang Yi in front of him almost greedily, and he was dazed for a while before turning him away. Hold tight, "Don't be angry... I'm scared... I don't know how to tell you..."
Jiang Yi sighed, and tied a sticky strand of hair from Shen Han's temples behind his ears, "I'm not all angry with you, but also with myself. There must be something I didn't do well enough, that's why you always There's no way to trust me completely."
Shen Han was so startled that his pupils shrank, and he shook his head again and again, "No! You are fine! Very good! It's me...it's me...my pheromones can't provide a stable environment. It's not all because of ICDP, but also me. Myself... I, I abuse inhibitors, I know it's useless, but I'm addicted, I can't control it... If not... If I don't use so many inhibitors, maybe... maybe I can... woo... "
Jiang Yi's body was a little stiff, this was another matter that he had never heard from Shen Han before! But don't blame him, can't blame him, I am the closest person to him, but I didn't realize it at all, I really did well enough, how can I blame him? And Xiaomei really worked hard to confess to him, Jiang Yi caressed Shen Han's back, "It's okay, it's okay... Shen Han, the child is not as important as you, we don't want it..."
Before she finished speaking, she was covered by Shen Han, and Xiaomei wept tremblingly, annoyed and sad, "No, don't... I want... Already, two... Neither of them can be kept... Woo..."
This is the thing that made Shen Han most helpless. Jiang Yi's nose was so sore that he hugged him tightly. Jiang Yi gently rubbed his head, "Cry, just cry... it's not you It's your fault, Shen Han, you're fine, don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, it's not your fault... "
Shen Han lay on his shoulder and cried loudly, Jiang Yi's eyes also began to blur. The empathy after the thorough marking made him understand Shen Han's pain clearly and deeply. At this time, there is nothing more effective than letting him vent his emotions. Jiang Yi kept his back straight all the time, tried his best to provide reliable support, and comforted his little beauty.
Shen Han kept crying until he lost his voice, and finally he was really tired, so he choked and stopped crying. His nose was completely blocked, and his head was dizzy due to the slight lack of oxygen. Like a child, he directly wiped the clear snot on the On Jiang Yi's clothes. Jiang Yi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, thankfully he didn't have time to take off his shirt just now, looking at Xiaomei whose eyes were swollen from crying, Jiang Yi cupped his face, pressed it against his forehead, and asked, "Is it cool to cry?"
Xiaomei nodded obediently, Jiang Yi rubbed his cheek, and asked again, "How do you feel?"
Shen Han was shy, lowered his eyes, and sucked his nose vigorously, "Shame...but..."
"But?" Jiang Yi squeezed Shen Han's lips, Xiaomei's face was made funny and cute by him, then Xiaomei leaned forward and kissed Jiang Yi's lips, "But it's very comfortable, Easy."
Jiang Yi finally heaved a sigh of relief, pouted and kissed Shen Han back, "We will have children, definitely."
Shen Han pursed his lips and nodded, "You have to... monitor me, inhibitor, you confiscate everything, I will hide it... You search carefully, search every corner, don't leave any of them to me."
Jiang Yi smiled, "Are we, Dr. Shen, so childish?"
Shen Han didn't say a word, Jiang Yi straightened his back slightly, "I won't look for it, how about you tell me honestly?"
Xiaomei snorted, looking a little annoyed, Jiang Yi's movements became bigger and bigger, kissed Shen Han's neck, and then caught a small pink breast of him unexpectedly.
"Hmm! Don't... don't do it here..." Shen Han couldn't resist, pinched Jiang Yi's shoulder and pushed it lightly. When Jiang Yi used to touch it here occasionally, he knew that the nipples were very sensitive. If he was licked like this...
"Ah... um... don't... woo..." Moans escaped from his mouth uncontrollably, Shen Han's genitals became hard again, being squeezed between the two bodies, Jiang Yi pulled again maliciously She sucked the other nipple, pinched it with her fingertips, rubbed it with her fingertips, sucked her tongue, and asked vaguely, "Where else are you hiding the inhibitor?"
"Woo... ah... still... hmm... no..." Shen Han was so excited that his whole body trembled, and he kept digging into his head, how could he care about answering questions? Being sucked hard by Jiang Yi like punishment, there was an indescribable heat in his lower abdomen, Shen Han felt his heart tingle all the way to his fingertips, he couldn't help but squeeze Jiang Yi's waist and convulsed twice, then he ejaculated. In a mess, Jiang Yi raised his head, with a doting smile in his eyes, and kissed him deeply.
"Woo! Woo... um..." The panting of the orgasm was sealed under the close lips, Shen Han greedily entangled with Jiang Yi, the exchange of saliva was so sweet that people couldn't stop, Jiang Yi's breathing frequency also changed, Squinting his eyes, he clasped Shen Han's waist and pumped vigorously, and finally let go of Shen Han's lips with a muffled grunt. Jiang Yi panted sexy and restrained, and still pulled it out. on the chest.
Shen Han understood his concerns and did not show any displeasure, but when Jiang Yi wanted to explain something, he buried his head into his neck and said softly, "I know, I will definitely keep it next time, I'm not in a hurry. "
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Afterwards, the two went to look for the inhibitors at home together. Jiang Yi really didn't expect that there were five boxes of the whole box, and several boxes of the loose ones, even in the bedside table! Shen Han pretended not to see his questioning eyes, and faltered and said that was all, fearing that Jiang Yi would not believe it, he added sincerely, "Really."
Jiang Yi found a bag to put all the inhibitors in. What he cared about was not whether Shen Han lied or not, but that Shen Han had made so many second-hand preparations, and when the two quarreled, what he was thinking was not to ask him Instead of asking for help, find inhibitors that don't work at all!
But... This time, Shen Han didn't pursue it in terms of frankness. His little beauty is still too unconfident. Jiang Yi is ready for a long-term battle, step by step, subtle, and Shen Han's body and mind are already his. , Are you afraid that the training will not be good? He has a lifetime to spend slowly with him.
Humph.