The bumps, shaking, the stomach and abdomen were pushed hard, and the uncomfortable feeling of nausea made Su Xiaopei slowly wake up.
In her confusion, she found herself with her head down, being carried on her shoulders and running.
She was robbed.
This was the first thought that popped into her mind.
The nausea was getting worse and worse, Su Xiaopei tried to open her eyes wide, but she couldn't see anything, she was packed in a sack.
She heard the footsteps of the robbers, stepping on fallen leaves and broken branches, rustling, and she also heard the sound of water.
Was she kidnapped into the mountains
Her heart was beating, and she remembered that Ran Feize once passed a river when he led them down the mountain. They also rested at their feet. The river was very deep and the current was fast. Ran Feize picked up some points from the river and let them wipe their hands and faces, so that they could feel more refreshed.
As she was thinking, when she heard the sound of water getting closer, the robber stopped and threw her on the ground.
Su Xiaopei gritted her teeth. Although she was in pain, she didn't say a word. She didn't want that person to know that she was awake.
After the man left her, he didn't move. Su Xiaopei listened to it, it seemed that there was no one else, he was the only one, listening to the sound of footsteps, as if he was heading towards the river.
Su Xiaopei knew she had to save herself.
If she was taken into the deep mountains, she really couldn't escape. She doesn't expect to be picked up by good-hearted warriors every time.
She moved her feet, but the mouth of the sack was not tied, it just covered her, and she could move her hands and feet, so she sat up carefully, not daring to make too much movement, and slowly pulled the sack from her body Take it off.
very smooth.
No one stopped.
She just took off the sackcloth, and before she could see where the robber was, she heard an angry curse behind her. She didn't understand the curse, but it should be swearing.
It's a robber!
The clear sound of running came from behind her, and he was rushing towards her,
Close at hand!
In desperation, Su Xiaopei could only act instinctively. She turned around and smashed the burlap bag hard, hitting the man in the face, and then she spread her legs and ran, screaming "help" as she ran.
But before she ran far, a force grabbed her hair fiercely.
Su Xiaopei let out a painful cry of "ah", and turned around with this force, hitting the center.
This kick took all the strength, and the other party let go of his hand after only shouting in pain for a while, hugged □ and bent down, almost not kneeling.
Su Xiaopei did it all in one go, slapped his palms towards his ears, and the man fell to the ground.
Su Xiaopei ignored him, turned around and continued to run desperately. She heard the vicious scolding behind her, and the man got up, didn't give up, and continued to chase after her.
Su Xiaopei didn't dare to look back, her heart was beating so fast, she was so scared, she couldn't even scream now. She ran in the direction of a large row of bushes and weeds, hoping to buy some time to hide before the man caught her.
The footsteps around him were getting closer, accompanied by vulgar cursing. But the speed of the opponent's pursuit is not as good as before, and that kick also played a role, but this can't change the fact that he is getting closer and closer.
Su Xiaopei broke out in a cold sweat. She tried her best to open her eyes wide and concentrate. The target was in front of her. She pushed aside the weeds that were more than half the height of a person and was about to dig in, but the man chased after him and pressed him. Her shoulders were about to be pulled back. Su Xiaopei turned around and slapped him hard, but before he could see what the man looked like, he pushed him in a fit of anger.
This push made Su Xiaopei lose his balance. She staggered down a few steps and was pushed into the grass. The terrain over there is uneven, but it is a slope. Su Xiaopei didn't stand firm, and stepped on a stone. This time, she completely stumbled. She fell to the ground, rolled down, and rolled all the way down. The high rocky slope of the river bank.
Su Xiaopei suddenly felt light and fell down. She screamed, her head hurt, and she threw herself into the water.
The icy river water rushed into her mouth and ears, the darkness enveloped her, her body was pushed forward by the impact of the river, her heart was flooded with deep fear, she wanted to struggle, she remembered herself She can swim, but the blow to her head in the water made her dizzy and faint. Her limbs didn't even obey.
She couldn't breathe, the river water dragged her deeper into the darkness, her lungs were about to explode, she was in great pain, and finally, the darkness completely engulfed her.
I don't know how long it took.
Suddenly she heard a bell.
She was in a trance, unable to realize what the sound was.
Then she woke up suddenly.
She sat up suddenly and found herself on the bed, her bed.
Su Xiaopei was stunned.
Familiar room, comfortable bed, soft quilt.
The alarm clock was still ringing non-stop. She reached out and took a photo of it, and saw the photo of her parents on the bedside table smiling at her.
isn't it? Su Xiaopei rubbed his face. How could it be a dream
Su Xiaopei jumped out of bed, took a bath, and woke up completely. The scene in the dream was still clear, everyone's appearance, voice and tone of voice, everything she had experienced, even her emotions and thoughts in the dream , she remembered it all.
Su Xiaopei took care of himself and came out to check the time, Monday, August 27th.
Su Xiaopei pursed her lips. She fell asleep on Sunday night and woke up on Monday. There was nothing wrong. The date was quite correct. Why did she feel this unreal? Is it really just a dream
Dreams extract materials from the brain's "explaining memory". Although these materials will be hallucinated and delusional in dreams, Su Xiaopei still thinks that the street market in Stone Town, the costumes and languages of the characters, the classical Chinese on the notices, the ancient toothbrush Toothpaste, too real.
Moreover, the time span of her dream is not short, the scenes are coherent, there is no jump at all, and the time is going on minute by minute. Everyone in the dream had normal reactions, and she was even thinking deeply. Everything is reasonable and logical.
Su Xiaopei turned on the computer and quickly wrote down her dream. She searched casually and found that there were actually toothbrushes and toothpaste in ancient times, which was something she didn't know before.
Su Xiaopei was confused. She was stunned for a while, and when she reacted again, she found that she was late for work.
Su Xiaopei was in a daze at work that day, but fortunately, she has always been a mess in the publishing house, so she doesn't attract attention. After a half-day shift, Su Xiaopei finally felt at ease, so she called her mother.
Li Fei works in the library. When she received the phone call from her daughter, she had a very bad tone. She was still angry because she made the man unhappy when she went on a blind date on the weekend. When she heard that her daughter had nothing to do, she was even more angry on the phone. My mind was not on my work, so I couldn't help but criticize the topic.
Su Xiaopei's relationship with her mother has always been like this. Every time they talk or meet, they always break up unhappily, but when she hears her mother say something about her, Su Xiaopei is not too disgusted this time, it's too real, she It was really just a dream.
Su Xiaopei put the phone back on the table, she looked at it, and suddenly remembered something, she took the phone over and opened the photo album in the phone. There is a photo she took recently, and the name of the photo archive is "Yue".
Su Xiaopei opened the photo, and his heart stopped.
In the photo is the sofa seat of the coffee house, there is no one on it.
Empty, empty sofa seat.
What nonsense was he talking to her that day, he was Yue Lao, her destined lover was injured in a car accident, and the young man who was waiting for her to travel back together did not exist? !
Su Xiaopei was a little flustered, this symptom should be familiar to her, delusions and hallucinations.
She has seen it in patients.
It's just that she didn't think that one day she would get this kind of disease too.
Does this month old really not exist
Su Xiaopei made a phone call: "Senior brother, I'm Xiaopei. I met a person with delusional symptoms on Saturday. I gave him your business card. It's a young man. Has he ever approached you?"
The other party answered no. Su Xiaopei responded with a few words and hung up the phone.
Su Xiaopei was stunned for a while, and then made another call, which was her doctoral supervisor, Professor Wang Dan. He is not only her mentor, but also her psychiatrist.
Yes, psychiatrists need psychiatrists too.
Maybe ordinary people think that psychiatrists do the work of psychotherapy by themselves, that they can solve their own psychological problems, and that they can completely restrain their temper and relieve stress. actually not. Psychologists accept psychological pressure and negative emotions more than other professions. While they study the integration of morbid psychology and evil hearts, they are also experiencing negative effects.
Of course not every psychiatrist needs to seek help, Su Xiaopei is special. When her father died, the police arranged for Professor Wang Dan to do psychological counseling for her. Professor Wang Dan has always had a cooperative relationship with the police. Since then, she has understood the role of psychology in the field of crime, so when she When she couldn't apply for the police academy, her first choice was psychology.
After graduating with a master's degree, Su Xiaopei joined Professor Wang's Institute of Psychology and continued to study for a doctorate with the professor while working. Professor Wang knew her affairs very well and gave her a lot of help.
Su Xiaopei called Professor Wang and asked him if he had time in the evening. She wanted to chat with him.
Professor Wang agreed immediately.
Su Xiaopei made up her mind a lot. She originally wanted to find time to talk to the professor about that strange dream. He is much smarter than her, and he may have some ideas. Now that she has hallucinations, she should have a good chat. Chatted.
Su Xiaopei used the afternoon to sort out the content of her dream, and recorded it in a hurry in the morning without being too detailed. The editor-in-chief originally said that he was going to have a meeting with her to discuss the topic, but Su Xiaopei went on a business trip temporarily, and Su Xiaopei was very happy. She read the recording again on the computer, and she was stunned.
Tang Lian, Stockholm Syndrome, hostage complex, under certain conditions, the victim's psychology changes, and he has feelings for the perpetrator, and even helps the perpetrator in turn. How could she ignore this
Su Xiaopei thought again about Tang Lian's reaction and what happened before and after, and was more sure. Yes, but why didn't she think of it at the time. In that dream, her judgment was really eaten by a dog.
Su Xiaopei was working on this all afternoon. Her files were created and stored in the USB flash drive. When she got off work, she quickly left the company building and was ready to go to Professor Wang's appointment.
When she got downstairs, she froze again.
Standing in front of the building, staring anxiously at the door of the building, was the man who claimed to be Yue Lao.
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