In Search of Love

Chapter 82

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Su Xiaopei didn't sleep peacefully this night. She had many dreams.

She dreamed that when she was a child, she was looking forward to waiting for her father to take her to buy the plaid skirt that she had wanted for a long time after get off work, but she called "Dad" and ran over, but what she saw was the image of her father lying in a pool of blood. Su Xiaopei knew she was dreaming, she struggled, but she couldn't wake up. She knew that she had never seen the scene of her father's murder, it was a false image spelled out by other crime scenes she had seen. She hadn't seen it, but she always had the image of her father lying in blood in her mind. It was her dad, dear dad, who knew her best, and he left her.

"What did you promise me?" That was her mother's roar, "What do you want me to do? You leave us mother and daughter, what do you want me to do?" She cried so sadly that Su Xiaopei felt herself shrinking. Yes, still a child, she was standing behind her mother, pulling the corner of her clothes, and she was crying too, out of breath, crying with a headache.

This actually happened, as if it were just yesterday.

Su Xiaopei suddenly opened his eyes and woke up.

Parting so suddenly, losing so painfully. Su Xiaopei touched his face, tears all over his face. She gasped, sat up, hugged her knees, took a few deep breaths, and finally calmed down.

Today she promised that Ran Feize would think about it, she couldn't help but agree, his eyes were so sincere, his voice was so sweet, and his words warmed her heart. There was no way she could say the word "no", and she even struggled to keep herself from hugging him. At that moment, she suddenly had a thought, if he was Cheng Jiangyi, how good, she hoped that he was Cheng Jiangyi.

Unfortunately not.

She is sad.

She has to think about it, she has feelings for him, and she doesn't want to hurt him. He said he didn't care if he wasn't afraid, how could it be possible, she could understand the feeling of having hope for the future, if she didn't die, come back and die again, she thought she might have some illusions that she might not It would be possible, if only a little, to be with him. But she now knew that possibility was not there.

And this feeling, he will not understand, because he is not experiencing it like she is now. In this world, she will often think of her mother, thinking that if she finds out that she is missing, she is gone, and she does not know where to find her, she will be very sad and painful, but she knows that she will go back, so she can still look forward to that future.

But Ran Feize, how dare she look forward to it? They have no future.

Su Xiaopei's tears slipped out of his eyes again. They don't have a future, she would be in pain just thinking about it now, how dare she agree. She couldn't imagine what he would do if they were really together, getting deeper and deeper, and then she suddenly went back? He didn't even know where the far east, her hometown, was. Would he want to find her? But where did he find it? He would wonder how far away it was, why didn't she want to take him back? He would be hurt by her abandonment.

In another world, she would also worry, be afraid, and feel sorry for him - just like now.

Su Xiaopei pulled up the quilt to cover him, stuffed himself inside, and cried secretly. He didn't dare to make a sound, but he couldn't breathe, and every now and then he had to sob and take a deep breath.

In the outhouse, Ran Feize lay on the bed with his arms under his head. He looked at the moonlight outside the window and quietly listened to Su Xiaopei's muffled cry. He was very distressed. He thought that she must have been forced to cry by him. Poor girl, she has many mysteries. According to her style of explaining everything, how could she not know what happened to her captivity? Can't remember how. If he followed his past, I was afraid that he would want to avoid troubles far away, but he just couldn't avoid her. He didn't dodge last time.

This is fate, he thought. Fate had arrived, and it was impossible for him to escape. He liked her being different, like her generosity to accommodate any wonder, like her bright eyes, like her smile, like her serious seriousness, like the way she took him seriously.

Yes, he understood that she was taking him seriously, so she rejected him. She said she would definitely go, she said it was impossible to be with him. But he really doesn't understand, why can't we be together? No matter how far her hometown is, he is willing to accompany her back. Why did she say she must leave? He wants to be with her, so he doesn't want to leave. He just wants to be with her, as long as she agrees, as long as she is by his side, he thinks he can slowly convince her that no matter how big the difficulty is, they can face it together. He will fix it.

Well, he's a man, she accepts him, promises to marry him, and leaves all the problems to him, that's all.

"Xiao Pei." He put her name in his mouth. It's so nice, how can such a common name so unethical be so nice

"Xiao Pei." He muttered softly, listening to her cry gradually diminishing, only sobbing softly. "Don't cry, my girl," he said to himself.

After waiting for a while, she really stopped crying.

Xiao Pei curled up on the bed and slowly fell asleep with the quilt in her arms. She thought she would find a way to explain it to him slowly, and she would persuade him.

Across a wall, Ran Feize also slowly fell asleep. He put his arm down and put his palm on his chest, "Xiao Pei." He read this name, thinking that his father-in-law would really know how to name it. Pei, it sounds so good.

The next day, Su Xiaopei woke up with swollen eyes, and the mirror could not see clearly, but she felt a little pain in the eye sockets, and she could think of what happened to her face. She groaned miserably, covering her eyes and really didn't want to go out. After dawdling for a long time and covering her eyes with a wet towel for a long time, Ran Feize asked her to urge her three times before opening the door.

With a smile on his face, Ran Feize didn't seem to be able to see her, so he only shouted as if offering a treasure: "Come on, the porridge I cook will be delicious this time. If you eat it, you want to marry me." The spirit, the spirit is as if the sun is pouring into the room.

Su Xiaopei looked at him and couldn't help but smile. How can there be such a lovely man? What a pity, not her man. She bit her lip, tried her best to look energetic, and said "morning". When I walked to the table, I saw that today's porridge was cooked really well, and the steamed buns and side dishes looked delicious.

Su Xiaopei sat down and drank porridge and vegetables. Ran Feize kept looking at her seriously. Seeing that she really thought the taste was good after she ate it, she couldn't help bending her eyes and laughing. That smug look made Su Xiaopei give him a white look, he smiled again, his eyes were hot, Su Xiaopei blushed at him, and hurriedly lowered his head to drink porridge.

Fortunately, Ran Feize went to eat after laughing, and didn't say anything to embarrass her. After taking a few bites, Su Xiaopei couldn't help but quietly raised his eyes and peeked at him, and quickly ducked, for fear of being discovered by him. After a while, he couldn't help but peeked again, but saw that he was also peeking at her, their eyes met, and she hurriedly reached for the steamed bun, but he moved faster and snatched the steamed bun from the plate with a swish, she For a moment, he wanted to stare at him but felt a little embarrassed. He turned to take another, but he broke half of the steamed bun he was holding and stuffed it into her hand.

"It's more delicious to eat separately," he said.

She took the half of the steamed bun and turned to look at him. He raised his eyebrows, stuffed the half of the steamed bun in his mouth, and muttered, "It's delicious."

Su Xiaopei wanted to laugh a little, but he didn't want to show it to him, so he stuffed the steamed buns into his mouth, bit by bit. Really, very fragrant and delicious. After that, he broke another half for her, another half for her, and then another half. Before she knew it, she ate all of it.

In the end, she made it, and it was so sad to hold her stomach. He raised his eyebrows and scolded her: "You are stupid, if you eat it, you will stop it. If you can't eat it, you can say it. I was too happy to break it by accident. You can't eat it and scare me with a broken stomach, right?" La Bala, said a lot of things.

Su Xiaopei was weak: "I'm going to die, not because of support, but because of you talking about it."

Ran Feize pursed his lips, turned around and ignored her, and continued to talk about what he was a man and a man while doing other things. He actually framed him for loving talking, and he really bullied him too much. Does he like to talk? Not so. He just hurt her a little more, would he say it to see others like this? He won't. It is because she is her that he likes to say a few more words. On weekdays, he is concise and concise.

"Strong man."

"Do what?"

"To shut up."

"… "

It was finally quiet in the house.

The window was open, and there were birds chirping outside. The weather was fine today, and the cool breeze was quite comfortable. Su Xiaopei originally just lay down for a while with his stomach in his arms, but he fell asleep after lying down for a while. Ran Feize stopped what he was doing, walked over to look at her, changed her to a more comfortable position, and pulled the quilt to cover her. Su Xiaopei moved and fell asleep again.

Ran Feize sat on the edge of the bed and watched her quietly for a while, hearing her breathing lightly and falling asleep. Her skin was white and her lips were pink and tender. He watched, his heart beating a little faster. He bent down, his face close to hers, just like yesterday.

"Xiao Pei." He called to her in a low voice.

She didn't wake up. He bent the corners of his mouth, tilted his head, and gently pressed his lips to hers.

Soft and sweet.

He raised his head, his heart was beating wildly, he thought that he should kiss her again, but he was afraid of disturbing her, but he really wanted to kiss her again, so let's do it. He lowered his head and quietly kissed her lips again, just as he was hesitating whether to go further, someone in the outhouse suddenly shouted "Ah", with the sound of tripping over debris, crackling.

Ran Feize suddenly sat up and turned his head, seeing Lou Lidong covering his eyes and screaming, "I came in after watching the window open."

Ran Feize turned his head again and saw that Su Xiaopei had woken up with a start, and his eyes were open blankly.

"It's okay." He first comforted her: "It's the thief Lou Lidong who is here." Seeing her reaction, he said, "Xiao Pei, you brought me back to my hometown. There must be no such problems in your hometown. A person who always disturbs others." He said it sadly, with an expression on his face, and went out after speaking, and took her door behind him.

Su Xiaopei reacted for a while and didn't realize what was wrong, but he said he wanted her to take him back to his hometown, Su Xiaopei sighed, feeling a little sad.

At this time, the sound of fisting and kicking came from the outhouse, as well as Lou Lidong's cry: "Dare to do it? I'm afraid you won't succeed. There is a kind of martial arts competition."

"Okay, let's go!"

"No." Ran Feize agreed happily, and Lou Lidong rejected it happily. Su Xiaopei could imagine the troubled expressions of the two, and he smiled involuntarily. She was lazy and didn't want to move, she heard Ran Feize and Lou Lidong talking outside. After talking for a while, she heard Lou Lidong's voice and said, "I have done what you asked me to do. There is indeed a hidden compartment behind the table in the hexagram room of the Shenshenmen, but there is nothing in it."

Su Xiaopei sat up suddenly. She lifted the quilt, got up and tidied up her clothes, and Ran Feize knocked on the door: "Are you still sleeping?"

Su Xiaopei opened the door: "I heard."

Ran Feize nodded and said to her: "In the rivers and lakes, if an organization or sect wants to communicate with each other, it will leave a secret code in a designated place. Those secret codes are only understood by people in the same sect. There is also a way to leave messages to friends."

Su Xiaopei understood: "So the hidden space behind the desk is the connection between them. Maybe they wrote a message and put it there, someone will come to pick it up or leave a message for him."

"That's right."

Su Xiaopei pursed his lips tightly, so Luo Linger, Fu Yan and that Gu Kang are a group? Is there anyone behind them, who is it

Su Xiaopei suddenly turned to the table and began to grind ink.

Lou Lidong looked from a distance in the outhouse, but he didn't dare to probe too far into his brain. Ran Feize just moved his fist, so he was more interested. But this girl Su sharpened the ink, but instead of taking the paper, she just picked the thickest brush, put the ink in her hand, and went out.

Of course Ran Feize followed, and Lou Lidong followed to watch the fun without saying a word.

Su Xiaopei moved forward aggressively, she was going to the notice wall, but unfortunately Lu Chi took a wrong turn on the road and was carried back by Ran Feize, half of his momentum was weakened. Lou Lidong kept laughing at the side, the pair was really interesting to watch.

Su Xiaopei arrived at the notice wall and found that "Whoareyou" was still posted there. She pursed her lips and stared at the paper. Then she dipped her pen in ink, walked over, and wrote under the line of words. Three words - "gotohell".

The three words are written crookedly, but the victory lies in their imposing manner. Su Xiaopei looked at it and was very satisfied.

"What did Miss Su paint?" Lou Lidong asked Ran Feize.

"I won't tell you." Ran Feize replied calmly.

"It's like you know." Lou Lidong gave him a disdainful look. Su Xiaopei didn't see them stumbling, she carefully scanned around the people watching the fun. At this time, Bai Yulang and Liu Xiang ran over. They often strolled here, in order to find the suspicious person who left the letter.

"Eldest sister. Are you answering that person?" Bai Yulang was very excited.

"right."

"What?"

"Tell him to die and go away."

There was silence for a few seconds. This girl speaks foul language.

Bai Yulang looked around, fortunately that kid Ji Jiawen was not there, otherwise he would mutter something inappropriate. "Don't worry, eldest sister, I will take a good look at it, and there will be people around who see this response and look different. I will find him out."

"Yes, if you can understand it, it must be suspicious."

But Bai Yulang and the others patrolled for several days, but they didn't see any suspicious people. Everyone who came over and saw these two sentences pointed and pointed in surprise, and there was no reaction that was different from ordinary people. Those two sentences have also been pasted, becoming a landscape on the notice wall.