Ye Mi and Qiao Yan each have their own thoughts. Ye Mi doesn't know what position she holds in his heart, while Qiao Yan can't lie against his conscience. People in love should not hide anything. Some things happened and it is impossible to pretend they never happened. There will always be some things that remain, he said.
Sometimes being honest can be hurtful.
The two of them lay on the bed back to back, neither of them spoke, but neither of them fell asleep.
The cold moonlight shone through the thin curtains, bringing a hint of sadness. Qiao Yan seemed to be able to sense her sadness, which made him feel distressed as well. He turned over, leaned over and pressed against her back, hugged her, "Ye Mi, I'm flying to Frankfurt tomorrow afternoon, and this time it's three days. What should I do? I'm already missing you before I leave."
Ye Mi's nose felt sore and her eyes were a little red. If it weren't for Lin Pei's words, she probably wouldn't be so entangled. To put it bluntly, she herself lacked confidence. He was right. It was impossible to come here without leaving traces.
She slowly turned around, hugged him, and buried her head in his arms. The warmth still made her feel at ease.
Qiao Yan kissed her forehead gently and hugged her tightly. Sometimes love does not need to be expressed in words, only a hug is needed.
When Lin Pei returned home, he saw He Xiaoning packing his suitcase.
"Why, you're so prepared and so happy to fly with Qiao Yan?" Lin Pei smiled awkwardly with a look of disdain. The difference from before was that he did not stop it this time, nor was he as angry as before.
He Xiaoning was a little confused. She stood there blankly holding a skirt. After a moment, she smoothed her hair and said, "It's just work. You really think too much."
Lin Pei didn't even look at her, he put his things down and went into the study. He Xiaoning was a little uncomfortable, she stopped what she was doing and quickly helped Lin Pei pack his things for tomorrow. She packed the box for him and put it at the door, and heated a cup of milk for him to go in.
Lin Pei was doing practice. The captain assessment was about to begin, so he had to hurry up to review. He had already missed an opportunity once, and he must not miss it this time.
"You'll be fine, don't be too tired." After saying that, she put down the milk and turned to leave when she heard Lin Pei speak.
"Are you so concerned about me because you feel guilty? No need for that. The wound of betrayal cannot be healed with milk." His voice was cold, and it was obvious that he was no longer going to use the old method. He couldn't keep her by force. Those who were supposed to leave would eventually leave, but he would never sit still and wait for death. If there was any misfortune in this world, it definitely shouldn't be him alone.
He Xiaoning felt helpless. She had never believed him before, but now she was really thinking about someone else. Maybe this kind of life should really end. She had already made a plan. Once the captain's matter was settled, she planned to divorce him.
The next day, when Qiao Yan set off, Ye Mi was on the simulator. He waited outside the simulator for a long time, but finally had to give up. Before getting on the plane, he sent Ye Mi a text message, "I'm leaving, take good care of yourself."
Ye Mi stood in front of the big glass window of the airport, looking at the fy1167 taking off outside, Qiao Yan was on that plane. She held her phone in her hand, a faint smile on her lips, "Have a safe journey!" She tried to calm her anxiety, she shouldn't be suspicious, love needs honesty and trust.
When Ye Mi went to the restaurant to eat, she saw Zhou Tongzhe bringing a gentle girl to eat. She was curious and quickly approached the group of people including Wei Ge and Ikkiu. "Who, who? Who is that beautiful girl?" She asked curiously.
"That boy is really lucky in love. If I had known that, I would have saved her that night." Ikkiu was a little annoyed. After listening for a while, she finally figured out that the girl named Luo Yi was the college student that the boy helped when he got drunk and made trouble. Hearing that she had passed the recruitment and entered Feiyang, Ye Mi felt much more relieved when she saw her pretty appearance. In fact, she had always been worried that the person who seemed to be fine was still in a knot in his heart. Now, even if he didn't want to come out, someone would pull him out.
After the plane landed in Frankfurt, the captain had finished the tidying up. When Qiao Yan came out, he saw He Xiaoning cleaning the cockpit. He was stunned for a moment, as if he had not been in the same crew with her for a long time. At this time, he suddenly remembered Ye Mi's question, and couldn't help laughing and shaking his head slightly, thinking that the girl was worried about him because of this matter.
He Xiaoning stood up and looked at him affectionately, but Qiao Yan simply nodded at her and got off the plane with his suitcase. This made He Xiaoning a little disappointed, and she stared at his back for a long time until the flight attendant urged her to come back to her senses.
The peaceful and happy days always passed in a hurry. Although Ye Mi's current flight mission was almost always with Qiao Yan's crew, she found that it was definitely not a pleasant thing. He would give her a lot of difficult questions every time. When flying at level, he would ask her questions at any time, which made her nervous and nervous every time she flew. In short, she suffered a lot.
The day of the captain inspection soon arrived. Everyone passed the written test. After all, all the candidates had thousands of hours of flight records. The next two days were simulator tests. In the afternoon, Ye Mi went to accompany him to the test. Qiao Yan did not refuse. He was not nervous, but as the only one with such convenient conditions, he still couldn't help but want to show off. Showing affection is very popular now, not to mention that they are really in love.
When Ye Mi was waiting outside, everyone came over to tease her, and she didn't shy away. When Qiao Yan came out, he looked depressed, and Ye Mi rushed over, "What's wrong?"
"I got a strong side wind." He then shook his head.
Ye Mi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and punched her in the chest, "Don't pretend, a strong side wind can't stop you."
When Qiao Yan saw that he hadn't blindfolded anyone, he couldn't help but feel a little frustrated, "You damn girl, can't you give me a sense of accomplishment?"
"Oh!" Ye Mi immediately put on a worried expression, "What's wrong, didn't you perform well?" After that, both of them laughed heartily. Lin Pei was waiting for the exam, looking at the two people's happy faces, but his expression was different from everyone else's, with some jealousy and resentment.
The captain's matter soon came to a conclusion. Early that morning, everyone gathered in front of the bulletin board in the complex building to look at the public list. Qiao Yan and Lin Pei were both on the list this time. He Xiaoning squeezed into the crowd and smiled immediately after reading it. She turned around and saw Ye Mi and Qiao Yan entering the company together, so she walked up to them, "Congratulations, Qiao Yan, I knew you would succeed, and now you have broken the record of our Feiyang's youngest captain."
Qiao Yan nodded, "Thank you, Lin Pei also passed." He said lightly, but held Ye Mi's hand tightly.
He Xiaoning was a little embarrassed and smoothed her hair. "Well, I'll go first."
Looking at her weak back, Qiao Yan felt a little melancholy. They seemed to have more opportunities to fly together recently, and he felt a little uncomfortable. He was in a dilemma about her initiative to talk to him. If she ignored him, it would be narrow-minded, and he couldn't bear it, but he would also take Ye Mi's feelings into consideration. He didn't want her to be hurt in any way.
"Why would your husband want to see you first if he doesn't congratulate you? You really are popular with people of all ages, men and women, married and unmarried." She was a little dissatisfied. Now she had no good feelings towards He Xiaoning. A woman who is likely to seduce her husband is really more annoying the more beautiful she is.
Lin Pei stood at the corner, watching all this, his hands clenched into fists. He Xiaoning was getting more and more outrageous, so openly flirting with men in front of other people's wives, it seemed that she was really not a good person, which made him particularly annoyed.
Lin Pei returned home very early in the afternoon. As soon as he entered the door, he saw He Xiaoning cooking in the kitchen. He took a look and it seemed that the meal was very rich. "What's wrong? Is this the last supper?" He said sarcastically.
He Xiaoning paused with the knife in her hand and said, "Now that you've become the captain, we have to celebrate." Her voice was so soft that people couldn't help but feel pity for her.
Lin Pei's heart softened. He stood behind her and took the knife from her hand. "Doing too much housework will hurt your hands. We can go out to eat." He really wanted to take good care of this woman. He once cherished her so much that he was afraid she would fly away if he held her in his hands and afraid she would melt if he called her in his mouth. But he just didn't understand what he had done wrong. She just couldn't put her heart on him.
He Xiaoning was somewhat depressed. The gentleness that Lin Pei inadvertently revealed now always made her feel guilty, but she really couldn't live with a man she didn't love. Especially when the humorous and gentlemanly man came back, she became more and more restless.
"Lin Pei, please let me cook you a meal. I have always wanted to cook you a good meal, but you are either flying or entertaining someone." She felt a little guilty and complained. In fact, sometimes she didn't know what she was thinking. She was conquered by Lin Pei's selflessness and gentleness. In the face of such a big setback, the person who stayed by her side and comforted her made her lost for a while. She thought it was love, but it was just an illusion of love.
Lin Pei didn't say anything. He went back to the living room to put his things down and then returned to the kitchen. He rolled up his shirt sleeves and said, "I'll help you."
He Xiaoning lowered her head, not wanting to reveal her emotions. The two of them had a pleasant dinner that night. Lin Pei even took out a bottle of red wine and they drank a glass. After dinner, He Xiaoning washed the dishes. Lin Pei stood at the kitchen door and looked at her. For a moment, he felt a little itchy. He hugged her from behind and rubbed her neck, "Xiaoning, let's..."
Before he finished speaking, He Xiaoning dodged him and said, "Don't, Lin Pei, don't do this."
Her distant tone suddenly gave Lin Pei a bad feeling. He was a very sensitive person. He looked at the empty arms, then at He Xiaoning who was far away from him, "What's wrong with you?"
He Xiaoning stroked her hair and said, "Lin Pei, we don't need to endure this anymore. We have tortured each other for too long. Let's just separate." She said it calmly. But it was this calmness that made Lin Pei's anger rise suddenly.
He glared at He Xiaoning fiercely, his fists clenched tightly, "What did you say?" He frowned and his eyes were red.
He Xiaoning looked at him with a bit of timidity. After all, they had lived together for more than two years, and she knew the man in front of her very well. She took a deep breath and said, "Let's get a divorce!"
Lin Pei was so angry that he slapped He Xiaoning. With a loud crash, the freshly washed dishes fell to the ground. He Xiaoning lay on the ground, his exposed arms cut by the porcelain fragments, blood all over the ground.
Lin Pei stood there in a daze, looking at his hands in disbelief. This woman had never laid a hand on him before.