The next morning, Su Zelin got up very early.
I have to report today.
This is the second time I have traveled far away from home in this life, and I feel very complicated.
I miss the warmth and love at home, but I also look forward to the vast world outside.
I walked around the room, always trying to see if there was anything I hadn't taken.
In fact, his mother had already packed everything that needed to be packed last night, including the important ID card and admission letter, and the unimportant toothbrush and slippers. Zhao Lixia was not confident in letting her forgetful son pack his luggage.
Suddenly thinking of something, Su Zelin opened the drawer and found the Chinese textbook for the second semester of senior year.
As soon as I opened it, photos fell out.
On the day of taking graduation photos, Hunzi went to the photo studio and posted some of the photos he took with Qin Shiqing and others, and gave them to his gay friend, Xiaoyanzi and Qin Shiqing.
This photo is of him and Qin Shiqing on the campus grass.
The two sat back to back, their youthful faces filled with sunny smiles.
After hesitating for a while, Su Zelin put the Chinese textbook back to its original place, and as for the photos, he carefully put them into the compartment of the suitcase.
Seventeen years later, we can finally no longer go to and from school together, rain or shine.
Let this photo represent you and continue to stay with me!
…
After having breakfast at home, I dragged my luggage downstairs.
Su Zelin also brought the kapok guitar.
Guitar and cigarettes are a boy’s best friends. They can accompany you at all times and are must-haves.
The Qin family was also waiting in the yard.
"Son, if you feel uncomfortable in Lin'an, feel free to tell your parents!"
Zhao Lixia's eyes were moist.
In fact, she knew that Su Zelin was very adaptable, but she just couldn't bear to leave her son.
Looking back, he was still a hungry baby. Today, he will leave the protection of his parents' wings and fly high on his own. As parents, I feel happy but also sad at the same time.
"Got it, Mom!"
Su Zelin was also feeling a little heavy.
He yearns for freedom, but that doesn't mean he is indifferent to family affection.
On the contrary, Su Zelin attaches great importance to family affection. Because of this, he felt extremely remorseful after falling out with his parents in his previous life, and lived in self-blame every day.
"Zerlin, you have grown up. The world outside is very exciting. It's a good thing to go out and see it!"
Dad Su is not so sentimental and is more encouraging.
"But remember one thing, don't lose yourself when your parents are not around!"
"Yeah, Dad!"
Su Zelin nodded heavily.
He was lost in his previous life, but luckily God gave him another chance!
He was already tired of being obsessed with fame and fortune that did not exist.
For me, the biggest problem is still in the emotional aspect.
Su Zelin believes that it is difficult to be loyal to one woman, even if this person is his favorite childhood sweetheart.
If it were that easy, Qin Shiqing and I would have lived happily together in our previous life, and the experience of rebirth would not have existed.
Freshness is something engraved in his bones, something he is born with.
It's like there is a wild horse hidden deep in a person's soul. No matter how hard you try to tie it up with reason, it will eventually break free from the reins and lose control.
However, what I can promise to the two elders is that I will never be a jerk to Qin Shiqing again!
At the Qin family, Liu Sufen was already crying.
"Shiqing, you must take good care of yourself when you go out. The weather will soon get cold. Wear more clothes and remember to cover yourself with a blanket when you sleep at night!"
In the eyes of their mother, a child will never grow up. No matter how sensible and well-behaved Qin Shiqing is, Qin's mother is still worried.
"Mom, I will!"
Qin Shiqing's eyes were also red.
"Alright, alright, why are you crying? It's a good thing that my daughter is going to college, not to mention that Zelin will take care of her!"
Although Qin Daqing felt a little sad when his little girl left him, he managed to control his emotions.
"Yes, yes, I should be happy. Our Shiqing has grown up and even got into such a good university. It's not easy!"
Liu Sufen wiped her eyes, but still felt a little sad.
The only thing that made her feel at ease was that Su Zelin would be watching over Qin Shiqing on her way to Lin'an. The son of the Su family was very reliable and would definitely ensure that his daughter had a safe journey.
As they were talking, the group walked out of the alley and met many neighbors who were buying groceries, walking their dogs, or playing with birds, and they all greeted them.
"Hey, Zelin and Shiqing went to Lin'an to report today!"
"In the blink of an eye, my two children have grown up and are now in college. Time flies!"
"… "
The two families nodded and greeted each other all the way until they arrived at the bus stop near the alley.
Su Zelin and Qin Shiqing both agreed that they would not let their parents send them to the train station, lest the two elders would be even more sad seeing them get on the train, so they said goodbye at the bus stop.
Everyone hoped that the bus would arrive later, but it finally appeared in the distance.
"Dad, Mom, I'm leaving!" Su Zelin patted his chest and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely make something of myself in college!"
"Come on, mom and dad don't expect you to achieve much, just be safe and sound!"
Zhao Lixia's eyes were blurred with tears. She added: "Of course, it would be best if I don't fail the exam!"
Su Zelin was speechless.
Mom, the way you said that makes it sound like I'm bound to fail the exam.
Don’t you trust your own son
…
The bus started moving, and through the rear window, I could see several adults waving.
"call!"
Su Zelin breathed a sigh of relief.
To be honest, he was not used to the scene just now.
Although his mood was affected a little, Hunzi soon became happy again.
After all, he still yearns for a free life.
Although he went to college in his previous life, Su Zelin still felt that those days were wonderful and it was quite nice to relive them.
What's more, college life in this life will definitely be richer and more exciting than in the previous life!
Qin Shiqing turned her back to him and looked at the scenery outside the window.
However, Su Zelin soon discovered that his childhood sweetheart's shoulders twitched slightly.
It turns out that she was not that strong. She cried after all. She was just holding it back so as not to make her parents worry about her!
"Wipe it off!"
Su Zelin handed her a tissue.
"Thank you!"
Qin Shiqing took the tissue and wiped it, and when she turned around, she could still see two lines of tears on her face.
Su Zelin felt a little distressed. What he hated most was seeing Qin Shiqing cry. He wanted to hold her in his arms and comfort her, but his reason told him not to do that.
"Su Zelin, do you think I'm too fragile?"
Qin Shiqing asked while choking up.
"No, the saddest thing in the world is the death of loved ones. It's quite normal!"
Su Zelin said lightly that in his previous life, he was undoubtedly the person who had experienced that feeling most deeply.
In comparison, I am only away from home temporarily and can come back at any time, so it won’t be too sad.
"Then... will you cry?"
Qin Shiqing was a little curious.
Ever since Su Zelin was old enough to understand, she has never seen her childhood sweetheart cry.
"meeting!"
Su Zelin nodded.
In his previous life, he had severed ties with his parents, and when it was late at night and everyone was asleep, the gangster had shed tears.
Men don't shed tears easily, but they do when they are sad.
He doesn't think there's anything shameful about it.
If someone really can't shed tears, then he has a heart of stone.
After all, people have emotions.
"when!"
Qin Shiqing thought about it, but couldn't remember.
In her impression, her childhood sweetheart is a very stubborn boy.
Even when Su Jianjun beat him with a belt for smoking secretly, he didn't shed a tear.
"Last life!"
Su Zelin said slowly.
"Tsk, I knew you were talking nonsense!"
"… "
Half an hour later, the bus stopped at a train station on the outskirts of the city, and the two got off with their luggage.
As soon as he entered the station, Su Zelin saw a familiar face.
"Senior!"
Huang Panpan came up to him with a smile as beautiful as a flower.
Today she wore a knee-length floral mini skirt, like a beautiful butterfly.
Influenced by Su Zelin, whose thoughts changed after his rebirth, Xiaoxuemei is no longer so non-mainstream.
Moreover, Zhao Lixia and Su Jianjun might also come to see her off today, and she doesn't want to leave a bad impression in front of her "future parents-in-law".
"Why are you here?"
Su Zelin frowned.
He remembered very clearly that Huang Panpan in his previous life did not come to the train station to see him off.
Perhaps it would be more precise to say that Huang Panpan got the time wrong.
The School of Finance didn’t start until September 2nd. My junior high school girl from my previous life climbed over the wall that morning to skip classes and wait at the train station.
However, what she didn't expect was that because he accompanied Qin Shiqing to register, Su Zelin arrived early on August 31st, so naturally he was disappointed.
Of course, the gangster didn't know these things.
In this life, if Su Zelin had told her about his trip to Lin'an, the result would have been different.
But the hunzi was still very confused.
After all, there are many trains from Jianglan to Lin'an every day.
He didn't tell Huang Panpan what time his train would arrive.
"Senior, you are going on a long journey, how can I not come to see you off!"
Huang Panpan really didn't know what time Su Zelin's train would take, so her junior high school sister arrived at the station and waited for him as soon as the first train to Lin'an left early in the morning.
Somewhere in the waiting hall of the train station, a man wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses glanced at the three people intentionally or unintentionally. Under the hat was a middle-aged face with undisguised surprise.
Huang Hongbo also followed secretly. He was worried about his precious daughter, but he dared to show up in public. If Huang Panpan knew that he was following her, the little ancestor would definitely be furious, so Huang's father disguised himself and sat farther away.
Fortunately, there were many passengers at this time, and Huang Panpan's attention was always focused on the platform gate, so she didn't notice his existence.
The person Panpan got up early in the morning and ran to the train station to wait for so long turned out to be a boy!
Although Su Zelin and Qin Shiqing came here together, Huang Panpan only talked to the former, so Huang Hongbo was sure that this boy was the protagonist today.
Her smile in front of this boy was so bright that Huang's father had never seen it before.
Who is this boy
One thing that is certain is that, if nothing unexpected happens, it should be a college student, because now is the start of the school year for freshmen.
Huang Hongbo was already prepared. He calmly took out a camera from his briefcase and took a few pictures of Su Zelin from a distance.
"Senior Shiqing, although you are one step ahead of me now, your advantage is not obvious anymore, because you and I are not in the same university. But I will take the entrance exam to the School of Finance next year, and I will definitely be admitted! Then, I will be the one who is closer to you!"
Huang Panpan raised her eyebrows at Qin Shiqing.
In addition to seeing Su Zelin off, she also came to issue a challenge.
Qin Shiqing just smiled slightly.
The other party has demonstrated against her more than once, but she doesn't want to argue with her junior schoolmate.
Huang Panpan was disappointed and turned her attention back to Su Zelin.
We chatted like this in the waiting hall until the time was almost up.
The two men stood up and walked towards the ticket gate.
Huang Panpan followed behind.
"Okay, just send it here!"
Su Zelin stopped.
"No, I want to take the senior to the car!"
Huang Panpan is very stubborn.
"Stop joking, you need a ticket to enter the station!"
Su Zelin hurriedly said that he had to coax Huang Panpan before entering the station, otherwise, with her little temper, she might have a big quarrel with the staff.
"I have a ticket!"
Huang Panpan actually took out the ticket from his pocket.
Su Zelin was surprised: "Are you planning to go to Lin'an too? Don't mess around, school starts tomorrow!"
"No, I just want to personally send Senior to the train!"
Huang Panpan said lightly.
Su Zelin was slightly stunned, then he realized that Huang Panpan bought a platform ticket.
This type of ticket does not allow boarding the train, but allows access to the platform. It was specially designed for customers who are sending someone off, but this type of ticket was cancelled by train stations in later generations.
Huang Panpan bought a large stack of tickets. Since her junior sister didn't know which train Hunzi would take, she simply bought all the platform tickets for the morning train to Lin'an.
She must be waiting here for the first train early in the morning.
Su Zelin fell silent.
The ticket inspectors were stunned by Huang Panpan's amazing move.
Young people really know how to have fun!
She looked at the three people in confusion, unable to figure out what their relationship was, but could guess a little.
I'm afraid that today's soap operas are all played out on young people who are 17 or 18 years old in real life
Qin Shiqing was also slightly moved and couldn't help but look at Huang Panpan a few more times.
She had known that her junior was infatuated with Su Zelin, but she had never thought it would go to this extent.
This is no longer just blind admiration, but a genuine love for one's childhood sweetheart from the bottom of one's heart.
After checking their tickets, the three of them walked towards the train platform.
At this time, a middle-aged man with a baseball cap pulled down low and wearing a pair of large sunglasses also came over to check the tickets and also took out a large stack of platform tickets from his pocket.
Huang Hongbo saw his daughter go to the ticket office to buy a ticket in the morning. He was worried that Huang Panpan would also take the train and run around. Later, he called the stationmaster for help and found out that she bought a platform ticket and had bought all the platform tickets to Lin'an early in the morning.
So Huang Hongbo bought them all, he had to find out the truth.
The ticket inspector was dumbfounded.
It would be fine if I just met a stupid and rich girl in one day, but now here comes an stupid and rich adult!
Is it because our country's economy is developing so fast that there are so many rich people now
No matter how rich you are, you can't waste it like this!
…
Train platform.
It was the start of the new school year for colleges and universities, and the place was bustling with people. Except for a few adult travelers who were dragging suitcases and walking in a hurry, almost all the people in the group were college students.
Many parents of new students personally send their children to the platform, and they are all reluctant to let them go and give them many instructions.
As for those college students who are in their sophomore year or above, since it is not their first time to travel far away, they appear to be relatively calm and composed. They do not need their parents to see them off, and they can handle the travel in groups of three or five or alone with ease.
"Woo..."
Accompanied by a long whistle, a train came closer and closer like a giant black dragon.
"Clang! Clang! Clang..."
The rapid friction between the wheels and the rails made a huge roar like spring thunder.
When the train arrives at the station, it means it's time to say goodbye.
Soon, the green train stopped at the platform, the carriage door opened, and we could check our tickets and get on the train.
"I'm leaving!"
Su Zelin picked up the suitcase and boarded the train with Qin Shiqing.
"Well, senior, have a good trip!"
Huang Panpan waved goodbye to him with a smile on her pretty face.
We found two seats next to each other in the crowded crowd.
Su Jianjun bought a seat ticket, not because he couldn't get a sleeper berth. Su's father did it on purpose.
If he had bought a sleeper berth, Su Zelin would probably have just laid down as soon as he got on the train, and would have had little communication with Qin Shiqing.
Anyway, it’s only about 300 kilometers from Jiang Lan to Lin’an, so it won’t be too tiring even if you take a seat.
Su Zelin asked Qin Shiqing to sit by the window, put away her luggage, and saw that her junior high school classmate was still standing outside the window, looking at her through the glass.
The windows of early green trains could be opened, and many vendors selling fast food on food carts at train stations could conduct business with passengers through the windows.
Su Zelin opened the window: "Okay, go now!"
"It's okay, Senior, I'll stay a little longer. I don't have anything to do today anyway!"
Huang Panpan was still smiling brightly, but Su Zelin discovered that tears were welling up in her junior girl's watery eyes.
"Okay, Huang Panpan, he already knows your feelings!"
Qin Shiqing couldn't bear it anymore. She felt that her junior schoolmate was quite pitiful at that moment.
No matter how the two tried to persuade her, the younger sister seemed to have taken root under her feet.
This continues until the train starts moving slowly forward.
Huang Panpan chased the train like a fluttering little butterfly.
The train was getting faster and faster. No matter how hard the little girl ran, she couldn't catch up.
Huang Panpan burst into tears instantly.
She shouted at the green train at the top of her lungs: "Senior, I will go to Lin'an next year. I will definitely be admitted to the College of Finance. You wait for me!"
The shadow of the train finally disappeared in the distance of the platform.
Huang Panpan stopped, her little face, as white as a peeled egg, was tearful, but her fists were clenched tightly.
Not far behind, Huang Hongbo looked at his beloved daughter nervously and distressedly.
He wanted to go up and comfort her, but he didn't dare to reveal his whereabouts.
It seems that Panpan has special feelings for that boy!
I have to get to the bottom of this matter as soon as possible!
…
In the green train, Su Zelin watched the petite and fragile figure outside the window disappear from his sight, then he withdrew his gaze.
For a moment, Su Zelin admitted that he was moved by Huang Panpan.
It was fine after saying goodbye to my parents just before leaving, but for some reason I feel heavy at this moment.
"She's really nice to you!"
Qin Shiqing beside him sighed.
"Um!"
Su Zelin snorted a word through his nose.
He has to admit this.
It is the most difficult to accept the favor of a beautiful woman.
The better the girl treats him, the less likely the gangster will dare to act rashly.
So is Qin Shiqing, and so is Huang Panpan.
There is a reason why he didn't have a bad junior schoolmate in his previous life.
Even if Huang Panpan took the initiative to throw herself into his arms, even if she claimed that she could tolerate having other women, she was the kind of girl who would take the initiative to give you money to go even if you wanted to be a big sword.
But precisely because the junior high school girl was so nice, Su Zelin couldn't bear to ruin her.
He felt that Huang Panpan should have a better destination instead of wasting her youth by being entangled with him.
Of course, it was wasted later.
Huang Panpan had never had a boyfriend for more than ten years until her rebirth.
As for Qin Shiqing, Su Zelin didn't think about being with his childhood sweetheart at first.
But the two were neighbors and went to school in the same place, so they had many opportunities to meet and interact with each other. In addition, the gangster had always been interested in her, and later he couldn't help himself and extended his evil claws to her.
This is also the reason why he has to take the initiative to keep a distance from Qin Shiqing in this life. Su Zelin knows that he cannot control it.
The scenery outside the window gradually became unfamiliar and farther away from my hometown.
Su Zelin calmed down his melancholy mood, and suddenly he remembered a song.
…
Whose dream is ahead
Whose song is wandering
I packed my bag and left the familiar land alone
There is a ray of light in the diary that ignites all hope
Who will be in your heart
Who finally becomes confused
I use my courage as the battlefield
Challenging the unknown distance
Even if I am covered with thorns
Nothing can stop the yearning in my heart
On the way to the dream
Who can guarantee that you won't get hurt
So I packed my bags and continued to look for my light.
…