Incurable Pain
痛症
Author: 玉寺人
Latest: Chapter 102
Status: Completed
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Genres: Youth, Modern Romance
Tags: campus life luxury family shoujo tragedy youth
Bai Xunyin was inadvertently traumatized by stress during the year she graduated from Middle School. She became a “little mute” who couldn’t speak. In her first year of high school, she spent her days listening to the cynicism and discriminatory bullying of people around her until her second year of high school. Bai Xunyin met Yu Luoyin. He was clear, elegant, with straight eyebrows and star like eyes. He was the most handsome boy in school, and was the dream boyfriend of all girls in school. But for Bai Xunyin, Yu Luoyin was the first to protect her, smile at her, discuss topics with her, and the person who had lunch with her. The onset of her crush was turbulent and confusing in her teenage years.
Bai Xunyin’s diary during the second year of high school was filled with the name ‘Yu Luoyin’. Bai Xunyin did not extravagantly ask for Yu Luoyin to like her, but she didn’t expect that in the third year of high school, she would inadvertently see his “true personality” in the corner of a corridor. Under Yu Luoyin’s gentle, elegant and handsome appearance was a scumbag. He faced his two tr*shy friends, smiled and said-“The little mute started to like me. Our bet ends here, I’m bored of staying with her.” Bai Xunyin could not speak, but her eyes knew how to cry. Since then, she never looked directly at Yu Luoyin again.
Afterwards Young Master Yu ridiculed her, mocked her, broke a table, apologized, and even hurt himself, he used various methods but it was still useless. He could only kneel in front of Bai Xunyin, his eyes red, and his voice hoarse, begging—”Yinyin, forgive me once. For the rest of my life, I will never dare to do this again.” *You are my unspeakable incurable pain. It hurts when I think of you, but it hurts even more when I can’t think of you.
白寻音初中毕业那年无意间被应激创伤，成了不能开口说话的‘小哑巴’
高中第一年，她一直是在周围人的冷嘲热讽和歧视欺凌中度过的
直到高二的时候，白寻音遇到了喻落吟
他清隽，优雅，剑眉星目，是校草，更是全校女生的梦想
但于白寻音而言，喻落吟是第一个护着她，对她笑，给她讲题，跟她一起吃午饭的人
少年时期的暧昧来的汹涌而朦胧，白寻音高二那年的日记本写满了‘喻落吟’三个字
白寻音不奢求喻落吟喜欢她，只是没想到高三那年，会在走廊拐角处无意中看到他的‘真面目’
喻落吟清隽优雅的表皮下是斯文败类，他对他那两个玩世不恭的狐朋狗|友笑着说——
“小哑巴开始喜欢我了，打赌到此为止，陪着她早就腻了。”
白寻音不会说话，可眼睛会哭。
自那以后，她没给过喻落吟一个正眼。
直到喻大少爷冷嘲，热讽，摔桌子，道歉，甚至自残各种方式都还是没用之后，他不得不单膝跪在白寻音面前，眼眶通红声音嘶哑的求——
“音音，原谅我一次，这辈子不敢了。”
*你是我不可言说的痛症。
想起来疼，想不起来更疼。