Incurable Pain

Chapter 33: pain

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Bai Xunyin was in the third year of the year when Bai Hongsheng had an accident.

She was young but very sensible. After the high school entrance examination, she didn't even have time to take care of her top ten results in the city, and she couldn't be happy for a moment.

Because Bai Hongsheng smoked particularly fiercely at that time, he has always been an elegant and easy-going man who would not bring home any pressure at work, but at that time somehow, the house was overwhelming.

It seemed that something was going to happen.

The summer of the high school entrance examination was almost the hottest one. The whole Lin Lan was like an airtight steamer, and the rain couldn't relieve it for a moment.

As if recalling now, I can vaguely remember the sticky sweat, restlessness, and nausea on my body every time I went out that summer.

Bai Xunyin felt that his eyes were covered with blood.

Large swaths of bright red blood... That's Bai Hongsheng's.

The nightmare that hasn't dissipated for more than two years, at this moment, when she was still awake, she arrived as promised. It seemed that as soon as she closed her eyes and looked for the sound, she could see the rooftop that was scorched by the scorching sun in the midsummer afternoon.

High, looking down as if bottomless, the rapid and heavy footsteps behind him got closer.

Bai Hongsheng and Bai Xunyin were chased by a group of people to the high roof, behind which was an endless abyss, they had nowhere to escape.

"Don't chase my dad!"

Bai Xunyin shook her head indiscriminately, the little girl with thin arms and legs, her fingers could not hold Bai Hongsheng’s shirt, she was easily pushed into the corner by the man to protect her, she could not help but mutter in vain: "Please, don’t Chase my dad..."

"Little girl, repaying debts is justified."

Until now, Bai Xunyin still remembers the slow ridicule of the leading black-clothed man with a grim expression: "Don't mess with us like bad guys, do you know that your father owes us money? I don't want to eat!"

After that, Bai Xunyin was closely blocked by Bai Hongsheng. He couldn't see the faces of those ghosts, and could only hear their malicious voices—

"Bai Hongsheng, don't you fucking put garlic on Lao Tzu? What about the debt you owe this month? Ah?!"

"If you can't pay back the money, you'll fucking use your daughter to pay off the debt."

"That chick looks pretty good, sell it with some means to help you pay off your debt?"

Bai Xunyin trembled in fear, his face was pale as paper, and he felt his heart sinking like hell.

But then her eyes lit up, and the dazzling light only shone in her eyes, and Bai Xunyin subconsciously reached out to block it.

From the gap, she saw Bai Hongsheng, who had been blocking her, rushing over like crazy and fighting with the black men.

How to insult him and trample him, even assault him Bai Hongsheng can accept.

But Bai Xunyin is his bottom line, it is the scale that he can't touch.

In the afternoon of that year, all the scenes on the rooftop left an indelible mark in Bai Xunyin's mind. Their long fights, the men's violent grinning, and the long iron rods across the ground made goosebumps sound...

Scene by scene, what finally freezes is Bai Hongsheng's blood, like endless.

It gradually overlapped with the nightmare in front of her, and it was Bai Hongsheng's blood that stained her junior high school uniform.

Bai Xunyin wanted to scream out, but found that she couldn't scream out—whether it was that year or now, she couldn't scream out!

"Bai Xun Yin!"

Until the harsh ringtone dragged her out of this endless terrifying nightmare, Bai Xunyin felt her wrist hurt by a burst of external force. She raised her eyes slightly and saw Yu Luoyin's dark sword eyebrows and stars.

Under the warm-colored street lamp, it seemed to be coated with a layer of light, staring at him unblinkingly.

From his pupils, Bai Xunyin saw his bloodless face and knew how scary he was now.

"Calm down." There was silence around, and Yu Luoyin naturally heard the female voice on the phone just now. He looked at Bai Xunyin's out-of-consciousness, and he curled his fingers slightly-forbearing. Rubbing her head to comfort her impulse.

Yu Luoyin immediately grabbed the bicycle key in Bai Xunyin's hand. His long leg collapsed and he patted the back seat of the car: "Get in the car, which hospital? I'll take you there."

With Bai Xunyin's current state, she asked her to go to the hospital by herself, and Yu Luoyin was afraid that she would have an accident before she waited.

Bai Xunyin obviously also knew this truth, and understood that her faintly trembling legs and feet couldn't ride the bike at all. She didn't argue this time, so she got on the bike without saying anything.

In front of life, all the'fighting' are so small and naive.

Compared with Bai Hongsheng's life and death, Bai Xunyin didn't care about anything, including the hatred between him and Yu Luoyin that seemed to be a small fight.

Lanshan Hospital is not far from the Third Middle School. Yu Luoyin has long legs. Knowing that Bai Xunyin is anxious, he rides as fast as he steps on a hot wheel, and he arrives at the entrance of the hospital in less than half an hour.

During this period, Bai Xunyin had been communicating with Ji Huiying, and his slender hands were sweating in the cold weather.

She stumbled in Ji Huiying’s description and knew the cause and effect—

Over the past two years, although Bai Hongsheng's physical function showed no signs of recovery, it has always been quite stable. Today, if he doesn't know what to do, he suddenly needs to be rescued.

It stands to reason that a vegetative person with stable functions will not experience such large fluctuations for no reason.

Later, the hospital adjusted the monitoring and asked all the medical staff on duty today for interrogation, only to realize that this happened because a new nurse was so busy that he used the wrong medicine when he gave Bai Hongsheng water and caused the patient to happen suddenly. Shocking.

It sounds oolong, but in this fucking world, accidents happen all the time.

The little nurse was already shocked, and the whole person fell down like a puddle of mud in the corridor of the hospital and would only cry. Everyone was busy with rescue work and had no time to hold her accountable.

Fortunately in the misfortune, knowing what Bai Hongsheng caused the fluctuations is to have traceable treatment.

Ji Huiying was frightened by the sudden change, and she hurriedly notified Bai Xunyin to come over, for fear that if she missed it, she wouldn't be able to see the last side.

Before Bai Hongsheng's accident, she hadn't seen his last healthy side. She always regretted that Ji Huiying didn't want Bai Xunyin to be like her.

Some things are regrettable for life if you miss it.

Fortunately, on the way Bai Xunyin came, Bai Hongsheng's situation had gradually stabilized.

Two students in school uniforms rode their bikes into the hospital yard. When they stopped, Yu Luoyin felt almost unconscious on his right arm that had just been bandaged.

Regardless of whether it was intentional or what, he was indeed injured. The teacher in the school's medical office told him not to use force during this period of time, and not to break the wound, but...

He just swiftly held the handlebars of the car for a lap in the freezing cold wind, and he died heroically.

Yu Luoyin just glanced at the faintly oozing blood from the bandage, and hurriedly followed the slender figure of Bai Xunyin who hurried into the hospital building.

There were not many people in the hospital at this time. He followed Bai Xunyin, who was familiar with the road, all the way to the door of the operating room on the 11th floor. From a long distance away, he saw the red light still on above the operating room.

Bai Xunyin's face was as pale as paper, and he ran over and grabbed Ji Huiying, who was facing her back.

The latter was stunned for a moment. When he saw Bai Xunyin, the eyes that had been propped up immediately burst into tears, and he felt his legs soft.

"It's okay... The doctor just came out and said that your father is fine for the time being." Bai Xunyin helped to sit on the public bench outside the operating room, Ji Huiying stared at the ground blankly, and said softly as if she had lost her strength. You still need to observe in the ICU for twenty-four hours, so don't worry about it..."

Hearing these words, Bai Xunyin felt that his heart, which had been choking in his throat, thumped, and the dust settled temporarily before he could breathe a sigh of relief.

She stood up and walked to the door of the operating room, her clear eyes staring at the red light above the operating room without blinking.

Just like a novice intern looking at the traffic lights while driving, he has to wait eagerly for the lights to turn from red to green, immature and stubborn.

The girl's face with her chin tilted up slightly is delicate, and the light in her eyes is fragile and firm.

Yu Luoyin didn't walk in, and leaned on the side of the hospital pillars to watch, unconsciously remembering the scene he had seen before.

That was the summer vacation a few months ago.

He hadn't tricked the little girl at that time, and was at the stage when Bai Xunyin somehow ignored him after watching a movie.

At that time, Yu Luoyin was also lacking in interest, and was a bit lazy in the remaining few days of short summer vacation.

It's just that Lu Ye and Li Yuan's three urges and four requests, saying that they were going to have the last carnival before school started, after all, they went out once.

When passing by the snack street full of various kinds of food in South China Street, the two guys said they were going to buy something to please the girls. Yu Luoyin accompanied them lazily, and could not stand the sun, so they simply hid. Into a milk tea shop next to a busy city.

Coincidentally, I ran into Bai Xunyin there.

It was just a one-sided'random encounter' by him alone.

The girl wore a light-colored floral dress, her waist-length hair was loosely braided in herringbone braids on her shoulders, she was pure and terrible-but her brows were frowned, her white arms were holding the girl next to her, and her eyes wrote The persuasion was full of words.

Oh, there was also Ning Shumo that day. The reckless girl was wearing a milk tea shop employee costume, as if she was working there and had a conflict with the guests, and the small storefront turned into a pot of porridge.

But in the noise of this vegetable market, Bai Xunyin's surroundings seemed to be'bring your own pure land', which made people feel soft and peaceful without realizing it.

The girl was speechless, but she awkwardly protected Amo, her clear eyes staring at the picky girls who were deliberately looking for faults, until the shop owner came out to solve it.

Yu Luoyin dispelled the idea of ordering a glass of lemonade, and leaned against the door with black eyes smiling at the farce in front of him.

He saw that the boss seemed to be deducting Amo's salary because of this, and the little girl was unhappy. She didn't know what word she typed with her mobile phone, and had several silent'arguments' with the unreasonable boss several times.

At that time, Bai Xunyin was the same as now, neither humble nor overbearing, stubborn and firm in his clear brown eyes.

Yu Luoyin was suddenly curious, what kind of person Bai Xunyin is and what kind of life he has experienced, that is what he is like now.

She seemed gentle and watery, but couldn't pull back the nine cows of what she had identified.

It seems weak and fragile, but unexpectedly strong in the face of sudden blows.

Yu Luoyin's thoughts diverged unconsciously, until the noise from the door of the hospital's operating room regained his senses-the green light was on and the operation was over.

A group of doctors and nurses pushed out Bai Hongsheng, who was wearing an oxygen mask in a coma, and kept apologizing to Ji Huiying.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, this accident is all the fault of our medical staff." The attending physician took Ji Huiying's hand and said very sincerely: "Don't worry, the full cost of this operation and the postoperative treatment , Our hospital will bear it."

Ji Huiying's face was expressionless, and when she touched the doctor's hand, she let it go. She said faintly: "Trouble."

The attending doctor was taken aback, and smiled awkwardly.

Not far away, when Yu Luoyin saw this scene, he suddenly realized that he knew that certain qualities in Bai Xunyin's bones belonged to him.

Smiling silently, he ran long legs and offered to help.

"You..." Ji Huiying saw the sudden appearance of Yu Luoyin and the school uniform on him, and she was slightly taken aback: "Who are you?"

Bai Xunyin was also stunned. She didn't expect that Yu Luoyin hadn't left yet. In fact, she had forgotten that Yu Luoyin had sent her here.

Just now his brain went blank, Bai Xunyin was only thinking of Bai Hongsheng in the operating room.

At this moment, when asked by Ji Huiying, she really didn't know how to introduce Yu Luoyin.

"Auntie, hello." Yu Luoyin took the initiative to introduce herself, the gentle and sunny smile on her clear and handsome face, almost all the'middle-aged women' could not refuse: "I am a classmate of Bai Xunyin , Just sent her here."

If Yu Luoyin deliberately wanted to please one person, almost everyone would not be able to escape.

Ji Huiying was also taken for granted. The eyes looking at Yu Luoyin were stunning and gentle: "Ah, you are Yinyin's classmate, it's really troublesome."

"No trouble, no trouble." Yu Luoyin smiled, "Student Bai Xunyin always lends us exercise books at school. She learns well, and the above are standard answers. Our classmates who are close to her will benefit from it. It's super shallow."

Bai Xunyin can be regarded as seeing what it means to open his eyes and talk nonsense at the textbook level.

Will this person die if he doesn't lie

Bai Xunyin was a little annoyed, but he was unable to speak and interrupted. He could only watch as Yu Luoyin's face was neither red nor white, telling that the relationship between them was'very good', which made Ji Huiying flicker around.

Ji Huiying: "Then Luoyin, you send the sound, haven't you eaten yet? Where do you live? If it's not far away, go back to Auntie's for a meal."

Bai Xunyin was stunned, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to stop him, but—

Yu Luoyin agreed in one fell swoop: "Okay, my home is very close to the third middle school, thank you auntie."

In a few words, he went to her house for dinner somehow.

Bai Xunyin's brain buzzed, and the first reaction was to punch'We are not familiar at all' on the screen with a cold face, and he was about to show it to Ji Huiying.

As a result, she turned her head to see the extremely pleased smile on Ji Huiying's face, and felt that the mobile phone in her hand could not be stretched out anyway.

Bai Xunyin knows that Ji Huiying has always been worried about her relationship with her classmates in school, and she is afraid that she will be discriminated against and bullied if she is a dumb.

And the appearance of Yu Luoyin undoubtedly gave Ji Huiying a reassurance, and she smiled sincerely.

How did Bai Xunyin cruelly open her mouth to get the reassurance pill out

After all, Ji Huiying didn't know that Yu Luoyin was the person she didn't want to face most in the entire Third Middle School.

If it weren't for the special circumstances today, he shouldn't be here at all...

With a silent sigh, Bai Xunyin put the phone in his pocket in silence, and decided to bear it.

Left and right are just time for a meal, and she doesn't want her mother to worry about it.

Only when Ji Huiying couldn't notice, Bai Xunyin walked to Yu Luoyin's side and stretched the phone in front of him—

[Leave after eating, don't talk nonsense. ]

Yu Luoyin was startled. After a while, he looked at the girl's tight profile with a playful smile, and asked in a low voice, "What are you afraid of me talking nonsense?"

Bai Xunyin didn't eat his ambiguous set, and looked at him coldly: [Stay away from me. ]

Yu Luoyin knew that Bai Xunyin was avoiding himself like a snake and scorpion at this moment. He ignored the stabbing in his heart, and his smile dimmed slightly.

Then he was still obedient, a little farther away from her.

It's just a clingy person who is still skinless and faceless.

When Bai Hongsheng settled down, Yu Luoyin followed Ji Huiying and Bai Xunyin's mother and daughter back to the cramped'Ajun Hutong' where they lived.

Yu Luoyinda has always lived in elevator high-rises in bright and clean prime locations since he can remember. He never knew that there are...very “original” communities like Ajun Hutong.

The unguarded gate, anyone who wants to enter can enter, and there is no sense of safety at all. In the dim corridor, the sound-controlled lights were half-bright and half-blind. I don't know who made the food. The smell of the food wafted out. Several strands were mixed together, and the taste was very unspeakable.

It's not just these.

Bai Xunyin's house lives on the seventh floor without elevator. The stairs in the old corridor were narrow and steep, and it was exhausting to climb up and down the next time.

Yu Luoyin grew up so big, except for the three-story stairs of the school building, he had never condescended to climb other stairs with his legs.

He was extremely uncomfortable for a while, but fortunately he was strong, and he could not blush or breathe even when he climbed the seventh floor in one breath.

As for Ji Huiying and Bai Xunyin, they are used to crawling.

"Luoyin, come in quickly." After opening the door, Ji Huiying smiled embarrassedly at Yu Luoyin: "The house is a little small."

It is true that this place is smaller than his house or even the house he rented in Sanzhong, like a fish tank, but after Yu Luoyin changed his shoes and walked in with some restraint, he couldn't help but look around curiously.

Because this is the place where Bai Xunyin lived.

He glanced at it, and conservatively estimated that the floor area of the house was only about 50 square meters. The living room was decorated in old fashioned, simple sofa and coffee table, not even a TV, so it was very simple.

Only one thing was unexpected-there was a cheap and old-looking piano on the balcony of the living room, which was probably the only'luxury' in this bleak house.

Yu Luoyin raised his eyes to look at Bai Xunyin who was still standing in the hallway, and asked curiously, "Do you know how to play the piano?"

Bai Xunyin pressed his lips away from his gaze, changed his shoes and walked back to the bedroom on his own. The door opened and closed briefly, and even a shadow could not be scanned.

Yu Luoyin couldn't help being a little disappointed, and sighed in disappointment.

The little girl still doesn't want to talk to him, but...

The young slender figure was leaning against the wall, and his eyes swept across the cramped room in front of him. On the left side of the small living room was connected to the opened kitchen. Ji Huiying was faintly visible in it, busy cooking.

Only their mother and daughter live here, and the atmosphere is a bit colder—but at least it is warmer than their home.

"Luo Yin, do you have anything to avoid?" After Ji Huiying finished cutting the dishes, the probe asked him: "For example, onion, ginger and garlic."

"No." Yu Luoyin smiled, pretending to be well-behaved: "I can eat everything, please aunty."

Ji Huiying is a clerk working in a government department, and these young people are not uncommon in everyday life.

But like Yu Luoyin, a 17 or 18-year-old student can be so elegant and decent, and she finds it rare. She couldn't help but smile: "It's okay, no trouble."

Yu Luoyin looked at Ji Huiying's back when she turned back to continue cooking, feeling shamelessly that although Bai Xunyin hated him, she still liked her mother.

The smile froze until he saw a cardboard box in the corner of the living room.

The huge box seemed to be filled with waste paper and waste products. I didn't need to take it down and throw it away. Yu Luoyin swept it away, and easily saw the colorful plastic wrapping paper in the box.

At first glance, the color of this thing is dazzling and vulgar, but it is very familiar, as if...

"This thing is all sound, it seems to be some packaging leather, I don't know what it is for." Ji Huiying happened to come out of the kitchen holding a pot of water to pour Yu Luoyin, and she saw him staring unblinkingly. I followed the contents of the box and said to him a few words—

"Before, she put these pieces of plastic paper on the desk as if they were treasures, but they suddenly threw them into the waste paper bin some time ago. I don't understand."

Maybe the mind of Girls’ Generation is delicate and capricious, and it’s just a moment to like new things.

Ji Huiying didn't understand the story behind the plastic skin, she simply thought, said, "Sit down and drink water," and after putting down the kettle, she turned around and returned to the kitchen.

But this time, Yu Luoyin was a rare'very impolite', and he couldn't keep up the energy to continue to deal with Ji Huiying.

His eyes looked like a devil, still staring at the colorful plastic papers, as if trying to see the holes in the innocent packaging.

He wouldn't fail to recognize what it was—this was the wrapper on the few peace fruits that he had given to Bai Xunyin on Christmas Eve.

Yu Luoyin just couldn't believe it.

That Ping An Guo was just that he heard Li Yuan's cheating and knew that he would send Ping An Guo to the girls on Christmas Eve, so he bought a basket at a small stall next to the school passing by.

Yu Luoyin couldn't imagine that he would give it away at will. In his eyes, even the tattered things that are not even coaxing, would be cherished by the girl like a treasure.

I was a person who was really cherished by Bai Xunyin.

And now, the'Ping An Fruit' was lost by her.

For a moment, Yu Luoyin felt like his heart was punched hard, and it hurt sourly.

These pieces of wrapping paper gave him a head and made him wake up, and then realized what he had lost-a soft and tender girl's heart.