Incurable Pain

Chapter 59: disease

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In the garden restaurant, Bai Xunyin and Mu Anping, who hadn't seen each other for a long time, also looked at each other in surprise.

What is the probability of meeting an acquaintance every time on a blind date? How do you feel

Others don't know, but it is 100% probability to Baixun Yin. It feels... very funny.

A total of two blind dates were arranged by accident. One was an ex-boyfriend and the other was an old acquaintance.

"Yin, Yinyin?" Mu Anping guessed that his parents had forcibly arranged to meet people. He saw Bai Xunyin on his indifferent face. After a clear and clear astonishment, he couldn't help being a little excited, and even stood still. I stood up and said, "It's been a long time. When did you return to Lin Lan?"

"Indeed, it's been a long time." At this point, Bai Xunyin had to sit down and recounted the past with Mu Anping with a smile: "I just came back soon, how about you?"

After graduating from the college entrance examination, Mu Anping once came to her and said that he was going to go abroad, but at that time, he was in the midst of a turmoil, so naturally he did not see him.

"I came back half a year ago." Mu Anping is a lot more mature than he was six years ago, and the greenness of his face has faded a lot. His black hair is combed back, making his facial features more handsome and straight. He looked at Bai Xunyin. The soft brown eyes instantly felt back to when I was a teenager—in the countless flashback memories, there are such beautiful eyes as Bai Xunyin.

As if all the senses were brought back in the past, Mu Anping's eyes were unconsciously nostalgic, and he looked at Bai Xunyin and muttered: "Yinyin, you are still... so beautiful."

Bai Xunyin seemed to have never expected that Mu Anping would say such straightforward words. After a slight daze, he only curled his lips together, admiring him and not distracted: "Thank you."

"Yinyin, are you working in the research institute now?" Mu Anping asked hesitantly: "It was the middleman who introduced me..."

"Yeah, yes." Bai Xunyin nodded, and the steel fork casually ate the salad on the table: "It's a job introduced by my teacher."

She woke up in the morning and hadn't eaten yet, so she was so hungry.

Mu Anping stared at the opposite Bai Xunyin without blinking, watching her down to eat, her cheeks bulging, the expression in her eyes was unconsciously soft, and she couldn't stop her smile.

He was forced to come over and have a blind date, and he didn't have any "achievement" in his heart, basically he just came over to deal with the matter.

Introducing the endless stream of praises among the population of'high-achieved doctoral students','students who work in scientific research institutes','beautiful in length' and so on, Mu Anping didn't take it seriously.

But he didn't expect that the blind date would be Bai Xunyin.

"Yinyin, we haven't seen each other in six years." Staring at the woman whose face was still young and fresh, and seemed to be no different from the woman in high school, Mu Anping raised a bitter smile on the corners of his lips. With emotion: "Six years... We have known each other for almost 20 years."

Twenty years.

Bai Xunyin paused with the fork in his hand, and a trace of obscure complexity passed through his raised eyes.

Indeed, they have known each other for 20 years, and they can almost eat and sleep together before they graduate from junior high school.

Even if a lot of unpleasant things happen later, Bai Xunyin can still be himself in front of him, without being rigid and restrained in front of someone he doesn't know.

There can be no more than twenty years in life, but... what about this

Bai Xunyin narrowed his eyes and let out a faint'um'.

"I went to England after graduating from high school. There I often dreamed of Lin Lan and...you." Mu Anping smiled bitterly: "I dreamed that we were still in our early ten years old, you, me, Amo, three people , Wherever we go, we are always together, in and out at the same time..."

"Mu Anping." Bai Xunyin was already full, she put down her fork, her clear eyes fixedly looked at the man who "reminisces about the past", almost nowhere to hide the latter: "What do you want to say?"

She likes to go straight and hates to play emotional cards in a roundabout way.

Mu Anping's throat choked, and he looked at the expressionless girl in surprise before he realized that...

Compared with the time when she met again in high school, Bai Xunyin seemed to have changed a little bit.

Compared to the little girl who still had a touch of tenderness in the indifference before, she seemed to be more invincible now.

But yes, six years have passed, who can stay the same.

"I want to say... I'm single, and so are you." Mu Anping smiled, his eyes soft and watery against the scented candlelight atmosphere, fixedly looking at Bai Xunyin: "Fate will let us return to Lin Lan. A meeting is a blind date, it is better to try."

He could never forget the little girl who was willing to follow him and called him "Brother Anping", dreaming back at midnight, her heart seemed to be gripped by a pair of invisible hands.

Mu Anping knew he had made a mistake, but he was willing to pay for his mistake and then find the little girl back.

A meal was not very happy. After hearing Mu Anping's words like confession, Bai Xunyin felt like a rock in his heart.

Constantly sinking.

Needless to say, of course she simply rejected Mu Anping's offer to'try'.

No matter if it was before or before, I had never had any emotions similar to'love' for him, so how could I agree to try with him

But Bai Xunyin just didn't expect that Mu Anping would actually want to try with her.

I also said that I haven't been in a relationship without a girlfriend for so many years, because the person I like is actually me. It's really... ridiculous.

On the way back, Bai Xunyin's expression was cold, but his eyes couldn't help but a slight arc of ridicule.

Do these boys now like to hurt girls in the name of "like"? Then ridiculously thought that as long as a few sweet words, a few soft words, you will be forgiven

This is true for Yu Luoyin, as is Mu Anping.

The difference is that she actually has more'love points' with Mu Anping.

As he said, they have known each other for twenty years.

From the memory of babbling, Bai Xunyin felt that there was a character like Mu Anping in his life.

Mu Anping’s father, Mu Shi’an, is Bai Hongsheng’s business partner and a close-minded friend who talks about everything. Both families even live in the same yard, with close contacts between neighbors.

Under the influence of this atmosphere, the relationship between Bai Xunyin and Mu Anping is naturally very good.

Before the age of fifteen, she always regarded Mu Anping as an unrelated brother.

Childhood sweethearts, say nothing.

But "no blood relationship" means "no blood relationship." Before the disaster, the husband and wife are the same forest birds, let alone friends

When the Bai family's capital chain broke and went bankrupt, people came to knock on the door every day, and the sound of beating and looting was endless, which made people irritable and scared.

Bai Xunyin remembered that Mu Anping had been estranged from her since then.

It's just that she was so sensitive and vulnerable to the surrounding environment, she didn't notice Mu Anping's indifference at that time, and she still sought refuge'shamelessly'.

Bai Xunyin remembered that she was staying at home that day, and the sky was getting dark. The debt collector suddenly came to the door and slammed the thick door of the Bai's house with gongs and drums, and filthy words continued to penetrate into her ears and her mind. inside.

She held the pen with trembling fingers, threw it away after a while and crawled out of the window.

The door would soon be smashed open, but Bai Xunyin was very scared.

She can't stay at home alone, she's dying of fear.

The fifteen-year-old girl was slender and thin. She ran out wearing only a pair of slippers. She lowered her body as much as possible and ran to Mu Anping's house next door quietly, and rang the doorbell.

Soon I heard Mu Anping's response: "Who?"

At that time, the boy's clear voice was like shining holy light, Bai Xunyin choked his throat, and whispered: "Brother Anping, it's me."

Mu Anping's voice was a bit stunned: "Yinyin?"

"Can you let me in for a while?" Bai Xunyin's cold voice was blown away by the cold wind, not knowing whether it was because of the cold or fear, and was a little trembling: "Those people are knocking on the door again, I'm very afraid..."

Bai Hongsheng and Ji Huiying didn't know when they could go home, she really didn't dare to stay alone.

But after ten years of getting along, the'Brother Anping' who had been close to each other became a quail behind a door.

"Hug, sorry." Mu Anping's voice was a bit difficult: "Yinyin, my mother said, if I help you, those people should make trouble for our house, they should knock on our door."

Bai Xunyin's heart squeezed for an instant, and he gave a severe pain.

"Brother Anping, I won't." But the frail little girl didn't understand people's hearts at that time, and still begged: "They don't know that I'm hiding in your house."

But no matter how he knocked, Mu Anping did not open the door.

That day was also the last softness that Bai Xunyin showed in front of her childhood sweetheart.

Later, Mu Anping's family had a close relationship with the Bai family. After paying off part of their debts, they were still afraid of getting into trouble, so they moved to the next province.

Later... it was when Mu Anping came back to meet in the third year of high school, and then now.

In fact, it wasn't a big deal. Mu Anping was only one year older than her. At that time, he was only a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy.

It's nothing more than a strong parent and a weak boy.

But Bai Xunyin just couldn't forget the sense of'helplessness' at the beginning.

If it is too easy to believe and rely on a person, it is easy to be brutally broken to the ground by a heart, and it is easy to be disappointed.

Therefore, after Bai Xunyin entered high school, he almost had a fear of'respect and stay away' for boys. Not to mention that all of this was given by Mu Anping, but it also had something to do with him.

Except... Except Yu Luoyin.

As he walked home all the way home, many previous clips flashed back in his mind like a horse lantern, and finally thought of such a'scourge' thing like Yu Luoyin, Bai Xunyin sighed slightly.

Mu Anping first, then Yu Luoyin, was really a headache.

The fleeting years are unfavorable, and I went home into the building and found that the elevator was broken.

In the lobby on the first floor, there were a lot of people waiting for maintenance, all filled with righteous indignation and gloomy faces-no way, nowadays, the people living in the upper floors of the metropolis, without an elevator, is basically the same as losing their lives.

Fortunately, their floors are not high.

Bai Xunyin still doesn't like noise or crowds. She looked at the misty first floor with frowning frowning, and simply walked to the safe passage.

He walked slowly to the thirteenth floor, and when he reached the safe passage on his own floor, Bai Xunyin found that an'uninvited guest' had arrived.

Yu Luoyin was sitting on the top step of the safe passage with two cigarette butts piled up beside him. In the hot summer, the temperature of the safe passage was very low. The man didn't know if it was because of the long stay.

Until he heard the sound of'kick and stepping' going upstairs, he seemed to automatically make up for the girl's appearance as if she was stepping on white canvas shoes, panting as she climbed the stairs.

Waiting for a long time... Waiting for a long time.

Yu Luoyin raised his eyes, looked at Bai Xunyin condescendingly, watched the woman dyed with a layer of crimson ivory white skin, and looked at her somewhat surprised eyes.

He ridiculed the corners of his lips.

Bai Xunyin was indeed surprised to see Yu Luoyin at his door.

One is because today is not said to be Lu Ye’s bachelor party, and the other is... How does he know where his family lives

Subconsciously, the woman frowned slightly: "Are you here to find me?"

"Otherwise." Yu Luoyin stood up and walked slowly down the stairs to her. He seemed to be joking, but there was no smile in his eyes: "Should I come to walk in your corridor?"

Seeing Yu Luoyin condescending and approaching step by step, Bai Xunyin felt uneasy inexplicably, and she unconsciously stepped back.

Until the lean back leaned against the cold wall.

And Yu Luoyin had already walked over. The black shadow covered Bai Xunyin's petite body. The man leaned over slightly and smiled softly in her ear: "Do you think this scene is familiar?"

Bai Xunyin was startled.

"Does it look like..." Yu Luoyin's big hand didn't know when she pressed her chin, his slender fingertips gently rubbed, and the cold touch made Bai Xunyin feel that his scalp was numb, and the mandible was unconsciously raised. Small layers of goose bumps.

Then she heard the man murmur: "Does it look like the safe passage we used to date?"

Going around, he is still nostalgic, like a lunatic.

Yu Luoyin didn't know how he had become so hopeless.

But from the moment I saw Bai Xunyin and her childhood sweetheart were dating, the jealousy disappeared, and a certain string in my mind seemed to be broken.

"Why go on a blind date?" The man rubbed the girl's soft earlobes coldly with his fingers, and smiled: "I said I want to chase you. Do you think I'm talking for fun?"