Bai Xunyin left the French window on the second floor of the winery, and walked along the corridor to the lobby to find Yu Luoyin.
But when I was passing through a secret door, I encountered an "uninvited guest", and was unguarded by a sturdy and slender hand holding his arm. Before Bai Xunyin had time to react, she was already drawn in. In the dark, there was a sudden darkness in front of her, and she was covered by the'Deng Disciple' behind her.
Before he could panic, Bai Xunyin smelled the familiar clear mint scent on the tip of his nose.
In an instant, all the tension and tension relaxed, and she let herself lean on the person behind her without speaking.
"Tsk." Yu Luoyin's voice was low, seeming a pity: "Why are you not afraid?"
Bai Xunyin blinked, and when he spoke, his soft lips crossed his palms: "I know it's you."
Yu Luoyin didn't ask how she knew it, nor did she pretend to tease like in the past. He just hugged the little girl's soft waist from behind, and put his chin on her shoulder.
The sound of breathing lingered in his ears, Bai Xunyin keenly felt a little heavy.
He seems to be... worried.
Bai Xunyin frowned slightly, and asked tentatively, "Unhappy?"
"Happy, not happy." Yu Luoyin sighed low, her clear voice seemed to restrain something, and could not restrain the prelude of the volcanic eruption under the lava. There was a very sexy depression: "Baby, I'm very happy that you made it for me, but six years ago...what did my mother tell you?"
Bai Xunyin was startled slightly, it turned out that Yu Luoyin had heard all her conversation with Gu Yuan just now.
No wonder he was so erratic, holding her like a child-although he also loves to act like a baby on weekdays.
Although he had promised that Gu Yuan would not tell Yu Luoyin about the cloud smoke in the past, he already knew that it was another situation.
"It's really nothing." Bai Xunyin sighed lowly: "It was the night in the hospital. In fact, your mother came to see you and happened to meet me."
The'culprit' who was embarrassed by the blood on the school uniform, but caused her son to go to the hospital.
Yu Luoyin imagined the awkward situation that Bai Xunyin might have at the time, and closed his eyes.
"President Gu knows about our affairs, but didn't say anything too much, just wishing me to leave you." Bai Xunyin's long eyelashes drooped slightly. In the darkness, the two of them could not see each other's expressions clearly, only their breaths crossed. "Actually, I can understand her thoughts. She has always been strict with you. Of course, she can't stand the puppy love, and I have hurt you so badly."
Speaking of this, Bai Xunyin couldn't help but laughed: "Of course she thinks I am a scourge."
Yu Luoyin's arms around the woman's slender waist tightened unconsciously.
"But Dean Gu didn't say anything." Bai Xunyin patted him comfortingly, with a voice like coaxing a child: "Yu Luoyin, it's my fault. She and I took the initiative to say that I will leave you. Don't you be angry?"
"No, I'm not angry." When I was looking for Bai Xunyin, I accidentally ran into the scene of her and Gu Yuan going up to the second floor. The ghost followed up, hiding in the dark and hearing the words were enough to defeat Yu Luo. Yin psychological construction.
He feels distressed that Bai Xunyin is too late, so how could he be angry.
"No, I mean you don't be angry with your mother." Bai Xunyin's voice was soft and firm: "I'm not lying to you, she really didn't say anything. I was a little angry just talking to her and it wasn't because I was a little angry about six years ago. The thing is because, because..."
She was a little hard to say, but Yu Luoyin took her words faintly: "It's because of the psychologist, isn't it?"
Bai Xunyin bit his lower lip and was silent.
But this can be regarded as a silent confession.
"Stupid girl." Yu Luoyin smiled lightly, and put the person in his arms: "How do you know that I have visited a psychiatrist?"
Bai Xunyin didn't want to hide it from him, so he met Liu Yufu in Qulan University, and then Liu Yufu happened to meet him in his freshman year and went to the psychotherapy clinic.
As Yu Luoyin listened, there was only the phrase,'There is no impermeable wall in the world' in his mind.
Just as if he couldn't hide things from Bai Xunyin, Liu Yufu would cleverly push away the clouds, and as if Bai Xunyin couldn't hide from him, he would accidentally hear the conversation with Gu Yuan.
It seems that everything is destined.
It is destined that the two of them can't hide anything from each other, and being honest is the best way.
"You know everything about me so clearly, Sister Lu should have told you everything that should be said." Yu Luoyin sighed lowly: "Am I a very poor child?"
As he said, he held Bai Xunyin coquettishly and lifted her up high, wanting to'comfort herself'.
I'm used to his acting like a baby, but occasionally I still feel uncontrollable.
Bai Xunyin held back his laugh, covered his lips and asked in a serious manner: "Then are you still angry with your mother?"
Yu Luoyin's body stiffened.
"I won't ask you to be a saint." Bai Xunyin jumped down from him, touching his forehead against the man's chest, and said word by word: "But there was nothing wrong with President Gu in the conversation six years ago. One thing is related to my reason, so I have to explain it clearly. As for the other... I won't stop you from getting angry."
Yu Luoyin's stiff body gradually softened, and his obscure eyes in the darkness were so helpless that no one could easily pry into it.
In fact, he would be panicked.
"Find time to talk with Dean Gu, don't hide everything in your heart." Bai Xunyin said, standing on tiptoe, and kissed his chin gently: "Be good."
If Yu Luoyin could use the ability of pretending to be pitiful and acting like a baby in front of her one-tenth in front of Gu Yuan Yuyuan, perhaps the relationship between them would not be so rigid.
Yu Luoyin held her silently in the darkness, and after a long while, he nodded insignificantly.
I don't know if he listened to Bai Xunyin's fascinating words, or... finally wanted to compromise with himself.
One evening after get off work, Yu Luoyin drove back to the Yu family's wealthy compound.
He doesn't love coming back very much, except that he rarely comes back on a fixed day. The more he grows up, the more he looks at reconciliation with Gu Yuan Yuyuan on the surface, but in fact he is drifting away.
Yu Luoyin hadn't looked at it carefully for a long time, it turned out that his'home' was so deserted now.
The nanny has been in this house for many years. He is half a family, but after all, he is not a real family.
The man frowned his delicate long eyebrows, slightly pursed his lips and walked in.
He had a password, he didn't need to ring the doorbell, he stepped in gently, no one turned on the light in the house where the sun hadn't set in the evening, it was dim, and there was a shadow of a person sitting in the living room.
It was Yu Yuan. He raised his head when he heard someone coming in at the door, and when he saw Yu Luoyin, a hint of surprise flashed across the mature but handsome face.
"Sudden? You're back." The man subconsciously glanced at the clock on the wall: "Is it the eighteenth today?"
In the past, Yu Luoyin would only come back once on the 18th of every month or on extremely occasional holidays, otherwise it would be the holidays.
"It's not the eighteenth." Yu Luoyin put his hands in his pockets and shrugged pretendingly: "Can't you come back?"
"What are you talking about, this is your house..." Yu Yuan stood up, a trace of exhaustion under his eyes was well hidden: "Of course he will come back whenever he wants to."
Yu Luoyin was silent, and asked after a moment: "Where is my mother, is she at home?"
Speaking of Gu Yuan, Yu Yuan was obviously taken aback, and then sighed.
"At home." The man looked up at the steps. Gu Yuan was obviously upstairs. He rubbed his temples with a headache: "Your mother is sick recently and is in a bad mood. You... Go see her."
It turned out that Yu Yuan was at home because Gu Yuan was ill, so the explanation was clear.
Yu Luoyin frowned and quickly went up the stairs. When he walked outside the door of Gu Yuan, he knocked on the door and heard a muffled'come in' inside before pushing the door and walking in.
Gu Yuan leaned on the head of the bed, less than a week away from Yu Shiqin's previous engagement banquet, as if the whole person had lost weight and his face was pale.
But there is no sickness between the eyebrows, it is estimated that the depressed coziness is because of'heart disease'.
When she saw Yu Luoyin, she was obviously taken aback, and her always cold voice said in a low voice: "How come you remember today?"
"Can't it?" Yu Luoyin walked over and poured a glass of water for her, with a faint voice: "Why don't you call me when I am sick? Forgot that I am a doctor?"
Gu Yuan's slender fingers gripped the glass tightly, and said nothing.
In fact, she didn't have any sickness, but she was suddenly very tired, very tired, and just wanted to lie down on the bed and rest for a while and didn't want to get up-she looked sick in the eyes of others.
Is it really because she is too strong on weekdays and never seems to be tired
Gu Yuan used to enjoy this kind of evaluation, but she suddenly felt lost when she lived to this age.
This confusion is no less than the shock that Bai Xunyin gave her after speaking to him when she was in the winery.
My own desire for control, Yu Luoyin's psychologist... Gu Yuan felt a little shameless to face Yu Luoyin, even if he was his own son.
It is said that there is no overnight feud between the child and the parent.
It can be said that the estrangement between Luoyin and them is no longer a'night', it is countless years, it is the depression that Gu Yuanguang can't make up even after thinking about it.
"Mom, this time I came here to hear you tell me the truth." Yu Luoyin sat on the chair by the window, looking down at his slender fingers, pressing slowly, as if to himself over and over again. It's the same as doing psychological construction-he wants to reconcile with himself, and he wants to be calm.
Meeting Gu Yuan's slightly startled gaze, he raised his head: "I heard all the conversation between you and Yinyin that day."
Gu Yuan's pupils contracted suddenly, and his fingers unconsciously grasped the sheet under him.
It was ridiculous to say that she would actually feel nervous in front of her son.
"I asked Yinyin, she said you didn't say anything too much, is it true?" Yu Luoyin looked at her with a black heart, a few truthful words at this moment: "This is the one in my heart. Festival is very important to me, and I hope you can tell me the truth."
No matter what the result is, he can accept it.
Gu Yuan closed her eyes. These days, she couldn't help recalling the scenes from six years ago. At this moment, her back was running backwards. After a while, her voice was a little hoarse and she opened her mouth—
"Your condition at the time was very wrong. I guessed whether it was due to external influence, so I asked my confidant to check it out."
"I learned that you were in the hospital that night. I rushed to the hospital from the laboratory. You entered the ward. Outside was the little girl... Bai Xunyin."
"At a glance, I felt that she was the girl who couldn't speak in the survey data, although she had already recovered her voice at the time."
"It may be the sixth sense of a woman's subconsciousness. I suspect that you are in a puppy love, and I am very opposed to it. I think that is another form of'plaything and fun.' I don't want you to change at a young age because of the love between men and women I don’t know the severity."
At this point, Gu Yuan's voice paused, and she laughed somewhat self-deprecatingly: "But I didn't expect that a little girl could see through better than me."
Yu Luoyin squinted suspiciously.
"In fact, I should have thought that Bai Xunyin is not an ordinary girl. She is more pure than us, and she has more eyesight..." Gu Yuan muttered, "I asked her to leave you at the time because I didn't want my son to be a victim. The girl’s influence, I thought she would cry and begged me. After all, everyone knows what our family is like."
Climbing the'high branch' of Yu Luoyin, don't you want to get something out of it
When Yu Luoyin listened, he had some premonitions in his heart, but he still asked, "What then?"
"She didn't say anything, she agreed." Gu Yuan smiled, and there was a trace of condemnation to herself. If there was no sigh, she said: "She only has one request, and that is to talk about it after the college entrance examination is over. Then she Will leave you automatically, and at that time, she doesn't want your grades to be affected... I'm not as good as her."
Bai Xunyin was right, she really hadn't considered Yu Luoyin's mood.
Even a little girl is more thoughtful than her mother.
At first, Gu Yuan had a deep memory of Bai Xunyin's'request', but later on Bai Xunyin's reluctance, he went even more profoundly when he really said nothing.
She understands why her son is addicted to that girl.
Yu Luoyin has finally pieced together the entire process that happened so far, and his black eyes are obscure and a little dazed.
But he could clearly perceive that the palm of his hand was numb, and his blood was hot.
With a distance of more than ten kilometers, Yu Luoyin already wanted to embrace Bai Xunyin.
"Luoyin, give us a chance to make up." Gu Yuan looked at Yu Luoyin's expression and brightened his eyes like a flower blooming in a desperate situation. After skipping over with fear, he calmed down and said seriously—
"Your dad and I are indeed guilty, irresponsible, we both admit, and we tried to make you and your brother married in the same family, but that disappeared."
"We are not qualified to control you, nor will we let you do things you don't want."
"Actually, I really like the girl Bai Xunyin. When will... be able to meet me officially?"
Yu Luoyin was not surprised when he heard it, and anyone who liked Bai Xunyin would not be surprised.
His little girl is so good that she should have been a favorite of thousands of people from birth, but her fate made a joke, which made her suffer from ups and downs, but he will love her in the future.
"I'll tell her." Yu Luoyin didn't want to wait for a moment. He just wanted to go back to find Bai Xunyin. He stood up quickly, but his tall and thin back paused before leaving.
"Actually, I'm learning to cook recently." Yu Luoyin tilted his head slightly, and said to Gu Yuan on the bed: "I will bring you soup tomorrow and leave."
Hearing the whole process of being in the hospital from Gu Yuan's mouth six years ago, the thoughts in his mind were unconsciously pulled back to the frightening midnight six years ago.
It was like a bell at midnight. That night, they seemed to be destroyed and redeemed.
Yu Luoyin admitted that he hated that night, hated Bai Xunyin who had changed his wishes without telling him, and even hated the powerlessness of his youth and inability to change the world.
But hate is better than love. He loves her, so after months of suffering, this kind of "hate" becomes insensitive, like a painless scar on the apex of the heart.
Can't compare with Bai Xunyin's obsession and obsession.
At that time, Yu Luoyin thought he might be crazy, he didn't understand why he had to do it with her.
But until I flew to the north and saw him again across a long distance on the campus, I understood everything I didn't know.
There is no reason to like and obsess, he only wants her, nothing more.
But the painless and itchy scar is still there after all, and it was completely flattened by Gu Yuan today.
When Yu Luoyin heard her retelling Bai Xunyin's back then, "I don't want to delay his college entrance examination in a few months," he just wanted to rush home and hug the little girl and kiss.
Like an immature hairy boy, he is even more impatient than he was when he was eighteen.
But the moment he opened the door and saw Bai Xunyin sitting on the bay window reading a book, he quietly calmed down strangely-like a breeze, an invisible hand gently smoothed out all his restlessness.
Bai Xunyin may have this ability.
She was wearing grey-white home clothes, with long blow-dried hair draped behind her back, and a faint fragrance of shower gel lingered all over her body just after taking a shower.
After many years of living together, Yu Luoyin finally knew what brand of shower gel she was using.
But when the taste is used on oneself, there is no such feeling of haunting dreams.
Yu Luoyin understood that he was not addicted to taste, but people.
A girl with white skin in ivory porcelain is bathed in the sun, her skin is almost transparent, and her book is soft and peaceful.
As a result, when Yu Luoyin couldn't wait to run back, the filthy thoughts that had just occurred in his mind disappeared.
In fact, just watch her quietly for a while.
Bai Xunyin heard the movement from the door, and when he put down the book and turned his head to look over, his eyes were clear, pure and vivid.
A word suddenly flashed in Yu Luoyin's mind--
[You smile slightly, don't say anything to me. And I think, for this, I have been waiting for a long time. ]
-Tagore "Asuka Collection"
"Teacher, I've always been thinking about the true meaning of'satisfaction'?"
"The more I can feel, the more empty it is."
Once again, I made a summary of the lecture in the professor's office of Lan University. At the end, Bai Xunyin suddenly asked Li Chengfeng such a question.
In the stunned eyes of the other party, she smiled: "I seem to be thinking about science students these days."
Li Chengfeng's frowning brows stretched out, and he suddenly smiled.
"Xiaobai, I asked you if you were in love last time, don't you need to ask this question now?" He smiled, his eyes were calm and gentle after precipitation, and he seemed to be able to see through everything: "In fact, you are here for the first time. At the time I thought you were a good material for scientific research, but a girl, who was very good-looking, had a sharp temperament on her body."
It was a sense of sharpness as thin as a'blade', not to say how fierce the girl Bai Xunyin was, on the contrary, she was very light.
As if everything can't be seen, it will pass away with the wind at any time.
But since I first saw it in April, Li Chengfeng was very pleased to feel that some of Bai Xunyin's temperament had become'soft'.
Perhaps it is related to the question she is asking now.
She was satisfied with certain needs, but behind the satisfaction was an unstoppable emptiness.
It's like the fear of the bubble when it is at its most colorful, fearing that it will disappear.
But after Lu Ying's "psychotherapy", Bai Xunyin also gradually understood the reason for turning the fear of unreasonable worries into practical actions.
So she actually said this to the teacher, and then smiled: "Teacher, don't you mean someone with sharp and radical thinking, but can do the best research?"
"Yes, so I admire you very much." Li Chengfeng couldn't help but smile. He had a golden house in his words: "But behind the career is life first."
"In any case, I hope my student life will be happy."
Bai Xunyin was stunned slightly, and suddenly felt the enlightenment.
-It turns out that Professor Li Chengfeng is not selfless, but a true wise man.
Because only a truly wise man can integrate his work and family selflessly.
In comparison, she has a lot to grow up.
Lin Lan had the most rain in August, sometimes even lingering from morning to night, but it was still soft in the end.
On Saturday morning, the sky was bright, Bai Xunyin pulled Yu Luoyin from half-dream and half-awake.
The latter dragged people to toss quite late yesterday. He didn't expect that Bai Xunyin still had the strength to get up so early. He half-squinted and watched the woman's waist stiffen for a moment, then he squeezed up and washed and changed clothes.
Yu Luoyin struck and yawned, rather tired and lazy, with a dumb voice, "Why get up so early?"
Bai Xunyin wore a very formal dress today. Unlike her usual casual style, she wore a suit that she didn't wear much today.
The two legs under the half-length pencil skirt are long and thin, white and straight on black micro-heeled shoes.
She would never wear such a dress, and Yu Luoyin couldn't help sitting upright.
Bai Xunyin was putting up a tall ponytail in front of the mirror, his slap face was clear, and his brown eyes were faint: "Take you to a place."
That was an area that she had never taken anyone to, and she even felt offensive to be invaded when she thought of it on weekdays.
But at this moment, I felt that I could go with Yu Luoyin.
The locals who have lived in Linlan since childhood are accustomed to the daily damp water vapor, and do not use umbrellas in drizzle.
Yu Luoyin obediently didn't ask anything, and let Bai Xunyin drive until he drove out of the downtown area, and drove further and further south to the suburbs.
When Yu Luoyin realized something, his eyebrows moved slightly.
He looked at Bai Xunyin's delicate profile, the girl pursed her lips, and drove meticulously until she drove the car to the parking lot outside the Nanbu Bay Cemetery.
It seemed that the meticulous and gentle drizzle was a bit deserted.
Yu Luoyin's heart jumped, and he opened his mouth before he could say anything. Before Bai Xunyin asked anything, he unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car.
Just like the construction of all cemeteries, visiting the tombstone requires walking a steep mountain road.
Bai Xunyin silently ascended the heights calmly, stepping on his micro-heeled shoes very steadily.
The drizzle didn't stop, and soon a thin layer of frost mist covered her body, and the girl's long eyelashes were stained with a few crystal drops of water.
Like all things that accumulate little and become more, drizzle is also'lethal'.
Yu Luoyin's Qiqiao Linglong heart is transparent, and of course he understands where Bai Xunyin is going to take him. He followed silently, only sighed slightly before entering the cemetery—
"I should buy a bunch of flowers."
It's the first time to meet the future'old husband', how come you are so empty-handed
Why should I buy a bunch of lilies
Before, when Bai Xunyin was absent, Yu Luoyin had quietly visited her parents.
He remembered that when Bai Hongsheng was still alive, Ji Huiying would buy a bunch of lilies every week, which added a touch of life to the monotonous icy ward.
Yu Luoyin has seen it many times, so he thinks Bai Hongsheng should like Lily.
Otherwise, Ji Huiying likes it, but the wife likes it better, and being a husband naturally also likes it together.
"No." Bai Xunyin smiled slightly, and shook his head: "It's fine for my dad to see me bringing someone here."
They are all extreme materialists, but they often have an unrealistic fantasy in front of the graveyard of the closest people.
It's like what they say, loved ones can hear in the sky.
Yu Luoyin's attitude was unconsciously corrected and solemn.
The picture of Bai Hongsheng on the tombstone is still very young, he looks like he is 27 or 18 years old.
The girl's father Xiao, Bai Hongsheng's facial features are somewhat similar to Bai Xunyin's, but the most amazing thing is the light charm between the eyebrows-although gentle but alienated, Yu Luoyin suddenly feels extremely cordial.
All he saw in the ward before was Bai Hongsheng's eyes closed, the skinny and dead man lying on the bed.
This was the first time that Yu Luoyin saw his true face in Lushan in the photo. He was handsome and clear, and he was calm and charming from just one photo.
"My father is handsome, right."
The last time someone came to Bai Hongsheng's cemetery was when Ji Huiying was in Lin Lan, women often came to accompany him. A few weeks later, a thin layer of ash had accumulated on the tombstone. After being washed by rain several times, the marble surface was mottled.
Bai Xunyin said faintly, with a slight joking tone, he knelt down and wiped Bai Hongsheng's tombstone with the white silk cloth he carried with him.
It seems that God is not willing to fight against the wonderful girl. The rain that had been lingering from midnight to morning gradually stopped, revealing a ray of sunshine.
The girl's fair and tender knees were on the dark and moist ground in front of the tombstone, and soon a layer of dirt was covered, but she ignored it.
Bai Xunyin seemed to be talking to Yu Luoyin, and he seemed to be talking to himself: "Since I was a child, I always thought that my father was the most handsome and tall person in the world. When I was young, I actually lived with my grandparents in the ancient town. But my father was reluctant to take me back and take me when his career was the busiest... I never thought he would leave me so early."
It may be because the sun was too bright and dazzling after the rain, and there was a slight water color in the girl's brown eyes.
In fact, she missed Dad very much.
It was the first time that Yu Luoyin heard Bai Xunyin take the initiative to bring up the affairs of her home.
Surprised and distressed, the fingers hanging on his side unconsciously clenched into fists.
"But the world is so unpaid. There will be accidents in life at any time. The accident in our family is an old disease that turns into a doctor, and freezing three feet is not a day's cold."
The smile on Bai Xunyin's lips was a little lonely. In fact, her only regret was that she had never grown up when Bai Hongsheng left, and had never taken the initiative to do anything for him.
"You have always loved me." Bai Xunyin looked at the photo on the tombstone and muttered: "I know you don't worry about me alone. I want someone to take care of me for you."
"So I brought him to you to see."
Aware of the'recognition' voice in Bai Xunyin's words, Yu Luoyin's breathing was stagnant, and slowly knelt down beside Bai Xunyin.
Whatever said at this time was actually in vain, he just had to call "Dad" silently in his heart.
Don't worry, I will be good at the sound.
Be meticulous, as if you were there.
When descending from the hilltop cemetery, Yu Luoyin memorized Bai Xunyin.
He used a tissue to help the girl wipe the moist dirt on her knees, only to find that the knees were red.
Yu Luoyin was so distressed that she didn't let her down the steps by herself, so she simply carried the person on her back.
Bai Xunyin couldn't resist. Seeing that no one around saw the stupidity of their'fighting', he simply enjoyed the man's broad back, lying on his shoulders and looking down at the green grass on the edge of the steps, and the surroundings came. Ants often enjoy themselves.
"Go home and eat more food." Yu Luoyin stretched out his hand and lifted her up, somewhat dissatisfied: "It's like it's weightless."
Bai Xunyin smiled without saying a word, her slender arm wrapped around his shoulder.
In fact, just as Yu Luoyin walked away, she even whispered to Bai Hongsheng—
[Dad, he is my previous human delusion. ]
The current Xiangruiyimo.
It's just that of course this can't be told to Yu Luoyin, otherwise he should have a bad ass again.