Insomnia

Chapter 55: warm

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Hearing this question, Wen Qingying blinked quickly, not in the usual natural state of being obedient, but as if someone slapped him in front of his eyes, and the eyelashes flickered in a conditioned reflex.

It was so close that even without glasses, Tao Ling still had a panoramic view of his reaction.

"Don't be afraid." Tao Ling rubbed his arm and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it."

After being silent for a long time, Wen Qingying responded: "Yun Xin's mother's side is also very powerful, and they are more concerned about her. I can't hear or speak. There are no competition conditions, so there will be a lot less trouble."

Tao Ling looked at the words on his phone and immediately reacted.

After this sentence, Wen Qingying turned over the phone with the broken screen, and shook the phone lightly with her slender fingers, so the phone swayed between the two.

Tao Ling looked at the back of his clean hands, and felt that the reason must be more than that, but it was beyond the scope of his guess.

"I know it's not because you don't trust me," Tao Ling said as he approached him and put his lips together, "I know you still have concerns in your heart, it's okay, I'll wait for you to let go when you want to talk."

Wen Qingying looked at him with a soft light in his eyes.

After watching it for a long time, Tao Ling accidentally fell into the light, sinking deeper and deeper, but the feeling of his heart was like a slightly rippling lake, and he lifted the whole body up again after he accidentally stepped on the air.

He looked into those eyes and said emotionally, "I love you."

Wen Qingying was stunned, standing still, watching him speechless.

Tao Ling knew what he was thinking, so he put his forehead against his neck and hugged him firmly: "I figured out Wen Qingying, although you can hear me, I still have to say, I love you, I love you. Wen Qingying, love is more than love that can be said. Can you feel it? Although there is no landslide for me to prove, but I, I... "

He couldn't say the second half of the sentence, for fear that he would lose control of his emotions if he continued.

He didn't hear the same confession, but the hands behind him tightened tightly, and Wen Qingying's breathing became heavier.

Tao Ling has never been a person who is heavy / lustful, but today he has been very excited.

He really wanted to get closer to Wen Qingying and let him kiss him, but just as he was about to move, he was hit by the warm liquid on the back of his neck.

Everything that was about to be done stopped, Tao Ling stretched his body silently, feeling more and more damp heat falling on the back of his shoulders and neck.

The pajamas were very loose, and the water droplets rolled down his back, past his butterfly bones, and disappeared out of sight.

Silent, leaving only a moment of warmth and prolonged traces of coldness.

At night, the emotions continued to be intense for too long, and after relaxing, I finally felt hungry.

Wen Qingying said that Tao Ling had to eat something light, so she prepared porridge with the existing ingredients.

Lying on his side on the sofa, how uncomfortable it is to move, Tao Ling was tossing and turning when he suddenly received a message from Yunnan: "Mr. Tao, is my brother home safely?"

Tao Ling was stunned for a moment, and then he remembered this. Although he knew that Yunnan was safe, he hurriedly asked, "Yunnan, did you get your number back? Are you okay? Where's your sister?"

Yunnan: "I took her to the hospital with Brother Bai Guan at noon, and she is all right now."

Tao Ling: "Yunnan, I'm sorry."

Yunnan: "What is Teacher Tao talking about? I want to say sorry, I have heard Brother Bai Guan say it, it's my sister who is sorry for you and my brother. Teacher Tao, please tell me to my brother later, I'm fine. , the family is also very good, when my dad comes back, I will have a good talk with him, some things can't go on like this."

"Also, Brother Bai Guan asked me to say sorry to my brother on his behalf. He was also very bitter. My sister committed suicide several times, and he didn't dare not follow her. He followed my sister to take care of her since she was a child, and he was used to it. Listening to her words and doing things has formed a behavior pattern, it may not be so easy to change at first glance, but if it is wrong, it is wrong, and when my sister is emotionally stable, we will definitely come to apologize."

After reading these two paragraphs, Tao Ling sighed. He knew that Yunnan was transparent, and when he thought of the blame for the previous misunderstanding, he couldn't help but feel even more frustrated.

He carefully organized his words and wanted to comfort the other party, but after a while the news from Yunnan came again: "Mr. Tao, my sister used me as an excuse, I'm sorry if it caused you trouble. You must tell my brother, those all fake… "

"It's good that I like Teacher Tao, but my liking is very simple and will never develop into love. I have never thought about being with Teacher Tao or what. I'm sorry, this liking may also cause trouble to you, But I think I have to explain."

"I thought about it for a long time today. I claim to love my brother, but in fact, he is always protecting me. I never thought about the fact that he likes a man. He wanted me to be carefree, so I really shut all my worries out, and I didn't really ask him about his heart, thinking that I was quite selfish and didn't know him at all."

"I don't know what to say. In short, I hope my brother can live his new life, don't worry about me, love yourself and you, and hope that he and Teacher Tao will last a long time."

"Teacher Tao, please don't reply to me. I have to calm down for a while. I'll be fine when I'm done."

Tao Ling wanted to keep silent as she said, but he opened the notepad and wanted to type it down and show it to Wen Qingying later. After writing two lines, he suddenly remembered that Wen Qingying could hear it, so there was no need to communicate like this.

After a two-second pause, he reopened the dialog with Yunnan: "Yunnan, don't say that you are selfish. Because your brother didn't hear you, he learned sign language, and he was so proficient, because he wanted you to be happy, so you acted happy. , all because you are a kind and good girl. Few people can do this, I hope you will be really happy too."

After saying this, Tao Ling let out a long breath.

When he got up and walked to the kitchen, Wen Qingying just put the rice into the pot and was stirring. When he found Tao Ling coming in, he turned his head and smiled softly.

Tao Ling walked behind him, wrapped his arms around his waist, and said, "I wanted to talk to you just now, and my first reaction was to open the notepad that came with my phone."

Wen Qingying smiled again.

"Are you still laughing?" Tao Ling pressed his forehead against his shoulder and tried a few times.

Relying on Wen Qingying's back, he roughly repeated Yunnan's words, except for the one that he liked.

After listening, Wen Qingying didn't say a word for a long time. Tao Ling stuck behind his back, raised his hand to touch his face, but didn't feel wet, and said with a smile, "I thought you were crying again."

"No!" Wen Qingying's reaction was a little big, and she said it immediately.

Tao Ling smiled, pulled away his back collar, and rubbed his face lightly on his shoulder: "Just kidding, you're very strong, crying doesn't mean you're not strong."

Wen Qingying pursed her lips and did not look back.

Tao Ling was afraid that he would not show his emotions in front of him next time, and he didn't care whether he was numb or not, and added: "I love your tears very much, and I want to protect you too."

"Because you cry in front of me, it shows that I am special, and it also makes me feel that you need to be depended on by you, so I am not alone."

Lying on the bed at night, Wen Qingying hugged Tao Ling, stretched her hands through the hem of his pajamas, and kept stroking his shoulder blades.

"Why do you keep touching it?" Tao Ling finally couldn't help it, struggling to look up at him.

The bedside light was on, Wen Qingying's expression was quiet, as if recalling something long ago.

To Tao Ling's gaze, he habitually wanted to answer in sign language, but Tao Ling grabbed his wrist and said, "Speak."

After being silent for a while, Tao Ling felt distressed and wanted to say sign language, but Wen Qingying had already said, "Mr.'s butterfly bone is very beautiful."

Tao Ling was startled, and lowered his eyelashes not to look at him.

"Sir, can I have a kiss?" Wen Qingying asked.

He had done what he had to do. He had been so intense a few hours ago, but he said it politely and politely at this time. This realization made Tao Lingteng ignite.

After two seconds of silence, Tao Ling nodded, and Wen Qingying hugged him and turned over, unbuttoning him one by one.

Tao Ling was lying on the bed naked, revealing a smooth back line, and Wen Qingying leaned over him.

This action continued for a long time, and finally Wen Qingying lowered her head and kissed his light butterfly bone reverently.

It felt moist and soft to the touch, and Tao Ling couldn't help shivering.

He couldn't see Wen Qingying's expression, so he felt a sense of dangling, afraid and looking forward to it. After a while, he couldn't help it and turned over to ask for a real hug.

After hugging and rolling around on the newly changed sheets, Tao Ling noticed Wen Qingying's state again, kissed the end of his collarbone, and asked, "Do you still want to do it?"

Wen Qingying gasped lightly, shook her head, organized a few seconds of words, and said, "For the first time, sir, I can't stand it."

Almost every sentence made him blush, and with a snap, Tao Ling turned off the bedside light: "Sleep!"

Wen Qingying smiled, lay down and hugged him.

The darkness enveloped them, they approached each other tacitly, their long legs were entangled, their fingertips jumped, and they began to kiss while groping.

You fought for me for a moment, the offensive gradually slowed down, there was no winning or losing, no ups and downs, just blending, just lingering, love suddenly stopped surging, and love became part of the night.

Very gentle and quiet, just like the usual Wen Qingying.

Skin-to-skin is such a lovely word, Tao Ling thought.

The next day was Friday, and he had to go to work. Fortunately, when Tao Ling got up, there was nothing too different, and the whole week of ignorance was finally coming to an end.

When I went to the flower shop after get off work, the shop had been cleaned up by Wen Qingying. Many dead branches and leaves had been saved in the past few days. After the treatment, the shop was empty.

Wen Qingying was tending a pot of evergreen trees, Tao Ling squatted beside him, looked at each other sideways, and touched their lips.

Tao Ling continued to watch Wen Qingying cut leaves.

I went back to Tao Ling in the evening.

He hadn't written much during this period of time. Tao Ling sat on the ground with a pile of professional materials, with his back on the sofa, next to Wen Qingying's legs, and tapped on the keyboard on the coffee table.

Wen Qingying found a cushion for him, and sat in the back reading a book.

After a moment of silence, Kou Huai suddenly sent a message: "Are you crazy?"

Tao Ling asked, knowingly, and responded, "What?"

Kou Huai: "Have you come out publicly?"

Tao Ling: "Is it public if you are forced to expose it? Brother, why are you so well-informed? Not only did I come out, I also resigned."

Kou Huai: "...you ox."

Tao Ling: "Xia Chaoyang's wife came to me some time ago."

Kou Huai: "... Jue Xia moved too fast. She came to ask me and said I didn't know you, so it's no trouble, right?"

Tao Ling: "The third trial of the manuscript was executed, and I didn't wait for the book number."

Kou Huai: "..."

Tao Ling: "My boyfriend's family is more troublesome. His sister is a lunatic, his uncle is a scoundrel, and he is still a little mute with a deaf ear, but the good news is that he is not so dumb now."

Kou Huai: "..."

Tao Ling: "But I'm so happy."

The other side may have suspected that there was something wrong with his brain. No news came for a long time. After half an hour, when he came back, he just ruthlessly dropped a link.

Tao Ling opened it and saw that it was a submission channel for overseas academic publishing houses.

After reading the webpage, he smiled and told Kou Huaifa, "Senior brother is a senior brother." He turned to ask Wen Qingying, "Do you want to go to the cemetery tomorrow?"

Wen Qingying put down the book and looked down at him, Tao Ling said, "I'm with you, I haven't told my brother, and my aunt."

After waiting for two seconds, Wen Qingying smiled a little embarrassedly, nodded, and took his hand.

Wen Qingying talked to the sign language class and changed classes with other volunteers.

The two of them got up early and went to the suburbs together. Before entering the cemetery, they went to the abandoned playground next to them. In the spring, everything grows and there are layers of greenery among the dead grass last year.

Shaking between the grass holding hands, Tao Ling smiled: "Hey, let's just jump over the wall and go back there last time."

Wen Qingying also laughed.

Tao Ling asked: "Last year we fell off the fence and you picked me up below, what were you thinking when you were holding me?"

After a moment of silence, Wen Qingying said, "Sir don't laugh at me."

Tao Lingying: "Don't laugh."

After a pause, Wen Qingying said seriously, "I want to hug for a lifetime."

As soon as he finished speaking, the wind blew through the weeds, and the smell of wild pollen from a distance hit his face. Tao Ling let go of Wen Qingying's hand and turned around, wrapping his arms around his neck: "Hold it, let you hold it for a lifetime."

Wen Qingying laughed, hugged his waist tightly, kissed his ear, and said after a while, "Sir, I have a secret."

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, I forgot to mention that the Qingming Festival will be suspended during the update the day before yesterday afternoon┭┮﹏┭┮