Wen Qingying raised her eyes in surprise.
Tao Ling smiled slyly: "I guessed that you were thinking about the recording, so you might not be able to tell, so you took this."
Wen Qingying was stunned for a while, then hugged him at the end, didn't answer his question, just whispered, "When we're leaving."
Tao Ling nodded and sniffed the scent of the body wash around his neck with his eyes closed.
Almost immediately, Wen Qingying understood what he meant and asked hesitantly, "Sir, did you mean..."
"Go to Yunnan," Tao Ling smiled, "Let's go see the flower market in Yunnan."
Wen Qingying tightened her hands and hugged him tightly for a while, before loosening her distance and looking at him carefully.
"What's wrong?" Tao Ling asked.
Wen Qingying kissed him and said, "Sir, you look so good-looking."
Tao Ling was startled and lowered his eyes: "Why do you suddenly say such a thing?"
"I've always wanted to say," Wen Qingying smiled, "I've always felt that way, Mr.'s eyes are especially good-looking."
"Stop talking." Tao Ling hurriedly interrupted him.
Wen Qingying nodded politely and said, "Tomorrow is Saturday."
Tao Ling gave a puzzled "ah", and listened to him continue: "You don't have to get up early."
The slender fingers reached back from the cheeks, lingered on the neck for a moment, passed the butterfly bone, and gently slid down the spine along the lumbar fossa, falling down.
Tao Ling raised his head and felt that Qingying's breath was hotter than summer.
With the tip of his tongue entangled, Tao Ling wrapped his arms around Wen Qingying's neck, wishing he could become one with him. In his eager lust, he whispered, "I want you to work harder today."
Wen Qingying was stunned for a moment, and lifted the person up.
Out of some kind of pity for each other, two people usually face each other when they make/love, in order to kiss each other at the last moment.
Halfway through today, Tao Ling was hugged and turned over.
When it was too hot to breathe, Wen Qingying closed his eyes and kissed his butterfly bone, in exchange for a trembling half of fear and half of sinking.
Tao Ling may have never known that in the middle of the rainy night, when he saw his butterfly bone, Wen Qingying's heart was suddenly peeled off.
In the sadness like blasphemy, excitement began to grow secretly, and love really turned into love from that day on—
That is the beginning of desire.
However, there are also many things Tao Ling knew. For example, when he noticed Wen Qingying's body reacting, he finally understood that this person was also in the world.
They all have the same passion/lust, and the same bondage. Every day after being together is a step to get rid of this bondage little by little. The most naked/naked moment has not yet come, and it may take a lifetime to reach it. .
When the most naked/naked moment comes, in a sharp lingering, they can kiss each other and go to death in the clouds.
So love has no end until death comes.
In the blink of an eye, at the end of the term, Tao Ling ended all his work, and after receiving the salary, he was no longer associated with the provincial university.
However, the feeling was very inexplicable, and he always felt that he would come back sooner or later.
The two of them decided to set off on July 6th, which happened to be Tao Ling's birthday.
They don't have any good friends in Huai City, so they don't need to say goodbye to anyone. They just said goodbye to Yunnan and made an appointment to go to the cemetery on July 5th and then go back to Yun's house.
Yunhe was also at home on the day he went.
This is Tao Ling's first time, and it should be the only time he has seen Yunhe. Indeed, as Wen Qingying said, he looks very graceful.
However, the greater the contrast between the surface and the private, the easier it may be to push people into a desperate situation, and those who are not close will never understand.
The two hurried to go in the afternoon, just in time to have a meal and left, maybe because Tao Ling was a stranger, the atmosphere at the dinner table had always been a bit strange.
Yun Xin still looked impatient, but her anger was not as heavy as before. Baiguan and Yunnan are still the same.
After a quiet meal to the end, Wen Qingying said, "Uncle Yun, I have a few words to tell you."
Yun He's hand holding the chopsticks paused for a while, and everyone on the table glanced at Wen Qingying, then lowered their heads pretending to be okay.
"Okay." Yunhe responded.
After the meal, Wen Qingying and Yun He went to the study on the second floor, Tao Ling stayed in the living room and sat with the other three.
"Bai Guan, Nan Nan, I have something to tell Teacher Tao." Yun Xin said.
Yunnan immediately responded "yes", got up and walked out. Bai Guan was urged again by Yun Xin, so he had to leave temporarily.
There were only two people left in the huge living room.
Tao Ling asked, "What do you want to say to me?"
"Teacher Tao," Yun Xin said, "I'm sorry."
Tao Ling raised his eyebrows.
Yun Xin smiled: "What? I seem to be very domineering when I first appeared in front of you? So surprised."
"Yes." Tao Ling answered frankly.
Yun Xin laughed and said after a long while: "Actually, I have been against Wen Qingying for many years...for many years, I have thought about it carefully now because I feel sorry for him."
"Of course, it's also because I can't figure it out." Yun Xin said, "I can't figure out why he treats me like that. In fact, many things are obvious. I'm deceiving myself and pretending not to know. I feel sorry for him, but I hope he can realize it. Come and forgive me. I'm angry that our relationship didn't go my way."
Tao Ling rationalized her words: "So it's a snowball, the more you feel guilty, the more you want to hurt, and the more you hurt, the more you feel guilty?"
After a moment of silence, Yun Xin nodded and pulled her fingers: "Nannan asked me a question a few days ago."
Tao Ling made a "please" gesture, and Yun Xin said, "She asked me what my feelings for Wen Qingying are."
As soon as these words came out, no one spoke for a few minutes.
In the end, Yun Xin smiled: "That's it."
As soon as the voice fell, the door of the study upstairs opened, Wen Qingying walked out alone, but Yun He didn't move.
One tall and one short met his gaze, Tao Ling stood up and walked to the stairs.
After stepping down the last steps, Wen Qingying immediately took Tao Ling's hand. He turned to look at Yun Xin and said, "Sister Xin, I'm leaving."
Yun Xin nodded lightly.
Going out of the living room door and walking down the porch, Yunnan stood up from the chair in the garden, ran over, and threw herself into Wen Qingying's arms.
"Brother." she called.
Wen Qingying stroked her hair: "Nannan be good."
Yunnan smiled, stood up straight, and turned to look at Tao Ling.
Tao Ling also smiled and opened his arms.
Yunnan leaned over a little, and the two hugged in a virtual way. Tao Ling said, "Study hard, your thinking is very suitable for development in many aspects, and it is always right to read more."
"Okay!" Yunnan said with bright eyes, "Brother, Teacher Tao, pay attention to safety on the road."
Tao Ling said, "I will send you a message when I get there and show you the scenery."
Yunnan smiled and nodded.
Seeing them finish talking, Bai Guan also stood over.
He and Wen Qingying looked at each other, and the next moment they pressed their fists against each other, then stood in place and watched the two leave with Yunnan.
I have already cleaned my suitcase during the day, and I just go home at night to check a little and pack important things into my carry-on bag.
While packing up, Tao Ling asked, "What did you tell Dad in Yunnan?"
Wen Qingying smiled: "Thank you for raising me."
Tao Ling raised his eyebrows, and Wen Qingying continued, "Then let me be honest, I really want him to die."
This was beyond Tao Ling's expectations, he turned to look at Wen Qingying. Wen Qingying pursed her lips and explained, "But that was me in the past, because I don't know, I don't know if he is the current Yunhe or the former, so I told the former him on behalf of the former self. "
Tao Ling suddenly understood and smiled: "Where's the recorder?"
Wen Qingying went to the table to get a water glass: "I put it on the table for him when I left."
Tao Ling looked at his back: "I remembered something very important these days."
"What?" Wen Qingying looked back at him and blinked.
Tao Ling put down what was in his hand, got up and walked beside him, and said, "In spring, you told me you had a secret, and you knew me before."
Wen Qingying smiled.
Looking at each other for a moment, Tao Ling said, "I'm thirsty."
Wen Qingying lowered her head and kissed him.
The room was quiet for a while, his lips parted, and Tao Ling asked, "Is it in the hospital?"
Wen Qingying originally looked at him with burning eyes, but after hearing these words, her eyes suddenly softened, and she even showed a little sadness.
Tao Ling's eyes immediately turned red: "Nearly four years ago, in the hospital, wasn't it?"
Wen Qingying nodded: "When I was in the hospital, I often sat on the window sill and looked outside. The window faced the ward on the other side, and there was a small garden in the middle, but if I stood on the balcony, I could see a corridor. ."
Tao Ling stood quietly and listened to him continue: "I didn't talk to anyone during that time, and I couldn't notice other people's movements, but one day I stood on the balcony and saw you crying."
In an instant, tears wet Tao Ling's eyelashes.
Wen Qingying approached, kissed his eyes gently, rolled away the tears from the end of his eyes, and said, "You are standing by the window in the corridor, the sunset is shining on you, I think you are in pain."
"I didn't know the pain anymore, but seeing you so desperate, I realized that I'm not dead yet."
"I saw you finished crying, and immediately went back to the ward very calmly. I followed you back to the ward from the balcony and saw you sitting beside Tao Jun's bed and talking to him."
Hearing this, Tao Ling burst into tears.
Wen Qingying put her hand on his shoulder, supported him, and said, "The day Brother Tao Jun was pushed to the mortuary was also an afternoon with bright sunset light, a very beautiful autumn."
Although it had been expected, but at this moment, when he heard Qingying speak, Tao Ling was still enveloped in great sadness.
But this time was different from before, and he couldn't say what was different for a while.
Wen Qingying took him in his arms, which was too safe, so Tao Ling cried out unscrupulously, just like one day long after his parents left, he was also held in his arms by Tao Jun and cried.
He vented freely and freely, and it was not until this time that he cried out soberly that he truly and completely accepted the fact—
That person has left.
After being taken by Wen Qingying and taking a shower, Tao Ling stepped out of the bathroom and saw Wen Qingying standing in front of the TV cabinet, holding a small white medicine bottle in his hand.
The two looked at each other, and Wen Qingying asked gently, "Sir, do you have the medicine?"
Tao Ling thought for a while and asked, "What should I do when I can't sleep?"
Wen Qingying showed her little tiger teeth: "I'm awake with you."
"Then don't." Tao Ling said simply.
Wen Qingying smiled "Yeah" and put the medicine back in the drawer.
He slept with his arms in his arms as usual, but when he woke up in the morning, the pillow was empty. Tao Ling got up, washed and returned to the living room, just in time to see Wen Qingying coming back from outside.
"Where did you go?" Tao Ling asked.
Wen Qingying smiled: "Put your luggage in the car."
Tao Ling smiled sleepily: "Why don't you wait for me to move together?"
"I'm a little excited, can't wait for Mr. to get up." Wen Qingying lowered her eyes and said a little embarrassedly.
Tao Ling strode towards him and kissed his face first: "Why are you so cute?"
Wen Qingying lowered her head to kiss his lips, and said, "Mint smell, so sweet."
"It's not sweet." Tao Ling smiled, "We both use the same toothpaste."
Wen Qingying said seriously: "It's different, it's different in your mouth."
After talking, they kissed again, and before I had time to change out of my pajamas, it was convenient now, and they were easily taken off while kissing.
Tao Ling did not expect that before leaving, he even had a game on the sofa.
After the panting/breathing calmed down, Tao Ling wrapped his legs around Wen Qingying's waist, let him hug him towards the bathroom, and asked with a smile, "Aren't you tired of holding me like this all day? I'm not light."
"Why are you tired?" Wen Qingying said innocently, "Sir knows, I can hold you and do it."
Tao Ling couldn't bear the words he said with such an expression, his ears were red, and he hurriedly buried his face in his shoulders.
The sound of water was rushing, and the sleepiness gradually began to rise, so Tao Ling completely gave up his control and waited for Wen Qingying to help him take a bath.
In a daze, I heard a sentence: "This is a birthday present for Mr.
Tao Ling was stunned, woke up suddenly, and pushed him away: "Learning is broken!"
Wen Qingying pursed her lips, and the smile all ran out of her eyes.
I finally packed up and went out, and I agreed to leave in the morning and it became noon. Fortunately, I drove by myself, and I didn't need to be stuck.
When going downstairs, Tao Ling asked, "Are you sure your driver's license has not expired?"
"No." Wen Qingying answered patiently and got into the driver's seat.
Tao Ling took a step behind him, opened the passenger's door, and was stunned.
There was a large handful of peonies on the seat, some in bud and some in full bloom. Wen Qingying looked sideways at him and smiled cleanly.
Tao Ling laughed after being stunned. He hugged Hua and sat in the co-pilot. The car started, drove out of the community parking lot, and turned into the street.
There is a small card and a letter at the root of the flower.
Tao Ling picked it up, unfolded the card first, and saw that it read:
"Sir, this is peony, Ranunculaceae. It is necessary to remove stale flowers and leaves in time, and put them in a ventilated place to emit water vapor."
In the lower right corner, the three words "Wen Qingying" are hidden in the simple strokes of flowers as before, and they are integrated into one.
The car drove at high speed and headed towards sunny Yunnan, with two people and a bunch of flowers.
Tao Ling sat in the passenger seat and read a letter written to him by Wen Qingying, which was what Wen Qingying wanted to tell him a long time ago—
"gentlemen:
Happy exhibition.
I am writing to you abruptly today because I have a very serious academic issue that I want to discuss with you.
William James said that people with religious experience have 'mystical states of mind', and I asked you in a flower shop one night a long time ago if there could be a religion between a person and a person.
You say you can't.
I thought about it for a long time later, and I also felt that I couldn’t, but it was strange that when I fell in love with you, I also had a mysterious state of mind, which was consistent with the theory of scholars—
The first is Ineffability, I can't describe the nature and shape of the love I have;
The second is noetic quality. When experiencing love with you, I recognize that special feeling, and at certain moments, this feeling makes me feel like I have penetrated the truth;
Then there is Transiency, because we are all human, the state of love may not last, but it can always come again, and every time it comes, I can immediately recognize the specialness of this state and be in it. Fascinated, which keeps our love going;
Finally, Passivity, I'm in love with you, I'm controlled by something higher, I don't know what's controlling me, but I'm willing to be controlled by it, just like in the play of "The Peony Pavilion" Said "unconsciousness".
To sum up, when I fell in love with my husband, I had a mysterious state of mind and experienced a kind of religious feeling.
Sir, I don't know if you found it? Feelings come later, love comes first.
Looking forward to Mr.
Smell Qing Yingzhi. "
The car window was open, the highway was surrounded by endless green hills, and big white clouds stretched across the sky. Tao Ling held a bunch of flowers and said a word to Wen Qingying.
The summer wind comes leisurely with the most ironing temperature.
The author has something to say: Oh, the text is over!
It's really hard to write so far...
The update will start tomorrow, and it may not be at 6:00 in the morning. I will post it when I finish it! Thank you friends for your tolerance! o(*≧▽≦)ツ