As soon as the words came out, the atmosphere in the yard immediately became a little colder. After a while, Xiao Yun threw the half-sucked cigarette butt on the ground, twisted it out with one kick, turned his head and stared at Xiao Junyi's eyes seriously.
"Xiao Yi, how do you usually play with those fox friends and dog friends? Uncle never gossips about it. I know you know it well, and you won't play with yourself like those real dudes. But now..." Xiao Yun shook his head. Shaking his head, "Don't cross the line, that's not someone who can 'play', nor should he be!"
There is a rare seriousness in Xiao Yun's voice. In fact, what kind of adults are not aware of these things that happened in the four-nine city. This generation born before and after the reform and opening up has too many thoughts and joys that the elders cannot understand. Two balls and one machine, singing and dancing halls, drag racing, clubs, and those unclean relationships... There are too many new things in this era, and the things that have been suppressed for more than ten years have completely erupted. The temptation is too great, Too much money will inevitably mess people's hearts.
Any family that pays attention to it is very strict in this regard, choosing playmates strictly from childhood, strangling the economic lifeline, or simply throwing their children to the military camp early to exercise their temperament. If you don't pay attention, it's not uncommon for your son and Laozi to play a piece. The Xiao family is a very upright faction. They have been in the military camp from top to bottom, but when they came to Xiao Junyi, the elder sister-in-law was in the most difficult economic period before and after birth. , it is more indulgent.
Thanks to Xiao Junyi's intelligence, good academic performance, and good personality, the family is happy to turn a blind eye, and he is not too restrained, so he has developed this kid who is extremely smooth on the surface, but stubborn and stubborn on the inside. temper. Heaven's arrogant son, it should have the meaning. He is also an old man, but his age is only one round apart. Xiao Yun can be said to have been the closest person to this nephew since he was a child. He really grew up under his nose, and he may know him better than his father. The change was so obvious, how could he not see it.
However, in the face of Xiao Yun's warning, Xiao Junyi's expression did not change at all, and said lightly, "Uncle, you really want to be wrong."
Want to fork? If you hadn't said that just now, I guess I wouldn't have thought about it! Xiao Yun just wanted to say something, Xiao Junyi smiled and stopped the other party, "Uncle, you all came from that era, just like my second uncle or eldest brother, who also went to the battlefield, so many brothers who died. I Well, I just grew up in the imperial city, and at most I have seen gang fights in circles. There are no life-threatening ones, and there are a lot of jokes. He is the first person I desperately rescued, and he is also a rare character. I can't take care of it more. It's not enough to have an extra brother. You really think too much... "
The words were very candid, and the expression was truly innocent. Xiao Yun opened his mouth, but in the end he was unable to speak. Yeah, nothing happened, let him say something? In this regard, Xiao Junyi really has no bad deeds, and he doesn't have much interaction with those bad things that go on the dry road. Maybe he was really overthinking it
Doubtfully, he looked at his nephew for a long time, and Xiao Yun finally sighed. "You just know what you have in mind. You are 24 this year, and you should find a girl who is in the right place to take care of you. In the future, the business will get bigger and bigger, and it will be troublesome to talk about... "
"Hey, uncle, you didn't get married until you were 28 years old. You don't have double standards." Xiao Junyi didn't protest, but retorted with a smile, "It's okay to play for two more years, I'm counting it in my heart. "
"You..." The blocked person couldn't say anything, Xiao Yun finally sighed and waved at him helplessly, "Okay, this is something that sister-in-law should worry about, I'll just go back and tell her directly, just Don't talk nonsense with you. But you can be careful with me, if you do something that shouldn't be done, be careful that I break your dog's legs!"
Xiao Junyi responded with a smile and sent his uncle away respectfully. As the figure got farther and farther, the smile on his face also faded, and finally disappeared completely.
It sucks, is it that obvious? For a time, even Xiao Junyi wanted to smoke a cigarette. Before I could rush to realize the ideas in my head, I was seen wearing a pair of clothes, and I was the closest uncle in my family. It didn't feel very good. It's just that these words were like a basin of cold water in the cold days, which woke him up from that dizzy state.
Yes, he has some ideas about Chen Yuanming, but what happens after this idea? That person is not a dandy in the circle of the capital, let alone waterways, even the normal thoughts of young people rarely appear. At any time, he looks like a workaholic who does not match his age, and he looks enthusiastic Polite, but quite humble at heart. What if he also discovered these strange thoughts of his own, but didn't want to respond? Do you even have to talk to ordinary friends...
And instead, what if he could accept it? Xiao Junyi felt an itch in his heart when he thought of the look of that young adult being covered up by him. He wanted to see that person laugh at him without any scruples, and wake up beside him in a daze. If he kissed him, Will it also dye a shy blush on his face, and go further... However, the enthusiasm just swelled, and it hit the dam that my uncle buried. No matter how close they are, the other party is still a business wizard, a successful person who is worth hundreds of millions in his teens. Even if they can make it, how long can it last. Let's play together for two or three years, and then get together and get together and start a family
Before, Xiao Junyi had never seriously considered such a problem. He was only in his early 20s, and he was still the best age to play in the world. Responsibilities, marriage, and children are all far away from him, and he is qualified enough to be wild and to taste all kinds of wonderful tastes. But after these remarks, he became very serious. It is indeed not an existence that can "play" and let go. Should he reach out for such a hot impulse...
Before thinking about it clearly, the figure walked out of the door and walked towards him at a steady and slow pace. Almost subconsciously, Xiao Junyi greeted him. "What, are you finished talking?"
"Yeah." Chen Yuanming nodded lightly, "I'm sorry, auntie, remember..."
"You're welcome." Xiao Junyi raised the corners of his mouth gently, "But you are enough to please the old man. The first time you came to the house, you opened Maotai. You are really the first."
"Really?" Chen Yuanming also smiled, his eyes involuntarily looked at the small second floor with the curtains drawn, "Actually, I have no experience in contacting the elders, the second elder treats me really well..."
"Are the old people in your family..." Xiao Junyi stopped in the middle of his words, oops, has this topic crossed the line
However, Chen Yuanming didn't seem to think too much about it, "Well, all the old people in the family passed away. Grandpa died very early. Grandpa and grandma died in the famine. Grandma also died when I was young. I just remember that she held my hand, Let me take good care of myself... After so many years, I thought I had forgotten all about myself, who knows... "
His voice was getting lower and lower, with a heart-wrenching melancholy. Xiao Junyi only felt that his heart was being tightened by something. He knew some of Chen Yuanming's family situation from the side, but it came out of his mouth. is the first time. Unlike himself, the young master who has been raised by his elders since childhood and treated like jewels, his childhood should not be so good...
As if driven by some kind of force, the words blurted out, "Then come here for a while, the second elder likes children the most, you can completely treat them as your own parents..."
Chen Yuanming suddenly stopped, frowned slightly, and came again. When did it start? This young master always showed a bit of a strange intimacy when he was by his side. If he is a straight man, he may naturally regard it as affection between buddies, but if he is not, this intimacy becomes unbearable.
This is 1995, an era when homosexuality is regarded as a mental illness, an era when coming out of the closet will attract thousands of people. It's not that Chen Yuanming hasn't suffered in his last life, but his sexuality dictates, holding back, enduring, stealing, touching, and finally suppressing his feelings into something strange. He has also tried several bleak relationships, not even in love, just physical communication, but even such a relationship cannot last, the huge and urgent desire will make him fall when he meets Shen Jiankun. A deadly somersault.
In this life, with money, power, and energy beyond the reach of many people, if he wants to, he can enjoy the splurge. There will be countless people willing to sacrifice their lives for him, and even buy a piece of "sincere" Feelings. But having experienced the haze of death, he lost interest in these, these hypocritical and flashy ridiculous things. What he wants is the real "alive", the things that awaken his life.
And Xiao Junyi, no matter what made him have such a strange idea, he didn't want it, nor should he want it. This is a real Wobian grass, a member of a big family that has reached a mutual benefit with himself. He never wanted to destroy this relationship, let alone choose to drag such a promising young man into such a complicated world.
They are not all the way.
Glancing at the smile on Xiao Junyi's face, Chen Yuanming raised the corners of his lips and replied lightly, "That's not right, but if there is a chance, I will visit Er Lao again."
Hearing this, Xiao Junyi also frowned, why does it seem that the things that were opened just now are closing in front of his eyes again? Just looking at the other party's indifferent expression again, the desire in his heart became more and more tormented. fuck him! Does he have to care about everything in the next few decades? People live this whole life, even if they don't dare to reach out for what they want, what's the point of living.
Suppressing the tumbling emotions in his heart, Xiao Junyi also smiled slightly, "Wait for the next opportunity."
Talking non-painful gossip, the two walked side by side to the parking lot outside the hospital.
(End of this chapter)
The author has something to say: woo, my whole body hurts today, especially the fingertips of my left index finger, which are like needle sticks. Typing can be uncomfortable, so it's a little late, so don't take offense QAQ
I'll take a look at the situation tomorrow. If I can't stand it, I may have to ask for a day off QAQ...
And then say it again, this article is really slow, cough~ Don't be in a hurry, there will be HE drops>_
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