A nosebleed healed quickly, and there were no follow-up problems such as concussions, but Chen Yuanming was embarrassed to find that something was wrong with him.
Maybe it was because the last time the relationship had passed away for too long, maybe because he was moved by the pure sunshine and warmth, or maybe he just admired it unconsciously. Chen Yuanming found that he could not treat Sun Lang as an ordinary childhood playmate. The hairy boy with snot hanging in his memory has now become a very handsome young man.
This subtle change in mentality put him in a certain predicament, not because Sun Lang was bad, but on the contrary, he was very good. His family, especially his strong and brave mother, endowed him with many beautiful qualities, making his enthusiasm and sincerity full of contagion. In this way, it can be said that it just hit some desires in Chen Yuanming's heart, allowing him to relax and smile, and find the joy of life again. But at the same time, it also lay in front of him like a solid wall, making him unable to move an inch.
Sun Lang is a straight man.
Like any ordinary big boy his age, he likes sports, likes games, likes all new and interesting things, and those beautiful little girls. Emotional clumsiness and sluggishness can't hide his sexuality, which is obvious to people who are not in a circle.
Such a man, in the gay circle, is a sentence: stay away. It's true that there are people who like to bend straight men, but the results are often not very good. The resistance in this world is far beyond their psychological presupposition, and life will wipe out everything else, fade feelings, and deteriorate commitments, and eventually become one. A ridiculous tragedy.
Now, in 1994, in the mainland, homosexuality is still classified as a mental illness, and it is an eternal truth to inherit the lineage. Therefore, whether it is coming out of the closet or not getting married, the pressure is unbearable. In his last life, he had been in the closet for 20 years, and the only serious love lost his company and his life. Although there is enough wealth and the ability to make many people bow their heads, the love that can be expected is still a luxury item.
And by his conscience, Chen Yuanming didn't want Sun Lang to find out that he was thinking this little. His eyes were too clean and his mind was too straightforward, and there was no need to be troubled by this kind of entanglement that didn't belong to him.
Just having the determination, it is quite difficult to put it into action, also because Sun Lang is a serious straight man. For straight men, it's normal to hang on one's shoulders, hug each other, and even take care of them to the point of being numb. They don't put their minds on it at all. These behaviors that seem too sticky to outsiders will all be classified as brothers. Love, the category of buddy righteousness. But for Chen Yuanming, it turned into a sweet torture.
The hand that wraps around the shoulder slides to the chest and back? Often!
The hand hooked on the waist touched the butt? Wow, how rare.
Sleepy in the car, lean on your shoulders and squint for a while? Not to mention the shoulders, the thighs can be placed on the pillow.
Not to mention the case of going home on weekends and cuddling face-to-face and covering the quilt for pure chat...
In the face of such unbridled physical contact, Chen Yuanming is stoic, let alone resisting, to maintain self-control. Just like any old man who has been out of the window for a long time, even if he is not in love, that little bit of careful thinking will inevitably appear. What's more unfortunate is that now his mentality is mature enough, but his body is too young. Putting this sweet delicacy in his mouth, just looking at it and not licking it has exhausted his self-control.
With all kinds of unspeakable concerns, Chen Yuanming involuntarily restrained some things that were not easy to detect, while Sun Lang was a little overprotective towards him. He really regarded himself as a brother, and began to avoid those activities that were prone to danger, and the world went crazy. Running sports has become a small gathering in the public computer room and library.
Because of the Haikou he boasted about last time, Sun Lang really took Chen Yuanming to meet several programming experts from BIT. Today, China is still dominated by the DOS system, and the operation interface of Window and tosh has not penetrated into China. All these masters are DOS experts, and many have studied trendy computer languages such as C++.
Even the small game that Sun Lang got didn't escape everyone's hands. It only took half a month of work. Similar imitations have been circulated on the local area network. This is the demo version of the DOS game provided by Blizzard's homepage, but for this group of computers For lunatics, there are no technical difficulties.
For software, Chen Yuanming is a real layman, but it doesn't mean that he can't see the creative talents of these people. Games are only a small aspect, browsers, input methods, instant messaging software in LAN, and even some offensive Trojans and defensive Antivirus software has already taken shape. In the world of binary and pure thinking and logic, these young computer geniuses in China are no less than foreigners. This is still Beijing Institute of Technology. will be higher.
Such excellent creativity has drawn Chen Yuanming's attention to a certain extent. Now, in the United States, there are more than 60 investment projects of the Golden Stone. The biggest gain in the past six months may be NVIDIA, a company established in 1993. It is still a small seedling that needs the first round of financing, but any business that assembles computers will not be unaware of the name of NVIDIA graphics cards. At the same time, graphics processing, sound effect performance, and 3D modeling have also become the focus of Chen Yuanming's attention. These are undoubtedly Both are the top priorities for changing the computer and gaming industries.
But when he turned his attention back to China, Chen Yuanming was a little unsure. What these excellent software designers lack is only genuine support and government maintenance? Why is China's software industry so easily destroyed and not even able to leave much fire...
The doubts did not last long. When the next weekend came, Sun Lang finally got the sponsorship funds from his mother, and happily dragged Chen Yuanming to the Zhongguancun Electronic Street.
Walking on Zhongguancun Street again, this time it is not for the vision and layout, but for careful observation and thinking, and the blind spot that was once left behind began to be revealed in front of Chen Yuanming. It will indeed become China's Silicon Valley, but the direction of development is very different from that of the real Silicon Valley. On the one hand, it is a thriving software industry that has not been destroyed by piracy; on the other hand, it has become a distribution center for computer spare parts. The most profitable is not research and development, but small vendors. Low-quality imitations and sales without technical content are the mainstream in Zhongguancun.
Where is the hardware development? Computers are not only complete machines, but also have corresponding CPUs, motherboards, graphics cards, optical drives, etc., but Chinese computers often have core hardware in the hands of large American companies. Can the CPU leave Intel and AMD? How many graphics card chips come from NVIDIA? What about memory? What about the hard drive? It is said that it is a build machine, and it is said to be independent research and development, but the core is still grasped by these upstream manufacturers. In Silicon Valley, the days of software vendors may be equally prosperous, but those powerful and capable hardware vendors are the pillars they rely on for survival.
Should he also increase investment in hardware for this Zhongguancun, which pays more attention to literature than military
On the one hand, Sun Lang was enthusiastically choosing his new computer, while on the other hand, Chen Yuanming couldn't help but become fascinated. When it comes to shopping, men are no worse than women if they are interested. They chatted with Sun Lang without a word. The two almost swayed to the corner of the street, and a building that was about to be completed appeared in front of them.
Chen Yuanming narrowed his eyes slightly. The Hailong Building has not yet started construction. The Electronic World and the Four Seas Market are the main stores in Zhongguancun. However, this new building not far away is completely different. It is not too high and has a standard structure. At first glance, it is a pure office building. According to the sales, this building will become the first company in Zhongguancun to lay out broadband.
With such an excellent geographical location and reasonable hardware configuration, Chen Yuanming is indeed a little moved. This will be a good choice for a touch of gold. After looking from a distance for a while, he turned his head and said to Sun Lang, who was chatting with the boss behind him, "Second brother, I'll go over there first, you can pick it up slowly, and I'll come back to you later."
Sun Lang glanced at the opposite side in surprise, "Isn't that building not finished yet?" Suddenly he reacted a little bit, and he scratched his head a little embarrassedly, "Is it too boring to pick a computer, uh, I'll be fine right away , you go to play over there first, and I will find you later!"
Chen Yuanming smiled, and couldn't help rubbing his hair, "No hurry, you pick it slowly."
"Go, don't mess with here."
Saying goodbye to Sun Lang with a smile, Chen Yuanming walked towards the building. The sales department was actually set up a street away, but sometimes it was completely different to observe and listen to the salesman's eloquence. The building has just been capped and is still undergoing interior and exterior decoration. The public sale should be held in the next year. Although the concept of pre-sale of commercial housing is not yet perfect, this kind of short-lived real estate will not start to sell until it is completely completed.
Walking into the construction site, Chen Yuanming found a small foreman and explained his purpose to him. The other party was obviously stunned for a moment. It's not that there are no people who come to see the house, but don't they usually come with people from the sales department? After looking up and down Chen Yuanming for a while, he finally said, "I can't call the shots, but the boss of our company happens to be here today, why don't I ask him?"
"Well, that's fine." Of course Chen Yuanming didn't say anything else, he stood patiently beside the construction site and waited.
A few minutes later, I saw the little foreman running back all the way, "The boss said there's no problem, but he's a little busy right now, so it's not convenient to entertain him, let me show you up first."
Chen Yuanming was looking at the building seriously, and he didn't care who entertained him. He nodded and followed the other party into the building. With the boss's advice, the foreman was obviously a lot more earnest, and he was even more knowledgeable about the guests' inquiries. The building has only 12 floors, the elevator has been installed, and it is very fast to walk around. The layout of the room is spacious and bright, and the choice of direction is very good. What is even more rare is that the difference between office buildings and residential buildings is considered, and the layout is very meticulous. The wiring is also two-line entry. In the rooms that have been decorated on several floors, you can still see to hidden phone and computer ports on the wall.
This design has obviously been in line with international standards. For China, which has not yet been able to popularize the Internet, it is a bit too trendy. Chen Yuanming bent down and touched the interface of the network cable, "Are you sure you can connect to the network next year?"
"Of course!" The foreman obviously knew this very well. "The wiring is all from the Optical Cable Research Institute. It is said that he also greeted the General Administration of Telecommunications. It branches directly from the main road, or is it a DDN dedicated line."
It is actually a dedicated line to surf the Internet. This answer is a bit unexpected by Chen Yuanming. It seems that this builder's energy is indeed not small, and his vision is wide enough. It is an ideal partner. After thinking about it, Chen Yuanming stood up and lightly patted off the floating ash on his hands.
"Where is your boss, can you recommend me?"
Squatting on the construction site outside with a few technicians, Xiao Junyi listened carefully to each other's opinions. Network cabling is still relatively new in China, and there are many problems to be overcome. Even if high-quality optical cables are introduced, other large and small problems are enough to cause headaches. Moreover, technology is not his strong point. It took him a lot of effort to understand these things thoroughly. Now that the completion is imminent, he can't fall short.
"Mr. Xiao, that guest wants to see you..."
Just as he was talking, the foreman came up to him again, Xiao Junyi frowned slightly, but did not refuse. He has put a lot of effort into this building, and of course he wants to find some suitable owners for it. Since the buyer wants to meet, let's meet.
Quickly followed the foreman to the front yard, Xiao Junyi changed the expression on his face back to the "hospitality" mode. In the past two years, he has dealt with too many high-level officials and businessmen, and his temper in the compound has long been worn down. Seventy-seven, eighty-eight, I'm also used to a set of communication methods of talking to people and talking to ghosts. I just hope that this customer doesn't want to be as bad as imagined...
"it's him!"
The foreman pointed forward, Xiao Junyi looked over there, and saw a figure standing in front of the building with his back turned to him. He was not low and his figure was quite suitable. Because he was wearing casual clothes, some could not guess his age. Xiao Junyi cleared his throat and took a step forward, "Hello, I'm the boss of Junteng Company..."
The back was slightly stagnant, and slowly turned around. Seeing the appearance of the person coming, Xiao Junyi also froze on the spot.
How could it be him!
For a while, there was no sound from the two of them, and there was an embarrassing blankness on the scene. It's been a year and a half since the last time they met. Except for a few calls, they didn't have time or chance to meet and chat. However, a year has passed, and everything in my memory has changed its appearance unknowingly.
Xiao Junyi looked at the boy in front of him in a daze... No, it should be a man. He's changed so much, the boy who used to be one head short, thin and young, but always pretending to be mature, has completely disappeared. Standing in front of him is a real man, tall and long with long legs, his eyes are almost level with him, his immature face is completely open, heroic and angular, with bottomless black eyes and increasingly calm. With his grace, no one will treat him as a child again.
Looking at Xiao Junyi's outfit, Chen Yuanming was also a little surprised. The young man who always wore a casual smile seemed to have changed his personality. The dusty work clothes replaced the carefully matched clothes. Attitude, if you don't know his background, it is estimated that he can be regarded as a front-line personnel who rely on technology to eat.
They only looked at each other for a moment, and finally Chen Yuanming couldn't help but chuckle, "This is your company? Why did you sneak back to Beijing? I thought you were in charge of Anxin's business with Brother Xiao."
Xiao Junyi suddenly felt a little embarrassed. This was not the way he expected to meet, at least not when he was wearing a broken helmet and a set of dirty work clothes. Quickly plucking off the hard shell on his head, Xiao Junyi smoothed a handful of hair, only then remembered that his long-cut head had nothing to smoothen, and the smile on his face became even more unnatural.
"Well, I went around Hebei a while ago, and I heard from my uncle that you have come to Beijing too, and I was just looking for a time to find you..."
"Who knew that I was blocking the door?" Chen Yuanming smiled, "I really didn't expect you to build this building, you have a vision, how about you divide it with me?"
"First floor?" Xiao Junyi finally laughed, "Are you going to move Feiyan's headquarters here? Why do you want to be so big?"
"Of course, it is to open up a new financial road in Zhongguancun." Chen Yuanming has no grudges. Not many people know about his company in the United States, but the Xiao family is a reliable enough partner, and now he has encountered Xiao Junyi's real estate , where is the meaning of concealment.
"What? Are you going to develop in Zhongguancun recently? I thought you came to school..." Xiao Junyi's eyes lit up and he asked.
"How can I patronize charging..." Chen Yuanming smiled and shook his head.
At this moment, there was a sudden call from behind, Chen Yuanming paused slightly, turned his head and beckoned behind him. When he turned his face, he suddenly whispered to Xiao Junyi, "By the way, my net worth, please help keep it a secret for the time being."
Confidential? Xiao Junyi was stunned for a moment, but before he could react, he saw a figure running from a distance, stopped firmly behind Chen Yuanming, and naturally hooked his shoulder.
"Doudou, I've chosen it! Let's go and buy that one!"
Beans? Who is this person? Looking at the boy who was holding Chen Yuanming's arms around him, Xiao Junyi raised his eyebrows, "Yuanming, is he...?"
"Fa Xiao." Chen Yuanming didn't avoid the bear hug, but naturally stretched out his hand and patted the other's waist.
Attracted by the question and answer, Sun Lang also raised his head curiously, "Do you know this eldest brother?"
"Yeah." Chen Yuanming paused and smiled calmly, "It's still a deadly friendship. His name is Xiao Junyi, and he happens to work here."
"Ah." Sun Lang didn't think much about hearing the word 'death', and politely extended his hand, "Hello Xiao, my name is Sun Lang, it's Dou... Cough~ Yuanming's second brother, we have been together since childhood. grown up."
Is it just a life? There are some mixed feelings in my heart, but the expression on Xiao Junyi's face did not change at all. He smiled and stretched out his hand to shake the other party, "This is the first time I heard Yuanming talk about hair small..."
"That's natural." Sun Lang grinned, "He's also my brother, isn't he Doudou?"
"My name." Chen Yuanming smiled helplessly, but did not refute.
Xiao Junyi indifferently withdrew his hand, and suddenly threw his helmet into the bewildered foreman next to him. "Since we are all acquaintances and we have finally met, can we find a place to sit down and chat?"
Chen Yuanming frowned slightly, the places Xiao Junyi often go to are not suitable for taking Sun Lang there. But the big boy next to him didn't mind, and simply agreed, "Okay, it's getting late, or we can move the computer again tomorrow, I've got the money, and I'll invite you to dinner!"
"Haha." Xiao Junyi gave a lukewarm laugh, "How can it be, how can I say that I am also Yuanming's senior, of course I should invite you all."
Seeing what Chen Yuanming wanted to say, Xiao Junyi changed his words, "And I am familiar with the National People's Congress, and I know a lot of delicious restaurants, why don't you leave it to me?"
Looking at Sun Lang's eager expression, Chen Yuanming didn't talk nonsense, and simply agreed, "I'll ask you back next time when I have a chance."
The deep meaning in the words is self-evident, Xiao Junyi just narrowed his peach blossom eyes slightly and replied in a low voice, "That's the best."
With a goal, the three of them walked in the direction of the National People's Congress. It was dark early in the winter, but there was still a lot of people on the electronic street. I didn't know there was a song coming from the shop, which seemed to be in Japanese. The drums were light and with a hint of sadness.
Servant Forgotten
Jun を who れ に も 多 さ な ぃ
Jun の た め に つ ば さ に な ゐ
Jun を Guard り つ づ け ゐ
ゃゎらかく Junをつつむぁの风になゐ
The three of them didn't notice the song, and disappeared side by side at the end of the street.
(End of this chapter)
The author has something to say: Note: The lyrics are "Sudden Love", the theme song of "Tokyo Love Story", sung by Kazuma Oda.
Dong Ai premiered in Japan in 1991, and was broadcast on Shanghai TV in about 1993. In 1995, TV stations across the country began to broadcast it in rotation.
Scratching my head, about the comments in the previous chapter, in fact, many nests do not know how to reply.
The outline of this article has been fixed, and there is no deviation from the outline at present, nor will it be changed due to readers' preferences or requirements.
Setting the emotional line in this way, on the one hand, is for nostalgia, and on the other hand, it is a longing for that kind of "normal" love. It is not a template that they must fall in love with the words on the characters' faces, but like many movies. , what happened in the novel, the heartbeat and the acquaintance. But don't worry, Yuanming is not a complete cure, and this story will not become a copy of Dongai.
It has also been said in the copy that this article also has a standard Jinjiang emotional line on the basis of Dianjialiu. If you have read the Woshang one, you should also understand the personal obsession with 1v1 perfect emotions. The world is so beautiful because it is unpredictable, so don't be in a hurry, just watch it slowly =w=