Hearing Qi Changan's words, Xu Luoyang raised his chin proudly. But soon, his smile subsided a little, and the pace of speech was slow, "This feeling started two weeks ago."
"The first week I came here, I was basically getting used to the way of shooting here. Although you told me a lot of precautions before leaving, I was still not used to it."
"Nao Nao must have adapted very quickly."
"Of course!" Xu Luoyang nodded and continued, "A week later, when we filmed a scene, the forty-year-old You Hui returned to the past, and he wanted to change several things, one of which, Just hoping his mother didn't die in the explosion in the lab. But I... he failed, he saw his mother die a second time."
Qi Changan was very keen to find that when he said this, Xu Luoyang's back was very straight, and there was a slight trembling, and the wording also changed—
I failed, Xu Luoyang originally wanted to say that.
Leaning over and kissing Xu Luoyang's lips, Qi Changan made the eyes of the two meet and asked softly, "This is a turning point, right?"
Xu Luoyang felt that he was a little dazed, like a kite tied by a string, and was suddenly pulled back by Qi Changan. The panic and sadness in his eyes were gradually diluted. He followed Qi Changan's question and thought,
"Yes, after filming the scene where he knelt on the lawn and cried bitterly, I couldn't get up on the lawn for a long time, and then I was so sad that I didn't even eat dinner. But after the video with you at night, it got better, but I started dreaming again in the middle of the night. , the dream has been repeating the scene of the laboratory explosion."
Taking a deep breath, Xu Luoyang clenched Qi Changan's hand subconsciously, "After that, I started to get confused from time to time, whether I was Xu Luoyang or Yousu. I like to draw all the curtains and only turn on the lamps.
One time, when I came back from a play, I even held a pen in my left hand, looking for a diary everywhere, trying to write a diary, but I couldn't find it after a long search. Later, I suddenly realized that You Su had the habit of writing a diary with a pen, but Xu Luoyang did not. "
When he said these words, his voice was a bit tense and uneasy, "So at that time I was sure that I was really abnormal, and there was something wrong with my psychology."
Qi Changan tightened his arms holding Xu Luoyang, kissed him comfortably, and asked, "What did the psychiatrist say?"
"The psychiatrist assigned by the crew can't do anything." Speaking of this, Xu Luoyang laughed, "Maybe it's because of my previous experience, and I'm very stubborn myself. I tried psychotherapy three times, but it didn't work at all."
Qi Changan nodded, he understood this situation. Whether it is himself or Xu Luoyang, in order to get out of the past, he has put many layers of armor on his heart, and he has a strong sense of self-protection. Just like himself, when he was fifteen years old, the psychiatrist had completely lost his influence.
Xu Luoyang changed his posture, straddled directly on Qi Changan's lap, leaned in and asked, "Changan, I like this character and this movie very much. But I'm actually very scared, afraid to continue like this, myself. go crazy."
"No," Qi Changan replied without any hesitation, not even the slightest hesitation, "I am your psychiatrist, the best, the most suitable."
Xu Luoyang was amused, "Wow, Mr. Qi, your face is so big!"
"Didn't you just say I was thin?"
"These two conclusions are not contradictory!" Hearing this sentence, Xu Luoyang finally loosened the string that had been tense in his heart for a long time. He wrapped his arms around Qi Changan, resting his chin on the other's shoulder, and hummed in a low voice. Toned, visibly relaxed.
It didn't take long for the humming sound in his ears to gradually become blurred. Qi Changan heard Xu Luoyang's gentle breathing and knew that the person in his arms was asleep. He waited a few more minutes before carefully picking him up and placing him on the bed.
But just as he stood up straight, Xu Luoyang moved uneasily, his eyelashes trembling, as if he was about to wake up. Qi Changan put his hand on his cheek, rubbed his fingertips a few times, and whispered to comfort, "My dear, I'll sleep with you."
Xu Luoyang's slightly frowning eyebrows loosened again.
However, after Qi Changan lay down beside Xu Luoyang, there was no sleepiness. The lights were turned off, he closed his eyes and rested. After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly felt that Xu Luoyang had been arching into his arms.
Reaching out and patted him on the back, Qi Changan called out softly, "Noisy?" No one answered. He wasn't sure if Xu Luoyang was awake, but after a few seconds, grabbing his hardened hand explained everything.
Qi Changan was a little helpless. He lowered his head and bit Xu Luoyang's ear, speaking in an air tone, "Are you awake?"
Itchy from the breath on his ears, Xu Luoyang shrank his neck and whispered "um", but he didn't let go of his hand and still held on to it.
Taking advantage of the situation, he licked Xu Luoyang's earlobe, and Qi Changan's kiss extended all the way down his chin to his lips. He didn't give Xu Luoyang a chance to speak, so he kissed him heavily.
The two hadn't seen each other for a month, and the place tightened a lot. After constant trials and adjustments, they finally entered. Xu Luoyang was confused, his legs were sore and his waist was sore, but Qi Changan suddenly stopped. He felt a little grievance inexplicably, his legs tucked Qi Changan's waist, with urging, and then he heard the other party asking,
"who I am?"
Xu Luoyang opened his mouth and replied, "It's Brother Chang'an, it's a big monster!"
Pushing in heavily, Qi Changan's voice had an obvious smile, "Then who are you?"
This time, Xu Luoyang hesitated for a few seconds, "...Xu Luoyang, I'm Xu Luoyang."
Sweat dripped from Qi Changan's face and fell onto Xu Luoyang's face. His voice was very soft and soft, as if with infinite patience, "Who does Qi Changan like?"
This time Xu Luoyang didn't hesitate and said decisively, "Me!"
"You Suu?"
"No!" Xu Luoyang was so angry that he was half awake and half confused. His eyes were rounded and he spoke very fast, "Who is You Su? I'm angry! Qi Changan, you are going to attack the scumbag. heading in the direction?"
Because of his excitement, the keyhole tightened suddenly, Qi Changan took a breath, and his movements slowed down. Finding that Xu Luoyang's watery eyes were a little red, he kissed the end of each other's eyes distressedly, "Noisy, it's not that I treat you as someone else, but you treat yourself as someone else."
He moved gently and squeezed in bit by bit, while continuing to say, "I only love one person, and I will only love one person."
The next day, Xu Luoyang slept until after nine o'clock in the morning and woke up. When he opened his eyes, he saw Qi Changan lying beside him. The others were a little drowsy in their sleep, and they walked over, opened their mouths, and took a bite directly on Qi Changan's shoulder.
"Noisy, what are you doing?" Qi Changan's voice was hoarse in the morning, he hugged him directly, and kissed his forehead, "Good morning."
"Morning," Xu Luoyang blinked and answered the question seriously, "See if you are dreaming!"
Qi Changan laughed, his chest trembling slightly with the laughter, "If you open your eyes and see me, I'm dreaming, what about last night?"
"Having a spring dream!" Xu Luoyang answered very smoothly, but after speaking, he suddenly woke up, buried his face in Qi Changan's arms, and muttered, "Don't worry about me, I'm awake, my IQ is still sleeping!"
Wrapped in his nightgown, he went to the kitchen to make two plates of poached eggs. With his messy hair, Xu Luoyang moved to Qi Changan's side again, "What are you looking at? It's time for breakfast."
"The script for the play you're shooting this afternoon."
Seeing the familiar lines, Xu Luoyang reacted, "Director Meng gave it to you?"
Everyone who entered the group signed a non-disclosure agreement, one of which was that the script could not be leaked. And this book in Qi Changan's hands is completely new, and it will only be given by Meng Huazhang.
"Well, can I go to the set with you this afternoon?"
"Okay, okay!" Xu Luoyang said happily, "There was an actor in the group who asked me for an appointment several times, but I refused. I said that I have a boyfriend, but he still doesn't believe it. This time I just asked him to— "
Seeing that the smile at the corner of Qi Changan's mouth was freezing, Xu Luoyang silently covered his mouth.
"date you?"
Xu Luoyang nodded, "I came to test the appointment the next day after I joined the group. I ignored him, and then I asked every few days." He didn't explain this "appointment" very clearly, but he knew that Qi Changan understood.
Qi Changan took Xu Luoyang's hand and kissed the back of his hand, "So many people want to rob me of making trouble."
Hearing this sentence, Xu Luoyang always felt a little nervous.
At 2:30 in the afternoon, Xu Luoyang took Qi Changan to the studio. As soon as he stepped on the lawn, he heard someone calling him, "Luoyang, are you here?" He was speaking in English, but the pronunciation of the word "Luoyang" was very standard, obviously he had practiced it on purpose.
Xu Luoyang knew who it was as soon as he heard it, and subconsciously glanced at Qi Changan first, and there was a strange little excitement in his heart.
When they came to the front, Xu Luoyang greeted politely, "Good afternoon, Carter."
Carter was a white man with brown hair, his smile stagnated when he recognized Qi Changan, "Qi?" After a few seconds of pause, he continued, "I've seen your movie, The Last Hunter. , a very classic work." After speaking, he stretched out his hand.
Qi Changan stretched out his hand, but only made a movement without actually touching the other's hand, and then said, "Sorry, I haven't seen your work."
Standing next to Xu Luoyang, he held back his laughter and found that Qi Changan could be so vicious! However, what if you think it's cute!
Carter's expression was not very good. He felt the hostility from Qi Changan, so his tone became sharp, "If you have time to visit the class, do you have any movies to shoot?"
Qi Changan's expression didn't change, Xu Luoyang was unhappy first, his eyes became cold and he looked at Carter, "Please pay attention to your words!"
Because it is not his home court, and he has no acquaintances, Xu Luoyang is basically smiling in the crew, and he does not get involved in things or engage in relationships, and acts seriously every day. So this was the first time Carter saw Xu Luoyang's cold face.
Seeing that Xu Luoyang was frizzy, Qi Changan's mouth filled with a smile, and he stretched out his hand and pinched his fingers, "You go and find Director Meng first, I'll have a few words with this Mr. Carter, okay?"
Xu Luoyang nodded, "Then come to me after you finish speaking."
"Um."
When Xu Luoyang walked away, the atmosphere between the two became more rigid. Carter narrowed his eyes, "What do you want to say?"
Qi Changan's expression was cold and his eyes were sharp as blades, "Please stay away from Luoyang."
Carter looked sarcastic, "Fair competition, you can't deprive me of my right to pursue Luoyang, whoever loses and who wins is not necessarily!" He originally just wanted to taste the taste of the Oriental, but now, he is aroused by the desire to win or lose. .
Qi Changan saw the change in his attitude, and his voice became colder, "Really?"
At this time, Carter's cell phone rang, he pressed the answer, and soon heard the hurried voice of his agent, "I received an email about your drunk driving and killing someone, and your participation in a sex party. The video and even the evidence of helping people launder money, but they haven’t been exposed yet, just think about it, have you offended someone recently?”
Holding the phone tightly, Carter asked Qi Changan directly, "Is that you?"
"It's me." Qi Changan continued, speaking very slowly and casually, obviously not paying attention to anyone. "You quit the crew, or I will personally ask you to quit the crew and choose one."
Xu Luoyang was listening to Meng Huazhang's talk, and when he saw Qi Changan coming over, his eyebrows twitched, "Director Meng, Changan is here."
"Come on," Meng Huazhang put the script aside and smiled, "He is the Dinghaishenzhen I invited over, let's see how it works."
Thirty minutes later, all departments were ready. Xu Luoyang changed into the school's standard suit and sat in the last row of an empty classroom with a few books in front of him, a pen in his left hand, and was quickly checking something.
Countless formulas were written out smoothly, You Su's eyes were extremely focused, and as he was writing, the movements of his hands suddenly stopped, and the place where the pen tip and the paper contacted made a "squeaky" sound—the paper was scratched. wore.
His hands began to tremble uncontrollably, You Su looked at the formula on the paper, put down the pen suddenly, and started to turn the book. A few seconds later, his movements became flustered, his arms trembled greatly, his pupils shrank, and the muscles at the corners of his mouth trembled slightly.
With a "snap", the book in his hand fell to the ground, You Su seemed to be frightened, and squatted down to the ground extremely stiffly, holding his head in both hands, and let out a low cry like a trapped beast.
Qi Changan had read the script and knew which scene it was. The forty-year-old You Backtracked back to his college days. The second thing he wanted to change was to stop his doctoral supervisor from making a wrong academic point of view, because this point of view, will lead to a series of tragedies. But he failed.
After calling the card, Meng Huazhang beckoned Xu Luoyang to come over. Seeing that Xu Luoyang's eyes were dull and his arms were still shaking, he stepped aside, "Hurry up and look at Qi Changan more."
Hearing the name, Xu Luoyang's eyelashes trembled, and he looked up.
Meng Huazhang kept paying attention to his expression, and found that it was finally normal, his tone relaxed a lot, "Who are you?"
"Xu... Xu Luoyang."
"Okay, hurry up and take this part again!"
When Xu Luoyang returned to the camera, Qi Changan said, "Have you deleted the scene you just took?"
"Shh, keep it a secret!" Meng Huazhang looked at Xu Luoyang's performance on the monitor and whispered, "Most of the filmed things are indeed useless, but I am willing to spend time with Xu Luoyang, I will not misunderstand, He will surprise me."
With a smile in Qi Changan's eyes, "It will definitely be."
"Well, he is like a diamond. As long as it is polished well, it will definitely shock the world. With me, his acting skills have improved a lot compared to when he played "Broken Road", you should have a good experience."
"Yes, the progress is very obvious, the entry into the play is very fast, and it has gradually formed its own style."
"So, we all have to be patient." Meng Huazhang looked at Xu Luoyang, who was a little emotionally restrained during the performance, and said in great detail, "He is in the play now, but he can't switch on his own, that is, Said that he could not find the balance between 'playing' and 'entering the play', and you are the strongest bond between him and the world."
Meng Huazhang looked away from the monitor and looked at Qi Changan, "When he falls in, you must pull him back."
Qi Changan nodded, "I will. In the past... he also pulled me under the sun."
Director Meng didn't ask any further, he smiled slightly, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes seemed to be gentle, "That's good."
"Well, he's fine."
Qi Changan looked at Xu Luoyang standing under the camera, and his eyes softened unconsciously.
He used to be stuck in the past, and every time he had nightmares, he would hear Shen Zhemei's shrill cry and the fear of being imprisoned on the hospital bed. He resisted taking medicine, because no matter how much medicine he took, he would continue to live so weakly.
Even if the world is very lively, it has nothing to do with him, he can't be interested in anything, including living.
Until he met Xu Luoyang, there was light in his world.
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Xu Nao Nao's little emotions:
Qiqi, say important things three times, you can only love me! can only love me! can only love me!