Even if he didn't do it intentionally, he still killed the male protagonist of the previous world with his own hands after all, and all his efforts came to naught. Therefore, when Sui Yuan returned to the intersection of the world and saw Zhao Xihe for the first time, he felt that My mind went blank.
Not caring about the aftereffects of his death, which was still aching in his body, and not caring about checking the points he got in the last world, Sui Yuan angrily rushed towards Zhao Xihe, eager to vent his suppressed feelings.
It was the first time that Sui Yuan knew that he would be so annoyed by someone, and it was also the first time that Sui Yuan violated his practice of "talking but not using hands" and raised his arms towards Zhao Xihe. fist.
Zhao Xihe looked at Sui Yuan with a wry smile, neither dodging nor dodging, but just groaned the moment Sui Yuan's fist touched his body.
Immediately, this tiny muffled groan recalled Sui Yuan's conscience, remembering that the other party had died once just now—it was stabbed by him himself—and his body was at the most vulnerable stage, Sui Yuan, who was still soft-hearted, suddenly felt a little inferior He couldn't help but felt that it would be too cheap to just let the other party go. After struggling for a long time, he gritted his teeth and gave Zhao Xihe a look that he thought was fierce, then turned his head and walked towards the light ball in the center with a "hum". Putting on a look of "I don't want to talk to you anymore".
Zhao Xihe lowered his head and touched his nose, covering his involuntary upturned mouth, looking at Sui Yuan's arrogant appearance, he wanted to hug him into his arms and rub him well. However, Zhao Xihe finally warned himself to give up this imminent desire, and also walked towards the ball of light to check the scores and evaluations he had obtained in the last world.
When the evaluation interface was opened, Zhao Xihe was taken aback for a moment, then sighed in frustration, and turned his gaze to Sui Yuan.
Apparently, Sui Yuan's grades were terrible, he had a mournful face, even his shoulders drooped, his grief was greater than his heart's death, he looked extremely pitiful. His intellectual brain named 5237 seemed to be comforting him as well, constantly rubbing against his body coquettishly, turning his head to stare in Zhao Xihe's direction from time to time, not knowing whether he was hostile to him or his intellectual brain.
Zhao Xihe watched silently, did not step forward, and did not move until Sui Yuan finally regained his composure and planned to go to the next world.
Although he didn't look in Zhao Xihe's direction, Sui Yuan could always feel the extremely strong gaze of the other party on him.
When Sui Yuan was about to call 5237 to enter the next world, he hesitated for a moment, then suddenly turned his head to look at Zhao Xihe, and demanded word by word: "Don't follow me in the next world! I don't want to be with you anymore! you liar!"
Zhao Xihe showed a slight smile, and replied calmly: "I'm sorry, I can't do it."
Sui Yuan was startled, obviously he didn't expect the other party to be so shameless, he didn't feel the slightest bit of guilt when he said these words: "Why?!"
"Because..." Zhao Xihe shrugged his shoulders. This time, he answered very honestly, "Because I fell in love with you."
Having experienced three worlds together, Zhao Xihe had to admit that he really liked Sui Yuan.
He is fascinated by every smile and every frown of the other party. He likes to see him racking his brains to complete the task. He couldn't see anything else, and he couldn't help showing the feelings that only belonged to the existence of "Zhao Xihe". The lowest score and evaluation ever, put all this nakedly under his nose, making Zhao Xihe have to admit this fact.
Zhao Xihe knew that his every move was being led by the nose by Sui Yuan - even though the direction he was going in was quite different from what Sui Yuan had hoped for.
The world chosen by 5237 really caused Zhao Xihe a lot of headaches. He came to that world for Sui Yuan, so naturally he couldn't bear to spend less time with him as stipulated in the original book. When they met, they could only fight, and even had the real chance to get along with each other. nothing. Therefore, Zhao Xihe changed the plot arbitrarily at the very beginning, and similarly, he could not avoid exposing his true purpose in front of Sui Yuan.
Zhao Xihe forced Sui Yuan to travel with him, and after he devoured the source of darkness, he willfully shortened the separation time between the two, jumping directly to the part where he was purified at the end of the plot. Even though acting is more of an element, even though he understands that the other party is only trying to protect his identity as the "male lead" from death, Zhao Xihe still can't help being delighted by the care shown by Sui Yuan—he couldn't bear to hurt him, so he stopped in time during the battle ;He went deep into the enemy's camp for him, risked treatment; he was defenseless against him, and was even easily caught; he did not reject his approach, and was embraced and kissed by him obediently; he was shocked and desperate for his death... no Needless to say, Zhao Xihe himself felt a little ashamed of such self-deception, so he could only bury it in his heart and could not confide in anyone.
They thought they could break through the plot and stay together after Sui Yuan was purified, but they were still defeated by the other party's obsession with the death stipulated by the plot.
He didn't want to kill Sui Yuan, let alone see him being killed, so Zhao Xihe had no choice but to go first, and died in Sui Yuan's hands to satisfy his selfish desire.
In the end, it was unavoidable that Sui Yuan's low score was due to his own reasons, and he hated him. Although he didn't want the relationship between the two to deteriorate, it was a pity that Zhao Xihe knew that his love It is doomed to be incompatible with Sui Yuan's dedication to the task.
It is impossible for Zhao Xihe to be satisfied with being together for a short time at the intersection of worlds, and it is even more impossible for Zhao Xihe to endure years or even decades of not being able to see each other in their respective worlds after parting with Sui Yuan. Therefore, he will definitely follow Sui Yuan He went to the world where he was, and acted as the male protagonist in that world, and then a bigger contradiction arose.
Zhao Xihe likes Sui Yuan, so it is naturally impossible for him to fall in love with the heroine as stipulated in the plot. No one is willing to be gentle and considerate to another person in front of the person he likes, not even a person like Zhao Xihe who already regards acting as his instinct can't do it.
Besides, if he just played the leading role conscientiously, he might establish a harmonious and friendly "colleague relationship" with Sui Yuan, but that's all. No one will fall in love with someone who is always tender and affectionate to others in front of him, and it is even more impossible for a child like Sui Yuan who is stupid and has low EQ. This point, I don’t know how many times he has "fallen in love with the heroine" Zhao Xihe of the second time naturally knew it.
What Zhao Xihe wanted was for Sui Yuan to like him, it was love, not some hellish friendship.
Therefore, Zhao Xihe is destined to be a stumbling block on Sui Yuan's way forward, the virtue of suppressing oneself for the one he loves and dedicating himself to love has never been associated with Zhao Xihe. Before finding a better solution, Zhao Xihe had to maintain the current state, trying to fight against Sui Yuan, making him remember and pay attention to himself at all times, and slowly imprint his own shadow in his heart.
Of course, this is not enough, he also needs to let Sui Yuan know that he did all this not because he wanted to disturb him, or because he didn't like him, but because he liked him.
Zhao Xihe knew that Sui Yuan had a soft heart, and he was willing to accept other people's kindness, even if this kindness would bring him trouble. With a low profile and a sincere confession, even if Sui Yuan cannot accept his feelings for a while, he will not deepen his hatred for him because of this - Zhao Xihe wants to take advantage of this.
"I like you." Zhao Xihe looked at the dumbfounded Sui Yuan, and said with a wry smile, "That's why I have to follow you all the time, so I can't accept 'falling in love' with the heroine according to the plot. People misunderstood—no, it can’t be said to be a misunderstanding, because that is indeed my true heart... "
Following Zhao Xihe's narration, Sui Yuan, who was extremely frightened, couldn't help but took three or four steps back, looking at him in complete bewilderment.
Even though Sui Yuan didn't know how many times he had seen this kind of affectionate gaze from Zhao Xihe's eyes, and heard his confession and sympathy, but he had never felt so real , so real that Sui Yuan couldn't help feeling terrified, horrified, and at a loss.
Although he was prepared for Sui Yuan's reaction, Zhao Xihe still couldn't help but feel disappointed and self-deprecating: "So, I'm sorry, even if I don't get your response, I will always follow you. The method is to be in love with the heroine as in the original text."
"I...you..." Sui Yuan didn't know what he should say at all, this development was completely beyond his imagination, and even somewhat ruined his three views—if he still had any three views...
"Needless to say, I know what you're going to say." Zhao Xihe shrugged his shoulders, interrupting Sui Yuan's stiff words, "It's nothing more than not liking me and asking me to give up, right? — It's just a pity ,I can not do it."
Unable to resist Zhao Xihe's scorching gaze at all, Sui Yuan turned his head in Alexander's hands, hurriedly said "I'm leaving", and then disappeared in the white light. Seeing Sui Yuan fleeing in embarrassment, Zhao Xihe curled his lips and cast his eyes on his own brain.
"Congratulations on your failure in your first confession." 0007 said solemnly, and without waiting for instructions, he opened the space where Sui Yuan went, "Looking forward to your next attempt, master, I will help you record how many times you failed. "
Zhao Xihe: "... No wonder 5237 hates you so much."
0007: "...!!! Personal attacks are immoral! Venting anger is something an upright person should not do!"
Zhao Xihe: "I've never thought of myself as being upright. Besides, compared to me who knew I had failed but still dared to confess, a guy who didn't even dare to confess is more pathetic, right?"
0007: "... Now to the next world, get ready."
Zhao Xihe: "The topic has changed a little bit stiffly..."