All camouflage and masks, in front of cats and dogs, will burst and disappear like foam.
After all, if you have to force yourself to smile and pretend to be okay in front of Fluffy, then the world would be too bitter, humble and unworthy.
Bai Hefei looked at the water in the bathroom, held onto the bathtub and felt scared, so he hurriedly reached out to turn off the water valve and open the floor drain, then took out the pills from the storage boxes everywhere in the house and ate them.
"Live again."
Bai Hefei, who was wearing a rag T-shirt, had a half-crying and half-smiling expression on his face. Regardless of Huatang's passionate scolding, he wanted to shamelessly bury his belly.
He is an optimistic depressed patient.
Yes, an adjective that sounds ridiculous and contradictory is similar to Bai Hefei's current life.
Since he was in kindergarten, Bai Hefei has demonstrated his hands-on ability far beyond ordinary people. Cutting window grilles to make flower buns, borrowing stalls to make noodles at temple fairs are elementary talents, his hands seem to light up the "halo of god", and he can learn everything Quick, do anything like that.
Since junior high school, Bai Hefei has uploaded some of his own works one after another. Over the years, he is also a master of handicrafts with tens of millions of fans.
However, putting craftsmanship and creativity together is too easy to be associated with the word infringement, especially Bai Hefei, who has a wide range of research and can become a "wizard" who can make seven or eight images after just one look, which caters to the current Internet popularity. Key words for novelty hunting and hype.
When Bai Hefei was just in college, he set up a scheme, bribed his roommate, and then cheated him of the manuscript, and beat him up, stepping on the "pigeon big" to take the lead.
The other party succeeded, forcing Bai Hefei, who had no team and no company, into a situation where he couldn't argue, and didn't know how to prove his innocence.
He wanted to explain, but the other party sent a draft in advance and wanted to call the police, but Bai Hefei couldn't find evidence.
The other party pinched Bai Hefei's weakness of being single-handedly and without background, and kept harassing Bai Hefei with tiresome lawsuits, but even paying a few legal fees could disgust him to the point of collapse.
A blogger with tens of millions of fans, who is deeply involved in plagiarism, has attracted enough attention.
In addition, Bai Hefei has always followed a purely original path, and his inspiration seems to be inexhaustible, which made many people secretly jealous. After being touched, many sunspots came out, followed the trend and complained, saying that they were also the poor people who were copied by Bai Hefei, but they were forced to dare not speak out because of Bai Hefei's threats.
Regardless of whether it's true or not, they're just picking up the heat anyway.
More importantly, the few works that Bai Hefei sold before were splashed with such dirty water, and the factory directly stopped the production line. According to the contract, the loss should be counted on Bai Hefei in the end.
Everything was on Bai Hefei's body, thousands of people accused thousands of people of scolding, and there were also extreme netizens who cursed Bai Hefei for sending him blades and urns.
Losing all the money he had saved over the years and suspending his studies temporarily, Bai Hefei was diagnosed with depression after all this trouble, and began to receive treatment with the company of his family.
"Feifei, why are you sitting there crying all of a sudden, be stronger."
"Son, think about it, as long as you are mentally strong, you don't need to take medicine."
Bai Hefei's family wanted to give him company and support. However, ordinary people still have a hazy feeling about depression. Seeing that he is usually laughing and laughing and there is no major problem, it is always easy to say a few careless words , I can't figure out why Bai Hefei has something to do with depression.
Isn't it the kind of depression that cries every day and wants to commit suicide
A few words are also sharp, for Bai Hefei who habitually does not let others worry, and uses a mask of joking to cover up his anxiety and fear, the pressure is really too great.
His abnormal state is just sick, not hypocritical and weak.
Just like when he had a bad cold, others told him not to cough to get better, but Bai Hefei's body couldn't help it, he couldn't do this, and he couldn't help coughing.
ill understand? It's not that you can get sick just by smiling!
So, after communicating with the doctor, Bai Hefei simply moved out and lived in a small house he bought two years ago.
Taking medicine on time, living a regular life, calling family doctors every day, completing daily tasks seriously, even if he deceives himself, Bai Hefei must work hard to overcome the disease and be positive and optimistic.
Just, sometimes when depression comes up, he will suddenly lose control of himself, and even be curious about the feeling of death.
When Bai Hefei met Huatang for the first time, his daily task was to make brick sculptures. When he was stepping on the mud at home, he stared at the charcoal basin next to him in a daze from the corner of his eye, and his thoughts gradually became dangerous.
Then, a black cat with its face pressed against the glass and turned into a round pancake woke up Bai Hefei, making him subconsciously open the window and let the cat in, watching the black cat jump into the mud with a leap of faith, looking at the claws After getting dirty, he began to climb up and down, and happily decorated his house with cat's claws.
Breaking the routine of the past, Bai Hefei wiped the furniture and walls with a rag for three hours that day, and fell into a sweet dream without taking any medicine.
This is not a cat, but an ancestor!
Bai Hefei dug out the resident guide given to him by the community at that time, and finally found the name of the black cat. Then, not afraid of the tiring work of mopping the floor again, he opened the small window all the year round, looking forward to Huatang's reappearance.
Not to mention, after the cat came, the frequency of Bai Hefei's cleaning and cooking increased sharply, which was of great benefit to his physical and mental health. He reduced the dosage of his medicine twice under the doctor's advice, and his condition was much better.
This time he almost drowned, it was because Bai Hefei was a little puffed up, he felt that his mood was very stable during this time, why not take a bath to relax.
Ever since he got sick, Bai Hefei didn't dare to get close to the fire source or the bathtub, and even used a child's knife for cooking, otherwise, every time he made cat rice for Huatang, it would be Western style, and he didn't dare to cook Chinese style. Opening the fire is like using a kitchen knife.
Unexpectedly, when I was taking a bath, I was suddenly controlled by depression. I was buried under the water, immersed in the feeling of suffocating and floating in the air. I couldn't get out. Fortunately, Hua Tang clawed back to reality in time.
Seeing the wet fur, showing the chubby black cat's real body shape, Bai Hefei's face that wanted to bury his belly was rejected by Huatang's four jio ditto, and the pads of his front paws even hit him between his eyebrows, his whole body exuded "Don't suffer from me" breath.
Bai Hefei's face was pushed away, and he took a breath of air, alas, sure enough, he returned to reality, but he still couldn't breathe the reality of a cat.
Pulled back from the erratic state, Bai Hefei went to change into dry clothes, and then waited for his master to dry with a towel like a little eunuch.
Then, Huatang monopolized the sofa, saw Bai Hefei kneeling on the carpet and sincerely apologized to her, finally stopped meowing, and started to stretch out his claws, taking the small pillow on the sofa to vent his anger.
One left paw, whipped!
Bai Hefei hurriedly caught it, and continued his remorse with eloquence. He knew how much Huatang hated water. Thinking about the black cat stepping on the water to pull him out of the bathtub, and being splashed wet by him, he should admit his mistake .
One right paw, keep pumping!
Bai Hefei caught it again like a baseball player, continued to analyze himself, quoted scriptures with sincere feelings, and pretended to wipe his tears to repent. Although his acting skills were poor, he finally satisfied the black cat.
"By the way, I bought big cherries online, go wash them and bring them here!" Bai Hefei asked the housekeeper of the community before, knowing that Huatang is special and can eat anything, so he thought of the sweet cherries he bought two days ago.
Not to mention, it is more pleasing to the eye and the eye when the hand-made master cuts the fruit.
After washing, cut open the shaved core with a knife, and when the black cat's tail patted the sofa cushion, it was immediately delivered to its mouth. Bai Hefei was like a happy little eunuch, and he left after letting Huatang eat until he was full.
There is no way, the cruel and cruel villain, the evil cat, never gives the spare tire any delusions of "I can have a cat", domestication is impossible.
Bai Hefei got used to it too, opened the small window and watched Huatang leave lightly, then turned and went to the bathroom to wash off the cherry juice on his hands.
"Huh?" Just after washing his hands, Bai Hefei found in the mirror that two big holes had been bitten out where the bathtub faucet was connected to the hose. He was taken aback for a moment and then laughed.
This must have been done by Huatang who slipped into the bathroom while he was washing cherries. The cat didn't understand why Bai Hefei drowned himself in the bath, but she could bite the hose of the bathtub so that he couldn't use the bathtub.
Bai Hefei touched the broken hose closely, and gestured at its height, as if he could imagine the black cat half-hooking the edge of the bathtub, half-stretching its body, trying to reach out to bite the somewhat high hose.
It's not easy!
He took out his phone and took two serious shots. Bai Hefei happily posted it on Moments, and added the emoji of Little Sun in a good mood.
By the way, today when Huatang was meowing, he even specially recorded the sound. The alarm clock, text message and incoming phone ringtones can all be arranged. The cat is indeed a kind of cute creature that can do anything.
I didn't know that what I recorded was Bai Hefei who "cursed cats and cats". I can only say that he was young and thought very beautifully. I guess only when he met another cat would he know that meow meow meow is not a coquettish enthusiasm of welcome.
After Huatang left Bai Hefei's house, she looked up at the sky, quickly jumped to the eaves of the "Red Tile House" and squatted to watch the sunset on time.
She is an evil cat with a passion for life. The sunrise, the wind, the clouds and the snow are all beautiful scenery that cannot be missed casually.
The "Red Tile House" is on the same central axis as the main entrance of the community. Huatang is all in black and is as conspicuous as a black coal ball against the red eaves.
Residents returning home at this time, no matter driving or walking in, can see a little black "briquette" in the thousands of reds as soon as they look up after swiping their cards to authenticate their identities.
"Mom, look at Huatang is waiting for us to go home again!" The primary school student with a schoolbag happily took his mother's hand, pointed at the black cat that often squatted in the "red tile house", and smiled with dimples on his face .
Hearing the child's voice, the off-duty workers also raised their heads and felt good when they saw the still black cat.
Even if you are not a cat lover, it is hard to resist the gentleness of having a cat, who is cute and punctual waiting for you to come home at the gate of the community~
Well, as long as the cat doesn't deny it, the residents of Jiuzhou Community can pretend that Huatang is waiting for them.
It may be that Huatang's posture is too leisurely. Many people who hurried home also stopped and stood outside to watch the sunset for a while. The fatigue and hard work of the day seemed to disappear temporarily, and they could face tomorrow with confidence. up.
Vehicles came in and out, residents came and went, and young people rarely saw Huatang staying in one place, running over to take two photos.
The district's favorite, well-deserved reputation.
As for Huatang
A squinting cat, with a happy tail curling up and down, today's sunset looks like a duck egg yolk~