Love is only a part of life, for different people, some account for a lot, and some account for a small amount.
Gao Tianjie belongs to the latter group. She may be fascinated by this beauty today, but forget about it when she is busy tomorrow.
After all, it wasn't an important thing to her.
His parents are open-minded, his brother and sister-in-law are gentle, his friends are reliable, he has a house, a car and a job, and even his assistant who has been working for many years has eighteen martial arts skills.
What does she want love for
Emotions are interconnected to a certain extent, and those who are overly demanding on love, family or friendship are likely to be eagerly pursuing substitutes in their hearts, wanting to find an emotional supplement that can cover the lack.
But Gao Tianjie doesn't lack these. She is firmly supported by many emotions, and she doesn't yearn for love relationships or married life.
She is someone who has the capital to throw away the "template of ordinary people's happy life" and live her own life.
Of course, Gao Tianjie, as a face dog, would normally develop good feelings.
My heart will be moved when I see a beautiful junior who is crying, I will be moved when I hold the soft little hand of a big beauty, even I will be moved when I see a black cat with a little pride and its teeth and claws.
It's just that she is still at the stage of "seeing sex", and will not start the next stage, and then let the heartbeat gradually develop into love.
Would Yang Ran not know about this
Of course it's impossible. In the one-man show, the person hiding in the corner has sharpness and sixth sense beyond imagination, and will not miss any clues.
It can be said that Yang Ran's inferiority complex and hesitation largely come from his ability to see clearly that love is dispensable to Gao Tianjie.
As the opposite of Gao Tianjie, Yang Ran probably just couldn't get what he wanted, so he pinned his hopes on another kind of relationship, but was an overly stubborn type.
When I was young, I grew up in the midst of domestic violence. I saw my father growling ferociously, and I also saw my mother's anger when she was drunk and beaten. No one would say to Yang Ran, child, I love you.
They would just grab little Yang Ran by the ear and curse, "Little bitch, I gave birth to you, so I will honor us with money in the future, do you know that!"
Before being admitted to university, Yang Ran was often ridiculed and hurt because of her overly delicate and weak appearance. The more remote and closed the place, the more unacceptable everyone's diversity.
"Mother", "coward" and "little bitch" are not only what Yang Ran's parents always talk about, but also many neighbors laugh at him.
Men must be dark and strong, and women must be delicate and beautiful.
Yang Ran didn't look like a man, his skin was whiter than that of girls, just like the little eunuchs on TV, some children would imitate adults, ran over to pull Yang Ran's pants maliciously, and then laughed out loud.
Sometimes customers who come to the store to make clothes will joke with Yang Ran's mother, saying that it's no wonder that Yang Ran can help in the store since she was a child, and her appearance is suitable for holding needles and threads.
"I was really unlucky for eight lifetimes, and I gave birth to such a worthless child." The mother didn't know how to speak for Yang Ran, and often laughed at him with the guests.
Yang Ran came to the store to help, that's what she should do, she gave birth to Yang Ran, and Yang Ran owed her.
Often at this time, the mother would drink heavily, and then come back to insult Yang Ran angrily, and gain pleasure and comfort by bullying and controlling her son.
No matter how failed parents are, they can still show off their power to their children, just talking about the situation of Yang Ran's family.
The only motivation for Yang Ran to work so hard to get into college is that he hates the place where he was born and raised himself, and wanted to find an excuse to escape.
But in many cases, the interaction between personality and encounter will become a vicious circle.
Other people's harm to Yang Ran made him closed and alienated in order to protect himself, even a little gloomy and indifferent.
But this appearance of repelling others makes it difficult to have normal social interactions and friends, get kind help and warmth, and become more likely to be isolated and rejected by others.
When I was a student, when boys gossip and do evil, their comprehensive damage is stronger than that of girls.
Because they like to make some "jokes" that no one else thinks funny except themselves, they may also be irritated by Yang Ran's "non-cooperation", and feel that Yang Ran is shameless, so they rise to violence.
It is by no means just staying at the level of talking.
Yang Ran's character is that he is soft and not hard, and it's okay for others to speak well, but if he is weird or has something to say, he will really be tough, even if he is pressed and beaten by others, he will not bow his head stubbornly.
Even if Yang Ran is a piece of rice cake, it is probably the kind of brick rice cake that is frozen into a stone and can smash people's heads.
Stumbled and stumbled and finally sent himself to the university, far away from his hometown in a quagmire-like environment, Yang Ran actually didn't know how to get along with others normally in the new environment.
The long-term defense and full of vigilance made Yang Ran always seem out of place and even a little weird when facing new classmates, as if he was a "heterogeneous" outside the crowd, unable to integrate into the group to gain warmth.
And these poor little ones who are alone are easy to be targeted by some malicious guys, mocking these "heterogeneous" and even the daily relationship between these small groups.
When Gao Tianjie met Yang Ran at the hometown meeting, it was Yang Ran who didn't follow the big team to eat and sing karaoke, but stayed in the corner but was watched by several guys.
They sang and joined together, deliberately keeping Yang Ran from coming to the stage, and watching him in embarrassment for fun.
"What are you guys doing? People don't drink, why should you persuade them?" The senior sister stretched out her hand and slapped those people's hands away, pulled the junior brother over, raised her eyebrows and asked them what they were doing.
"Senior Sister, it's nothing, we're just joking!" The more someone likes to play tricks and bully others, the easier it is for them to be ranked ninth and powerful, and then kneel when they should.
Gao Tianjie is a well-known senior sister. They didn't dare to mess with her, so they left immediately and let her pick up the rice cake junior brother.
What youth and shyness are actually just Yang Ran's appearance in front of Gao Tianjie.
Before meeting her, no one would speak out to help him out, take care of him and protect him, and then say that he would be allowed to hang out with the senior sister in the future, don't be afraid.
It was Gao Tianjie who taught him little by little in the front, so that Yang Ran could imitate slowly and find a safe and comfortable small space, so that the rice cakes are so sticky.
It can be said that Yang Ran's feelings for Gao Tianjie are more than just liking.
There are also thanks for the help, memories of patient companionship, closeness of learning to imitate, and reshaping of learning to love yourself and live seriously.
Even if Gao Tianjie doesn't like her, all Yang Ran has to her is thanks and apologies, worried about disturbing her life, and hoping that she won't affect her mood because of herself.
"Then why haven't you called me these past few years?" Gao Tianjie kept his hand from Yang Ran's face, exerted a little force with his fingertips, and asked him when he saw a faint red mark on his skin.
Yang Ran didn't hide, her eyelashes were still wet, and she felt a little bitter, "I dialed, but you were very busy at that time, so we'll talk when you have time."
After graduation, Gao Tianjie went abroad first, and then came back after a period of advanced studies, and Yang Ran's graduation project was bought with a lot of money, and he went abroad.
The time difference and the distance make the phone calls to talk again when you are free continue to be delayed, and slowly, there are fewer and fewer.
There are too many friends around Gao Tianjie, and her life is too fulfilling. Apart from designing and publishing manuscripts, Yang Ran often squats in her circle of friends, and imagines how her senior sister is surrounded by everyone laughing, while silently becoming dehydrated. rice cake.
It seems, it seems that there is such a thing? !
Gently move your fingertips, Gao Tianjie asked Yang Ran again, "Didn't you like anyone in these years? Didn't your heart move at all?"
There is no shortage of handsome men and beautiful women in the fashion industry. They are from foreign countries. The models are relatively young, full of hormones, and don't care much about sexuality. There must be someone who is willing to develop a relationship with a rookie designer.
Even if Yang Ran is passive, he can't stop others from taking the initiative!
"I do not like."
The models should wear the smallest size clothes, and the body shape should be a standard piece of paper, even a little more flesh will not work.
A small piece of paper like Yang Ran who aspires to become a tough guy and a career man will definitely not find other pieces of paper attractive.
"Whether male or female, there is no shortage of hot and sexy figures!"
Gao Tianjie couldn't help muttering, and then saw that Yang Ran was even more aggrieved, and he didn't like a redundant and cumbersome body either.
What can I do with rice cakes with common occupational problems
As a designer, he has stricter requirements for curves. To him, a hot or sexy figure in the conventional sense is bloated. He resists the excessive attractiveness of the human body, and his aesthetics are not on the same channel at all.
"...I'm very papery too."
Gao Tianjie didn't know how to describe Yang Ran's answer, so he silently added a sentence, and then saw his junior retort with reason, "No, you are different, your soul is three-dimensional, why should you be limited to a superficial appearance? "
Okay, this logic is quite self-consistent, and there is simply no way to refute it.
If Gao Tianjie doesn't need love very much, then for Yang Ran, love doesn't need him very much.
From this point of view, the two are quite a match, they are both the ultimate singles who have been given a red card by love and don't suffer from the red line.
Seeing that it was no longer raining on Yang Ran, Hua Tang yawned and jumped between the two of them.
There is no tearful live performance to watch, the evil cat might as well go and play with Minion No. 1 and Minion No. 2, and Sweet Shrimp hasn't seen bibimbap for a long time. I don't know if I still remember my little friend.
Yang Ran's gaze was naturally attracted to Hua Tang, feeling the weight on his arm was gone, feeling inexplicably sad and sad, "The cat ran away."
"En." Gao Tianjie responded, and then looked at the junior brother who was really good-looking when he was crying, and stretched out his arms to hug him.
It's okay, Huatang ran away, senior sister can hug you.
Gao Tianjie didn't pick up Guo Ran, Su Ran, and Ji Ran as his Junior Cake Brothers, but Yang Ran was the only one, which showed some problems.
Emotional matters are simple if they are simple, and complicated if they are complicated.
But the difference in the way of expression does not affect the true inner feelings. At least at this moment, Gao Tianjie felt the same as when he saw Yang Ran for the first time.
"Sister, do you like me a little bit?"
The inconceivable Yang Ran's arms froze, and she couldn't help but carefully circled the senior sister.
"I don't know, after all, you don't even like yourself very much."
“… qaq”
"However, I can try to be with you and like you, after all, you are really cute~"
Han Lan, who was in the background in the distance, touched Huatang's ears very girlishly, and smiled softly.
I always feel that around the black cat, it is easy for people to have beautiful things.
Huatang didn't understand, so, looking at Gao Tianjie and Yang Ran, I understood.
Stretching out its paws to cover Bibimbap's eyes, the evil cat knew that at this time, only villains could look at each other.