how to say.
Although Xu Shenxing, who is also a left-behind child, can understand to a certain extent the feeling that Huakaiyuan Youyuan was abandoned by his parents for more than ten years, and the only person who raised him like a relative was his father's old lover. When I was growing up, I would always receive strange eyes from others, just because the mother who abandoned her was a monster.
In addition, as an onmyoji, he is gradually infected by the values of onmyoji generations, and it is not incomprehensible to hate the biological mother who is the source of everything.
But Xu Shenxing always felt that the girl's way of thinking was still distorted by the resentment towards her parents for abandoning her, which made this hatred a little subtle.
"As I said at the beginning, it's not such an interesting story."
Seeing the expression on Xu Shenxing's face, Huakaiyuan naturally guessed a little bit of his thoughts. The girl pushed back her mid-length hair that covered half of her face due to the strong wind, and set up the binoculars again.
And Xu Shenxing also felt that the distance between the girl and himself had increased invisibly.
Only now did he understand why the girl was so indifferent to others, and why she chose to confess these past events to herself just now.
I'm afraid this girl named Huakaiyuan Youyuan has been alone since the death of her aunt named Kazumi.
They are not accepted by onmyojis because of their backgrounds; most of their contacts with mortals are in the midst of missions, not only is there no way to understand each other, but just making a good relationship at will may cause innocent people to be involved in supernatural incidents; and As an onmyoji, she is destined to be unable to live in peace with monsters, unless those monsters willingly become her shikigami...
Thinking about it this way, Xu Shenxing's current status is indeed very special for a girl.
Most of the so-called gods in Fuso Shintoism are actually similar in nature to monsters, but they will not be rejected by Onmyoji; Xu Shenxing's own strength also determines that he will not cause any danger because of his connection with Youyuan; Xu Shenxing (because he didn't have the money to rent a house) stayed at the girl's house with a shameless face, which made the girl have a certain degree of his personality, so she confessed her past, hoping to get Xu Shenxing's understanding.
It's a pity that Xu Shenxing failed her hope.
So the door of the girl's heart, which had been loosened with great difficulty, was tightly closed again.
"Actually, I'm almost the same as you." Xu Shenxing, who was very uncomfortable with this feeling, scratched his head, then sighed, and told his life experience: "That was before I became a god (and savior), my My mother left me and my father when I was very young, and ran away with a rich man. My father is an archaeologist. He doesn’t make much money and has to travel all over the world. He can’t return several times a year. Home. But unlike you, I don't have that 'Auntie Yimei' to take care of me. I was the only one in the empty apartment since I was a child... If it wasn't for a childhood sweetheart who helped me, I'm afraid I It’s going to turn bad.”
"Master God..."
Youyuan turned around in surprise, and looked at the young man sitting with his knees hugged against the wall, with a pensive expression on his face.
"Until certain things happened later, in short, although I was not bald, I became stronger. If I wanted to, it would not be difficult to find my mother. It’s not impossible to make a face.” Xu Shenxing showed a slight wry smile, fiddled with the bangs on his forehead, and said softly: “When I first returned to Earth, I did have such an idea that I wanted to make that vain The woman regretted and let her know that the son she regarded as a burden back then has become so great now... But I finally gave up. Because doing so is nothing but emptiness and distortion of my desires, and I am greedy for the refreshment of that moment Extravagant, nothing can be gained.”
"I'm not going to catch that person for the pleasure of revenge..."
Hua Kaiyuan Youyuan slammed the telescope in his hand on the railing, and the lens shattered, apparently the girl lost her usual calmness.
"Then what is it for? Do you really hate your mother so much?" Xu Shenxing's words were like a knife piercing into the girl's weak heart: "If so, why did you subconsciously choose the word 'catch', Instead of the 'retirement' that Onmyojis have always used?"
"That's because..." the girl bit her lip in the middle of her sentence, as if she was enduring something, she was speechless.
"That's because you still want to see her again, right? In fact, you have been missing your mother and want to see her again, but the identity of an onmyoji is like a shackle that confines your true thoughts, right? ?" Xu Shenxing pressed on step by step.
"I take back what I said before, my lord, you are a bad-hearted guy."
Although she showed a weak expression for a moment, the long years of lonely tempering had already given Huakaiyuan Youyuan a strong spirit different from ordinary people, and soon she returned to her usual cold state.
But Xu Shenxing always felt that she was different from before.
"I am very honored."
He laughed, and then made a pause gesture to the girl who still wanted to say something: "Let's stop talking about this topic here... Now we should start working."
"Start work..." The girl was stunned for a moment, and then immediately understood what he meant.
The target appeared.
Just when Youyuan was going to check the target with the telescope, he found that the lens on it was broken.
So she glared at Xu Shenxing dissatisfied, and the latter whistled as if he didn't know anything.
But immediately, Xu Shenxing probed to confirm the target, and then without saying hello to the girl, he picked her up by the waist and jumped over the railing.
"Yi Yi Yi—?!" The girl who was not mentally prepared at all was frightened by this kind of extreme bungee jumping from the top of the 22nd floor, her eyes were full of tears, and she let out a dying cry. With a mournful cry like a small animal, his right hand tightly hugged Xu Shenxing's broad back, and his left hand took out a large handful of paper talismans without thinking about it.
It's just that as soon as the paper talismans left her hand, they were blown into an unknown corner by the strong wind when they fell, and they had no effect at all.
Seeing that he was about to fall to the ground or hit the ground, Xu Shenxing kicked his legs hard a few times, as if stepping on something, the speed of the two of them falling suddenly slowed down, and when they fell to the ground, the impact force of the fall had already Not much left.
"Scared, scared me to death..." Even though her feet were on the ground, the girl still hugged Xu Shenxing's waist tightly, her legs were weak, and she couldn't even stand up.
Not good, it seems that I missed a little bit...
"Landing safely! Stepping on the air really works!" Xu Shenxing sighed, "If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have smashed into the ground."
"You actually took me to jump off the building without confirming..."
Youyuan was still trembling like a frightened kitten.
"Don't worry, if this trick doesn't work, I will use it as a meat pad for you."
"Is that different from me falling on the iron board..."
"Maybe my pectoral muscles are a little harder than iron plates?"
"..."
It was not until this moment that Huakaiyuan Youyuan confirmed one thing.
She needs to take back her foreword again, this guy is not a bad guy, but a lunatic!