Lung cancer, advanced stage.
Han Xun sat in front of the hospital bed, and the doctor's slightly regretful voice echoed in his mind repeatedly. Like the perverted paranoid in the movie, he repeatedly recalled every word the doctor said and every subtle expression of the doctor, as if As long as a flaw is found, this ridiculous conclusion can be overturned.
Unfortunately, I can't find it.
For a doctor who is used to life and death, talking about a person's life and death is like saying that the weather is not so good today, with a little regret. A common regret, numb with a little professional pity.
Han Xun stared blankly at Lin Mo, he was still the same as when he first met, with a fair and small oval face, a high nose bridge, and light-colored pouting lips, what he liked most was his slightly raised eyes His phoenix eyes are not as innocent and charming as almond eyes, nor as misty and sentimental as peach eyes, but more of undisguised stubbornness and pride from the heart, which makes his standard beauty face a little bit Different flavors, more delicate, also inadvertently made him lose his soul and heart.
Lin Mo's eyelashes are very long, thick and curled, and they are many times prettier than those women with false eyelashes. At this moment, he was quietly cooperating, and the sunset outside the window shone in, casting fine shadows on his pale face, giving him the illusion of a bit of magic.
When Han Xun came back to his senses, his finger had touched it lightly. He touched it carefully, and the tingling sensation caused by more psychological factors made him withdraw his hand like an electric shock. For some reason, his eye circles suddenly turned red. up.
Lin Mo gradually woke up from the dull pain in his lungs. He stared blankly at the pale ceiling, his sanity gradually returned. The smell of disinfectant made him realize that he should be in the hospital at this moment. Tilting his head, he saw Han Xun who he had always avoided.
Wait, why is Han Xiaoren's eyes so red? Isn't the bastard feeling sorry for him? Lin Mo blinked vigorously, as if it was quite normal, his eyes should have been blurred just now. Lin Mo is a bit regretful, but he feels that this is normal. Han Xun has always hated him so much. If he is really sad for him, it is not reliable compared to the end of the world when there was a lot of trouble last year but nothing happened. Should he? Fortunately, Han Xiaoren still has two points of conscience, at least he didn't let him see a gloating face as soon as he woke up
"You're sick, why didn't you tell me?" Han Xun's voice was stiff and hoarse, with some inexplicable emotions.
Lin Moqi said: "Why should I tell you?" Seeing Han Xun's face suddenly stinking and the deep wound in his eyes, he suddenly felt that he had gone too far, so he could only explain dryly: "Actually , I only found out about it two months ago."
There was a brief silence in the ward. After a while, Han Xuncai spoke again: "Does Chen Junxi know?"
Lin Mo felt that Han Xun was very strange today. Was it because he was about to die that he suddenly liked him? What's the matter with this awkward concern
"I didn't tell him."
"Are you planning to just hide it from us, from all of us, quietly, quietly..." Han Xun couldn't say the word 'death', his peach blossom eyes almost stood upside down, almost like It looks like it's fried.
Lin Mo chuckled lightly: "Han Xun, did you secretly watch a lot of Korean dramas when you were at work? Isn't your brain power amazing? Besides, who said I'm going to die calmly? I've already contacted Well, Professor Robert from country Y, he read my case and said that there is still hope with the most advanced targeted therapy.”
"How big is it?"
"A little more than 25%." Lin Mo was always optimistic, and felt that the probability was quite high.
Han Xun said with a dark face: "I just asked someone to contact you with Professor Daniel from M country. He is an authority on target therapy and he will definitely cure you. I asked someone to book a ticket to M country the day after tomorrow. At noon the day after tomorrow, I will go to Country M with you."
During this period of time, Lin Mo found someone to check a lot of information on cancer treatment. Professor Daniel is the originator of targeted therapy and also the tutor of Professor Robert. However, there are many powerful and powerful people in the world queuing up to find him. For patients who are treated, let alone a small person like him who can't get on the line, even if he does, it is estimated that he will go to see the Buddha before he is in the line.
The Han family has developed in Country M for decades, and they have a lot of energy there, but it would take a lot of effort to get someone like Professor Daniel to make a move. Lin Mo really didn't expect Han Xun to help him like this. Did Han Xiaoren forget to take his medicine when he went out today
Han Xun's face turned darker with anger from the bright questioning in Lin Mo's eyes, forget it, he's too lazy to argue with this heartless little bastard.
The dull and depressing atmosphere in the ward made Han Xun want to smoke a cigarette to soothe himself. He just took out the cigarette case from his pocket, and put it back dejectedly.
"I haven't told Chen Junxi about your illness yet."
Lin Mo nodded calmly: "I didn't intend to tell him about this."
"Why?" Is Chen Junxi really worthy of your love for him? He occupies the position of lover for no reason, but he doesn't even know that you are terminally ill. Why should he? The evil fire in Han Xun's heart flared up again.
"There is no reason." Lin Mo was so calm as if he was not talking about his own business, "Birth, old age, sickness and death are my own business, there is no need to involve an outsider in it. Besides, I can't stand him looking like a saint." He paused After a while, he said, "Didn't you always hope that he would live a 'normal' life? If you let him know that I am dying at the moment when he is about to marry a wife and have children, what do you think he will do with his temperament? If I am destined not to pass this hurdle, so I hope that I can at least spend the last period of time peacefully."
Han Xun opened his mouth, but couldn't find a word to refute, so he just said, "You will get better."
"I think so too. I still want to watch my little book get married." No matter how open-minded Lin Mo is, he doesn't take his own life and death seriously, but when he thinks of his younger brother, he can't help feeling sad.
Han Xun's heart began to be sore and painful again. Outside the window, the last ray of sunset glow was swallowed by the sudden gathering of dark clouds, and the ward without the lights turned on suddenly became gloomy and dark. He suddenly had a feeling that Lin Mo would also be swallowed by this boundless darkness. Illusion, the whole person fell into a kind of suffocating pain.
Did this ten-year secret love end without a problem? If he hadn't been so obsessed with saving face, if he hadn't paid so much attention to brotherhood, if he had confessed his feelings earlier, would the ending have been different
Obviously, he likes Lin Mo so much. Obviously, he met Lin Mo no later than Chen Junxi. Obviously, he can give Lin Mo a better life and even the blessings of marriage and family that Chen Junxi can't give in his life. He was so darkly looking forward to the two of them breaking up, and when they really broke up, when he had made a big net and was waiting to bring Lin Xiaomo home, what he was waiting for was such a bad news.
He is not reconciled, really not reconciled.
Han Xun grabbed Lin Mo's hand outside the quilt and held it tightly. He wished to use all his strength to rub him into his body, but he was afraid of hurting him, so he finally held Lin Mo's skinny palm with both hands. Start with your heart.
"Lin Xiaomo... I like you."
Lin Mo was so startled that he choked on his own saliva, coughed embarrassingly, and there was another severe pain in his lungs, which made Lin Mo experience what it means to be heart-piercing again. Before he fell into a coma, Lin Mo's last thought was—it's not that Han Xun didn't take his medicine today, but he took the wrong medicine!
Han Xun panicked and called the doctors and nurses. Lin Mo was taken away by the people who filed in. There were only large patches of dazzling bright red on the white hospital bed, which made his eyes hurt.
When Lin Mo woke up again, he found that the nurse had been replaced by a blond foreign girl, and a man with a beard rushed in from the outside in such a hurry that he almost didn't recognize him.
Han Xiaoren, isn't he always dressed up in all kinds of flirtatious bags? Is this a change of decadence
"Little Mo, do you feel any discomfort?"
Hey, Han Xiaoren, do we know each other so well
Lin Mo belatedly remembered the confession that almost choked him to death, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed. He subconsciously looked away, opened his mouth to say that he was fine, but found that his throat was dry and sore, and he couldn't make a sound at all.
Seeing that something was wrong, Han Xun immediately asked the nurse nervously what was going on, and after some in-depth exchanges, he hurriedly comforted Lin Mo and said, "Xiao Mo, don't worry, you just coughed too much earlier and hurt your throat. Wait a while and drink some water after the comprehensive inspection."
Lin Mo almost got goosebumps from Han Xun's gentle voice that could choke water, honey, can we stop this? Can we be normal? You still talk in the arrogant and cheap way you used to, if you do this, I will suspect that I am terminally ill and have hallucinations!
"Lin Xiaomo, don't be dishonest as soon as you wake up! What are you looking at with your eyeballs moving around? Be honest and cooperate with the nurse's examination! Don't think that I won't dare to deal with you if you are sick!" Han As soon as Xun saw Lin Mo's absent-minded look, he immediately became angry.
That's right, this is the villain Han I know.
Han Xun was so relieved by Lin Mo that he almost spit out a mouthful of old blood. Forget it, what's the deal with a sick guy
Before the nurse finished checking, Han Xun's anger had disappeared. As soon as the nurse left, he began to take care of Lin Mo attentively again. From three meals a day to trivial matters in life, he took care of everything without any help.
At first, Lin Mo felt very embarrassed, but when he first arrived in country M, he was seriously ill and bedridden, and needed help from others when taking a bath and going to the toilet. The doctors and nurses in the hospital were bewitched by Han Xun's evil words for some reason, and they refused to agree to find him a special nurse because of Han Xun's nonsense, and his mobile phone was taken away by Han Xun, so he couldn't contact anyone at all. Although Han Xun never made any actions that exceeded the rules, Lin Mo, who was very conservative in his bones, still felt uncomfortable.
He tried to reason with Han Xun, but Han Xun played a rogue without saying a word; he tried to go back through cold violence and rogue, and Han Xun patiently reasoned with him again. After grinding like this, Sheng Sheng lost his temper. Gradually, Lin Mo was also moved by Han Xun's actions.
As the saying goes, there is no filial son before the bed for a long time. He never thought that the young master of the Han family, who grew up in fine clothes and fine food, could do such a thing for him. Even Chen Junxi would definitely not be able to do it. It would be a lie to say that you are not moved.
If Han Xun is only for his appearance, then he is now bald, even his eyebrows are almost gone, his body is pale and swollen, his face is so thin that it is almost out of shape, and he looks like an alien. Like a monster, even he himself is afraid to look in the mirror. As for money, there is no need for it. In the eyes of ordinary people, the money in his hand is enough to spend three lifetimes, but for Han Xun, that money is not enough for him to buy two decent yachts or private jets.
There is really nothing Han Xun can covet in him.
However, it was such pure feelings that made him feel at a loss.
Han Xun saw his reaction in his eyes, and teased: "Lin Xiaomo, if you feel that you owe me, you should try to accept me. When you are better, I will take you home to see my parents, and then , let's go get married together."
Lin Mo didn't believe it: "It's no wonder your parents didn't lame your legs."
Han Xun raised his eyebrows, covered Lin Mo's feet with a hot handkerchief, and said triumphantly, "Do you think my parents are such unreasonable people? They don't care if the other half I'm looking for is a man or a woman." , as long as I can find someone I like early and settle down, they will be happy."
It is difficult to find such a high-ranking and enlightened family even in country M.
"Don't your parents want a grandson?" Although Lin Mo has known Han Xun for many years, he spent most of his time bickering and fighting. His knowledge of Han Xun's family is limited to other people's introductions and occasional reports in financial magazines. I know that their family is both rich and powerful, but I really don't know what kind of people are in their family. He used to silently slander that if he could raise such an annoying guy as Han Xiaoren, he would definitely not be a good person. Looking at it now, it is clear that Han Xiaoren is too awkward, and he has distorted his correct judgment on people.
"My eldest brother, second brother, third sister, and fourth sister's children are almost enough to form a football team. Every time those bear children gather at home, it is a disaster, especially those little ones. When they come, the family There must be a family doctor staying there, just to prevent my parents from being troubled by them."
"Is it really that exaggerated?"
"It's definitely more exaggerated than you think." Han Xun put the cold towel aside, and put Lin Mo's warm feet under the quilt.
"But no matter what, don't people of the older generation pay attention to having more children and more blessings? Even if these children make trouble again, they still like it in their hearts."
Han Xun walked up to Lin Mo and said with a wicked smile: "Lin Xiaomo, don't worry about the child, my family really doesn't mind. If you really want a child, we can do a test-tube baby. Listen My friend said that with the latest technology, there is no problem at all in having a baby with the genes of both of us. So, now you can rest easy and recuperate, and when you recover, you can do whatever you want."
Lin Mo looked at the man in front of him who was not at all similar to the annoying bastard in his memory. A certain frozen corner of his heart seemed to be scalded by boiling water suddenly.
"Han Xun, stop taking advantage of me verbally!"
"Okay, when I give you a bath tomorrow, I will take more. Be good, go to bed early, and I will be by your side."
"..." Lin Mo didn't speak, and turned sideways silently, in a daze, he thought, if Han Xiaoren could...
Lin Mo woke up suddenly, what earlier