Lin Mo has received treatment for more than half a year, and his health is good and bad. When he is good, he can go shopping outside with Han Xun. When he is bad, he can only stay in the intensive care unit for ten and a half months. The process of targeted therapy was very painful. Every time when he saw Lin Mo trembling in pain, Han Xun wished to replace him with his own body, but all he could do was hold Lin Mo's hand and silently pray for him.
But even so, Professor Daniel finally told him that Lin Mo's condition was very bad. The cancer cells in his body had become resistant to the targeted drugs, and the cancer cells had shown signs of spreading to the stomach. He had to undergo surgery as soon as possible. treat. With Lin Mo's current physical condition, it is very likely that he will not be able to survive the entire operation, and even if the operation is successful, Lin Mo's hope of recovery is not more than 30%.
For a moment, Han Xun was completely dumbfounded.
Why is this so
Even though this period of time is tantamount to hell for Lin Mo, he really cherishes and enjoys such an intimate life with him. He even feels that Lin Mo has begun to accept him slowly. The place to live has been arranged, and he originally planned to propose to Lin Mo after he recovered.
Just when Han Xun was at a loss, a phone call came in.
Chen Junxi must have drunk too much, his voice sounded drunk, he asked sharply: "Where did you get Xiao Mo? Are you with Xiao Mo? Xiao Mo is mine, why... why? With him... a friend's wife can't be bullied, I treat you as a brother, how can you feel sorry for me?"
As soon as Han Xun heard the flames whizzing in his head, he sprang up: "Chen Junxi, are you fucking shameless? I don't remember ever touching Guo Suya's finger. Xiaomo has already broken up with you, and now he is with me We had a great time together. After his birthday, I will take him home to meet his parents and get a certificate. I can hold his hand and we are holding a wedding with him in the church, and get the blessings of relatives and friends. These, you Can you give it to him
By the way, I almost forgot, you seem to have married Ms. Guo just last month, you are a married old man, so stop pestering Xiao Mo, lest you make a fuss, everyone will look bad, you are shameless , Xiaomo and I want more. I remember that Xiaomo paid you a breakup fee of 100 million yuan, you don't think it's enough, do you? Chen Junxi, for the sake of our former friends, I would like to advise you, be content with yourself, don't eat from the bowl and stare at the pot, and end up with nothing in the end! "Han Xun said such a long list without taking a breath. Because these words were held in his heart, he wanted to say them a long time ago. Perhaps, earlier, he used the guise of being good for Chen Junxi against his will, When stabbing Lin Mo from time to time to attract his attention, he wanted to scold Chen Junxi.
Chen Junxi's hand holding the phone was trembling: "I don't listen to your nonsense, where is Xiaomo, you give me back Xiaomo!"
"Chen Junxi, why don't you play tricks on me, the person Xiao Mo likes now is me, he won't see you."
"You let Xiaomo answer the phone, how could Xiaomo like you, Xiaomo obviously loves me so much..." Chen Junxi didn't know how much wine he drank, and the happy time between him and Lin Mo appeared repeatedly in his mind, and he clearly knew that I can never go back with him, but he is not reconciled, not reconciled!
Han Xun wanted to hang up the phone directly, but after hearing what Chen Junxi said, the anger in his heart could no longer be restrained. How could such a man accept Xiaomo's love with peace of mind? Why is he
"Chen Junxi, I just found out now that you are a fucking scum! Do you want to hear Xiaomo reject you with your own ears to be satisfied?"
"Yes! No, no, Xiao Mo won't reject me, it's all your fault, you lied to Xiao Mo, you hid Xiao Mo, you returned Xiao Mo to me..."
Han Xun felt that he was crazy to get entangled with a drunkard.
"Okay, I'll satisfy you, and I'll let you hear for yourself whether Xiaomo likes me or you." After finishing speaking, Han Xun hung up the phone and walked back to the ward quickly.
"What's the matter, you look so ugly?" Lin Mo was in good spirits today, lying on the bed watching a western food show.
"Chen Junxi's phone call, he insisted that I hide you, I told him about our current relationship, and he insisted on asking you to call him personally before giving up." Han Xun said and handed the phone to Lin ink.
Lin Mo looked at him helplessly, why don't I know what is the relationship between us
When he answered the phone, he dialed the number he knew by heart without even looking in the phone book.
"Xiaomo, Xiaomo, you love me, right? Can you come back? I was the one who was sorry to you before, shall we start over again? I promise I will never do anything to be sorry to you again, really, I swear. "Chen Junxi drank too much wine, his tongue was stiff and he could not speak clearly, but this did not prevent him from thinking that he was sober.
Just like drunk people never think they are drunk.
"Jun...Chen Junxi, live your own life well, the relationship between us is over, why do you make everyone unhappy like this?"
"Unhappy... You're not by my side, hiccup, how can I be happy? Xiaomo, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, come back..."
"Chen Junxi, it's impossible between us." Lin Mo didn't want to entangle with Chen Junxi anymore, his voice became more indifferent.
"...Yes, hiccup, because of Han Xun?"
"Yes." This person is still the same as before, once something goes wrong, he never refuses to find the reason on himself. Life is like a dream, "Do you dare to swear that you like Han Xun?"
"Chen Junxi, are you making trouble like this?"
"Do you dare to say it?" Chen Junxi was indomitable, his mind was in chaos now, all he knew was to force Lin Mo blindly, to force him to speak his mind.
Lin Mo suddenly felt that Chen Junxi's entanglement was too boring. Because of Chen Junxi's kindness and kindness to him, he can not hate and worry about his irresponsibility for the relationship between them. They can even give Chen Junxi several times the money spent on him over the years as a breakup fee, not only because of the ridiculous self-esteem that others seem incomprehensible, but also because he wants to end this relationship cleanly
Even though he used to really love Chen Junxi very much, but now he is really tired and doesn't love him at all. He just wants to live the rest of his life peacefully.
Lin Mo knew Chen Junxi very well, and he knew that if he didn't let him give up completely, he would still pester him like this.
Lin Mo said calmly: "Why don't I dare to say it? I like Han Xun, and I will live a good life with him. I hope you don't bother us anymore. I don't want Han Xun to misunderstand what is between us."
As soon as Lin Mo finished speaking, Han Xun took the phone away, and proudly said to Chen Junxi: "So, give up, when I hold a wedding with Xiao Mo, I will solemnly invite you to attend."
Before Chen Junxi recovered from the shock, Han Xun had already hung up the phone. He turned his head and said to Lin Mo with a serious face: "Lin Xiaomo, I will officially become your boyfriend from now on, and you must listen to me more in the future, understand?"
Lin Mo rolled his eyes at him: "Dream your daydream."
"Hey, you just admitted to being with me." Han Xun finally revealed his sinister intentions.
Lin Mo turned over and pulled the quilt over, and buried himself in the quilt. Han Xun was so angry that he jumped up and refused to budge: "Lin Xiaomo, don't pretend to be mean, you must be responsible to me."
"..." Have I ever done anything? snort. How much tofu I have been eaten during this time, I am the one who should be held responsible.
"If you don't speak, I will take it as your acquiescence!"
"..." Take care of you.
"Lin Xiaomo!"
Although Lin Mo didn't say anything, everyone in the hospital seemed to think that Han Xun was his boyfriend, and they kept talking about what your boyfriend was like, what your boyfriend said, and how your boyfriend was really treating you. OK, wait. Lin Mo refuted it several times, but everyone ignored it, so he didn't bother to argue. Gradually, under everyone's subtle influence, Lin Mo also felt that it would be nice to have such a "virtuous and considerate" boyfriend. If Han Xiaoren is not so domineering and has a less vicious mouth, it will be more perfect.
Another month passed in the blink of an eye, and Lin Mo's condition worsened. He was in a coma for most of the day, and when he woke up, his body was always in unbearable pain, and the painkillers gradually lost their effect. Because the cancer cells continued to spread to the stomach, he vomited whatever he ate. In just one month, he lost weight rapidly. He was 1.75 meters tall, and now he only weighed less than 90 catties. He looked in the mirror The person couldn't help laughing at himself: "It's so ugly, it looks like a skeleton cladding skin."
Han Xun saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart. He suppressed the discomfort in his heart, pretending to comfort him with a relaxed smile: "Even if you become thin and thin, you are still the most beautiful skeleton in my heart."
Lin Mo grinned at him: "Han Xiaoren, are you sure you are comforting someone? Also, don't be so nasty, I feel uncomfortable."
Han Xun was dissatisfied and said: "Lin Xiaomo, why are you so difficult to serve? Hey, I'm the only one who can tolerate you in this world. Thinking about it, I think it's not easy for me."
"Han Xiaoren, can we stop being so narcissistic? I'm about to throw up."
"If you have the ability, can you spit it out for me?"
A minute later, Lin Mo really vomited. He vomited out all the soup he barely drank at noon. Han Xun hurriedly called the doctors and nurses. After tossing for a long time and not knowing what medicine to inject into Lin Mo, he finally calmed down. Lin Mo was lying on the bed, the cold sweat on his body had already been wiped dry by Han Xun with a handkerchief, and he changed into a clean hospital gown. In the mid-to-late October weather, he was covered with a thick duvet, and his body was still leaking from the inside. The thick cold kept shivering.
Even if Han Xun has been hiding from him the real condition of his body, he also knows that he may really not be able to survive this hurdle.
Originally, he was so open-minded that he almost looked down on life and death. When he looked at Han Xun whose eyes were full of red threads, he felt a little unwillingness and sadness in his heart.
if…
Everyone is assuming ifs, but there are so many ifs in this world.
Lin Mo had no choice but to bow his head to fate again, and the quiet ward seemed to be filled with the sinister smile of fate.
"Xiao Mo, don't worry, Professor Daniel is already arranging for the operation, and you will be fine after the operation. Then I will eat five meals a day, and I promise to make you fat and fat. Even if you are always like this , I will not despise you either."
"Five meals a day? Are you feeding pigs?" Lin Mo smiled and looked at Han Xun quietly, "Please contact Xiaoshu for me, I have something to tell him."
Panic surged uncontrollably in Han Xun's heart, "It's not too late to tell him after the operation is over and you get better. Now...he will be worried when he sees it." Han Xun never comforts others, It was obviously a comforting word, but it sounded weird even to himself.
"Where did you go, I just haven't seen Xiaoshu for more than half a year, and I kind of miss him."
Lin Shu is his half-brother, more than five years younger than him. When the family suffered a catastrophe, Lin Shu was only ten years old. It can be said that the two brothers grew up dependent on each other. Originally, Lin Shu still had some knots because of some things, but after Lin Mo made it clear, the relationship between the two brothers became better. Because Lin Shu went to country Y to study abroad, he is currently working part-time and trying to finish his doctoral program in the last year. Lin Mo has encountered too many changes this year, and the two brothers have no time to come. The last time they met was during the Chinese New Year. when.
Han Xun opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, and finally nodded in agreement.
Lin Shu has an extremely important experiment at a critical stage, and he really can't spare the time. Lin Mo didn't say anything specific, but only said that Lin Shu should come to country M to get together with him. Lin Shu thought that it would be Lin Mo's birthday in three or four days, and the experiment would be over by then, so he just went to celebrate his brother's birthday.
So, the two brothers made an appointment to meet on their birthday. However, on the night before Lin Mo's 31st birthday, his health suddenly deteriorated sharply, and Professor Daniel had to temporarily decide to operate early.
On the morning of October 24th, Lin Mo woke up early. I don't know if it was because of the injection of special drugs last night. There is no less comfort to the nervous and haggard Han Xiaoren.
After waiting until it was ten o'clock in the morning, Lin Shu still couldn't arrive, probably because he was still on the plane and his cell phone couldn't get through. Lin Mo could only feel a little regret, and was pushed into the operating room by the nurses. In fact, he didn't want Lin Shu to see him like this. He had promised Lin Shu that he would never hide anything from him in the future, and now he obviously broke his promise...
If he escaped this disaster, I believe Xiaoshu will forgive him.
If he couldn't hide, Xiaoshu would still forgive him.
Well, let's just pretend he's being stupid one last time.
The moment he was about to enter the operating room, Han Xun suddenly stopped the nurses, he threw himself in front of Lin Mo, and kissed him heavily on the lips. At the same time, he took out an exquisite and simple small sandalwood box, opened it, and there were two snow-white suet jade rings lying quietly inside.
The style of the rings is extremely simple, even without patterns, but even a layman can tell the extraordinary of these two rings at a glance.
Han Xun took out one of them and carefully put it on Lin Mo's ring finger. He held Lin Mo's hand and said with a smile, "I told my parents about you. I brought this pair of heirlooms to you now. You will be my daughter-in-law. When you come out of the operation, I will take you home to meet my parents, and they will definitely like you." At the end, Han Xun's voice was a little unsteady, with a faint sob.
Lin Mo stared blankly at Han Xun. In the past six months, he has become haggard and thinner. How can he be as radiant as Han Xiaoren back then? For a moment, Lin Mo's heart welled up with infinite sadness and many inexplicable emotions, and the circles of his eyes couldn't help turning red.
If he could have known Han Xiaoren's awkward feelings earlier, would the ending be different
Lin Mo told him 'yes', but the fishy sweetness gushed out of his throat, so that he couldn't say a word, he could only nod vigorously, even though he exhausted all his strength, in the eyes of outsiders, it was just a slight movement He shook his head, but Han Xun understood what he meant. However, before he had time to rejoice, the next moment, dark red blood gushed out from Lin Mo's lips...
"Lin Mo, Lin Mo..."
Lin Mo faintly heard a heart-piercing voice calling his name continuously, and he wanted to respond, but his consciousness gradually drifted away. Before he completely fell into eternal darkness, the last thing that came to his mind was Han Xun's haggard and sad face...
The instrument screamed piercingly, as if mourning for the lost life; the doctors took emergency measures in an orderly manner, but in the end they couldn't snatch the young life back from the hands of death.
During the busy work, no one saw the teardrops falling from the corners of Lin Mo's eyes, and no one noticed that the jade-snow-clear ring fell from his skinny ring finger and shattered on the pale floor.
At the same time, before Han Xun had time to bring the ring on his ring finger, it suddenly cracked and turned into powder without warning.